40 Year Old
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Female
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From Mill Creek, WV·
Joined on September 23, 2006
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Relationship status: In a relationship
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Born on December 20th
·2 referrals joined!
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1 person has a crush on me!
40 Year Old
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Female
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From Mill Creek, WV·
Joined on September 23, 2006
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Relationship status: In a relationship
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Born on December 20th
·2 referrals joined!
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1 person has a crush on me!
I take four steps forward just to take 200 steps back! Why? I try to help him but all he does is take it for granted and shoves me in the opposite direction... the more i try the less i get i gave all but get nothing in return i show respect and get nothing back.. i want to give up but i can't all i can do is keep going because i have to much at stake... i want ot leave all behind but it will always follow in my mind... why do i feel so bad when i should be glad for what i have and for what i have accomplished... my life is a wreck and i am trapped with no way out, no where to turn.. i want out but i can't i wish i was dead but only in my mind.. i feel so much but recieve so little... i walk down this endless tunnel ... i try to reach the light of hope but it keeps going further than my reach.. i try to help but why can't i get help? i'm giving up but to what... where wil i go... what will i do? i feel this feeling of hate, love, sadness, and nothingness all in one... why?.. i don't know what to do anymore. i wonder if there is a god and if there is why isn't he helping me. Has he turned his back on my too... i want out but with no place to go... i stuck in the middle of everything that is good and is bad but i can't do nothing to help anymore... i am nothing with nothing left to feel... nothing
40 Year Old
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Female
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From Mill Creek, WV·
Joined on September 23, 2006
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Relationship status: In a relationship
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Born on December 20th
·2 referrals joined!
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1 person has a crush on me!
Knew there's something specialabout the joy of this new dayThen I paused to thinkwhy, it's your birthdayThe sun is shining brightthe day is calm and clearThat must be the reasonthis day is full of cheerSo just want to send youwarm wishes for this dayHope it's filled with joyas you celebrate another birthdayHappy Birthday!
I know how you feel! I've been there, in a marriage then later in a relationship. All you can do is either hang in there or find a way out. Don't let it go till something drastic happens!
if you get a chance feel free to come and say hi in the lounge I'll be onair for a lil while longer.if your new to the lounge the text is at the bottom of the page.just click on the pic >>> Have a great week.
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