Fubar Blog Posts 4

I've Been Tagged!!!
Instructions......(I was tagged by Hellz Angel) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I spent 5 years in the navy. 2. I have 10 tattoos plotting on more. 3. I am a huge fan of Sookie Stackhouse and Anita Blake. 4. I love horror and the macabre 5. I got accepted to Motorcycle Mechanical Institute in Orlando,FL. 6. I am fiercely loyal to my friends and family. 7. I been to southern asia twice. 8. My Chinese zodiac sign is the monkey. 9. I am thinking about becoming a funeral director. 10. no tv and no beer make Boogeyman something something.

I Was Tagged By My Sister :)
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. love the color blue 2. i have a thing for flames and wings 3. i find tattoos to be extremely sexy 4. im scared of letting someone love me 5. i am a textaholic 6. telling me about the girls you have been with is a complete turn off and will make me step away faster than anything 7. if i ever tell you "I Love You" you better cherish it for as long as you can because i mean it 8. i wear my heart on my sleeves sometimes so it dont take much to discourage me from saying or doing something 9. when i am pissed i tend to keep to myself for long periods of time 10. i am me Ryan Kristina John CJ Johnson Mik

Tagged
Instructions......(I was tagged by Bravo) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am Italian/Irish. 2. I am way too giving a person. 3. I can roll my stomach. 4. I used to Wrestle at my high school. 5. I have two beautiful boys. 6. I am a sucker for Lillies. 7. My favorite color is green. 8. I got attacked by a cat when I was 12. 9. I shot my first deer when I was 13, its ok it didnt die. 10. I could eat cereal 24/7!!!!

Tag
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I've moved 19 times between Georgia, Maine, Washington State, Arizona, North Carolina, Ohio, and Alabama. I will be moving again in 2010. 2. I have an identical twin sister. 3. I was recently given all of the details of a friend's murder...he was stabbed in the head, beaten with a baseball bat, and survived for two weeks on a ventilator in the hospital. I still haven't grasped the thought that he's dead. 4. I have an addiction to horse related items. 5. Under Armour turns me on. 6. The freak within me has yet to be released. I pity the first person that's a witness to it. 7. Any new music I like is played

I Have Been Gone
I have been gone cause my old computer finally decided that life was not worth the fuss anymore. She slowly went into heaven and I was upset but happy cause my mom and dad bought me a new computer. So I am back like an asthma attack!!!

The Break Up By Michael Anthony
"Don't give up on me," As I said this, I knew it wasn't what I deserved. Not after everything I had put him through. "I love you." "I love you too," he said looking down at me, drawing his hand near my face. I could hear the rain as it fell onto the roof trailing its way past the window. Any other time I would've been at peace. Not now. His hand gently brushed up against the whiskers on my chin, then my cheek. He had been looking into my eye's listening to everything I had told him. But now he was facing the floor. His eye's closed. He pulled my head to his. "But I can't keep doing this. I can't keep being pushed away. I can't keep being hurt. I can't do it any more. You need help and you won't do anything to get it and you won't let me help you." "I know and I'll get it. I'll do whatever you want me to! Just please don't leave! I can't bare to be abandoned again. Not by you." Tears started to well in both our eyes. We were holding each other now still standing by the window.

Honesty Is A Release
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I was mauled by a doberman pincher at age 4 and had to have plastic surgery to reconstruct my face 2. I allow people to hurt me. I can see it coming a mile away and still lay down on the tracks as the train barrels towards me 3. I have never been mad love to in the rain and i crave it badly 4. Beauty is all perception, never have i considered myself beautiful even though i have been told so repeatedly 5. Love is difficult for me...I often find people that i connect with on a very deep level, but exposing myself to love seems unbearable 6. I'm a details person and love to study others. I will notice things abo

Tagged
Instructions......(I was tagged by i'mkindofabigdeal) Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) i smoke 2)i got a dorky smile 3)i love fruit loops 4) i drive a semi 5)i like sunshine 6) i adore my friends 7) i am very Apologetic 8) i love rebuilding old cars 9) i am not very creative 10) i am hines 57 sauce a mixture of many heritages

10 Things About Me Game
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I am an outstanding cook. 2) I tend to read at least one book per week 3) I have been arrested, detained or questioned 6 times in 3 different countries. 4) My sister is the coolest F'in chick in the world. 5) My parents live in China. 6) I have unusually large parts of my body that do not match my actual size (My two big toes - HUGE!) 7) In the ten professional years I have worked, I have made almost 200k in a year, and as little as 2k... The 2k year was my favorite. 8) My favorite quote of all time is from a really dumb movie: Van Wilder: "Don't take life too seriously, you'll never make it out alive." My next is

Survey
**All About You**~Basics~Name:: KalistaDOB:: may 28 1988Hair color:: Naturally?? BlondEye color:: they change...blue and greenTatoos:: onePiercings:: just my ears now, i took everything else outSiblings:: 9Heritage:: German, Irish, Sweden, Norweigan~Favorites~Color:: Orange Pink and neon greenFood:: ChineseTV Show:: HOUSEMovie:: House of 1000 CorpsesBand:: NirvanaBook:: Anything by Mary Higgens-ClarkActor:: Sid Haig Actress:: Brittany Murphey~Personal Views~Abortion:: AGAINST. (unless you were raped or something like that)Gay Marraige:: You cant help who you love.Politics:: DemocratWar:: against, but support our troops and am greatful for everything they doPre-marital Sex:: lol Teenage Pregnacy:: I had my son at 19Underage Drinking:: Who hasn't?Underage Smoking:: Its up to them, I wont buy them though.~This or That~Chocolate/Vanilla:: VanillaMcdonalds/BurgerKing:: Mcd's I hate bk.Day/Night:: NightSilver/Gold:: GoldHearts/Stars:: hmm..toughy. StarsSummer/Winter:: SUMMERSpring/Fall:: FAL

