That Northern Guhl's blog: "The real me"

HEY TODAY IS MA BIRTHDAY!!! IM 18 YEARS OLD WHICH MEANS YESTERDAY I WAS 17, MOST OF YOU KNEW THAT AND SOME OF YOU DIDNT BUT IF YOU WOULD HAVE ASKED I WOULD HAVE TOLD YOU, SO YEAH THAT'S MA CONFESSION!!!

Hold up don't rush take it slow when you hit it Because too much of this and you'll be addicted I'm telling you soon this will be what you need One hit of this will get you higher than a blunt of weed You know when you take speed and get the rush This is better than it so don't take too much I'm telling you it'll happen in the blink of an instant One hit of this and you will be addicted Out of all the drugs this is supreme It has a stronger addiction than nicotine If I give it to you you'll say its nice This drug has a stonger high than ice This drug I got its the right recipe This will take you higher than ecstasy You might not know it but you'll be back You'll be craving this as if it was crack After one hit you'll neva say no I swear what I got is better than coke One hit of this will have you seeing circles And if you not careful it might just hurt ya This drug I got can't be tamed Its better than shooting heroine through the veins Are you ready are you sure? What I got is 200% all pure So if you think you are ready to get addicted Then take a hit of this and watch your soul get lifted What I got is called the best But its no drug baby I got SEX!!!!!!!!!!!

When you love someone so deep inside, It seems like it's so easy to hide. You've loved him for so very long, You would think he could do no wrong. Every day you would hope and pray, That he would always stay this way. He treated you like you should be treated, You thought your life was finally completed. You thought your love was growing true, And then one day it was all so blue. He started putting you down and it hurt, You thought all you were to him was dirt. He started ignoring you and you wondered why, All you wanted to do was curl up and die. You thought your relationship would never end, But that was all so fake and pretend. One night he was so sweet to you, You thought all those things were maybe untrue, Two days later he was back the same, You thought you were the one to blame. He thought the relationship was getting too serious And that you had become a little too curious. By this time you knew it wouldn't last, All the nice things he said were in the past. You thought that you would marry him some day, But this time God wanted to get his way. You wanted things back how they were before, But you knew this couldn't happen anymore. It was a Saturday night about ten o'clock, You heard the news and it wasn't a shock. You knew this was going to happen soon, As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.

I never really knew you You were just another friend But when I got to know you, I let my heart unbend. I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry I had to forget my first love and give love another try So I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go I love you more than anyone I just had to let you know And if you ever wonder why I don't know what I'll say But I'll never stop loving you each and every day My feelings for you will never change Just know my feelings are true Just remember one thing I Love You!

i dont need a boss some one to tell me to so this or to do that! i dont need a "so called" friend some one who claims to have ma back then turn around and stab me in it i dont need alot of people in ma life tellin me what what i need to do i dont need a nigga who's gonna claim that he loves me and then go sleep wit every mary tammy and jane i dont need family tryna run ma life, startin drama and all that i dont need love smootherin me, lyin to me, tyin me down and all that but i will tell you what i do need space....space for maself to be free and not crowded time....time for me to be ma self i just need to be ma self and stop bein who every one else wants me to be!

There's a miracle called Friendship That dewells with the heart. And you don't know how it happens, Or how it gets its start . . . But the happiness it brings you Always gives a special lift. And you realize that friendship, Is God's most precious gift.

The Many Faces Of Dah'Brita Brown I let you see what i want you to see and what you see is a part of me not who i really am but who i want to be! i put on an act and i show you some chick who's invincible who has no fears just so you cant see the million tears i cry i hold it all inside hopin that one day i'll die and it'll all end but life is still goin on at times i just wanna run and run not knowin where to go but it doesnt matter as long as i dont have to deal deal with how i feel! suicide is what i feel only because there's nothin to heal the pain the pain that i deal with every day in life im waitin to see the light joy but all i get is darkness, sorrow which makes me hate to see tomorrow i've never shown the real side of me and that's somethin that i'll never do all because of the pain the pain that will last a life time everyone thinks they kno who i am but they could only imagine.........