Ok so I retract my previous blog about Steven which was on myspace. He is not an abusive man and I only post blogs when I'm pissed at something or him or bored so sorry to anyone i've misled or made them think less of him... he is a great man and has always been there for me and always will be. We are now broken up and decided to be friends and date other people which hurts a lot but I love him and my main concern is his happiness which I can't give him. So yeah, shit sucks right now but I'm not sad about it. I have accapted this and this is just how it is. True love is wanting that person to be happy, even if it tears you apart. So thats whats up.