beat Blog by zacthewac
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created on 10/03/2006  |  http://fubar.com/beat/b9959

crawl

twist
and thrash
and tear the fuck away
made
of scraps
of the flesh that's saved
ripping
and thrashing
in a mound of hate
there's no
forgiveness
there's no forgiveness for shame
 
crawl
on broken glass
fall
it's your last chance
 
devour your temple now worship my shit
your deity rots in the bowels of the pit
there is no salvation and nobody cares
there is no redemption there's only the echoing despair
are you there?
 
crawl
on broken glass
destroy your skin
it's your last chance
fall
and shed your blood
and wage your war against
the
sun
 
save me?
fuck you
 
dive into disaster
grind off the rust               
devine confrontation
you crumble, like so much dust
 
i've travelled through the blister stream
through broken spells and haunted dreams
passing through withered seams
reality's not what you think
 
 
crawl
on broken glass
destroy your skin
it's your last chance
fall
and shed your blood
and wage your war against
the
sun

tripping whispers lips are blistered
squeeze the rope into the gristle
can the hear the grime is climbing
can you speak in growls and hisses
 
i will find a way
to make you see
just what you have done and
what you've grown to be
 
you have asked i replied with laughter
and you cry that's not an answer
you will have your time to ponder
as you wallow in the aftermath

of the right path
 
catching sorrow from your father's face
 
away from your turned back
stacked deamons plan their next attack
the door's ajar you left a draft
all this decay's on your head
my dear fucked friend put on your red
prepare to enter sever shred
answer for the life you've cast
by my power i say you  will pay
 
in spades
and i pray
something will be left of you today
beacuse i stay
i stay
while every fucking thing just drifts away

star

run right through without remorse scarred right through into the source
gluing patches on your sores, the glue you use was once my horse
you're a stitch work of disgust your uselessnesss is all i trust
everything's a fucking hurdle goddamn blood is fucking curdled
enlightenment has brought me hate i do not like this fucking place
this place is run by fucking fools usually the ones with the biggest tools
dejected and hollow
rejected you swallow
 
kill yourself now
kill yourself before you kill anybody else
 
i wish that there were less of you out on the street
controlling everthing to fill your fucking needs
kill your fucking self and we'll just call it even
we don't need you
take another pill and punch the fucking wall
kick us all around like we're your fucking dog
sure to take us down when you fucking fall
we don't want you
you're human fucking garbage and you fucking know it
sure to take us hostage if you can't fucking stall it
 
i just wanna kill and just fucking die
 
just fucking die
 
we don't want you
we don't need you
i don't like you
fucking die
 
kill yourelf now
kill yourself before you kill anybody else

This stage this page this battle ground
3000 miles to Graceland on the edge of a sound
I'm out of pennies, in for 88 pounds
The jury by fire is out for deliberation
Deliberately denouncing the dichotomizing divisions of their own convoluted sense of self preservation
It's a goddamn shame this happy little nation

