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Petal's blog: "What I want"

created on 03/06/2007  |  http://fubar.com/what-i-want/b62080
Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket To the lonely soul who's feeling sad right now ....there is someone who's thinking of you. To those that feel pain, emotional or physical I share this with you .. To those locked into places in life where the future seems to hold nothing but dispair and your spirit and soul are in agony I sense and feel this with you .. To the confused child who feels lost in this world ...there's someone who cares enough to write this. I see your sadness, I feel your pain. Your tears do not fall in vain. For every teardrop that hits the ground, my heart is burdened with sorrow. For every time you think those horrible thoughts, my fists becomes clenched in fear. Your presence in this world is felt by those who are connected to you You are a significant entity even if you think you're not. You are, because you are part of the world. You are an important thread that is crucial in keeping it together. You really are beautiful. You deserve to be happy. Never underestimate your importance You Do matter.... You are empowered. You Are loved..... ...that's why you found this. If you ever feel you need to share ~ Please do so with me ~ for I shall listen Patricia


Today dawned with sunbeams of light darting through my room as if to caress me awake.. filled with promise of what delights might trip across my path. 

With anticipation I opened my eyes ready to venture forth towards whatever treasures might be held there for me ~


Husband and wife are sitting quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question. WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again? HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do" WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would?" (with a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure, it's a great house." WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably, it is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do" WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No, I'm sure she'd want her own." WIFE: "Would you take her golfing with you? HUSBAND: "Yes, those are always good times." WIFE: "Would she use my clubs? HUSBAND: "No, she's left-handed." WIFE: -- silence -- HUSBAND: "shit."
A few weeks ago my son in law was driving taxi one eve when a young man entered his life as a new fare.  He asked to be taken to a shelter for the homeless.   As he spoke to him he learned of his difficult beginning in our city where he had come with much hope to start a life with friends from Toronto.  He had given them his portion of rent as well as what was to cover a security deposit.  The next day when he awoke his friends were gone.  He had a secure job and continued working at this but his " friends " did not appear for many days and the rent funds had apparently disappeared as well.  He was evicted from the apartment as he could not pay.  My son in law told him he may have a place for him to stay and a job and gave him his phone number. 
After consulting with all of us ( there are seven of us that live together at this time )  we all agreed we must help this young man out.  My daughter and her husband went from shelter to shelter to find him.  He was brought home to a soft couch, warm food and told he had a job and could stay as long as needed.  We soon learned he had a girlfriend who now works for us as well and they reside in our heated camper.  They are very kind, caring people with great faith that have just fallen on difficult times. We have received so much back in getting to know them, sharing life.  It only takes compassion. Trust and a willingness to step out of our comfort zone and reach a hand to another.

  I know it is not a possible for everyone to take in a homeless person and give them work .. feed them but if you have clothing.. food ..a warm blanket .. anything to assist another ..
There are five thousand homeless from my home city alone.  So much need in the world.  We become consumed with our small existences..  often meaning  well but forget to help our neighbour. I pray you shall not hesitate .. for if it was you.. would you not hope .. with all your strength that another human being would care enough.. to help in some small way.  I was out yesterday in the cold evening.. with the elements biting ... so so cold and my thoughts could not help but travel to all those still out there.  I wish there was more I could do. 

I received a message .. from a woman dying.. supposedly in  .. the Netherlands and she had 2.5 million dollars .. some of which she offered me to work for orphans and single mothers.. house them.. teach them of faith.. If she only knew I already do.  ( The young woman and man that we assist both have children they hope to bring here in time. ) Of course I realize this was a scam of some sort.. for people just do not offer others they do not know over the internet sums of money... this had my heart ache even more so .. that there are those that will not recognize this type of thing for what it is and perhaps lose funds or identity by offering the information asked for.  Why must our world be so?   I certainly do not know.  I shall only go on.. trying to show by example that there is good that faith will not let you down. 
 I told my daughter I wish to help our world in any way I am able.. she thinks I am cute..  " Your one in six billion Mom !  "  .. was her reply but well.. I may be that but I a determined one.. with no resources but my heart and spirit..very strong faith. I shall make a difference.. Just watch me !!

I desire have a man by my side who truly loves me  that I can love and adore in return yet understands relationships are give and take ~ will not walk away at the least sign of conflict ~ knows it is worth a little work, as I do.

I would love to have a man I could write songs and poetry for and finds interest in this.

I wish to have someone who makes me whole and understands what it means to be complete with another, a man with the knowledge that they desire to make the other persons life complete not just their own.

I long to have someone I could talk in multitude of subjects with.

I wish for someone that when I say.. " I love you ".. will return this.. and not just grunt and never tire of hearing this !

