Man I can't believe its been an actual week since I last talked to Teddy. It'd be nice if his dorm mate came home from vacation tonight so that I could talk to Teddy tomorrow or something. But if not...I can deal with another week I think. I mean I've been holding together rather well actually. I haven't shed the first tear because I have kept myself busy. No this doesn't mean that he hasn't been on my mind. Goddess knows that he's been on my mind all the time. Anything and everything.
I wrote him a letter and even bought him a card yesterday letting him know that I miss him terribly. See I can over come alot of things. I believe he's staying down in Florida at Florida State University. I think since his month is up this friday or whenever that he's going to end up staying there til he's done with college. I just...want to be with him.
I want to start my life with him. I want to be with him and wake up to him every day of my life. I want us to be finally complete. It's getting harder and harder for him to keep secrets from me. That's how much we're connected.
Just goes to show that we're meant to be together. Someone was asking me how I know that he's my soul mate and I told them that its the only way if we're sharing dreams about me holding a little 3 month old baby girl named Grace.
Not to mention I can't hardly explain how I know he's my soul mate.
I have exactly two months to get my butt in shape before he comes down. My problem...I can't stay on track. :)
Anyways this is all I have for now.
