Moon's blog: "Shattered Voices."

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Allah barkat dena aor koi kamsin bachcha/olaad hum hayn shaad! Ta'reef Allah. Chand muhabbat mera ruh Shohar!

98 truths about who I really am. 1. real name - sandra 2. like it - it fits me 3. single or taken - taken 4. zodiac sign- sagitarius 5. male or female - female 6. elementary- lincoln elementary/hayshire 7. middle- central york middle school 8. high school - central high 9. eye color - blue 10. hair color - light brown/dyed auburn 11. long or short - long 15. are you a health freak - no 16. height - 5'10 17. do you have a crush on someone- yes 18. do you like yourself? - eh, depends on the day 19. piercings? ears and nose 20. tattoos - 12 21. righty or lefty - Righty FIRSTS : 22. first surgery - tonsils when i was 5 23. first piercing - Ears 24. first best friend - uh, Lisa Bowman 25. first award - softball trophy? 27. first pet - dog i believe 28. first vacation - virginia beach is first i remember 29. first concert - boys 2 men(lol) 30. first crush - gordon brown(rip) CURRENTLY: 49. eating- ice chips 50. drinking - iced tea 52. i'm about to - call a friend 53. listening to - spongebob 55. waiting for - the pain to stop FUTURE : 58. want kids? have 1, i'm fixed now 59. want to get married? already took that step 60. careers in mind? own my own forums/sell merchandise online WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? : 68. lips or eyes? both 69. hugs or kisses: Kisses 70. shorter or taller: taller 71. tan skinned or light - tan 72. romantic or spontaneous: romantic 73. dark or light hair - dark 74. athletic or normal - does not matter 75. hook-up or relationship: depends on situation 76. similar to you or different: both 77. trouble maker or hesitant: trouble maker but hesitant in serious matters HAVE YOU EVER : 78. kissed a stranger: yep 79. drank bubbles: uhhh????? 80. lost glasses/contacts: don't wear 83. climb up a tree: yes 84. broken someone's heart: yes 85. been arrested: nope 86. turned someone down: yep 87. cried when someone died: absolutely 88. liked a friend as more than a friend: YES DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 89. yourself: eh, i get more off days than good 90. miracles: yes 91. love at first sight: lust yes, love no 93. Santa clause: nah 94. Sex on the first date: pfft, what date? 95. Kissing on the first date: yes 96. Angels: yes ANSWER TRUTHFULLY : 97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? two people yes ! 98. Who is it? : my husband of course and a friend i can not name.

Be safe eveyone! ~Chand~

(Not spam, just in need of ideas.) So LOLcotics means 'addictive humor'. Which is a forum based on internet humor and MMORPGs/online gamers. As well as 'funny/original' merchandise, including LOLcatz/animals, game parodies and comments. The website if you have never been there is http://www.lolcotics.com. Opinions please on whether it is in need of more work and merchandise or if it is going in the right direction. Thanks! Any ideas/opinions appreciated and please feel free to join. Leave me a comment if you have ideas. Also please repost(if you want), after all we need our friends/family to help get as many ideas/opinions/members as we can! Love yas! ~Chand~

