I don't know who to trust anymore, I trusted before and got hurt more then I ever did before. Do I shut it out and fade away cause I can't trust myself. I looked for shelter from the storm, for so long like an addict looking to shoot up. Where do I go, where do I turn when each direction feels like I'm being burned? I can't trust myself much anymore, but when I do I ask wheres the reward for holding on? For trusting my brothers, those who've known me and stood by me more and more. Its like I can trust myself sometimes, but will I trust outside the few? I'm trying to trust, but its all too much, cause those who I trust will backstab me, and cause me to feel this bullshit once again. Rain will fall, and so will I, maybe thats who I should trust on the day I die.
