It is men like you who help give women hearts of stone.....I need you out of my system for now,so I shall type these words & hope for some sanity in venting...you may not read this for a while,but it will be here,waiting for you....by the time you read it...I WON'T!!!! Not for you...for ME!!!!
You think you cannot love
& your heart is made of stone
you think you are so damn tough
and love will never give you enough
Then tell me...why did you run to me?
when fate sent you to me after your last run
subconsciously,you needed me there
to feel my head upon your pounding chest
when I told you it would be alright
you knew it would be a horrible fight
but now you have shut me out
you think I will just disappear
Is that why you always call late at night
or is it just to hear that familiar voice
when you hang up before I can answer
I don't call back anymore
Don't be afraid of love at all
be afraid of ME
I'll be right there,oh you know me
The mysterious redhead in your dreams
I'll haunt you like a ghost
& I won't even really be there
but you will know that you fucked up
when you wake up knowing
that I could have been lying there
No more will I answer in your drunken calls
No more will I let you know I care
I'm the girl you made into an ice queen
I'm the girl who was always fair....
I will always love you in some way
But never will I go there again
You should have just realized
That I was the girl who would still be right there....
I don't care if this all rhymes...I just needed it off my chest...I have to get him out of my system & let my soul rest. Sometimes even fate cannot make people realize what is right in front of them.Everyone is not out to hurt someone. I could have made a difference in this man's life & he just wouldn't let his guard down,so I cannot waste another precious moment of my time waiting.....
Good-Bye
