A couple of months ago, I thought that I would never get my life back. I was depressed, and I was scared. Everything looked bleak and dull. With the help of my friends(and you know who you are), I slowly started down a brighter path. Through their help and guidance, I have perservered to where I am now.
Starting over!! Wow, what a scary phrase! But I'm doing it. Have everything that i worked so hard to achieve back again. And even though, every now and then defeat looms overhead, I know that I will conquer all my demons. I am blessed, and I am loved. I can go on knowing that I am never alone or out of His sight. God has truly blessed me with exceptional people. My daughters will grow up knowing a loving God and that I did not turn my back or hide with my tail between my legs. They will know a strong mother and a strong God.
For every good deed that I have received, I have returned. I'm helping others who have been in my situation grow stronger and think stronger. Survival of the Fittest, Right? WRONG!!! We are all survivors. We all can do what we need to do to be SOMEBODY!! To all my ladies- I promise to help fight the good fight for all of you. Cause I know that when you are all strong enough, you will do the same. I love you all dearly and am glad to have met you and become friends with you all.
Someday I will be ready to take that next step-RELATIONSHIP!- but for now I am ready to just meet someone. I think I have and I pray that what I feel is real for the both of us. Someday I will be happy to share my life with someone again. I want to be able to share my life and my beautiful girls with someone who will appreciate us, love us, and not harm us. I believe that will happen and probably sooner that I think.
In closing, I want to thank all of you. The ones who have heard my story, laughed and cried with me, played with me, and keep me in their lives on a daily basis. You are appreciated and loved. God blesses us in need, and He has truly, truly blessed me!!
