well, i went back to the doc today so we could go over how the new meds worked.well they did work a lil BUT i was still seeing things that i know arent there and im dizzy i mean really dizzy.everytime i walk,its like im doing the drunk walk.i can sit on the couch and be ok but i cant sit on like a stool or anything becuz i will fall off.And i just cant seem to be ablie to say or make my hands do what i want.So I told her all of this and now its time for me to go see a neurologist.First I have to get a MRI and then she said that other test will follow.
So when do I worry?Im not sure. See i am a worrier/stresser.I have been that way my whole life. I worry and stress so bad i break out in hives.my husband always knows somethings up when im all itchy.So then shouldnt this be a worry/stress hive kinda thing? i think so but maybe im not cuz no one will let me.my mother took me to the doc app so she could watch my son for me. after would i told her and she took us to eat.she wouldnt even let me bring up the idea of something being wrong. tonight when Dvae got home i told him and he stoped me dead in my tracks and wouldnt let me bring it up either.Dave told me that i am fine and its not gonna show anything cuz there isnt anything wrong and he smiled.I know they both love me and they both know how i can geat so i think there both just not gonna let me freak out but at the same time i woulf like to fuckin tlak about it with my family.
any way, that was my day.
