What do you do when you are faced with love, like you have never known. A man who has choosen me and shows me things I have never experienced or felt. Last night my boyfriend and I went to the beach, there was the beach, the stars, the moonlight, toes in the sand, and some of the most passionate kisses I have ever felt in all of my life. We held each other on the beach, loving every moment together. Then I started to cry it was like all the sorrow from my previous relationships and all the love I was feeling for this incrediable man had just weld up inside of me and exploded. I have never felt like this. It was a perfect night!! One that willl never be taken away from me and one I will always remember. Now this wonderful man is cooking ME breakfast ME OMG, How did I deserve this man?? What do you do when you are faced with hapiness and love you have never felt before, part of me is scared, part wants to run, and part of me wants to know how in the heck did I make to this point in my life not feeling this. This man is my soulmate in every way, we were destined to be together. Just laying in his arms, kissing him or him telling me he loves me is the most magical moments I have experienced in all my life!! So then you wander if the bubble will bust or will this last forever? And there is fear. But I have realized without fear, there arent chances, and without chances there is no love so I am surrendering myself to him, heart, body, and soul and allowing myself to be happy, I mean trully happy for the first time in my life. I love him so much!!! Dreams really can come true!!!
