That Northern Guhl's blog: "In Ma Mind"

I was gettin real tired of his broken promises lookin at his pager seein different numbers! I told him that i wasnt the one so i let him go, he told me that he would do right! but i didnt believe him! But I just wanna know What happened to our love We used to be best friends Where did it go wrong When you gonna see How good it is with me I'm tired and I'm through With all your "listen baby" Listen what, playa chill now Tell me how you gon' cite me when I found out Honey gotta break it down, down I said it ain't no thing Girl, what's my name? Dah'Brita Look me in the face and tell me What the dealie, dealie Oh, you wanna go shade now But I'm paid now, I know that you hate that Oh, you got the one now, you warm now Cuz you thought you'd come right back, save that You could do whatever to me, and be together with me Like you do better than me (you do or you don't) No more, never for me

THIS IS THE MAIN SONG I LISTEN TO! A LOT OF PEOPLE ASKED ME WHY....AND I DIDNT TELL THEM...BUT IT'S BECAUSE IM NOT COMPLETELY OVER MA EX...HOW COULD I BE HE'S ALL THAT! BUT ANY...UH...WAYS I KNO FOR A FACT HE'S NOT OVER ME! BUT I ALWAYS FEEL THAT HE IS AND ALWAYS WILL BE MINE!!! THEY ALSO ASK ME IF YOU HAVE A MAN WHY DO YOU THINK OF HIM....CAUSE HE WAS MA FIRST LOVE...AND HE WILL ALWAYS BE MA LOVE!