Have you ever felt lost and alone, like you don't fit in or belong anywhere? It seems to be I am nothing to no one and the only time anyone bothers with me is if they need and favor or need to bitch and has no one else to vent to.
Apparently I am inconvenience to both family and friends. I rarely ever leave my house. Seems like the walls in my house are my best friend.
I use my computer to help forgot about life but even on here it seems the only people to get attention are those who whore themselves out.
I am not one to complain and I really don't ask for much. All I want is to matter to someone. For once I want to know what it is like to be priority and some shadow in the background.
I am completely miserable and honestly can't remember that last time I was truly happy. I guess I am one of those people who is destined to live a lonely sad life.
