Falling Apart
I woke up with such deep loneliness inside my heart,
For the first time in my life, a morning could be so bad.
I felt my head is about to explode, i still do,
I dont understand whats happening around me,
I dont hate, i dont betray, i dont backstab,
Didnt you trust me when i promised you?
Its sad to know you never kept your promises,
Its sad to know you never made it last forever,
Its sad to know you never cared,
Its sad to see the unexpected happen,
Oh my soul is dying, tears rolling down my face,
Darkness is killing me,
My heart is sobbing on the floor,
Every decision i take, is always wrong,
Lord take me back home,
This is killing me, and i dont want to commit suicide,
What am i suppose to do?
Not a friend to embrace and cry on shoulders,
My life is falling apart,
I feel its the end of everything,
Im losing everyone, everything, each day,
I was never prepared for my life to fall apart this soon,
What am i to do?
No one to calm me down,
No one at all,
I'm all alone, in such darkness and misery,
Everything is falling apart infront of me,
And i dont know what to do,
I cant do a thing,
Im so weak, all i can do is weep and bleed,
Lord wont you save me already?
Ease this pain away, take the misery away,
Im sick of watching my whole life fall apart.
Petra Tawfik
