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The Monster in my head

Last night I finally came face to face with the monster who has been tormenting my head, thoughts and dreams for oh so many months. The dream began like all the rest. As my eyes open to pure unpenetrable darkness, the smell of dampness fills my lungs and an unearthly chuckle fills my ears raising the hairs on my neck. I realize I am curled in the fetal position on the cold, damp earth. Unable to see anything I begin to panic. My pulse races and my heartbeat pounds in my ears like drums. Out of the darkness, something catches my eye. I strain against a sea of blackness to see a shape slowly approaching. I freeze in place, thinking if I am perfectly still it won't see me. A split second later I feel a hot breath on my neck and an evil hissing in my ear "You'll never be good enough. You'll never see happiness" I stop breathing all together and slowly turn to face the thing tormenting me. I gasped as I am face to face with a dark haired, evil eyed girl who was inches from my face. Again she angerly hisses "You'll never be good enough. You'll never see happiness." I shudder with fear, cover my ears and start screaming. The monster in my head is..... ME.
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