Yea I Was Tagged Lol
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. ok here ya go.. 1)my fav color is orange.. who woulda thought.. 2)hard to find someone like me.. lol.. Im not ur typical female.. 3)I love getting down n dirty.. as far as riding fourwheelers and going offroad n my jeep 4)umm I can make ya laugh no matter what kinda mood ur in Im a complete nut 5)I love all kinds of music.. fav bands are too numerous to mention.. 6)I can play just about any instrument.. just give me a book and an hour to figure it out.. 7)I have a few bad habits that I best not mention lol 8)love chinese food and sushi.. 9)would move for love.. 10)I get bored easily.. always like learning new

10 Random Things
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I can do my own car maintainance 2. I never do my homework, and still ace all my classes 3. i can count on 1 hand the number of guys ive let sleep in my bed. 4. i leave everything til the last minute. everything. 5. ive stayed awake for a week straight 6. i can cook just about anything you might want, but id rather eat pb&j. or tacos. 7. i have this fact of the day calender, the one where you tear off a page everyday. i tend to cheat and flip ahead to read all the facts for the week. 8. i have this overwhelming fear of bridges and tunnels. and im petrified of covered bridges. 9. i've never been on a

Epitome Of Prescience.....
John Kennedy once said to a assembled group of scholars in the White House, "I think this is the most extraordinary collection of talent, of human knowledge, that has ever been gathered at the White House - with the possible exception of when Thomas Jefferson dined alone." The quotes below could prove his point. When we get piled upon one another in large cities, as in Europe, we shall become as corrupt as Europe. Thomas Jefferson The democracy will cease to exist when you take away from those who are willing to work and give to those who would not. Thomas Jefferson It is incumbent on every generation to pay its own debts as it goes. A principle which if acted on would save one-half the wars of the world. Thomas Jefferson I predict future happiness for Americans if they can prevent the government from wasting the labors of the people under the pretense of taking care of them. Thomas Jefferson My reading of history

Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love snow but I hate tha cold. 2. I watch more cartoons than tha average kid. 3. I'm allergic to cats. I don't mind them, they jus fuck me up. 4. I drink alot of Jones Green Apple Soda. 5. In high school I was a skateboarder. 6. I can't play basketball to save my damned life. I'm bout as coordinated as a dead rat. 7. I've broken 4 bones ridin' bikes and 3 on a skateboard. 8. I hate raw tomatoes. I can eat 'em cooked, but tha raw ones make me puke. 9. I can swim, but I can't float for shit. 10. I don't wanna turn out like my parents. My old man is a alcoholic and my mom's a bitter old hermit. Brokepimpin Phatso S

Bored
Well i havent been on here in like a million years. I am lying in bed cant sleep all the while my freakin neighbors are having sex and bang on the wall and moving my bed. I really want to hit the wall back just to see what they would to cause i am so tired of hearing there shit. i should be able to have my bed on any wall and not hear their nasty asses. I cant wait till my mp friend comes home from deployment so that i can call him to come knock on their do cause they being to loud.. but i am closing i hate bitching to much i will write more later.

10 Things About Me
I write with my left hand, but I'm not left-handed. I had a left-handed kindergarten teacher whom well over half of the class wound up imitating. My brain seems to have specialized: the left hand handles fine motor control, the right speed and strength. There are exceptions. My mother's father was a typographer, as well as a former chemist. He's probably a big part of the reason I'm fond of typographical obscura, like kerning, the different kinds of dashes, and the dedicated ellipsis glyph. I'm trilingual: German, Spanish, and English. Choose your parents carefully, kids. By and large I'm pretty liberal, but I had some target-shooting friends in college who were kind enough to take me along; I grew to like guns and believe in the right to own them. (This does NOT make me a line-toeing NRA member, however.) I have a big tattoo on my right shoulder. It's beautiful work by the very skilled Paco Dietz, an alien glyph from an old video game. (The logo of the Kilrathi Empire from Wing Co

Lil Guy
AS MANY OF YOU KNOW MY LIL GUY IS VERY MUCH INTO RACING, AND HAS BEEN FOR A COUPLE YEARS. WE JUST GOT THIS EMAIL BASICLY SAYING THAT THEY ARE GOING TO HAVE TO CANCEL RACING FOR KIDS UNDER THE AGE OF 13... HE IS CRUSHED..THIS IS SOMETHING THAT HE REALLLLLLLLLY ENJOYS...I HOPE THAT YOU ALL CAN TAKE A COUPLE MINS AND JUST SIGN THIS FOR US SO THAT WE CAN TRY TO STOP IT!!! PLEASE FORWARD TO YOUR FRIENDS. PLEASE GET AS MANY PPL AS YOU CAN TO SIGN THIS!!! THANK YOU RENEE Please take a look at this it will effect us all if we don't help out. As of yesterday, all the OEMs had to pull for sale all new youth minicycles and atvs for those under the age of 13...this under order of the CPSC due to lead content of plastics and certain metals. As of yesterday, a dealer or private individual can no longer provide parts or service, to these affected machines, in which there is a possibility that those same parts may contain lead...no oil changes, plastic, levers, engine cases, etc, et

I've Been Tagged!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1) I can't sleep with a music on. 2) I am an only child. 3) I love carrots. 4) I believe in life after death. 5) I hate winter but I love the summer. 6) I'm an avid fan of Blink182. 7) I believe in MIND rather than HEART, when falling in love. 8) I pray every night before I go to sleep. 9) I have an asthma. 10) I love exciting moments. ((5 PEOPLE I CHOOSE ARE)) *MO *Doc88 *Mandy *Cielo *Jerry

