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Each And Every Day The Nightmares Get Stronger.
Less Lighter & More Darker They Grow.
They Are Against Me.
Every Time I Close My Eyes.
The Smoker Gets Thicker In These Hollow Halls.
I Wander Around Looking For A Way Out.
I Just Want To Shout.
To Be Free Would Be The Best Dream.
But Do I Really Want It?
Do I Want To Be Free Or Would I Rather Still Be In My Cage?
To Unleash The Rage. I Am The Beast.
I Am Domination Personified.The One Being That No Matter What Can Never Be Truly Defeated.
Try If You Must But In The End You WILL Fail.
Because When You Are At Your Lowest. You Have Nothing To Lose.
I Don't Have Anything But Now In My Time I Just Don't Care.
For I Will Always Be What I Say I Am....Your Nightmare....The Angelic Diablo!!!!
So I Go Back To Sleep And And Dream That Ever Loving Nightmare...As Soon As I Close My Eyes.
As It Is Written As So Shall It Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis NEVERMORE!!!!
This Feeling Cuts Worse Than A Razor Blade To My Veins.
Why Can't Salvation Be Returned To Me?
The Dark Embrace. The Lost Of Pain.
All I Want To Do Is Feel Again.
So Tired Can't Sleep. Shattered Pieces Of Glass Of What Used To Be A Mirror.
Can't Breath. Trying To Hold On. My World Is Spinning Before Me.
Why Can't Salvation Be Returned To Me?
All I Want Is The Feelings I Had.
I'm Losing My Wits. The Abyss Keeps Haunting Me.
If I Punched A Mirror Would I Even Feel It?
Would I Feel Healed?
The Dark Embrace. The Lost Of Pain.
The Light Is Leaving. I'm Being Drenched In Rain.
I Feel Like I'm Being Flogged With A Cane.
Lash After Lash. It Connects With Me.
Why Can't Salvation Be Returned To Me?
My Heart Beats Coldly. I'm Losing It All.
Feels Like I Can Never Be Warm.
The Chains Of Deception Bound Me. Tie Me Down.
It's Dark And Hateful Game. It Burns My Soul Through The Fire And The Flames.
The Unknown Name. The Rose's Thorns Pierce My Flesh.
Bleeding, Screaming, It Holds Me Down Taunting Me.
Why Can't Salvation Be Returned To Me?
It's Haunting Stare. It Watches And Waits. Ready For It's Vengeful Attack.
The Dark Embrace. The Lost Of Pain.
Why Can't Salvation Be Returned To Me?
Seconds, Hours, So Many Days, It's Keeps Me Captive.
Why Can't Salvation Rescue Me?
It's Lies Are Harmful. It's Truths Even Worse.
Nothing Seems Normal. Nothing Seems Real.
Being Pulled One Way And The Other.
Why Has Salvation Left Me?
The Dark Embrace. The Lost Of Pain.
Please Let Me Be Free. The Nightmare Is Too Much To Bear.
Return To Me Salvation!!!!!!!!
AS IT IS WRITTEN AS SO SHALL IT COME TO PASS: QUOTE THE MEMESIS NEVERMORE!!!!!!!!!!
The Darkness Of The Abyss Has Returned To Haunt Me Again!!!!
Every Day I Go On My Light Is Taken Away Little By Little.
This Forsaken Darkness; A Curse It Is To Me. Am I Ever To Be Rid Of It?
Or Will It Stay Like A Cat Lurched Down Waiting To Pounce On Me?
To Bound Me With It's Chains? To Drown Me With Rain?
This Forsaken Eternal Darkness; Your A Thorn In My Side!!!!!
A Pain That Won't Let Go. I'm So Angry I'm About To Implode.
THIS GOD FORSAKEN ETERNAL DARKNESS!!!! JUST LEAVE ME BE!!!!!
LET ME BE HAPPY!!!! LET ME DREAM A HAPPY DREAM!!!!!
YOU AND YOUR DECRYPTED CURSE CAN GO TO HELL!!!!
NO MORE NIGHTMARES!!!!!! YOU HAVE NO HOLD ON ME ANYMORE!!!!
THAT WANNA A BE LOOK ALIKE I SEE IN THE MIRROR ISN'T ME!!!!!
I AM BREAKING FREE OF YOUR CHAINS!!!! I AM TAKING MY FREEDOM!!!!
THE DEPRESSING FEELINGS ABOUT MYSELF: MY DARK ABYSS!!! TWO WORDS: F*CK YOU!!!!
AS IT IS WRITTEN AS SO IT SHALL COME TO PASS: QUOTE THE MEMESIS NEVERMORE!!!!
Is Sanity The Price To Pay For Power?
I Ask Myself That Everyday.
Because It Seems That Everyone In Power Has Lost Their Damn Mind.
They Keep Spending And Spending When There Is Nothing To Spend.
