Chemical
You sink deep into my veins
I feel You
You feel like Ice
So cold and numb
But I love the feeling of You there
Inside Me
Clinging to my artery walls
Filling all my senses
I crave You
I need You
You give Me life
You give Me power
Like a Witches Atheme
This power You hold over Me is Consuming
But I want to be consumed
Wholly Fully Completely
Give Me the Bliss I yearn for
I sense Your presence within Me
Give Me more !!!!!
I need to feel again
Breathe again
See again
Ahhhhhhh You are there !!!!!
Lets make this worthwhile
GIVE ME ALL OF YOU !!!!
Don't hold back PLEASE
Closes eyes tight and flys ........................... Where to this time ????
Dreaming
Dreaming is my time
To Explore my Mind
Keeping time and taking notes
Feelings and Emotions running riot
Making a Movie
One image at a time
Bringing thoughts to the fore front
Living and feeling everything
Loving every moment
Bad ones creep in but I shoo them away
Taking stock of my life
Dreaming about people, places, times and environments
Pleasing and enveloping my whole being
Mental time out and my time to heal
My space to be who I want to be.
Sitting in a garden
Trees surrounding Me
Leaves rustling across the floor
I stand there and slowly remove all my clothes for You
You watch with glee
I'm naked with everything to see.
You need Me. You want Me
I can feel the breeze wrapping around my skin
Breasts bare
Nipples hard
I can feel You there
Watching Me
I sit down on the bench
Legs opened wide
Feeling more alive than I ever have done before
I can feel your eyes watching My every move.
I glide my fingers gently over my nipples
They ache and tingle with pleasure
I feel like I'm moaning. But nothing comes out of my mouth.
I'm there. In the moment. Groping and playing with my boobs.
Oh the joy of outdoor play.
The sun beaming down on my nakedness. Warming my skin.
Why does this feel like such a sin.
I slide my hands down my tummy.
Caressing every last inch of myself.
I can see you looking, enjoying Me and what I'm doing to myself.
My hand finds My pussy.
All shaven and bald.
Oh the sweet blissful touch of my finger between my lips is amazing.
It takes My breath away.
The sweet aroma of myself engulfs my nose and fills my senses full of lust.
My clit hardens. Wow this is amazing.
I know You want to touch Me, taste Me, fill Me up with Your Man meat.
But this is a teaser.
The breeze is amazing on my skin.
The scent of Lavender fills the air.
Oh my sweetness is getting wetter,
My fingers are playing, exploring, seeking out that special place.
Fingers wet and sliding inside of Me.
I yell out and moan but You don't hear Me.
My body tensing I can feel it coming. My pussy is filled with fire and the pain of desire.
It wants to explode.
I taste my sweet juices on my fingers and it's yummy.
I push 3 of them deep inside myself and WOW It's immense
The intensity is like something sent from the God's themselves
I cum. I feel like my body is going to climax beyond all imagination.
You see Me and all you want to do is Fuck Me.
You are in a cage, only I have the key for.
I won't let You out. Can't. Won't.
You look at Me with longing.
I look at You.
I Shake my head.
Not this time Baby.
Maybe the next !!!!!!!!
Kortana
I am Me
I may not be hot
but I'm bloody funny.
I'm always loyal and friendly
So why does no one on here see that
I'm the chick that everyone knows
But no one wants
I'm not looking for an ego booster
Just someone loyal to Me.
It seems like Loyalty means nothing anymore
It's seems like I have to work extra hard to keep someone
Most folks on here are self degrading narcissistic egomaniacs
None of which is Me.
I love my Friends and Family
Specially a select few
alot of the Men on here are mostly line spinners
Using the same bullshit on every chick they talk to
that doesn't work with Me.
I've had more failed Furelationships than I care to count.
I am a FuFaliure
I can't keep someone on here because all they want is sex
or summin close to.
I'm Loyal to my Husband so yeah NO !!!
Gimmie the time
and You'll see my inner light shine.
Someone please prove Me wrong
that would make my day
in a funny sorta way.
Asylum
Sitting in my room
Next to my bed
All these thoughts runnin through my head
Pretty colours
Funny dreams
Oh what the hell are in those beans
Floating yet grounded
I can see through the bars
No stars. Only blue sky
I miss my normalcy
Taking pills every day to keep my demons at bay
Hammering these thoughts and feelings away
Wearing a straight jacket is bliss
Holding Me tight with it's barbaric tightness
Giving Me the most tender kiss
Having Me live to the extreme of my own existance
Doctors coming and going
about their daily chores
Putting Me under a Microscope
Having my life disected to obliteration
Picking apart who, how and what I am
Giving my whole life a whole new meaning
Am I sane. Or am I living a dream
It would seem that I feel nothing
Am nothing.
But I Feel, See, Touch, Smell and hear
My room feels sooooo cold and bare
Stone and Steel against my skin
The air is stale. Medicated and harsh on my nose
I miss the smell of a sweet rose
My temple is ALIVE
My body is mine and it will stay that way
Scars, Wounds internal and external.
They are part of Me
Take Me as I am and not what You want Me to be
Thanks for Reading
Amy/Kortana