Hit & Run
Man pleads not guilty to murder in P.B. fatal hit-run February 11, 2009 SAN DIEGO – A 45-year-old man accused of drunken-driving and hitting a pedestrian in Pacific Beach, causing her death, pleaded not guilty Wednesday to murder and other felony charges. Alan Mabrey is charged with killing Emily Cathleen Dowdy, 24, a shift supervisor at a Pacific Beach Starbucks. He had been in San Diego for only a few days before the incident, prosecutors said. In addition to murder, Mabrey faces charges including gross vehicular manslaughter while intoxicated, hit-and-run causing death and driving under the influence. When arguing for a high bail amount during Mabrey's arraignment hearing, Deputy District Attorney Patty Herian told the judge the defendant's blood alcohol level measured .22 percent after the collision. The state's legal limit is .08 percent. According to the prosecutor, Mabrey was driving a 2004 Dodge pickup Saturday evening when he struck Dowdy as she crossed Mission Bouleva

Tag I'm It...again
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I can touch my nose w/my tongue 2. I crave knowledge 3. I don't like to travel, but I have to go to effing Aruba for my little brother's weddig 4. I have to pee right now 5. I do yoga 6. I love football...I am a hardcore Patriots fan 7. I have Adhd 8. I am a VERY picky eater 9. My father is a recovering drug addict 10. I am a great listener and love to help people I tag: Kyle(rhythm and soul) Ionn Envyme Rachts Robbie Rotten

Pictures
-some photos taken from Dec 2008 - Feb 2009 (some may not be in order,..adding more later. Natalia Jan 28th Patches Feb 4th Mariah Feb 4th Natalia Jan 28th Natalia Jan 28th Patches on the dresser Feb 7th Mariah Jan 28th Mariah on my bed Jan 28th Mariah on the desk Feb 6th Mariah

Exhaustion
i hate ignorant people who repeat the the same ignorant cycles i hate people who abuse animals i hate large taxes due to poor govt. spendin' habits i hate people that give money to beggars only reinforcin their future dependence i hate the media for broadcastin' fear-insprng stories simply to keep the attention of their corporate sponsorship i hate a theif 'cause he takes in seconds what caused me pain to aquire i hate beauty pagents or anythin so shallow as to reward somebody 4 bein born a certain way i hate televangelists in expensive cars i hate pepole who fight for a cause ONLY AFTER they've been effected by it personally i hate a system that slaps the wrist of politicians & white collar "eletists", but severely punishes the lower class i hate junkies & the pushers that turned them into one i hate people who have more kids than they can care for i hate how this country idolizes movie stars, but the workin' man goes unnoticed i hate how this country spends BILLIONS on s

Mountains
RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 10 friends. 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun! IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? "the Light pours out of me" - Ministry HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? "Nothing Left to Say"- Staind WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? "Get Your Gunn" -Marilyn Manson HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? "I Saw Your Mommy" - Suicidal Tendencies WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? "Suburban Home" - Descendents WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? "Why Can't I Have You" - The Cars WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? "Big in Japan" - Tom Waits WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? "Last Caress" - The Misfits WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? "Bonzo Goes to Bitburg" - The Ramones WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? "Spoonman" - Soundgarden WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? "Bar

Just For Fun, I Have Been Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names 1. I can change my accent and voice pitch..(sound like gizmo) 2. I have been to 48 states and Canada and NEVER stepped foot in the ocean. 3. I was one of the first truck with supplies into New Orleans after Katrina hit. 4. My eyes change colors. 5. I am a cuddler. 6. My first car was a 1972 Cutlass Supreme. 7. I write short stories and poetry (if I have the inspiration). 8. At one time, I had long hair... but i looked like a poodle because my hair is naturally curly. when it was wet it would almost reach my azz. 9. Love all types of music. 10. I CAN NOT DANCE... i have 2 left feet...unless I have been drinking. Jlynn Gater Untamable Sexy Kat Peppa

Good For A Few Cheap Laughs...
Addicted to Internet Porn Signs Your Partner is Addicted to Internet Porn - During foreplay, he's always double-clicking your G-spot. - His new computer includes a DVD-ROM drive, a 56k modem, and a tissue dispenser. - When she wants you to take off your pants, she says, "Scroll down." - Tells everyone he's a pioneer in "palm computing." - He's suing Playboy.com for repetitive stress injuries. - Her favorite actor? Tommy Lee. - When he sees a hot babe, he wryly says, "Boy, I'd like to click on her." - You look deep into his eyes and see a faint image of Asia Carrera burned into his corneas. - As you undress, he takes out his credit card and tells you his birthday. - During sex, he shouts, "Refresh! Refresh!" - His version of foreplay: You lie naked on the bed with a sheet covering you... he pulls it down slowly for ten minutes.

Why Do Woman Act Childish?
Why is it woman complain about not having a good baby father..but yet the father is trying to be in his child life but the mother aint letting him. I mean dam he is always asking to come see the child and is always buying stuff for his son but you wont let him see his son or give the stuff to you for the child. but yet she complaining cuz he dont do shit for the child..thats exactly why men dont want to take care of theyre child because of woman like that. Woman need to grow up and act like a mother. I know it aint all woman who are actin like that. and that there are men out there who aint tryin to do nothing for theyre child. but woman need to realize when a man is tryin to be there. because if you dont you will end up like the woman i no..being taken downtown for a custody battle over a 1 year old boy. i dont understand how a mother can put her son threw all this just because ur baby father moved on to somebody else that u dont like..i mean come on u moved on so y not let him..

