I am a jumble of emotions right now. I am nervous, excited, sad, happy, and madly head of heels in love. In just 5 days I will be in the arms of the man I love, hence the excited and happy part. But at the same time I am super nervous. One of my greatest fears is that I am going to get off the plane and see him walking away. We have talked about this and he says it wont happen, but I am a girl I panic over nothing. Have you ever wanted something so bad that it scares you when it actually comes together? He is going threw such a funky time right now, and all I wanna do is be there to hold him and tell him that its going to be ok. To calm him with a kiss and to say I love you to make it all better. But being in the situation I am in now I cant do anything for another week. He deserves so much and I want to be able to give him everything I can, and I hope I can, but what if I cant? What if I dont live up to his expectations? Any of you that actually talk to me on a regular basis knows, that I love him, and I hope they know that he loves me too. All I wanna do right now is be with him. I will keep yall updated and I am going to have lots of pictures for yall when I get back. I Love my Gooberface!!