I would expect to and shall  be there for him when he is in need of a great hug,  a passionate kiss, or to just hold hands ~ tell his deepest secret .. share his nightmares, bad and good days ... and  hope this would also be his wish -- echoed back to me.

I want to be the everything and anything a man could wish to receive from a woman but also know I cannot be all within his realm. ------- I offer space.. that you may keep the person you are and I fell in love with.. that we may bring back to one another ..our uniqueness ~ thus enriching what is.

I do not like violent behavior. I believe all things may be worked out. Communication is key in a relationship with me.

I am a compassionate woman and seek this quality in another.

As a woman I need to know what you think and feel.. please be open when possible.  To my significant other ~  I am an open book.

I long for someone patient and understanding.. as I shall reflect both of these back

I require someone with a zest for life and a desire for wisdom and constant growth.

I am a christian with deep faith. I believe all religions are one and shall respect yours .. -- longing to know of it but not promising to practice it. Would you be alright with this?

This woman is one that Loves to try new things and hopes to travel --- Do you?

I seek a person.. that when he rolls over and looks into my eyes .. knows there is no other place in the world he would rather be.

I would love to make my man the happiest he's ever been and would always expect better things in the future.

I want to be there when he needs to cry or mourn and would never think less of him if he did so.  I want to be there to make him laugh, I want to be there to make him smile, .. to have a pillow fight or spend all day in bed with and to know he's smiling inside because I am in his life partner.

I wish someone who in the middle of an argument I can just collect my thoughts ... say "I love you " and may we continue this in a bit .. go for a walk.. listen to music.. reflect ~ if needed .. -- then continue. I would much rather walk away and collect my thoughts in a fight than to say ANYTHING I might regret later.

I want to be the couple that people talk about and wish they could be more like. To always work as one to keep things -------  Fresh !!

I desire one that loves Himself.

I need to have the man that even in the worse crisis life offers  I can be there for him and he for me.

I want a man who is deeply romantic .. that shall send  notes.. flowers.. pictures.. kiss me .. surprise and stimulate  ... sit through a chick flick with  ( I Will watch horror if you do not mind me being in your lap ) .. enjoy a picnic ---- has imgination ~~ ..plans spontanious outings and  is open and refreshed by the ones I create.

We all get down at times ~ I will be there for you or slip away for a time.. depending on your needs should this occur.. I do not seek perfection... your human as am I. I would hope the same in return from the man I join with

Someone who knows .. I realize it is Not all about what I want.. but what he does also and shall return with his wishes, hopes and requirements in kind.

I love children ! ( already have two + grandchildren ) They shall always be a part of my life and needs someone that will if not join in this but shall respect this fact.

As a woman I am affectionate and crave this in return.

I believe I have a level of intelligence, am not highly educated but understand many things are gained away from the classroom. I require someone that strives also to grow in this area ~ always

I do not need Things to be happy. If we have them -------- wonderful.. if not... material items are not all ~ to me.I would love to travel at some point. Wish to know where you would desire to go.

The woman who writes this cares for not only her man but also the world.. the hungry of spirit as well physically. I wish to help in ways that are possible.I want a man who likes to have fun, and wouldn't be bored just staying in and watching a movie together.

I want a man who wants to be with me <<< >>> That is not just with me because he is lonely.

I want passion.. in life and a man that equates this with more than sexuality.. not saying that I am not sensual.. the contrary is Very true.

I want to be able to have someone that I find myself so attracted to that all I think about is that person, and my heart blossoms for them every second I am awake, and dream about them every hour of the night and I look over and there they are, and I can't believe it and he feels this also !

I try to be and strive to be the nicest, most caring woman in the world.

I wish someone whom I have chemistry with -- and know it is essential he feels this in return ~ also one that can trust as time passes and not be blocked in this because of past experiences.

I want to take care of him if he becomes ill and know he would with myself as well.

I'm a Nice woman.. Are there no more men that find mature and gentle women desirable ?

I am , caring.. gentle ~ love to laugh ( sense of humor -- essential ) and desire to live life to the fullest. I strive to stay that way.

I enjoy the sensual aspects of a relationship but that is not All ~ to me.. but part of the whole.  Necessary - definately !

Finding a relationship is not the most intense factor in my life.  I enjoy my own company and have many goals and passions outside of this .. yet am wise enough to recognize it is essential in the contentment of person.

So those are my thoughts and wishes and truths .. what I want desire, and hope to find in a man and relationship. If you are not my friend yet, ask to be added!!! And maybe you are not this man but he might be one of your friends. Please tell him about me. Please ask him to add me as a friend and let's see what happens.

~*~ Patricia

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