Other Leaders Kill People For Some Of The Same Ideas I Type.
Maybe I'm Insane Because People Read And Take Into Account My Typed Words?
It Wouldn't Surprise Me If I Was.
I Mean Some Pieces I Have Posted Were Good In Nature.
Some Wishful Thinking.
Others On How I Feel About My Self At That Point In Time.
Then There Are Those Few That I Knew Would Cross The Line If I Lived In A Country Without Freedom Of Speech.
Do I Stand By What I Type? Of Course I Do!!!! I Wouldn't Have Typed Them If I Didn't.
Even If I Didn't Live In America I Would Type Them.
Why You Ask? Well It's Simple Really...
I Stand By What I Believe And I'm Not Afraid If I Was Martyred For My Words. Then So Be It... That Would Just Make Me A Legend.
You Got Countless People Who Were Martyred For Their Beliefs...Jesus, St. Peter, Martin Luther King, & Malcolm X and many others.
So If I'm Insane & Powerful Then So Be It. When It Comes To Those People. Hell I'm In Great Company.
As It Is Written As So It Shall Come To Pass Quote The MEMesis NEVERMORE!!!!
I See Things Today As I See Them Before.
The World Is In Turmoil, Everything Is Torn.
Families Struggling Just To Eat, Chaos Is Born.
The Rich get Richer As The Poor Gets Poorer.
The Lies Of The Governments Get Bigger Every Day.
"We'll Be OK We Just Got To Stand Together".
Well Where Are You As Countless Soldiers Die?
Where Are You While Mothers Cry?
Why Does The Price For Freedom Have To Be So High?
Why Must There Be Wars For There To Be Peace?
Why Can't We Just Stand Together Without Any Fears?
Stop All The Hate And All The Tears.
It's Not To Much To Bear If We All Bear it Together.
We Can Be Mighty As They Say..The Pen Is Mightier Than The Sword.
Our Voice Is Stronger Than Any Missile...Any Gun...Any Weapon That Can Be Made.
All We Have To Do Is Use It For Change To Be Made!!!!
As It Is Written As So It Shall Come To Pass Quote The MEMesis NEVERMORE!!!!
I Wander Through The Abyss.
It's Dark And Loving Embrace.
It Never Leaves Me Alone.
It's My Only Saving Grace.
It Never Leaves My Side.
It's My One True Guiding Light.
It Never Leaves Me Alone.
It's Love Feels So Right.
It's Better Than Some Feelings.
Or Better Yet Not Feeling At All.
It's Better Than Some Feelings I Have.
It's At My Beck And Call.
Where Is My Shelter From My Pain?
The Umbrella From My Pain?
For Once I Want To Wake Up And Not Have TO Deal With Hate.
Forget These Feelings I Have.
I Just Want To Let Them Go.
To Never Feel Anything Again.
To Lose My Self Control.
Sometimes I Just Want To Punch A Mirror.
To See If The Wounds Will Heal.
So Here Is Too The Real World.
I Don't Care About It Forevermore.
To This Land Of Fantasy I Journey.
Where Feelings Aren't Lost Anymore
As It Is Written As So Shall It Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis NEVERMORE!!!!
I'm Thankful For The Beauty Of The Summer Sunshine, The Falling Of The Leaves In Fall, The Whiteness On The Ground When Snow Falls In Winter and The Blooming Of Flowers In Spring.
I'm Thankful For Family Getting Together During The Holidays. Only Time During The Year Where They Chill Without Worry Of Life's Stresses. I'm Thankful For The Meals They Eat Because It's The Only Time They Go All Out And Everyone Eats Like Kings And Queens.
I'm Thankful For Rain. How It Seems That With Each One The World Is Cleaned If Just For A Min. How The Ugliness Is Washed Away And We Can Begin Anew. Also Thankful For Morning Dew And How It Makes Things Just That Much Better Looking. I'm Also Thankful For The Rainbow Afterwards Because It Shows That Even Though The World Is Ugly There Is Something Beautiful Around To Look At and Enjoy And That Even Though The World Is Ugly Right Now GOD's Promise To Never Again Flood The World Is Still Being Kept.
I'm Thankful For Waking Up Happy When Ever I Do Because On Those Days I Wake Up Thinking I Rule The World And It's My Time To Shine And That I Can Do Anything If I Set My Mind To It.
I'm Also Thankful For My Education And The Fact I Am Smart Because No Matter What That Can't Be Taken For Me And I Use It For The Benefit To Make The World A Better Place. Not To Better Myself But To Better Others That May Not Think Their As Lucky In Life. It's Something I Never Take For Granted.
