What do you do when faced with happiness you have never known?? What do you do when fear is preventing you from being the happiest you have been in 9 years?? Why do we let let fears keep us from love and happiness?? Well I have found that when this happens you question it, you push it away, you fight it, and almost lose it. Luckily if the person you are fighting against is strong and feels for you what you are afraid to feel for them then more than likely love will happen. Not only love but a friendship, a companion, and a lover unlike you have ever had or experienced. I tried to fight it, I tried to shove it away but I lost and I am so freakin happy now. I have found happiness, inner peace, and more love than I have ever known.