Interesting what people can come up with but hey, you never know these days. ~Chand~ BENOIT DIDNT DO IT! Body: The late Chris Benoit and his wife Nancy The tragic deaths of Chris Benoit and his wife Nancy and son Daniel have shocked the wrestling world. The police are calling it a double-murder-suicide, but is it really? Let’s look at some facts. It has been 10 years exactly since Nancy divorced Kevin Sullivan to marry Chris Benoit. In the 1980’s Sullivan, along with his then-wife Nancy, were running a gimmick in wrestling of how they were Satanists, and Nancy was known as “The Fallen Angel.” She later became known as “Woman.” The trouble with the Satanists gimmick was it was for real, and was not a work, or fake. In the 1990’s Kevin Sullivan was the booker for WCW, and he scripted his wife Nancy into having an affair with Chris Benoit who was a member of the Four Horsemen. This made for a good angle, except, the acting became reality as Chris and Nancy actually fell in love and Nancy divorced Sullivan to marry Benoit. Benoit left the WCW to go to work for the WWE which was then known as the WWF. It is a fact that Sullivan threatened Benoit and told him he would kill him. Yes, that was 10 years ago, but Kevin Sullivan is no dummy. He is known for being a calculating, cold-hearted individual. Today, according to a source close to me, Kevin Sullivan is a high ranking member of the Satanic Church. The police need to consider the possibility that Sullivan carried out these gruesome murders in order to have his revenge, which is what Satanists live for. He could have entered the home, with an accomplice or accomplices and held the Benoit’s at gunpoint, Sullivan could have then bound up Nancy, and made Benoit and his son watch as he strangled the life out of her. Then the next day after making Benoit and his son spend the day in agony, murdered Benoit’s little boy because of his hatred for the offspring of Benoit and Nancy. Then he could have made Benoit wait an entire day before killing him to by hanging him in the basement. By doing this, not only would Kevin Sullivan have lived out his Satanic Church creed with his lust for revenge, but he would have destroyed Chris Benoit’s reputation which is what has happened now as the wrestling world is attacking the memory of Chris Benoit remembering him as an insane baby killer and wife killer instead of the great World Champion wrestler and friend that he was. Satanists hate the Bible and the police have stated that a Bible was found next to the bodies of Benoit’s wife and son. This would serve as a bizarre calling card as if to either say “What good did your Bible do you?” or to throw off investigators to keep them from suspecting Sullivan and his Satanists would have been involved. Another thing to note is the fact that Kevin Sullivan was also associated with Sherri Martel, who died just a few days before the bodies of Chris Benoit, and his family was found, and the full details of Martell’s death have not been made known as of the time of this writing. I wonder why the police have not even considered investigating the possibility the Kevin Sullivan killed Benoit, Nancy, and their child. It is certainly a possibility worth looking in to. Also, Benoit was going to be crowned ECW World Champion on Sunday night. Why would he murder his family and kill himself when he was going to be on top again and make lots more money? Why would he tie his wife up before killing her? He would have no reason to, but Kevin Sullivan sure would! Sure he had some problems with Nancy, but that was 4 years ago and what married couple doesn’t have problems? Remember also that they reconciled and as far as everyone knows there has been no other incidents reported. One also needs to consider the fact that Benoit loved his kids and was so proud of his son that was killed. His kids wore suits and ties to his wrestling events and was proud of their dad. He was loved and respected by all those who knew him. In my opinion, there is no way he would have murdered his family. This whole murder case has Satanists written all over it and Sullivan is a Satanist and has the motive to murder them. I am encouraging anyone who reads this to send this to police authorities and circulate it on the internet, so these facts can be investigated, before the case is closed and Benoit is written off in history a murderer. If Sullivan is the real killer, justice should be served! As a former Pro Wrestler myself, now a born again Christian and world wide evangelist, I am hoping and praying for justice no matter who is responsible. Rev. Johnny Lee Clary

Pro wrestler, family found dead in Fayetteville home By Saeed Ahmed, Kathy Jefcoats The Atlanta-Journal Constitution Published on: 06/25/07 A well-known professional wrestler and his family were found dead inside their house in Fayette County Monday afternoon. Authorities confirmed that Chris Benoit, his wife Nancy and their 7-year-old son, Daniel, were found dead at the home on Quarters and Redwine roads in Fayetteville about 4 p.m. Officials were investigating the deaths as a murder-suicide. Benoit, a 40-year-old Canadian native maintained a home in metro Atlanta from the time he wrestled for the now-defunct World Championship Wrestling. Most recently, Benoit fought as part of the World Wrestling Entertainment organization. WWE canceled its live show in Corpus Christi Monday night, and its broadcast of "Raw" on the USA Network was a three-hour retrospective on Benoit's career. "Obviously, all sorts of speculation are running rampant but I have talked to so many people and nobody really knows [whether the couple was having marital troubles]," said Bryan Alvarez, who runs Figurefour Weekly, a wrestling newsletter and Web site, from Linwood, Washington. Benoit was scheduled to appear in a pay-per-view title match Sunday night, but was a no-show due to a "family emergency," the WWE said during the broadcast. Benoit's wife, Nancy, managed several wrestlers and went by the stage name, "Woman." They met when her then-husband drew up a script that had them involved in a relationship as part of an ongoing storyline on World Championship Wrestling. Soon after, the two became romantically involved in real life and married, Alvarez said. Benoit has two other children from a prior relationship. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ If you try wikipedia it has a death date now on Chris Benoit, unlike Vince McMahon. The McMahon thing was to kill off Vince's character only. When have you ever seen a wrestler's 'fake' death involve his family and appear on real news stations and websites? News stations do not post stories like this for companies looking just for ratings. Faking your death or anyone's death is illegal in real life. Be respectful and send your sympathy to his family, his wife's family and friends instead of questioning the credibility. Chris was a great wrestling entertainer. Prayers to his whole family for their sudden loss.

