harmonyrs1013's blog: ""you can sew your lips shut with your heartstrings..."

I think I need some space to put my head in its place so my thoughts stop giving chase to things of the past things I can't out last thoughts I can't grasp where I belong just how long will I stay in the place where my heart gives way I am hoping to leave this place so my thoughts stop giving chase and I can breathe in this space

What kind of knowledge do you gain from your pain does it make you sustain from giving your love to another of your desire the one that can take you higher the one that can make you see the light that can make your heart take flight does your knowledge force up your guard make you become hard cold to the world not deserving of another make you feel like you don't want to bother what kind of knowledge do you gain from your pain?

The say your eyes are the windows to your soul but low and behold when your eyes grow cold is there anything to see of things that used to be or things that will come things that have hurt your heart and soul are all expressed in your eyes so be the wise and never look someone in thier eyes for they will always see things that used to be for your eyes are the window to your very soul

They say the truth will set you free but will it ever just let you be or will it be the nagging ache after a bad heart break? Will you ever come to terms with lessons learned or will you keep making the same mistake just to relive that ache? Will you ever make the necessary change so your life won't be so deranged? They say the truth will set you free lets hope it lets you be.

There is a complication with my addiction to your touch there really isn't much that I can do to make it stop this affliction with my addiction is causeing me pain to have to sustain away from your touch when all I want is the pleasure that can't be measured by anything but the addiction that has a complication.

I may be getting older but I am still learning how to control my yearning, my burning desire for sins of the flesh When you walk in the room my internal flames ignite when I see your face my heart quickens in pace When you smile after it has been a while I know we will come to play maybe even stay in the bed that we made. I will never learn how to control my yearning, my burning desire for the sins of your flesh

Opened my eyes to all the lies it was all fake for heaven's sake finally got wise seen the light and took flight I hate that you are in my thoughts I still can't go to our old haunts now that I have seen you with opened eyes I will forever be wise

You couldn't walk away and let me be on my way you begged me to stay so like a fool I did until you made me bid you an everlasting goodbye I walked away and was on my way even after you begged me to stay

I thought you were loyal and had me spoiled I was wrong so I left and was gone you brought me back with an emotional attack how my heart ached knowing you were a fake and here I thought I was spoiled because I thought you were loyal

I am always shy there are reasons why you don't know how much I want to make you mine how I want to hold you in my arms and cause a five alarm fire to go off most people would scoff at the things that run through my mind but you will never know and that is the worst blow there are reasons why I am always shy