kerry's blog: "kerry"

So over the last few weeks i put all my effort into making someone realize all it takes is strength.... That being told "I Love you" Isnt always the truth but an easy way to play with your mind and your strength. People allow themselves to fall so hard for ppl...yet deep inside know damn well the person they fell for is making them look like a complete fool...Why do they do this? I Don't have the answers for that..but i guess maybe for the stimulation of having the "Someone loves me feeling" As sad as that really is.

 

I have no idea why im writing this..other then i need to vent. The worst feeling in the world is to know your close friend is being played so BAD yet is so whipped he or she can't see it for him or herself.... With that being said i have a question.. U as a person whoever is answering the question...If you were promised by whomever you love they would get a divorce 3 maybe 4 times but they never, would u continue believing all the excuses? or would you move on and stop looking like the fool?

 

I probably shouldnt be posting this as i will most likely lose a friend..but at the same time i feel like maybe im a complete moron...someone who knows nothing and all i say goes in one ear and out the other cause i really have no idea! So its a no win win situation anyway! So why the hell not post it! I want to see if i have lost all my mind or if im on the right track, and the right direction in life.

 

I have never once said im an expert on relationships, but going into a relationship and being smart about it seems to be the right direction these days. Allowing someone to change who you are as a person, controlling your every move because there NOT happy doesnt seem to be right...Maybe iam wrong please tell me if iam!

 

Every relationship i have been in ... I never once tried to change who the person was but loved them for who they were the day i ment them...I mean if you fall in love with someone why would you want to change them right? Why would you want to control there every move, who they talk to, where they talk to someone?

Then comes the question...If you can't trust who you are with..Will the realtionship work out? Im 37 years old...and from all i know TRUST is the one thing you need to hold a relationship together, followed by a good communication between 2 ppl? Its 2011 maybe im way off my deep end..LOL Fill me in?

 

OK OK i guess thats enough..lol im done blabbing i know the answers are out there somewhere!

 

Love my friends!

So This Dont happen very often, they put me up for Auction! haha come show me some love! Make sure to hit my SB for the Link!!!

 

Much Love Kerry

 

Ok nothing fancy but to the point! Ok all i have a huge favor to ask, Im trying to help someone so i need yer help its easy trust me! just need you to go to this blog http://www.fubar.com/blog/255444/987032 tell them Kerry sent you and then this pic http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=888520&i=3903583078&albumid=1505419 and rate her! TY all in advance!

So i been sitting here watching my bar tab and *smh*. Whatever happened to the old days like lostcherry days when fubar (current name) was so much fun ppl rated ppl to view and enjoy there pictures, ppl became friends with each other cause they enjoyed there company! PPL did things on here cause they wanted to and it was fun, it wasnt about how much money someone spent on you or how often you leveled, and dont get me wrong leveling was in then aswell but friends helped each other out to level, there was no such thing as easy rate folders and cherry bombs or auto 11's, crap there wasnt even bling...lol To me things seem to revolve around the money now...oh look so and so spent 1000.00 bucks this week to make Angel! And myself i cant say i havent have had Happy hours, auto 11's and love getting bling from ppl and giving bling to ppl it is fun, BUT where do the friends come in friends don't help anyone anymore, ppl don't look at pictures anymore cause there interested in getting to know someone. So i guess my Question is whatever happened to all that????? I know myself i can't speak for others but damn i really miss those days! Please comment fill me in and let me know what you all think!!! Hugs Kerry!

This is the Story of Baby Roxan..... Taken from her Daddy's Blog While you read her story Please Try to open your hearts. Sometimes we forget about how important some things really are when we get distracted with the land of fubar. Thank you for taking the time to read baby Roxan's Story....if its not to much trouble to ask can you guys please repost this! Spread the word we need to get her all the help we can get! I am reaching out to you all in hopes that some of you will find it in your hearts to help me help my daughter. Below is a link where you can help contribute to her happiness and well being. I also included a bit about her and what she is going through. Please take a moment to do what you can. Simply CLICK THE PIC below to contribute, please. Thank you... AJ Roxan was born on November 30th 2008 at 6:27pm. She was a month premature and weighed in at 4lbs 6oz. Roxan was born with many complications, some severe and others strictly cosmetic. The entire left side of her body, inside and out, was and is under developed and deformed. Literally head to toe. As of yet the doctors still don't have a reason. We are constantly in and outfor appointments and check ups looking or an answer. Roxans skull is deformed in such a way that her brain wasn't able to grow properly and one half is now smaller and more underdeveloped than it should be. This may lead to mental retardation and other learning/function problems. She is too small for surgery to correct the skull formation or relieve pressure on her brain right now though. Her left eye is about 1/4 the size of the right and barely opens. She may go completely blind in it or lose it all together. Her nose and lip are also deformed and will require cosmetic surgery to correct. Her left ear was under developed and so far she has failed each hearing test in it. We fear she may remain deaf in that ear. She was born with a common murmur and slight arrhythmia in her heart, which is no big deal, but she was also born with a larger hole between the two upper chambers of her heart. So far it hasn't caused much of a problem but the cardiologist believes heart surgery is going to be required. We just pray it holds long enough for her to grow and gain some strength b4 that happens. There is reflux of urine into her kidneys which we battle with constant antibiotics hoping it clears itself up, but surgery looks likely for that as well.Again, she is just too young and small for surgery at the moment. Roxan was also born missing one of her fingers, the pointer on her left hand, and her left foot is severely deformed to the point of traditional shoes not being able to work for her. The finger we will have to live with, but the foot will definitely need several surgeries to correct the bone growth and re align the foot properly. I don't think there is much they can do for the missing toes, but we will see. Other than the life threatening, and simply cosmetic, problems Roxan is facing she is a happy girl. We, as her parents, want her to have the happiest life we can provide and know it is going to take a lot of extra time, love, care and money to make that possible. That is why we are reaching out to you with this website. As tough as it is to say and admit, we can not do it alone. So here we are reaching out to you for help and support for our baby girl, Roxan. Any and all donations are greatly appreciated no matter how large or small. We know times are tough but ask you to find it in your heart to help make our baby a happy little girl in every way. Please donate and pass our page link along to anyone and everyone you can. Blog it, bulletin it, make a flier! Do the small things that will make a huge difference in this little girls life. Thank you for your time and consideration. With sincere thanks and appreciation, AJ, Liana and of course, Roxan. Brought to you with a lot of love and respect by → Prince Jesse ← @ fubar -♡-Sweets-♡- @ fubar

(repost of original by '-♡-Sweets-♡-' on '2009-01-17 18:33:08')

JUST WANT TO MAKE SURE I WISH YOU ALL A MERRY CHRISTMAS! IT WOULD TAKE ME FOREVER AND A DAY TO LEAVE YOU ALL A COMMENT! AND I DONT WANT TO MISS ANYONE! SOOOOOOOO MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OF YOU! I HOPE YOU HAVE AN AMAZING CHRISTMAS AND ALL YOUR HOPES AND DREAMS COME TRUE IN 2009! MUCH LOVE KERRY XOXOX0

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