LAHORE, Pakistan -- In the rapidly unfolding crisis in Pakistan, no matter what happens to President Pervez Musharraf -- whether he survives politically or not -- he is a lame duck. He is unable to rein in Talibanization in Pakistan or guide the country toward a more democratic future. Since March 9, when Musharraf suspended the chief justice of the Supreme Court, Iftikhar Mohammed Chaudhry, public protests have escalated every day -- as has a violent crackdown by the police and intelligence agencies on the media and the nation's legal fraternity. The legal convolutions about Chaudhry's dismissal boil down to one simple fact: He was not considered sufficiently reliable to deliver pleasing legal judgments in a year when Musharraf is seeking to extend his presidency by five more years, remain as army chief and hold what would undoubtedly be rigged general elections. Musharraf's desire to replace Chaudhry with a more pliable judge has badly backfired. After just 10 days of protests, lawyers around the country have made it clear to the senior judiciary that they will not tolerate further legal validations for continued military rule or tolerate Musharraf remaining as president. At least seven judges and a deputy attorney general have resigned in protest. Across the country, in law offices, in the media, among the opposition parties and other organized sections of civil society, the feeling is growing that Musharraf will have to quit sooner rather than later. After eight years of military rule it appears people have had enough. Moreover, Musharraf is losing control of three key elements that have sustained his rule but are now either distancing themselves or turning on him completely. The first is the ruling Pakistan Muslim League Party, which has acted as the civilian appendage to the military but faces an election and knows that going to bat for the unpopular Musharraf will turn off voters. Party leaders and cabinet ministers are already distancing themselves from him. The second element is the country's three intelligence agencies, which are at loggerheads over control of Musharraf, Pakistan's foreign policy, its political process and the media. Military Intelligence and the Inter-Services Intelligence are military agencies, while the largest civilian agency, the Intelligence Bureau, is now run by a military officer. Ironically, Inter-Services Intelligence, the most powerful agency in the country, has been the moderate element urging Musharraf to open up the political system to the opposition parties. The other two agencies are the hard-liners and are urging Musharraf to adopt even tougher measures. The third loss for Musharraf has been the unqualified international support he has received since the Sept. 11, 2001, attacks. Anger in the U.S. Congress and media, and particularly among members of the Republican Party, toward Musharraf's dual-track policy in Afghanistan -- helping to catch al-Qaeda members but backing the Taliban -- is making it difficult for President Bush to continue offering Musharraf his blanket support. That was the tough-love message that Vice President Cheney delivered to Musharraf in Islamabad last month: Unless Musharraf goes after the Taliban, the Bush administration can no longer protect him. Any loss of Western support will be critical to the army, which is on an arms-buying spree and depends on annual U.S. military aid of about $300 million. Musharraf has balanced the pro- and anti-American factions in the army's officer corps, but if both sides see him as a lame duck, unable to deliver the goods or stabilize the country, their support will dwindle. Musharraf is now too weak to pursue policies that could keep his back-stabbers in check, restore his credibility at home and abroad, and pursue his agenda of remaining in power for the next five years. It is far better that he revert to the promise he made when he seized power in 1999: to return the country to democracy. His best course of action would be to say he is not a candidate for president, hold free and fair elections, allow the return of exiled politicians, restore full political rights and gracefully depart with his legacy, which is considerable, intact. It is in the interest of the United States to support such an exit strategy. The military can no longer counter the phenomenal growth of Islamic extremism in Pakistan through offensives alone. What the country needs is greater political consensus and a popularly elected government, and to replace the extortions of the mullahs with the return of day-to-day parliamentary politics. The army created a political vacuum in which extremism has thrived. Pakistan needs a return to civil society and government. Ahmed Rashid, a Pakistani journalist, is the author of "Taliban" and "Jihad: The Rise of Militant Islam in Central Asia." ----------------------------------------------- Yes, I believe democracy is needed in Pakistan right now, as in other countries. The current 'President' needs to be kicked out. People need free elections...Plus when has military rule ever been healthy? Never that I know of. People are usually so oppressed and the country never thrives. What is with the really idiotic presidents and rulers of countries lately? Even England is in trouble right now with their knighthood of someone that never should have been acknowledged. I'm glad Bush will be ousted soon. Perhaps at least whoever takes his place can placate and reverse things that never should have happened. Also maybe help our allies and our own people instead of being so drawn on everything else. Come on people, stop letting idiots rule you! A country is nothing without its people, let them know you are tired of the crap.

To all my friends who are daddys. Children need a Daddy For many, many things: Like holding them high off the ground Where the sunlight sings! Like being the deep music That tells them all is right When they awaken frantic with The terrors of the night. Like being the great mountain That rises in their hearts And shows them how they might get home When all else falls apart. Like giving them the love That is their sea and air, So diving deep or soaring high They'll always find him there.
For Stepdads: Stepfathers are no less than those of blood: The spirit is more comely than the flesh. Equally, two mysteries might mesh, Paired by nature or by neighborhood. Fathers are defined by how they love, And not by how they multiply or breed. Though you did not supply the primal seed, How you've loved me does your kinship prove. Each child must turn when life's too hard to bear, Regarding someone's arms or empty air. So do I turn, and always you are there.