Yup, 150 Lol
1.My brain sometimes moves faster then my mouth 2.Bipolar 3.I yearn to be more then what I am 4.Im known to dye my hair odd colors 5.Also get new random piercings 6.My car is a standard 7.I ride quads and i love it 8.I dont mind getting dirty 9.I have 6 older brothers 10.Im adopted 11.i dont wear yellow gold 12.I destroy food when im full or I will keep eating it! 13.When something makes me happy I say its just like Christmas 14.Someone once told me that women who take good care of their feet take good care of their vags. so my toes always look nice 15.I am a perfume whore 16. I used to draw on my pants when i was in high school 17.I draw my emotions. 18.I write my emotions 19.I cry over stupid shit like people eating alone in resturants 20.I snowboard 21.I usually wear jeans and a t-shirt 22.I like it when people stare at me. 23.Then i get pissed that they are staring LOL 24.I have had the same cat since i was in

Maybe
Maybe Maybe you could take a lil' piece of my pain Maybe you can make it all feel the same Maybe you can burn this night in my brain Maybe you can find someone else to blame For all this pain… Maybe Maybe you could tell me about your worst fear Don't say it out loud, whisper in my ear Ain't never felt nothing' like this here Maybe you can see things a lil' more clear Dry away your tear I love you are just three words that are overused when we're talking Love and friendship, situations get confusing so often Maybe I should give this woman my name…a piece of my pain Maybe Maybe we can talk about all my dreams Watch them all come apart at the seams Sometimes when it rains it really teams Sometimes they cut diamonds with laser beams…..whatever that means I love you are just three words that are overused when we're talking Love and friendship, situations get confusing so often Maybe I should give this woman my time…that would be fine Maybe I love yo

Just Me Venting
Yanno its pretty bad when peeps need to go to your page JUST to NSFW pix.. and to make it worse not even pix that should be marked as NSFW.. i mean belly dnacing pix.. cmon now.. shyt.. grow the fuk up and be a man.. so i go to his page to see his shyt.. he doesnt accept Shouts.. and no one can check out his page cept friends.. what a fukn COWARD!!!!!!!!!!

Updates N Shit
Have to stay relatively local until my divorce is final. I'm only on the net in the mornings and working nights right now so If I don't get back to you right away I will. Just wanted to let ya'll know what was going on! xoxox Kat

10 Random Things Bout Me
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. OK FIRST OFF IM THE MOST LOVING CARING PERSON BUT IF U DO ME WRONG I WILL FUK UR WHOLE MF WORLD UP YEA THATS ME DEAL WIT IT 2. I SUCK AT SPELLING LOL 3. I DONT DO DRUGS N I HAVENT EVER 4. I SING ALOT 5. IM VERY INDEPENDENT 6. I HATE FAKE PPL 7. IM OUT GOING BUT CAN BE SHY IF AROUND TOO MANY PPL I DONT KNOW 8. I FUKIN HATE MF DRAMA 9. I LOVE POEMS N QUOTES 10. I LOVE THE LIL THINGS THEY MAKE ME HAPPIER THEN ANYTHING ELSE TAGGED 1. SMASH & DASH 2. PREFRS 3. TLL 4. TAD 5. HAZEL

I Cryed
when you were 15, your mom came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parent

A News Article I Read Today Lol
This is kind of long, but I had to share it- what a fucking joke! People need to quit being so thin skinned and offended over every little thing. To be so vain to think everything is about you? Please. _______________________________________ NEW YORK (CNN) -- A day after publishing a cartoon that drew fire from critics who said it evoked historically racist images, the New York Post apologized in a statement on its Web site -- even as it defended its action and blasted some detractors. A New York Post cartoon has sparked a debate over race and cartooning this week. A New York Post cartoon has sparked a debate over race and cartooning this week. Many of those critical of the cartoon said it appeared to compare President Obama to a chimpanzee in a commentary on his recently approved economic stimulus package. "Wednesday's Page Six cartoon -- caricaturing Monday's police shooting of a chimpanzee in Connecticut -- has created considerable controversy," the paper said a

You Give Me Something
You only hold me when I sleep I was meant to tread the water But now I've gotten in too deep For every piece of me that wants you Another piece backs away 'Cos you give me something That makes me scared, alright this could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something Cos someday I might know my heart You only waited up for hours Just to spend a little time alone with me Like I say I've never bought you flowers I can't work out what they mean Never thought I'd love someone That was someone else's dream 'Cos you give me something That makes me scared, alright And this could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something Cos someday I might call you from my heart But it might be a second too late And the words that i could never say Gunna come out anyway 'Cos you give me something That makes me scared, alright And this could be nothing But I'm willing to give it a try Please give me something Mmm.... 'Co

Tagged!!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am allergic to CAFFEINE!! eekk... 2. I have 2 tattoos on my right ankle and getting another one on the top of my foot with James. 3. I am a graduate of UGA and a total sports chick! 4. My hair is SHORT and SASSY just like ME! 5. I belong to an organization called Soldiers' Angels.. 6. I chew/pop bubble gum Wayyyyy tooo much!! 7. Men in Uniform make me HORNY!! omg lmao (ok, that was like totally RANDOM) 8. I wanna learn sign language! 9. I have road rage.. and speed alot..lmao!! 10. I have lived in Japan for 4 years and speak a little Japanese.. I TAG: JoJo James Duane Gunny David Crazee Michelle Steven Ra

Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1)I like to feel loved. 2)I love great conversation and get along with most of anyone. 3)I tend to get worked up over sometimes silly things. 4)I have a very imaginative mind (good and bad) 5)I am scared to be alone for the rest of my life. 6)I give my friends 100% of me until they piss me off...lol 7)My favorite color is Red. 8)I like trying new things. Esspecially in bed or where ever (trust me, just don't get caught in the booth at the club.. very embarassing) 9)I love to travel. 10)Would like to feel comfortable in my body. I tag: Hazel Inkspot Honey Dip

"kitten Gets Punished".....
I come back to my room to find you lying on my bed with no shirt on. Your eyes are closed as if you are sleeping, although I know that you aren't. I walk into the room and climb onto the bed next to you, putting my hand on your chest. I nuzzle your ear with my nose, trying to get your attention. You turn your head to the side to look at me, and then push me off of the bed, lightly. I sit on the floor looking confused, and you chuckle. "Strip for Master Darius..., Kitten." I slowly stand up, just in case you tell me to sit back down, but you permit my standing. I'm wearing a white button down shirt with a black bra underneath and a short plaid school girl skirt with a black satin thong under it. I begin to unbutton my shirt as slowly as possible, just to annoy you. When it is finally unbuttoned, I leave it on but open. Then I slide my skirt down to the floor, and slowly let my shirt drop off as well. You stop me and motion for me to walk over towards the bed. Once I'm near you,

I've Been Tagged
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I'm not a big sweets eater but I do like Dark Chocolate 2.Training Day and Wedding Crashers are 2 of my favorite movies ever 3. I'm very anal about cleaning my car inside and out 4. I don't like country music 5. One of my favorite places to vaction is Myrtle Beach 6. I would like to go to Australia someday 7. When I retire it's going to be somewhere in the Carolinas 8. I'm a boxer briefs kinda guy 9. I don't have any tattoos 10. I prefer vodka over beer I will tag Kissy Face, Fairest of All, Tracey, Sweet T, and Blackmambaa

10 Things Blog
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. OK this isn't going to be easy since I already did one of 100...here we go.... 1.) I am shy around the guy I like but will flirt my head off with guys I am not attracted to. 2.) I pretend that I am dumber than I really am so guys don't feel intimidated. 3.) there is nothing more beautiful to me than the male body. I love it naked clothed half naked. I think God hit the nail on the head when he created man. 4.) I lost my virginity and recieved my first kiss on the same night. I move fast. 5.) I have broken up more relationships than I have been in. Maybe its my karma. 6.) I fell in love with someone who I barely know and its drivin

The Magnificent Adventures Of Heartache
she goes around town like a record skipping to hard and fast for the heart to count and the mind to measure she's got that look in her eyes that drives all the boys wild she's a tease and she's gonna break you the doctor's daughter with one too many wishes and few too little dreams she's wearing her momma's perfume and her daddy's profession; in her veins with that cigarette smile she goes around and around she's got a bucket full of scars and a pocketful of stories; but we're all alright call her what you will :; the girl in red with a pulse so loud she's your heart and she's never gonna stop.

Tag Ur It !!!!!!
Tag! you're it! Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a cancer/leo and it fits me well. If you know me you know i am a crabby lion. 2. I hate weird smells but I am not adult enough to tell you that you smell bad, I just walk away!!! 3. I am a spelling fanatic, so bad that even if i text you and spell a word wrong i will text again to spell it right!! 4. I own more boots than I do shoes, lol don't believe me look in my closet lol. 5. If I am left to look at four walls for days not outside views of the world (no i do not mean lets just walk outside) i will go crazy to the point where I will get bored with whomever I am with and I will pack up and move on

Do U Think This Is Tru ?
You love coz you weep... You weep coz you hurt... You hurt coz you fail... You fail coz you try... You try coz you need... You need coz you want... You want coz you feel... You feel coz you live... You live coz you love....

His First Time Auto 11's
TAB IS A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND HAS HIS FIRST AUTO RUNNING, PLS GO SHOW THIS GREAT GUY SOME LOVE AND HELP YOURSELF AT THE SAME TIME...TY...TINA You know him, You love him and now he’s got AUTO 11’s…Show this sweet man some Fu-Love and rate his page hard!!! Disciple TAB@ fubar Thank You and have a Great Weekend!!!

Macho Man
RULES: 1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. 2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. 3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. 4. Tag 10 friends. 5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing. 6. Have Fun! IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY? Let Me By Myself -- 3 Doors Down HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF? What Might Have Been -- Little Texas WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Happy -- Saving Jane HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Black Velvet -- Allanah Myles WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Pain -- Hollywood Undead WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO? My Old Man's a Fatso -- Angry Samoans WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? Hungry Like the Wolf -- Duran Duran WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? Outshined -- Soundgarden WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? The Roof is on Fire -- Bloodhound Gang WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? Psycho -- Puddle of Mudd WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? If I We're a Boy --

New Attack On Your 2nd Ammendment
I THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW ABOUT PROPOSED BILL THAT IS IN THE HOUSE NOW. **Blair Holt Firearm Licensing *** **& Record of Sale Act ** **2-16-9*** **Very Important for you to be aware of a new bill HR 45 introduced into the House. **This is the Blair Holt Firearm Licensing & Record of Sale Act of 2009. **We just learned yesterday about this on the Peter Boyles radio program. **Even gun shop owners didn't know about this because it is flying under The radar. **To find out about this - go to any government website and type in HR 45 or Google HR 45 Blair Holt Firearm Licensing & Record of Sales Act of 2009. You will get all the information. **Basically this would make it illegal to own a firearm - any rifle with a clip or ANY pistol unless: **·It is registered ** **·You are fingerprinted ** **·You supply a current Driver's License ** **·You supply your Social Security # ** **·You will submit to a physical & mental evaluation at an

Tagged...
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I hold things in 2. I have a brown streak through my left eye 3. I pop my fingers way to much lol 4. I cant stand people smacking their food 5. I am a pro bowler on the wii go me lol 6. I like to dance 7. I cant think of much more lol 8. I forget things easily 9. I have to go to sleep on my left side 10.I am ready to be happy okies you peeps get to do this to 1. Angela 2. Sean 3. Donny 4. JstAGrl 5. Sweetest Goodbye

What Grinds My Gears!
Why is it that there has to be left turn arrows at intersections. I may not be a great driver but I sure as hell don't need an arrow to tell me it safe to go! And what really grinds my gears is when there is no traffic and i have to sit at a red arrow to turn left even though it was safe to turn for 20 times over! If you cant make a left turn without an arrow telling you its safe call a cab! And THAT is what grinds my gears! Lets hear what grinds your gears!

