ReddY or NoT's blog: "Me.."

I've never been a well behaved girl

I've never had vocation for timid joys,  passion without orgasms or unresolved loves without any hiccups.

I want of life what is raw, pure and beautiful.

I don't live for people to like me, I'm here to learn to enjoy every detail of what I have and to seduce only what makes me a better person.

I'm dramatic, intense, transient and have a joy in me that makes me exhausted.

I know how to smile with your eyes and to laugh with your whole body.

I know too well what is crying curled up hugging your legs.

So, do not come to me giving me half-terms, more or less of something. 

Come to me with full body, soul, guts and shortness of breath.

I believe in sighs, hands massaging chests, gasps, endless longings, explosive joys, sparkling glances, smiles so bright that rival the sun and hugs that bring people to life.

AndI'm afraid of heights but I do not avoid my abysses.