I have always wondered if many people would mourn my passing. I am not goin' anywhere for a good long time. I have not suffered enough to make my stay here mean anything yet. I guess I am deserving of the pain that lies ahead. However, I have to wonder, I did my little evil, what about those whose evils created me? Now, given that most of them are not well financially, I am the only one who suffers physically as well. I don't see how that's the least bit fair, but oh well. Maybe my pain is my pennance, and theirs is to go to Hell. Here's hopin', 'cause that could be awkward on the other side.