harmonyrs1013's blog: ""you can sew your lips shut with your heartstrings..."

The first time I felt your touch I knew there wasn't much that could keep me away from you you made me come unglued your words touched my heart and mind. It snuck up from behind I wasn't ready you made me unsteady. But now that it is gone I long to feel that touch

Why can't you stay in the bed that we lay in the bed that we made whatever it may just please stay stay in the bed that we made

When I sit here in tears because I can't face my fears and I just can't seem to steer away from the darkness after all I am only human and there is no reason for me to feel less I don't see what is the deal behind the big ideal of making me feel less and less like a human just because I sit here in tears because I can't face my fears.

I keep giving so I can feel like I am living feels like I am spinning out of control you have to know how I feel when I give just to live my heart aches and it breaks when I see you with someone when I should be the one that keeps on giving so she can go on living.

They say to love as if sent from above but when it ends can you still be friends? How do you cope when there is no hope? When it is to late because you left it up to fate.

The first time you smiled at me I became weak in the knees The first time I heard your voice You took me to a place I had been resisting I never thought I would see existing The first time you leaned in and I breathed in your scent I knew you were heaven sent.

If wishes did come true then I would already have you one wish is all I ever ask one wish to complete this task one wish and all my dreams come true one wish and I could be with you.

One Kiss is all I ask One kiss lets make it last one kiss so we can both forget the hurt of our past one kiss to release that wall one kiss to end it all one kiss as a favor one kiss to future endeavors one kiss is all I ask one kiss lets make this one last

I have given you hints is there even at glint of hope at the end of this rope or should I move on and just be gone and hope that I can be as happy as I was loving you even though you never knew. For you are my crush and I never felt the need to rush into telling you how I felt but now that I am dropping hints I don't see a glint at least we are friends and I will be there till the end.

I don't want to be here I thought I made that perfectly clear I need someone to help me steer out of the darkness that makes me feel less If you only knew how long I have felt blue I no longer know what to do I no longer know how to fix myself how to become myself how to make myself happy and feel less sappy I don't want to be here I have made that perfectly clear