eviltaz247 FUWIFE to Scooter Blackand Re's blog: "tansplant list and what you have to do in order to get on it"

WELL ITS BEEN AWHILE SINCE I POSTED A NEW BLOG AND SO I HAVE DECIDED TO DO SO NOW THAT IM NOT IN SO MUCH PAIN. LATELY AFTER DIALYSIS WITHIN AN HOUR I HAVE BEEN HAVING VERY BAD VIOLENT MIGRAINES. WELL ACTUALLY WORSE THEN THAT, TO WHERE I HAVE HAD TO GO TO THE ER AND SIT THERE FROM 3-8HRS IN ORDER TO GET A SHOT TO CALM MY HEAD DOWN, MY DOCTOR THINKS THAT MY BRAIN IS SWELLING, OR MY EQUALIBIUM IS GETTING OFFSET. THERE IS A ANOTHER POSSIBILITY AND THAT IS THAT THERE IS A 3RD FLUID REPOSITIONING WHICH ACTUALLY TAKES THE FLUID FROM MY BRAIN AND MY SPINAL CORD AND ITS DROPPING MY BLOOD PRESSURE SO LOW THAT ITS CAUSING THE HEADACHES, AND TRUST ME I WOULD NOT EVEN WISH THEM ON MY WORST ENEMY. OF COURSE THE ONLY ENEMIES I HAVE ARE ON HERE, LOL ITS THE TRUTH THO, NO MATTER HOW SAD IT IS SO MANY WANT DRAMA AND I DONT PLAY THAT GAME. I AM SO THANKFUL FOR MY BOO, SCOOTER BLACK, AND THE DEVITA TECHS, THAT I WAS EVEN GOING TO STOP DIALYSIS AND LET NATURE TAKE ITS COURSE, BUT WITH THE SUPPORT FROM ALL I HAVE WENT AND STAYED WITH THE TREATMENT. I HAVE BEEN HAVING PROBLEMS EVER SINCE I FELL CHRISTMAS EVE AND WAS ADMITTED IN THE HOSPITAL, BUT FRIDAY THEY TRIED SOMETHING DIFFERENT, INSTEAD OF REUSING MY DIALYZER, I AM NOW USING A THROW AWAY ONE TIME USE, NO PULLING FLUIDS OFF ME AND I WENT IN STONED SO THAT I WOULD EVEN BE MORE COMFORTABLE AND GUESS WHAT? IT WORKED, SO NO NEED TO WORRY WE WILL CONTINUE THIS AND I HAVE BEEN WORKING ON THE BUTTON HOLES AND IT HURTS LIKE HELL BUT WHAT IT IS THAT THEY USE THE SAME SPOT OVER LIKE 6-9 TIMES AND BUILD A TRAC SIMULAR TO A PIERCING, AND THEN WHEN ITS FORMED THEN I WONT BE USING SHARPS ANYMORE, SO THEREFORE NO MORE INFATRATING OR THE PAIN INVOLVED. AND IT WILL NOT SCAR OR RUIN MY ARTERY WALL WHICH IS ALL WORTH IT IN THE LONG RUN. I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU TO ALL THAT HAS HELPED ME AND SUPPORTED ME AND FOR YOUR PRAYERS, GOD BLESS EACH AND EVERYONE OF MY FRIENDS, FANS AND ESPECIALLY MY FAMILY ON HERE, SO HAVE A GOOD ONE AND THE NEXT TIME I POST A BLOG IT WILL HAVE EVEN MORE BETTER NEWS, STAY SAFE MUAHS AND HUGS TO ALL.