* Stimulation is key...I'm not your average girl, so don't expect anything ordinary. My Name is Randy and i'm in the RubberCity Bombshells.. I'm a Fire Performer, Burlesque Dancer, an Old School Sinema Siren and an Organ Grinder's Model. If you've never seen one our shows especially our Fire shows, your missing out.... I'll pick at your brain for a deeper understanding. I'm amused by the little things, and part of the entertainment for the larger things. Im never satisfied, because there's a yearning for more; not so much material but mental. I give everyone a chance, until you destroy what you are.......I am DEEPER than you think. If you would like to contradict me, I'm game.I hunger to be an obstruction of your mind. I thirst for you to figure me out. You have now entered my masquerade. You can uncover your facade. I believe myself to be genuine and I would never betray the ones I love. I value my family and those who are REAL. I like to be fascinated by the anomalous. I am constantly thinking and I love to write poetry. I have Loved... Lost... and Learned. The three things that every soul should feel. I yearn for those that put a smile on my face. I crave for the one that will give to me what I will give back. I do not belong in anyone's Virus. Satisfaction is found on my own. Don't Lust for what you See. Desire what you know..I get off on things that inspire me (yes I said get off). I.e. people, photography, poetry, art, theater, lyrics, fashion, MUSIC, science, life, intellect, passion, death, the color red.. etc.I'm naive, yeah. I tend to look for the good in everything. (You don't have to believe it.)..I've learned from all the good and bad things that have happened to me, and it tends to be the reason I get really quiet sometimes.[im NOT a bitch, i just tell it like it is] most people think i am stuck up, but maybe you should meet me and try talking to me first, before judging me.I am about as NUMB as numb can get when it comes to emotions. Another human being shouldn't have the right to be in control of anothers feelings. Unless you have proved me otherwise I will never go out of my way for you...i speak my mind. sometimes by actions. i dont care anymore. i just dont. either way, people will always misjudge me, so i might as well do it with GRACE and STYLE.Hell Has No Fury Like A Woman SCORNED* Give to me your flicker of light so that I may rouse it to a roaring flame, Allow me to inspire you to take you beyond even yourself, Look deep into my eyes and know that I am. I am deeper than you know, try and tell me otherwise-I’m down. Don’t worry when I try and read your mind-I yearn to get inside. Look straight into my eyes- Go ahead, tell me what you see. Now I can hear you screaming, I can feel the scraping of your nails trying to break through to the surface. There is no mask to unveil-now enter my world. I thrive for more that what’s visible: friendship, love, loyalty, respect- I am true and value my family and the real people in my life. I’m fascinated with the unknown-give me your thought. My mind stays on overload- I need to understand these thoughts. I’m full of desire and passion-my blood is an electric shock, only calming for one’s heart- I want to swallow this world whole, devouring all that it has, all that it is, and all that it knows. I crave the deepest, simplest knowledge-I don’t expect others to understand. I don’t belong to anybody’s clique or plague-for beauty is within. I must find my own satisfaction, for only I know how I feel. One must look past surrendering, for there is more to life. There is no dwelling on untouchable Lust- only desire to embark on one’s capability. I have so much more insight than just these simple words-- Don’t be scared, I only bite...