Tag Ur It
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am obsessed with PURPLE 2. I have three cats; Buddy (fat, black cat), Hiss (big, orange tabby) & Banner (long hair black cat with gray mane, he's a foster kitty) 3. My kitchen is decorated with probably over 100 watermelons 4. I won TWO lap tops in September 2008 (gave the 2nd one to my ex-bf who is still a good friend) 5. I am kicking this cancer! slowly but surely. 6. I am a pack rat/clutter bug/whatever you want to call it -- I have lots of junk that i won't part with. 7. I have about 15 cabbage patch kids. 8. I collect old, wooden Fisher Price toys (anyone got any they want to give away) 9. I am amazed at th

Please Help Me To Godmother(godfather Fubar Style)
AND THIS AUTO WAS PROVIDED BY THE VERY BEAUTIFUL IM UR'S 4EVER..PLZ....SHOW THIS 2nd ALARM HOTTIE SOME MAD FU-LOVE TOO!!!! SHE ALSO HAS AUTO 11'S GOIN!!!! IM UR'S 4EVER! 2ND ALARM HOTTIES!!!!!!!@ fubar

Tag, You're It
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1> I have a shocking secret for every birthday you have celebrated 2> I can not only spell Natchitoches, Tchoupatoulas and Atchafalaya, but I can prounounce them 3> What's the difference between ignorance and apathy?? I don't know and I don't care 4> It bothers Me that what doctors do is called "practice" 5> I have passed more than 150 kidney stones in My life, including right now as I write this 6> Bourbon whiskey is My poison, Special Reserve Wild Turkey, in particular 7> I am still trying to figure out how your house can burn up AS it burns down 8> Why in the Hell do I have to press "1" for English? 9> I once caused

A Womans Love
I have felt it And I have held it I have known A woman's love I have tasted And I have wasted A woman's love And I know I'll never understand All the little things that make It grand A woman's love And I know I'll never come Face to face With any thing that takes the Place Of a woman's love Well I have kiss it Tried to resist it I have missed A woman's love And I have hated Taken for granted A woman's love Well I have needed And I have pleaded And I have lost A woman's love And I have worshipped And I have cursed it A woman's love Well I adore it Thank god for it A woman's love

To Make You Feel My Love
When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I would offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love When the evening shadows and the stars appear And there is no one to dry your tears I could hold you for a million years To make you feel my love I know you haven't made your mind up yet But I would never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met No doubt in my mind where you belong I'd go hungry, I'd go blind for you I'd go crawling down the aisle for you There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love The storms are raging on a rolling sea Down the highway of regret The winds of change are blowing wild and free But you ain't seen nothing like me yet There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do Go to the ends of the earth for you Make you happy, make your dreams come true To make you feel my love

Making Memories Of Us
I'm gonna be here for you baby I'll be a man of my word Speak the language in a voice that you have never heard I wanna sleep with you forever And I wanna die in your arms In a cabin by a meadow where the wild bees swarm And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us I wanna honor your mother I wanna learn from your pa I wanna steal your attention like a bad outlaw I wanna stand out in a crowd for you A man among men I wanna make your world better than it's ever been And I'm gonna love you like nobody loves you And I'll earn your trust making memories of us We'll follow the rainbow Wherever the four winds blow And there'll be a new day Comin' your way I'm gonna be here for you from now on This you know somehow You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now And I'm gonna make you a promise If there's life after this I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm, wet kiss And I'm gonna love you like

Fap Fight!!!!
so ANONYMOUS(Goatse) and I got in a battle of fap... Cuz my current status.. Fap fap fappin on heaven's doooowahhhh.. READ FROM BOTTOM TO TOP: ->Anonymous: Fapsta Luego!!! Anonymous: Thank Yo1...lmao...hey, we gotta bail for a minute, fgs almost home...runnin her daughter to her dads, lol Anonymous: awesome, thats absolutely FAPTASTIC!.... ->Anonymous: awww im always so fappy to see you! Anonymous: I CAUGHT The Fap, last night...F.A.P....Fellatio Aggravated Penis ->Anonymous: I am Fapasaurus Rex Anonymous: I made a transformer, and named him Fapatron. Hes pretty awesome ->Anonymous: I am Fapster of the FUniverse! Anonymous: I Am The FAP Commander! ->Anonymous: I"m a fapoholic ->Anonymous: I am a masterfapper Anonymous: "And then there was a fapping, as if someone gently whacking, whacking at my chamber door" ->Anonymous: ew Anonymous: Ill battle yuo for...wait, nm, thatd be weird..For fapping rights? ->Anonymous: and the raven came a fappin

