Samantha's blog: "Surviving my life"

It was never that easy to express who i am, what i feel, what i'm capable of doing, what i can achieve. Specially to a world where everyone and everything seems to put me down. Where do i belong in a society who's judgemental and has high morals? Me, who does not care what people think and say about me, as long as i'm not doing anything wrong, where would i fit in? A society who values family, where would i go?? Me who grew up living in a house not a home. A child who never experienced a hug from my mother and a smile from my father.Where would i belong, someone who is known by everyone but understood by no one. I'm afraid to be alone. But where does a girl like me belong. In search of a place i will call home, in search of person i could call my own.You may not see it in me, i may not show it but in my mind there's always a question, Where Do I Belong...............

WHERE DO I BELONG

Anastacia

Life doesn't promise a bed of roses
Or white knights
Fields of emotions I'm trapped in darkness
Why me
Save me
To win this twisted war inside me
Won't justify the pain
Life doesn't promise a bed of roses

Lightening strikes the pages keep on turning
Help me to be strong
I'm floating in a sea of strange believers
Where do I belong?

They paint a picture of perfect nowhere blue skies
Within every lie there's a web of comfort
For them
Not me
To win this twisted war inside me
Won't justify the pain
They paint you a picture of perfect nowhere

I said now
Lightening strikes the pages keep on turning
Help me to be strong
I'm floating in a sea of strange believers
Where do I belong?

Where do we go from here?
I wish I would disappear
I'm a lonely soul
So far from home

Lightening strikes the pages keep on turning
Help me, help me
I'm floating in a sea of strange believers
Where do I.. I said
Lightening strikes, I said lightening strikes
Floating in a sea of strange believers
Where do I belong?