Alone...
by myself
no one around
no one to talk to
nothing but my thoughts
is this the way it will always be?
only me
but i am free
no restraints
no ties
no bonds
now i can do what i please
i hear the sounds of nothing
pure and silent
but yet so very loud
i write them down
my thoughts
the harmonys
the melodies
forever ringing
for the whole world to read
singing over and over
dancing around
like children playing
carousels of thoughts
spinning round and round
My heart is drained
I can't keep this in anymore
i must pass through the door
let it be known
my feelings will be shown
i can't play these games
forever hearing your name
i am not a toy
to be drug through the mud
falling in and out of love
like some helpless little boy
jo$hua