harukosbich's blog: "dreams"

i had a dream last night, i was @ a party with all of my friends and there was this raven headed temptress there. i made my rounds and spoke/smoked w everyone there until i came to her, i sat to her left and began to converse, and in doing so i realized that we had been together before. we spoke @ length aabout many things but as the night wore on we shifted our conversation to a more serious subject, the subject of our dead fathers and grandfathers. i placed my head over her heart, i could hear it beat and for some reason @ that moment she felt like sarah, my ex wife. everyone else looked like themselves. what does this mean? btw, i know i talk all the time about dreams i have about her but the fact of the matter is, i dont know anything else. im almost posative that a wilson male can only fall in love once, it either works or it doesnt. whats so strange about all the dreams are that i only remember ones with a female, and they always feel like her, even if they dont look like her.