38 Year Old
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Female
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From Fredericksburg, VA·
Joined on September 10, 2006
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Born on November 5th
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I'm a scorpio, I'm a mother, I'm a wife, and I'm a wanderer many of my best memories were made on the road. I have a million homes and no home. I love music my whole world and my whole being is infused with it. Writing and Singing are my prefered forms of expression. I love the woods and I love water i don't know whats better the mountains or the beach. I like people watching, humans are such nonsensical beings! I like art dark art especially and art done with blood. I like death i think it can be beautiful and generally shouldn't be feared but respected i feel the same way about life. I think destruction can be an art form equally as moving as the greatest renoir. I think imperfections are beautiful they are what make us unique every one has a differnt story those stories help make us who we are. I like the dark side of pretty much everything. I AM sarcastic to a fault. I love anti-heros. I like reading about/ studying serial killers i like to know what makes them tick! I'm equally as interested if not more so in WWII and the holocaust. I love most history there is so much to learn. i like tattoos and the sybolism they can carry.I also like politics, philosophy, and religon. thats about all i can come up with for the moment.... so if ya wanna know something askP.S. my life has been a dark and twisted road somethings its better not to know You scored as Demon. Demon: Darkness is your sanctuary. Demons are many and are all different in appearence and rank. The most common are the ones that feed off of human souls. They love to make someone fall into their inner darkness. Blood, wrath, murder... You name it they love it. These beings don't care who you are, if they set their sights on you, let's just hope you know a good excorist. They kill any love within you and pull you toward their side. By any means possible. You wish for chaos and hate, you are the Demon.Demon92%Mermaid84%WereWolf75%Angel67%Dragon42%Faerie33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with QuizFarm.com
38 Year Old
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Female
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From Fredericksburg, VA·
Joined on September 10, 2006
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Born on November 5th
Interests
lets see i'm a writer and i sing I'm also a musician I'm in to archeology,astronomy,physics (i'm working on this... this thing using gyroscopes its going well),alchemy and please no comments about the stupidity of trying to turn base metals in to gold.... i hate that! alchemy is science just like black magic.... while we are on the subject...Black magic, Metaphyics,Photography, Reading I love sci-fi, fantasy, true crime... I have this thing about serial killers...ancient texts,REAL history... Runes,Writing poetry and the book Im working on I might post some excerpts we'll see...MUSIC my whole world is infused with music (see: idols) I listen to all sorts of music I play drums,piano, and violin...and I like Anime hmmmm I 'spose thats it for now
Music
Angels and Airwaves
A Perfect Circle:Mer de Noms, Thirteenth Step
A Static Luliby
Bach
Bleed the Dream:Awake
Blink 182: Song: Miss you
Blue October:Foiled
Bowling for Soup:Song: Girl all the badguys want
Boxcar Racer
Dog Fashion Disco:Anarchists of Good Taste,Committed to a Bright Future
DreamTheater
Evanesence:Fallen,Sound Asleep
Everclear
Fun love'n Criminals:Bag of Hits
Green Day
Hawthornheights:Silence in Black and White
Incubus
Killers:Hot Fuss
Killradio:Raised on Whiped Cream
Korn
Lacuna Coil
Lamb of God
Limp Bizket
Linkin Park
Marilyn Manson
Mindless Self Indulgence:Frankenstien Girls Will Seem Strangly Sexy
Nightwish
Nine inch nails
Nirvana
NOFX
Offspring
Our lady Peace:song:Somewhere out there
Pink Floyd
Project 86:Drawing Black Lines,Truthless Heroes, Songs to Burn Your Bridges By.
Ramones
Rammstein
Rancid: And out Come the Wolves
Refreshments:Fizzy Fuzzy
Seether
Social Distortion
Stabbing Westward
Staind:Chapter V
Stroke 9:Rip it Off
Switchblade symphony
System of A Down
Three:Wake Pig
Unwritten Law
Violent Work of Art:The Worst is Yet to Come
Weezer:The Green album
I'm sure theres more I just can't think of them right now...
Movies
Anime
Boondock Saints
Requiem For a Dream
Resivor Dogs
Party Monster
Harry Potter
Lord of War
Donie Darko
Lord of the Rings
Tank Girl
Phantom of the Opera
Star Wars though i'm not to keen on the new ones
the Aliens movies
Kevin Smith movies
Interview with a Vampire
Army of Darkness
Pi
Gangs of New York
The crow
Hero
Corps Bride
Nightmere Before Christmas
Pirates of the Caribbian
28 days later
dawn of the dead (the old one and the new one)
Edie Izzard's Dress to Kill
Idols
I sit here writing
These words flowing from head through pen to paper
like vomit from my soul
I look for an out for an excuse
For a way to "make it all go away"
I search for you again
How many times have I thrown you out?
How many times have I said never again?
Yet your alway there
Watching...
Waiting...
Calling me
Listen...
I can hear you scream
Listen...
And make it all go away
So here I go with you again
Put it in
Swallow hard
Lay down and watch the world start to spin
It drops away and i'm left here with nothing but you
So sing, No SCREAM those words again
Break your spine screaming
RAPE ME AGAIN
Words stark on my mind
They linger in thick air
Like white words on a blank page
Eluminated by blood, sweat and tears from my soul so bleak
Slowly the world swims back into place
So I reach for you again
My drug
My adiction
My antidote
The world starts to spin and drop away again
I smile as I'm filled with your void
I drink in the empty air just before your words kick in
I like it, I'm not gonna cry
I miss you, I'm not gonna cry
I love you, I'm not gonna cry
I killed you, I'm not gonna cry
Those words float to your screams of
RAPE ME
And back again
As the bile in my head rises
I vomit through pen
On to paper
We come full circle
And I reach for you again
-Mara Black