March 8, 2023
From my nana had 13 children 2 died as infants. It was believed that they had something wrong with their heart. so 11 of her children survived into adulthood. She had to bury more than one child, and grandchildren during her years on this earth. today i found out that my uncle david passed away 2 days ago. he was the baby of my nana's children. leaving my grams the last sibling alive out of the 13.
they say that deaths occur in threes and im hoping that this is it for now as my daughters bf lost a family member about a month ago.
just the other day i had a dream about death on the day that my uncle passed away. but with hearing this news i got a very heavy heart and feeling that my grams was going to have to bury another child of her own. Just in Dec 2021 she lost her 2nd oldest to a rare blood cancer that caused clots in the blood and she had suffered probably close to 600 mini strokes since she was diagnosed with this cancer. the feeling i am getting and i hope that i am so wrong. there is nothing worse than having to bury your own children not that i would know nor would i want to find out.
as i have said before another piece of my heart is gone as it waits for a new piece to come into my life