I think I'm in love with someone. Only problem is i'm sure he has someone already. Damn how I wish you were here with me. You rule my dreams as well as my heart. When I close my eyes I only see you. When I feel myself I feel you. When i think I see you. Your deep eyes,your sweet lips, your smooth skin,your long hair,above all it's your voice that haunts me the most. So what is someone like me going to do. How does one go on with out the one whos a part of them. which is why I was shocked that Jade and I made it as far as we did. For I've been inlove with someone eles for a very long time. It seems that this other person has been a part of me as far back as i can remember. i don't even know for sure his name but I believe his close to me in some way. How strange it feels to be a part of someone and yet never to touch skin to skin. Yet I find myself apart of him as air is a part of breathing. I find myself longing for him,so much that it hurts to breath at times. Thats how I feel. I wonder well we ever meet. Does he even feel me or knows I'm hear waiting for him. Thats all I can write now,my heart is aching so. Now that was a mix of old and new. Right now my feelings are mixed just like this blog.
