well im glad to see that some people cared enuff to view my blog and leave a comment or send me a card. yay i feel a little loved. so im feeling a little better right now but then again ive had a 6 pack of smirnoff and 2 valume, so im not quite all here but hey at least im not hurting right now. thanks to all who viewed my blog or bulletin and to the few who tried to talk to me. again like i said i knew some of u wouldnt listen, and i thank you for not listening. well hopefully i'll talk to the guy that put me in this state soon so i can reassure him im okay with his choice and i'll be his friend. though he didnt view my blog i think he saw my stat msg on yahoo. he didnt try and talk to me but then again he's good at listening when im pissed or really hurt. im glad some ppl dont though bc it helped me feel a little better too bc it showed someone cares. thanks a lot to Marine52 and Bitch Bow Down its a big girls world for the cards. and also thanks to all who left me a comment expressing their concern and wishes for feeling better. and thanks to those who IMed me on yahoo too. Much love to you.
lil devil
ps. yeah i'll prob come down from this drunk and supressed state and cry some more but for now im GREAT. oh and the movie Blood and Chocolate rocks...i just finished watching it.