shadowwolf's blog: "shadowwolf"

hmmm i sit and think with a silly grin wondering what type nut i am again cant be a pecan they don't like to dance and a Hazelnut hasn't a chance thought of a Macadamian its to royal for me not a Nigerian there far from free could i be a walnut so big and strong? nah that one too is wrong getting tired cant seem to see just what type of nut i may be how about a peanut well its kinda of small and the Chestnuts haven't quite my gall coconuts are to big almonds to small can't seem to find my type at all.....wait a thought i think i see i know what type of nut i be i finally figured out what i have lacked the nut i am is CRACKED

we thought we knew each other had been together for years 20 years of laughter 20 years of tears i made my mistakes you were not the only one our last 3 years in misery this marriage is done we went and filed the papers the other day you asked again please baby stay its hard the kids are torn in two should they defend me or you we have told them there not the reason why still they hurt still they cry to many tears this family has shed violence anger even some blood shed i no your hurt and afraid of being alone but this has/is not a happy home i am walking away my head held high regardless what the world thinks i know i tried its sad how it stared with a simple i do now 20 years later im through with you parents we are the rest of this life though never again shall i be your wife i hope youll be able to be my friend now though we both need to relearn how no more fighting or living with regret the future i welcome the past ill forget so come over and have a cup of coffee its not what you wanted ex but you are still family

look towards the shadows child for the master lurks deep he hides around corners like a wolf among sheep he rules over all child with sword in hand none can escape this godforsaken land hes the prince of darkness child the ruler of hell hell suck out your soul while enjoying the smell so listen to me child ill tell you his name he calls himself MAN...yes the very same

soft pink and smelling of soap two little angels carrying hope one the older pushy as me then little girl grace quaterback to be sing me the cherry song daekota asked tonite funny that tortued soul i was no end in sight sang softly of chickens, babies, stories and bones while subtle reminders of not being alone one verse you slept other two versus nana sang and wept covered you gently my coda bear a brief interlude from despair walking down the hall my head bowed in shame gracie squeals nanna gods at it again a diaper a bottle more cherries ive sung lil pieces of me theese girls not leave undone quieter now though pain still runs deep comforting watching them sleep is hard to lose hope with nannas in my ears even when battling past torture and tears quieter still one step at a time a whisper from coda nanna? cherry song one more time. i gave my love a cherry that had no stone i gave my love a chicken that had no bone i read my love a story that had no end i gave my love a baby with no crying how can there be a cherry that has no stone how can there be a chicken that has no bone how can there be a story that has no end how can there be a baby with no crying a cherry when its blooming has no stone a chicken when its hatching has no bone the story that i love you has no end and nannas babies when there sleeping make no crying

running the pack close through the trees i look at my pack leader he nods at me he sees swift silent i run along my pack close its where i belong shadowwolf collared domestic wild and free shadowwolf running as my pack leader lets me part of my group though a loner at heart pack leader calls lessons to start i quiver and shake wanting to stay wild apart gentle lessons short and sweet released i spring to my feet shadowwolf running my pack through the trees i look at my pack leader he nods at me he sees