Devils Psycho Bitch's blog: "just thinking.."

So I was wondering,how does one know if a man likes her and would like ta date her ?Sometimes I think we r dating and neither one of us know it? 

We have been talking and doing "other" things for about 4 and a half months now... but when we talk,we talk for hrs, and we can sit and talk about anything and everything...and omg he really listen to what I have to say.. wierd ik... hes so great, he is so kind hearted... hes never cold hearted to me... even if hes n a bad mood ..it changes fast when we are together..  he makes me excited to b n the same room with him.. my heart jumps when he stares at me.. Im not use to all this sweet kindness... Now I our lil arragment started out as a rebound thing but I think I am truly fallin for him.. Im wanting lose wieght to look pretty again(pretty for him and healthy for me of course) I want to tell him about my day..when he holds me(omg!) i feel so safe.. like he wont let no one hurt me ..I am getting divorce from a real jackass, so comeing from someone that calls u mean and hateful names and blames u for them doing so to someone that seems to respect me enough to TALK to me if i do or say something to piss him off,, is well.. nice! feels like a real grown up relationship... Now this what gets me is,when we txt he tells me he has DEEP feelings for me, but he dont thinks Im the girl for him... 

Is he just trying to protect himself from getting hurt or is he really just trying to have "fun"?

so what do u think??

OH did i tell ya... I met his stepdad... the one person n the world he respects the most.. I felt so honored he let me.

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