I'm Also Thankful For Music. Without Music Life Would Be Hard. I Know Your Thankful For That Song You Get Stuck InYour Head And Can't Get Out Of Your Head. Those Songs That Just Make You Want Wanna Dance Or Those Songs That Just Make You Want To Kick Back, Relax, And Vent On The Stresses Of The Day That Life Throws At You. Plus It's Funny How Some Songs Are Tied Into Your Most Happiess Memories Like The Songs That Used To Play Back In Your High School Days. Friday Nights After The Big Game Where You Would Be With Your Classmates Drinking(Like You Never Did That One. You Don't Have To Lie LOL) Somewhere. Not A Care In World And Not Looking Ahead To The Future And The Scares Of The Real World. Just That Night At That Moment. I Know For Me A Few Would Be Oasis-Wonderwall, The Verve Pipe-Freshmen, The Smashing Pumpkins-1979(Even Though I Wasn't Born Until 1983) And Many Others.
I Am Also Thankful For My Real Friends. Those People That Are There For You In Good Times To Share Good Times And There During The Bad To Pick You Up When Your Down Or To Tell You It's Alright To Cry. Just Let It Out. Those Friends That Will Ride Or Die For You And Those That Will Only Judge You For The Good Never For The Bad. Doesn't Matter If It's A Friend You Have Now Or One You Will Meet In The Future And They Come Back To Read This Later. I Stand By My Friends Through Thick And Thin. Just Like I Know They Would Be For Me.
So In Closing There Is Many Things I Am Thankful For. Many I Didn't Name Here But I Hold Them Dear To My Heart No Less Than The Ones I Mentioned. I Just Couldn't Remember Them At This Time. I Know I Am Thankful For One Thing. I AM THANKFUL FOR JUST BEING ALIVE!!!!!! And To Those That Choose To Read This And Understand The Real Meaning Of It Without Judging Me For It I Also Thank You Because Without You To Read This What Would Be The Point. So Stop The Hate On Your Fellow Man Or Fellow Woman And Show Love Towards Them. Only When You Wipe Hate Towards Someone Away Will You Realize The Things You Hate About Yourself And Can Truely Do Away With Those Things.
As It Is Written As So Shall It Come To Pass. Quote The MEMesis. NEVERMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seconds, Hours, So Many Days, I Lie Awake Thinking Things Have To Change. In Darkness I Thrive. In Light I Hide. I Can't Eat, I Can't Sleep, Sometimes I Can't Even Breath. The Light Is My Enemy. I Hate It's Guts. I Just Want Wander In My Old Dark Divide. People Try To Understand Me But It's Always In Due Stride Because Usually They Never Stick Around. They Start Out My Friend But Some Don't. Some Get Too Close And I Start To Push Away. Why? It's A Question That Haunts Me Every Day. I've Met A Lot Of Great People Around And Others Started Out Great But Change In A Instant. Maybe my Life Will Change. Maybe Things Will Get Better. So Here I Go. From The Darkness Of My Abyss. To Cross In To My Version Of A New Divide. As It Is Written As So Shall It Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis...NEVERMORE!!!!
To Die Is To Live. To Stop Breathing Is Devine. But Can Something Be Truely Dead While It's Still Alive? I Believe So. Here's Why? Take A Person Who Is Truely In Love With Someone. They Give Up Something To Gain Something In Return. Their Single Life Dies As Their New Life With The Person They Love Begins Like A Baby Being Born. Now Take The Same Person. The Person He Or She Loves Hurts Him Or Her In Some Way Or Their Loved One Passes Away And It Affects Him Or Her Badly. Yes Their Single Life Returned And Yes Their Other Life Died But So Another Piece Of Them.....Their Heart. A Person Who Is Hurt May Or May Not Love The Next One Like They Should Because They May Have A Trust Issue. But I Say To You Never Give Up. Always Keep Trying. Never Let A Piece Of Your Heart Die. Because One Day You Might Hit The Jackpot. You Might Find That One That Would Lead You To A Living Death. To A Life That You Would Never Want To Leave. As It Is Written As So It Shall Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis NEVERMORE!!!!!!!!!!!
Random Thoughts And Crazy Dreams. The Darkness Quickly Takes Over Me. I Can't Sleep. I Can't Eat . Hell Sometimes I Can't Even Breathe. I'm So Lost Without A Clue. What Is It That I Have To Do? Should I Surrender To The Madness And Let It Destroy Me? Sometimes I Think It Would Be For The Best. Sould I Just give up Entirely? Maybe That Is A Better Situation. I've Lost So Much And Gained So Little. When I Do Gain Something Someone Just Tries To Take It From Me. Is It Really Worth It To Keep Holding On. Forget It All. I'm Gonna Do It My Own Way Now. It's My Time To Shine. Say What You Want. You Think I Care. Guess What? I Don't!! Your Time Was Last Year. Your Time Is Up. My Time Is Today. Today Begins A New Age. The Age Of MEMesis. To Everyone Who Has Ever Hated Me. I Have One Last Thing To Say. Die Nameless Because You Never Mattered. As It Is Written As So Shall It Come To Pass: Quote The MEMesis Nevermore!!!
