38 Year Old
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Female
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Joined on May 14, 2007
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Born on September 23rd
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I have a crush on someone!
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About the Cat:
My whole life has been spent in Wonderland, complete with all its characters. In fact, my mother and father just happen to be the Queen of Hearts, and the Mad Hatter. I'm not terribly mischievous, but I'm not completely innocent either. I would have to say that overall...I'm just odd. Pieces of me are always disappearing and reappearing without warning, but of course, I always choose which part of myself I want to show people at any given time. Sometimes I almost go away completely...when I feel so inclined to do so. It gives me a chance to hide a little. I am also a little odd because even when I can't tell which way I am going, forward, backward, leftward, or rightward, I can still giggle it off and make a game of it all. I prefer the poetic side of life, and would rather lounge in a tree reading a book, saunter around with my fellow "Wonderlanders", and just plain have fun, rather than do more serious things. Alright...dropping all pretenses for a sec. Before you think I live a very diluted life and assume that I really think I am the Cheshire cat, know that I don't. I just find that it seems to function as a really good analogy for the life I lead. My life tends to be very colorful with regards to my everyday existence. Strange things are always happening to me for unexplained reasons and I never seem to know whether I'm coming or going. I also say that Wonderland is grim because my life isn't exactly sugar and roses. Though its not always bad either.
But please, don't base what you think of me off of what you've read already.
Get to know me...really. The person you see in my profile, may not necessarily be the person you meet.
Mind, Body, and Soul
Under the sky, My bones crack and give,
Allowing me freedom, To run, to live.
The breeze on my face, The wind in my hair,
Gives me the will, To go, anywhere.
My feet on the dirt, My muscles so tight,
As I prepare, To play in the night.
The world is my kingdom,
The forest my throne,
The stars my spirit,
And this body my home.
Broken Within
I endure in life's unending haze,
but I will not mimic everything I view.
Your picture of strife, a sugar coated daze,
I long to know what past has broken you.
All your spiteful words made of ice and fire,
cut festering wounds in the souls of men.
You break down their spirit and their desire,
you're nothing more than a wretched omen.
Tell me what has caused you to act so vile,
why must you hurt those that differ from thee?
Has your mind put you in so much denial,
that you ignore the disease that we clearly see?
Your pathetic facade is far too thin.
Open your eyes and see what within.
Take it
Take my pain and kill it, beat it 'till its dead,
I'm sick of all the misery, confined inside my head.
Take my sorrow and cut it, bleed it 'till its dry,
I'm sick of all the tears, coming from each eye.
But take my heart and love it, keep it all your life,
I'm sick of all the loneliness,
I'm sick of all the strife.
Rain, Wind, and Sun.
The rain, it pours, upon the ground, each droplet spinning, dancing round.
The rain, it pours, hard on a tree, the sound of it consuming me.
The wind, it blows, across the sky, each breeze swirling, passing by.
The wind it blows, through the wood, shaping it, twisting it, making it good.
The sun, it shines, down on the grass, each dew drop shining, made of glass.
The sun, it shines, over your face, revealing beauty, amazing grace.
I Dance with Death
A blackened figure, moves silently round,
an unearthly shadow, over moonlit ground.
I watch in horror, it nears, I freeze,
not a single sound, save its icy breeze.
It comes so close, I feel its breath,
this shadow upon me, its name is death.
My ears go deaf, my eyes go blind,
I only know screaming, in my mind.
I fall to the ground, and cover my face,
I can feel it grip me, deaths embrace.
I breathe my last, my final breath,
at the end of my life I dance with death.
38 Year Old
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Female
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Joined on May 14, 2007
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Born on September 23rd
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I have a crush on someone!
Interests
Likes:
I love to listen to music, its my life. In fact, I wish my life could have theme songs, like in movies...that would be cool. Speaking of movies, I like those too...well, except for like, chick flicks and ish, I could do without those. I absolutely love books. The written word is fascinating and I think too many people fail to take advantage of it...on the other hand...some people are just not interested in reading, and that's totally cool too. I like animals...I mean I'm not obsessive about them, and I'm not a veggie, but I do love them, especially my two dogs. There are a million other things I like too, but I don't want to make this section insanely long. Oh yeah...and lest I should forget...I'm a sucker for the whole, vampire, lycanthrope, biting, roughness, sorta thing...But my true love will always be for the hybrids ;)
Dislikes:
I could certainly live without people who judge without getting to know someone...its not fair. Other than that...I'd rather not dwell on my dislikes...it just makes me unhappy.
Favorite Quotes:
Time sneaks up on you like a windshield on a bug.
John Lithgow
To have a choice at all is to be free - even when the choice is between two terrible things.
Orson Scott Card
The future is a hundred thousand threads, but the past is a fabric that can never be rewoven.
Orson Scott Card
I have never thought of writing for reputation and honor. What I have in my heart must come out; that is the reason why I compose.
