All I ever wanted was paradise is that too much to ask for?
I guess I ask too much of myself. I never meant to be so hard on myself but then again I never thought that I would be alone forever either. My friends tell me that one day I’m going to want someone but I doubt that I will, I’m happy being single, I have a large network of friends and I enjoy going places and not being tied down. Perhaps when I’m 20 or 21 and in college full time I’ll realize a high school sweetheart would have been nice and perhaps going to prom wouldn’t have killed me. I’m not just one of the girls however to grow up get married and become a mother. Nothing wrong with those that did or even working mothers I have a great respect for them but that’s not what I want out of life. Perhaps I’ll have children one day perhaps not I never will know what life can expect to bring but I shall never know fate or destiny and how one leads to another and how each one can change in a pin drop of a hat. Who are we? Are we really just a bunch of lifeless living beings. In fact I’m not sure we’re all human or animal, we could just be air and holograms steady enough to support a system of life, are we an experiment of a higher power. Is that why we’re the only planet that supports life at this moment, maybe when the dinosaurs didn’t work people were created. Animals have always been here and evolution shows the same species have simply adapted, did we adapt or was man created from dirt and woman from a mans ribs? Its hardly truthful some era of truth has to be there perhaps the first people were naked that seems logical but to witness burning bushes and talking thunder and men climbing mountains to talk to a supreme being, doubtful.
All I ever wanted was a paradise is that too much to ask for?
