kerry's blog: "kerry"

So over the last few weeks i put all my effort into making someone realize all it takes is strength.... That being told "I Love you" Isnt always the truth but an easy way to play with your mind and your strength. People allow themselves to fall so hard for ppl...yet deep inside know damn well the person they fell for is making them look like a complete fool...Why do they do this? I Don't have the answers for that..but i guess maybe for the stimulation of having the "Someone loves me feeling" As sad as that really is.

I have no idea why im writing this..other then i need to vent. The worst feeling in the world is to know your close friend is being played so BAD yet is so whipped he or she can't see it for him or herself.... With that being said i have a question.. U as a person whoever is answering the question...If you were promised by whomever you love they would get a divorce 3 maybe 4 times but they never, would u continue believing all the excuses? or would you move on and stop looking like the fool?

I probably shouldnt be posting this as i will most likely lose a friend..but at the same time i feel like maybe im a complete moron...someone who knows nothing and all i say goes in one ear and out the other cause i really have no idea! So its a no win win situation anyway! So why the hell not post it! I want to see if i have lost all my mind or if im on the right track, and the right direction in life.

I have never once said im an expert on relationships, but going into a relationship and being smart about it seems to be the right direction these days. Allowing someone to change who you are as a person, controlling your every move because there NOT happy doesnt seem to be right...Maybe iam wrong please tell me if iam!

Every relationship i have been in ... I never once tried to change who the person was but loved them for who they were the day i ment them...I mean if you fall in love with someone why would you want to change them right? Why would you want to control there every move, who they talk to, where they talk to someone?

Then comes the question...If you can't trust who you are with..Will the realtionship work out? Im 37 years old...and from all i know TRUST is the one thing you need to hold a relationship together, followed by a good communication between 2 ppl? Its 2011 maybe im way off my deep end..LOL Fill me in?

OK OK i guess thats enough..lol im done blabbing i know the answers are out there somewhere!

Love my friends!