Ludwig van Beethoven
But seduction isn’t making someone do what they don’t want to do. Seduction is enticing someone into doing what they secretly want to do already.
Waiter Rant
The poets have been mysteriously silent on the subject of cheese.
Gilbert Chesterton
A good novel tells the truth about its hero, but a bad novel tells us the truth about its author.
Gilbert Chesterton
Two things are infinite: the universe and human stupidity; and I'm not sure about the universe.
Albert Einstein
A yawn is a silent shout.
Gilbert Chesterton
There's a fine line between the Method actor and the schizophrenic.
Nicolas Cage
A room without books is like a body without a soul.
Gilbert Chesterton
The way to love anything is to realize that it may be lost.
Gilbert Chesterton
Be what you would seem to be - or, if you'd like it put more simply - never imagine yourself not to be otherwise than what it might appear to others that what you were or might have been was not otherwise than what you had been would have appeared to them to be otherwise.
Lewis Carroll
Music
Favorite Music:
All kinds...I'm not amazingly picky...Some of my favorite bands though, are AFI, HIM, A Perfect Circle, Evanescence, Seether, Tool, Assemblage 23, Garbage, Dirty Vegas, The Blue Man Group, The Tea Party, Lorenna McKennit, Breaking Benjamin, Godsmack, Depeche Mode, Fort Minor, Front 242, The Gorillaz, Distrubed, Some Korn, Slipknot, The Killers, Tatu, Reel Big Fish, Stained, Trapt, Lacuna Coil, Rammstein, Nickelback, Puddle of Mudd, Skinny Puppy, Linkin Park, Covnant, Malice Mizer, Nightwish, VNV Nation, NIN, Vixtrola...etc. The list goes on, but I'd rather not spend the time listing them all. If you want to know, just ask.
Books I like: Harry Potter Series, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, The Historian, The Deprivers, The Giver, Gathering Blue, The Messenger, Enders Game, The Angel Factory, Blood and Chocolate, The Silver Kiss, Dracula, Eragon, Eldest, Shades Children, City of Ember, The People of Sparks, and a couple others I forgot to mention...I really love books.
Random Writing: I am Maricnibar, fear me. You children, dressed in colors of purity, to me you are as lams rose for slaughtering. I sit in my dark castle and watch you all, scurrying about in your miserable lives.
My cloak flows to the floor, longer and more glorious than any you have seen before. I have already stolen your gold to weave into my robe, and raped you of your jewels, which now encrust my staff and circlet. You fear me and love me for I treat you as kings and love you as dogs. Oh how blind you are. I am beautiful to you, but that is because I am more powerful. I weave a tapestry of words and lies in front of your eyes with one simple wave of my wand. If you could only see my true beauty, the darkness that hides beneath my luscious facade. You think that you are your own, but slowly as time slips by, you become mine. I desire your service, your riches, and your all. You covet me, you're mine, and you don't even know it.
Disclaimer: This piece of writing does not reflect my own persona. Please, don't plagiarize, its illegal, it sucks, and it proves that you're too lazy to do the work yourself.
Thanks...-The Cheshire Cat
If you've taken time to read my profile, I would love to hear from you, I really enjoy hearing from new people and prefer not to judge....give me a chance and I'll give you one. I also love getting feedback on my writing...it helps to learn what areas I need help on. Have a great day!
Video Games
Boredom Alleviators!: American McGee's Alice in Wonderland...a little oldschoolish, but I love it. The Sims 2...its oh so addicting. Vampires: The Masquerade...ah..bloody happyness lol. Zoo Tycoon, the little animals are cute! Roller Coaster Tycoon, (seeing a trend here) its funny to see the little people vomit lol. Diablo and Diablo II, no Holier work out there. ;) Need for Speed...damn I wish street racing was legal! Donkey Kong...yeah...old school baby! Super Mario...the old one on the regular oldie Nintento (and duckhunt too since they came together). There are plenty of others but I cant remember them all. :P
Hey Chic! I originally stopped by just to return the 10 that you left me (thanx). I got caught up in your page, very intriguing... you have a very deep soul. I enjoyed your profile much more so than the ones I've come across lately. You are an excellent writer, I do hope you pursue it. I'm not very into poetry normally, so don't ever ask me to critique. LOLBut, your poems are deep and they do come alive inside me... awesome!!!Your pics...you seem so happy. Don't ever lose that... that is what will get you by in life!Anyway, gotta catch up on those who rated me. LOLIf you ever pursue your writing, make sure I know so that I can get a copy! :PHave a great day, and I will see you around the Tap!!! ♥ Tharna
Thanks, it's from Belladonnasdrakgrafics.com I have a bit of an Alice fetish myself ;) I'm still deciding on the style of my cheshire cat tatoo(I think it'll be my next one, YIPPEE)
