I discovered I don't have one...well a female one. My hubby is by far my best friend and will always know more than anyone else ever will most likely...but it would be nice to have a female that I could get kinda close to. I ran across the profile of a guy that...to be crass...I would fuck just to say I did if I were single and I was going to share it with the chick I talk to most when I realized she just wouldn't appreciate it...he looked better than most movie vampires and she's not really into all that. Thats a huge part of me...hard to be best friends with someone who can't at least appreciate these parts. I'm actually getting to the point where I'd like to reach out and find someone (who is at least mildly stable because I have a friend who does appreciate very much the same things as I but she is PSYCHO..I never know when she's going to turn on me or be my friend) that I could drop a line like that on out of the clear blue. Would be nice.
