Okay so The Family and Children's services just called to do some kind of damned follow up. She questioned as to why I wanted emergency medicaid and when I told her she made me feel like shit. And I told her that just because I was a citizen and didn't have a child didn't mean that they could discriminate against me. She said that my diabeties wasn't a life or death situation.
6 shots a day...I wonder what would be considered life and death. And I told her "The government doesn't care about us." and she was like yes we do. I said no because if you did you'd help me.
"I am helping you ma'am. I'm going to help you get prescriptions that you need." I was like I need the insulin pump not prescriptions.
So I hung up on her because she had me in tears from where she was being rude and ugly to me. I even wrote to the president but I doubt that would help.
So I'm sitting here crying my little eyes out because I fear that my diabeties will get the best of me.
Those of you who try to go through the government...don't...They'll screw you over. They'll make you angry, upset, and hurt your feelings making you feel like a worthless piece of shit.
I do not ever wish this on anyone. It's hell on my life. I'm just scared that if I don't get it undercontrol that I won't be able to have children.
I'm so scared. And Teddy has no way to contact me and I'm at my wits ends. I can't take it anymore. I really can't.
