the mind wwanders away from me, i search but nothing is there. why, i ask, is there no one for me to love? i get no reply. am i not worthy of a lover, only worthy of a lyer? can i not be what someone needs me to be. NO, i am better than the rest of them, and yet, i still stand alone, not so much in the dark, but in the shallow waters of the life that i failed to live. i miss them so much i can no longer feel normal pain, but i can feel the void of a life lost. so, with that being said, i leave this mind and find another place to run and hide. inside myself, i hide.