couldn't withstand time's unforgiving nature

slide

feel free to mutate me i disassemble easilly force the blueprint with hammers and hot irons distort me into a parody simply because you cannot conceive that i ever was what i appeared to be i guess you're more comfortable with cliches then deities i'm not sure if you're trying to enlighten me but i'll repeat myself and try to speak a bit more clearly i am no man and i never claimed to be every road i travel on leads back to my decomposing destiny i'll hurt you to hurt myself because i am amused by suffering for the most part i don't care about anything that i'm not killing or fucking you are garbage until you have worth but once you have worth you hold my everything i may not be king but i am a fucking jerk i will eat all your shit but without warning burst after hearing a single word ain't ya heard? i know how to be hurt so i know how to hurt I AM GARBAGE ROLLING IN DIRT but that in no way means i'm not head and shoulders above most of the earth you wanna fuck? well i wanna fuck too fuck you THESE AREN'T JOKES, THEY ARE NOT AN ATTEMPT TO ENDEAR YOU TO ME, IT IS THE BRUTAL FUCKING TRUTH i am not ignorant to my own flaws are you? you throw a lot of blame for someone who says my guilt is my own doing you have my ear when you want it but screened your calls to avoid me you would be cute if you were blue so please hold your breath for an apology laugh i think that's funny i am a child boo hoo for me now before you want to tell me how wrong i am, or how bad i am for you please try not to forget who lied to who
i have swallowed glass i have inhaled burning insulation i have walked a whole day on a broken foot my apendix exploded in my abdomen i have been beaten and left for dead in the snow ----- i've been wound tight my muscles convulse at the dimming light i want to fight (can you hear it? he closes in )
(completed version of "cry of the windego") Blood Will call to Blood Will answer to Blood Will call to Blood will shatter The end my dear fucked friend is far from dead I am re-ender I will shed flesh to have my mess test my deep rest forever I know how to flow stretch flex a hex until you’re a dead receptor Squeezing jagged broken glass the spill’s a crash I splash a broken spell I swell My wishes seem to play out as your hell Let’s dwell And cry As I look for the next fight Shatter towards travesty Your blood fucking belongs to me Suck you dry, burn your shine, I want to see your demons cry The need to masticate is growing My teeth show no signs of slowing Crescent press, the taste of flesh, the mark I scrawl across your chest Underlings with splitting wings Divide my hide and bait the springs Cautious cringe, a sharpened hinge, I feel empty after the binge And now as I scrounge and scrimp I am my own most savage pimp I’m paid in shit, I’ll find my hit, I’ll learn to love a coarser grit Blood Will call to Blood Will answer to Blood Will call to Blood will shatter Dig your savage into me Spread your pain so I can see I’ll feed you mine, taste my Debase, would you like another plate Maybe in another week I’ll decide that it’s time to sleep Right now my veins are fucking screaming, they are all rhymes with fucking reason Fully stocked for open season ALL I FUCKING HEAR IS SCREAMING Stroke the tongue of passive treason, blasphemy must hold a reason HIT ME IN THE FUCKING FACE UNTIL MY FUCKING BODY CAVES Put me down on my knees as I pray to my Blood Will call to Blood Will answer to Blood Will call to Blood will shatter
I’ve bled away the dirt on me Discharged sanity Rock hard malignancy There is nothing left of me and still I have supremacy Your shit stained lips Can give my coiled ring a kiss The crest imprints My cauterized coat of arms will not be content as a scar Procreate in the honeymoon pyre Ripping and tearing to unplug the drain Bloat and burst in a hail of denial The insane have made gains and are anointed as saints Complain against the ways you’ve been repaid My night has lost to another day Let’s lay blame it’s a fun fucking game You lay down the punishment and I’ll take it to the grave Delay, deployed, unsoiled, rejoice Strained voice, ignore the goddamn choices Join the chorus of the hopeless doped up on suggestive noises Taste the bone crunching grind of gears Cast your fears like a headlight at a dear Bruise, blister, show me your fucking peel Parasites Have their way with me Parasites Have their way with me
Shatter towards travesty Your blood fucking belongs to me I suck you dry, burn your shine, I want to hear your demons cry The need to masticate is growing My teeth show no signs of slowing A crescent press, the taste of flesh, the mark I scrawl across your chest Underlings with splitting wings Divide the hide and bait the springs
I would like to be torn apart from the inside out Not figuratively, reach inside my ass and pull my stomach out Spread my bowels in your fucking face Lean in to the maze for your taste of grace Get a good laugh beneath your cardiac catharsis While I keep whispering in your ear that the explosion is harmless I’m an army of hedonists, we run loose shifts There’s no telling who is going to come to my lips or fingertips Flip through mental clips of barbarism Hoping to be able to keep a lid on my shit But I’m a shit slinger, and I shoot from the hip Rectangular dent mark in the skull where the sledge-hammer hit Eyes roll back, awash with blood as the jaw slacks I have a back And lower down It cracks This is the region I direct you to as I say “kiss my ass” My syllable is its own class Carry only the prettiest shards of glass Movements of a war dance super-sonic death chants I bled today and did my best to make it last But I heal too fast, my wounds are black Can’t get a good enough grip on my skin to rip it back I dozed off and woke up with a blood-stain on my lap At least I hoped I dozed off, and didn’t just lose track That could be bad
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