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Kind of feeling like IÃ¢â¬â¢m reconstituting my life again in a number of waysÃ¢â¬Â¦ While thereÃ¢â¬â¢s an immense void within my life emotionally, IÃ¢â¬â¢m hesitant and apprehensive about rushing in to fill that emotional gap hap hazardly. While I am open to the possibility of a relationship, I just canÃ¢â¬â¢t honestly state IÃ¢â¬â¢m that IÃ¢â¬â¢m actively pursuing those interests. Not that IÃ¢â¬â¢m looking for a casual hook-up either, itÃ¢â¬â¢s just that IÃ¢â¬â¢m going to be highly selective about moving forward with anyone, but look forward to meeting new people and getting to know themÃ¢â¬Â¦ Call it old school dating?
First off i dont cyber!!!!
First off please do not ask me if i am interested in
younger guys, geesh of course...:P
Please read profile and decide from there...
I could say I have a dog, house ,teeth,a job,manners ,I am a good cook , I am educated,and you can tell by now I can spell too. BUT everybody is telling you that same stuff.And if they are not,you are not getting past the first line. RIGHT???
Those are just the basics, those things dont communicate anything about who we really are....
Now for what you really wanna know & some things about the Woman that I am.....
Like day seeks night,our feelings seek validation.I hope as you read this,you search for truth, authenticity & equity.You know, some of those good old values our parents taught us(hopefully). So we find ourselves here hoping to find something or some one that might take us there, someone special.
We say things like "I am seeking my soulmate", or " I wanna be in love." " I dont like being the 3rd wheel when I am with my friends." Even though our friends accept us, there is no way to replace the feeling of being with someone you feel a true authentic connection with....If you had that, would you feel like this is a treasure in your life?
What would you do to keep this treasure sacred? Really, I want an answer to that, I know you want an answer to that too.
Now this is one for you to think about....Maybe we can talk about this later...
What would it be like if you met a woman who is the woman of Mystery, Romance, PASSION , integrity, true value & Adventure.....Who is purposeful ,Confident, directed , living life by her choice ?
Now back to you....
Are you dedicated to overcoming the challenges to enjoy the rewards a true connnection , full of feelings, where we are BOTH vulnerable, but both enjoy the rewards?
If so, you might have to live free,bound neither by outer convention nor inner cowardice.Some folks might call that "thinking outside the box" or "going beyond."
Now for the part where I share a few things about me.
For those of you who have actually read this far, I am impressed with your attention span, & that That IS a qualifier. So give yourself a dat a dude!!
Here is some more of the good stuff....I am strong ,sexy & intuitive. I will challenge & awaken you in a way that makes you feel dynamic & alive through my awareness of who you really are, beyond what is ornamental on the outside.I live for balance & justice.
If you find yourself feeling like I may be too challenging, then maybe its not me.
Its you. Without challenge .......
THERE IS NO REWARD!
Stop settling for less & take that step up & out of your comfort zone to enjoy one glorious scent,listen to that little voice in your head for a little while, open your eyes to get a glimpse,reach out to touch,feel & embrace.
Everyone wants to live on top of the mountain, without knowing that true happiness is obtained in the journey taken to get up there.
I don't tolerate ignorance or blatant cruelty toward others well... I am just looking for stimulating conversation mostly, with anyone who shares my interests. I truly appreciate kind and genuine souls... Which are extremely rare within the human race.
I associate myself with people who provide a positive atmosphere and with whom I can grow, and share awesome experiences. I am extremely sensitive to negativity and energy vampires of all forms. Therefore, if you effect me negatively, you will be quickly cut out of my life, like the tumor you are.
*Please note that I am not trying to sound stuck up, as I am the exact opposite, but for whatever reason, I receive dozens of messages a day and cannot always respond. So if you send me a message that says "sup", or something equally idiotic, I will not respond.
I am the only me in all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. Everything that comes out of me is authentically mine. Because
I alone chose it-I own everything about me. My body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or to myself. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears-I own all my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. By so doing I can love me and be friendly with me in all my parts.
I know there are aspects that I do not know-but as long as I am friendly and loving to myself, I can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and for ways to find out more about me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me-if later some parts of how I looked, sounded, thought and felt turn out to be unfitting, I can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which I discarded. I can see, hear, feel, think, say and do.
