iC51NerdyBitchxOGAHOWNERxHDsPORTxDNSxRGx's blog: "Songs/Poems"

Hey what sup? So yesterday I was called by my Mom and she said I had a dentist appointment which of course spooked me the FUCK out cause I haven't left the house in 31/2 years.... well this all changed! So I was on drugs yes but it was the first time in 3 1/2 years that I felt 100% like everyone else... First FUCKING TIME... can you dig it? I was put on Xanax... which was normal cause I'm on that anywho for panic attacks! But this drug WOW! starts with a T I'mma have to go look but it was like nothing ever happen and when I sat in the chair to get a wisdom tooth pulled and stitched up and 4 other fillings... I was hallucinationing on some clouds on the ceiling... lmmfaoooooo!!! Anywho... I'm a go to the doc and get somem ore of these pills and just stay on them for life! Cause for once I felt I could do anything... no stress, depression! It was amazing! But umm let me see they were called Triazolam! So I really need to Thank God and the people that prayed for me! Hopefully now I won't be afraid no more!!!