my endless search for my other self ... in terms of relationship , am literatim ... and I wholeheartedly require TRUST !

and wow melikes = Sara Teasdale and Edna St. Vincent Millay!!! .

.Music: Classical ( The Rach 3 and La Boheme )!!!, Old Blue Eyes, pop, country, rap, u name it, i like it ! ... I'm not ok ( I promise ).

BOOKS =The World as Will and Representation by Arthur Schopenhauer ... The 23rd Psalm (A Holocaust Memoir)... The Center Cannot Hold(Elyn Saks) ...Prozac Diary (Lauren Slater)...(Wurtzel)...More Now Again (Wurtzel) ... Man's Search for Meaning(VIKTOR FRANKL) ... Better for All the World(Bruinius)...An Open Heart (Dalai Lama) Alive ... The Bell Jar ... Into That Darkness ... Inferno (Dante's) ... Life Unworthy of Life ... Charlie Wilson's War !!!!!!!! ... Savage Beauty ... Mad,Bad and Sad(women and the mind doctors- Lisa Appignanesi) ...ZELDA (Nancy Milford)...Mrs. Dalloway (a difficult read indeed)

Movies Amadeus!!!, Immortal Beloved, 12 Angry Men !!!(should be mandatory viewing), Seven Samurai(simply beautiful) The Hours (unfulfillable ) ... SE7EN (Logically Brilliant), MONGOL(a must viewing), Gettysburg- acting is sublime! Fiddler on the Roof !!!, Fargo, No Country for Old Men(wow) Shine!!! Inside Man(brilliant), Contact (Jodie!), What Dreams May Come, Ronin !!!, Dances with Wolves, Dracula ( Stoker's), Big Jake, Valdez is Coming, Yankee Doodle Dandy, South Pacific, THE REF = (LOL), Mighty Aphrodite !!!, A Beautiful Mind, Tombstone (kurt and val) !!! and how bout Schindler's List !!! ... and the best is "The Long Kiss Goodnight" .

* There is no greater sorrow than to recall in misery the time we were happy - Dante


My F. Liszt : all women's profiles state they require HONESTY , well , here we go ...

* if one cannot weep uncontrollably watching La Boheme ... have 5 different DVD's of La Boheme -

* if one cannot , within thy animus , burn with uncontrollable passion , you and I most likely will not .

* I would indeed hope thou art a poetry lover *

* although attractiveness is nice , a mind is true love !

* am better than the average perv , albeit , not on the level of Gaius -

* and no way am I drama free - LIFE is drama - and if you say you are =BS --- define drama ?

* not being rude .. if you like hanging out at bars , hang on without me ! * want someone who enjoys the simple things in life ... â€