I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me-I own me, and therefore I can engineer me. I am me and I am okay!
To try is to risk failure.
But the risk must be taken, because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, and is nothing. He/She may avoid suffering and sorrow, but she/he simply cannot learn, feel, change, grow, love, live. Chained by his/her certitudes, she/he is a slave, he/she has forfeited her/his freedom. Only a person who risks. is free.
Honesty and Truth are a big deal to me.
I am wise enough to understand that honesty and truth are unique to each persons beliefs, environment, and morals. There are always at least two sides to every story that is a given. My truth doesn't have to be the same as yours and that is ok. This brings in honesty.
I can always deal with your truth if you can be honest with me about it. Nothing annoys me more then having to try to figure out a lie. It wastes my energy and I would rather be using it in other ways.
So be honest in all your en devours and make life a little more joyful for everyone. I am open to almost anything. It takes many unique ideas to make this world the beautiful place that it is. So dream big. If you can believe it. It is always possible.
I follow my heart and it has helped me to create a life that I thank God for everyday. I am blessed with a life that I would never change.
I believe in Karma! So take a second and reflect in love before you act. Maybe you'll find your truth and not have to hurt yourself or anyone in the process. Bless you, your dreams and ideas. I hope you can believe in yourself enough to find your way. I love the fact you have to choose a label here of what youÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃ¢â¬Â ÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã¢âÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬ÃÂ ÃÆÃÂ¢ÃÂ¢Ã¢â¬Å¡ÃÂ¬ÃÂ¢Ã¢â¬Å¾ÃÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃÂ¢ÃÂ¢Ã¢â¬Å¡ÃÂ¬Ãâ¦ÃÂ¡ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã Â¡ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃ¢â¬Â ÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã¢âÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã Â¡ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃâÃÂ¢ÃÆÃÂ¢ÃÂ¢Ã¢â¬Å¡ÃÂ¬Ãâ¦ÃÂ¡ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¬ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬ÃÂ¦ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¡ÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃÂ¢ÃÂ¢Ã¢â¬Å¡ÃÂ¬Ãâ¦ÃÂ¡ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã Â¡ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¬ÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃ¢â¬Â ÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã¢âÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã Â¡ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃâÃÂ¢ÃÆÃÂ¢ÃÂ¢Ã¢â¬Å¡ÃÂ¬Ãâ¦ÃÂ¡ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¬ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬ÃÂ¦ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¾ÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃÂ¢ÃÂ¢Ã¢â¬Å¡ÃÂ¬Ãâ¦ÃÂ¡ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã Â¡ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¢re looking for... Truth is; each situation extends itself unto its own parameters and climax.. Befriending someone for exploring the outdoors or music events might lead further how is one to know? I would ALWAYS entertain something more with the right man and without the simplicity of meeting and learning about exactly who we are individuals, our needs, concerns, trials and nuances, expressing a need for long term is all but audacious. I believe when you find that soul which youÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃ¢â¬Â ÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã¢âÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬ÃÂ ÃÆÃÂ¢ÃÂ¢Ã¢â¬Å¡ÃÂ¬ÃÂ¢Ã¢â¬Å¾ÃÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃÂ¢ÃÂ¢Ã¢â¬Å¡ÃÂ¬Ãâ¦ÃÂ¡ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã Â¡ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃ¢â¬Â ÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã¢âÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã Â¡ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃâÃÂ¢ÃÆÃÂ¢ÃÂ¢Ã¢â¬Å¡ÃÂ¬Ãâ¦ÃÂ¡ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¬ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬ÃÂ¦ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¡ÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃÂ¢ÃÂ¢Ã¢â¬Å¡ÃÂ¬Ãâ¦ÃÂ¡ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã Â¡ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¬ÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃ¢â¬Â ÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã¢âÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã Â¡ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¢ÃÆÃâÃâÃÂ¢ÃÆÃÂ¢ÃÂ¢Ã¢â¬Å¡ÃÂ¬Ãâ¦ÃÂ¡ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¬ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬ÃÂ¦ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¾ÃÆÃâÃâ Ã¢â¬â¢ÃÆÃÂ¢ÃÂ¢Ã¢â¬Å¡ÃÂ¬Ãâ¦ÃÂ¡ÃÆÃâÃÂ¢Ã¢âÂ¬Ã Â¡ÃÆÃ¢â¬Å¡ÃâÃÂ¢ve searched for lifetime after lifetime, then it IS in itself a long term affair.
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