N33D FaNs Ch0s3n S0lDI3r's blog: "RESOLVE"

I wrote this about a year and a half ago I figured I would post it so I don't lose it again.

"I WANT TO BE WHERE ALL THE STRONG PEOPLE GATHER. The ones that will PUSH me to be better in EVERYTHING I do. I will IMPROVE and so will they. Caleb is one of those people and I WILL meet him again. All of them that I have met give off an AURA or PRESENCE that makes you want to be around them. I want to put ALOT because I want to be the BEST and to be the BEST you have to BEAT the BEST. I have always had that burning desire to WIN at everything I do. I am WILLING to RISK EVERYTHING to GAIN IT ALL. All the PAIN i put myself through now is to make it easier down the road. All my life I have felt that my life was meaningless. But after many years I have realized that my life isn't meaningless it feels like DEEP DOWN INSIDE I am SEARCHING for something that will CHALLENGE me. In this short life of mine I have done so much but that still isn't enough for ME.

This was during one of the times i had an opportunity to meet some amazing people and they were the rreason that my fire was rekindled to continue on the path of what I was doing. I could truly go in depth on exactly who I am talking about but I see no reason for that because if you truly know me you will know who I cam referring to.