The Gambler
On a warm summers evening, on a train bound for nowhere I met up with a gambler, we were both too tired to sleep So we took turns at staring out the window at the darkness The boredom overtook us and he began to speak He said, son I've made a life out of reading people's faces And knowing what the cards were, by the way they held their eyes So if you don't mind my sayin', I can see you're out of aces For a taste of your whiskey, I'll give you some advice So I handed him my bottle, and he drank down my last swallow Then he bummed a cigarette and asked me for a light And the night got deathly quiet, and his face lost all expression Said, if you're gonna play the game, boy, you gotta learn to play it right Chorus: You got to know when to hold 'em, know when to fold 'em Know when to walk away and know when to run You never count your money, when you're sittin' at the table There'll be time enough for countin', when the dealin's done

Myself
So untouched, no one there Alone, none are here Unloved and unwanted I wander the land of the forgotten People see through me as if I’m not there They run into me, and wonders “Was something here?” I come and go, as I please No one knows that I exist but me I walk from place to place, making no sound Wishing that I would be found Darkness hides me, light shines around me The pain is there and lets me be The blade is sharp and skin is not pure Red stains the skin, as the world goes blurry with a tear There is the pain, joyous and pure The light fades and the pain goes away The day ends and starts anew The new day, new start, new thought Does the pain come to release me again today? Or Is there someone there that sees me?

She Thinks My Tractors Sexy
Plowing these fields in the hot summer sun Over by the gate, lordy here she comes With a basket full of chicken and a big cold jug of sweet tea I make a little room and she climbs on up Open up the throutle and stur a little dust Just look at her face she isn't fooling me She thinks my tractors sexy, It really turns her on She's always staring at me, while I'm chugging along She likes the way it's pulling, while we are tilling up her land She's even kinda crazy about my farmers tan She's the only one who really understands what gets me She thinks my tractors sexy We are riding back and forth, until we run out of light Take it to the barn, put it up for the night Climb up to the loft, sit and talk with the radio on She said she has a dream, and I ask what it is She wants a little farm, and a yard full of kids And one more teeny weenny ride, before I take her home She thinks my tractors sexy, It really turns her on She's always staring at me, while I'm chugging a

Take Me There
There's a place in your heart where nobody's been. Take me there. Things nobody knows, not even your friends. Take me there. Tell me about your momma, your daddy, your home town, show me around. I wanna see it all, don't leave anything out. [Chorus:] I wanna know, everything about you. And I wanna go, down every road you've been. Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live, where you keep the rest of your life hid. I wanna know the girl behind that pretty stare. Take me there. [Verse 2:] Your first real kiss, your first ture love, you were scared. Show me where. You learned about life, spent your summer nights, without a care. Take me there. I wanna roll down mainstreet and backroads like you did when you were a kid. What makes you who you are, tell me what your story is. [Chorus 2x:] I wanna know, everything about you. And I wanna go, down every road you've been. Where your hopes and dreams and wishes live, where you keep the rest of your life hid. I wanna

Dirty Girl
our wheels churning up a fresh green pasture, throwing mud pies everywhere. I'm beside you yellin faster faster, wind whippin through my tangled hair and you know, you know, there's nothin like it in the world. when your out there underneath the sun and I'm a dirty girl, i like it when we get cleaned up on Sunday, feel my skin against a string of pearls.... and when we hang out it's, it's just a fun day, you know i love it when i get to be a dirty girl CHORUS: dirty girl You'll be workin on that El Camino, bustin knuckles with a monkey wrench, i'll come sneakin up and whisper real low what you really needs a 3/16ths, and you know that there's nothin like it in the world, when were underneath the hood and i'm a dirty girl..... I like it when we get cleaned up on Sunday, feel my skin against a string of pearls..... or when we hang out it's, it's just a fun day you know i love it when i get to be a dirty girl CHORUS:dirty girl and

Waitin On A Woman
Sittin' on a bench at West Town Mall He sat down in his overalls and asked me You waitin' on a woman I nodded yeah and said how 'bout you He said son since nineteen fifty-two I've been Waitin' on a woman When I picked her up for our first date I told her I'd be there at eight And she came down the stairs at eight-thirty She said I'm sorry that I took so long Didn't like a thing that I tried on But let me tell you son she sure looked pretty Yeah she'll take her time but I don't mind Waitin' on a woman He said the wedding took a year to plan You talk about an anxious man, I was nervous Waitin' on a woman And then he nudged my arm like old men do And said, I'll say this about the honeymoon, it was worth it Waitin' on a woman And I don't guess we've been anywhere blondie gurl: She hasn't made us late I swear Sometimes she does it just 'cause she can do it Boy it's just a fact of life It'll be the same with your young wife Might as well go on and get used to i

Our Song
I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel The other on my heart I look around, turn the radio down He says baby is something wrong? I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song And he says... [Chorus:] Our song is the slamming screen door, Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window When we're on the phone and you talk real slow Cause it's late and your mama don't know Our song is the way you laugh The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have" And when I got home ... before I said amen Asking God if he could play it again I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day Had gone all wrong and been trampled on And lost and thrown away Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed I almost didn't notice all the roses And the note that said... [Repeat Chorus] I've heard every album, listened to the radio Waited for something to come al

Whos Your Daddy
Here you come knockin on my door baby Tell me what you got on your mind I guess those college boys all went home for the summertime And youre lookin right, lookin good, lookin like a woman should So why is it so hard to find A place to lay your pretty little head down once in a while You run on a little tough luck baby Dont you sweat it Everything is waiting inside for you You know I got it Come and get it Whos your daddy, whos your baby? Whos your buddy, whos your friend? And whos the one guy that you come runnin to When your lovelife starts tumblin? I got the money if you got the honey Lets cut a deal lets make a plan Whos your daddy, whos your baby? Whos your buddy, whos your man? You mightve run on a little tough luck baby Dont you sweat it Everything is waiting inside for you You know I got it So come and get it Whos your daddy, whos your baby? Whos your buddy, whos your man?

