yup. We've finally snapped that last vine, I cant do it anymore, nor do i think its heathly for both of us I understand why you wont let me take Jadein I dont exactly have anywhere for her to go, I dont think that any thing we do will fix this mess so yes i am leaving. You better raise her right and you BETTER TELL HER THE TRUTH i left for our health, She doesnt need to be around us when all we do is fight I knew i shouldnt have moved to Maine cuz the only reason ill leave her here is cuz your family will help you but if we were still in Ny your ass woulda been the one leaving forcably or on your own accord I BETTER NEVER HEAR HER SAY YOU TOLD HER I DONT LOVE HER CUZ I WILL find you and.. ill leave that thought there cuz it is defently NSFW jadein will always be my heart i wish you would see that and maybe oneday youll call me and say come get her cuz if i was strong enough to stand up to you and your family she would be in my care only you need help and i do mean professional help (not saying i dont) but damn if you could see the monster you turned into then maybe you will one day understand why I HAVE TO GO omg i cant stop crying. I love you jadein~love mommy and as for you Zachary wayne Farris shit im outta words for you.. youve ran this river dry. good luck with whatever your life is supposed to be..

***UPDATE**** he is letting me take Jadein with me yay!!!