Shes My Kind Of Rain
She's my kind of rain Like love in a drunken sky She's confetti falling Down all night She sits quietly there Black water in a jar Says, Baby why are you Trembling like you are So I wait And I try I confess like a child She's my kind of rain Like love from a drunken sky Confetti falling down all night She's my kind of rain She's the sun set shadows She's like Rembrandt's light She's the history that's made at night She's my lost companion She's my dreaming tree Together in this brief eternity Summer days, winter snows She's all things to behold She's my kind of rain Like love from a drunken sky Confetti falling down all night She's my kind of rain So I wait And I try I confess all my crimes She's my kind of rain Like love from a drunken sky Confetti falling down all night She's my kind of rain She's my kind of rain Like love from a drunken sky Confetti falling down all night She's my kind of rain She's my kind of rain Oh, rain on

Here Without You
A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same But all the miles had separate They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight it’s only you and me The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams And tonight girl it’s only you and me Everything I know, and anywhere I go it gets hard but it won’t take away my love And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done it get hard b

Rock Me Baby
Rock me baby, rock me all night long Rock me baby, honey, rock me all night long I want you to rock me baby, Like my back ain't got no bones Roll me baby, like you roll a wagon wheel I want you to roll me baby, like you roll a wagon wheel Want you to roll me baby, You don't know how it makes me feel Rock me baby, honey, rock me slow Yeah, rock me pretty baby, baby rock me slow Want you to rock me baby, Till i want no more

Feelin Love
You make me feel like a sticky pistil Leaning into her stamen. You make me feel like Mr. Sunshine himself. You make me feel like splendor in the grass where we're rolling Damn skippy baby you make me feel like the Amazon's running between my thighs. You make me feel love You make me feel like a candy apple all red and horny You make me feel like I want to be dumb blonde In a centerfold, the girl next door. And I would open the door and I'd be all wet With my tits soaking through this tiny little t-shirt That I'm wearing and you would open the door And tie me up to the bed. You make me feel love Lover I don't know who I am. Am I Barry White - am I Isis? Lover I'm laced with your unconscious, I will be your Desdemona

Ladies Love Countryboys
(This is for all you sophisticated ladies out there.) Now, she grew up in the city in a little subdivision, Her daddy wore a tie, momma never fried a chicken, Ballet, Straight A’s, most likely to succeed. They bought her a car after graduation. Sent her down south for some higher education. Put her on the fast track to a law degree. Now she’s comin home to visit holdin' the hand Of a wild-eyed boy with a farmer’s tan. And she's ridin' in the middle of his pickup truck, Blarin' Charlie Daniels yellin', “Turn it up!” They raised her up a lady but there’s one thing they couldn’t avoid, Ladies love country boys. (You know its true.) Yeah, you know mommas and daddies want better fortheir daughters. Hope they’ll settle down with a doctor or a lawyer. An' their uptown, ball gown, hand-me-down royalty. They never understand why their princess falls For some camouflage britches and a southern-boy drawl. Or why she’s ridin' in the middle of a pickup truck, [ F

Whats The Crack Jack
OK so can any one please tell me just what is the crack here today? Accuse me of being absent minded, blonde, dumb, whatever you wanna call me because it really does not fuss me. A lot of you know me from my previous accounts on here so are used to my rants about anything and everything but please do feel free to make comments where you feel appropriate. We can always discuss your comments in private message or shout if required. I have been back here since Tuesday I think and in the four days I have been here I have levelled to almost level 15. This has been done through bulk rating (sometimes to my daily limit) on friends that have auto's. A couple of my friends on my friends list have rated my stuff and I have returned the love. Now to make this full Claire Furey rant style - why is it when I rate pictures or stash or blogs, the recipient does not see fit to return the love. After all I have helped them but is it now a case of all for one and one for all on here? Ple

Dosed
Red Hot Chili Peppers - Dosed I got dosed by you and Closer than most to you and What am I supposed to do Take it away I never had it anyway Take it away and everything will be okay In you a star is born and You cut a perfect form and Someone forever warm Lay on lay on lay on lay on Lay on lay on lay on lay on Way upon the mountain where she died All I ever wanted was your life Deep inside the canyon I cant hide All I ever wanted was your life Show love with no remorse and Climb on to your seahorse and This ride is right on corse This is the way I wanted it to be with you This is the way that I knew that it would be with you Lay on lay on lay on lay on Lay on lay on lay on lay on Way upon the mountain where she died All I ever wanted was your life Deep inside the canyon I cant hide All I ever wanted was your life I got dosed by you and Closer than most to you and What am I supposed to do Take it away I never had it anyway Take it away and everything will

Relationships : (
You think things are going ok and then you find out that things are not as you hoped.So you keep trying and you find out something else that makes you doubt everything.Do I keep hoping or put an end to it before I really get hurt even more then I am right now?I am tired of trying and the constant doubt.So I am ready to give up on everyone and everything.There is no reason to go on : (

Rip Grams
OK FOR ALL THAT DOSE NOT KNOW AS OF MONDAY AT 8:50 AM WASHINGTON STATE TIME I LOST SOMEONE CLOSE TO ME SHE WAS LIKE A MOM 2 ME MY GRANDMOTHER SHE WAS 62 GOIN TO BE 63 ON THE 25TH OF THIS MONTH IT WAS A TOUGH ROAD THAT LED UP TO THIS POINT BUT WE ALL NEW IT WOULD GET HERE IT WAS ONE OF THE HARDIST THINGS THAT I HAD TO DO SHE DIED HERE AT HOME AND IS BEAIN CREMATED SHE PASSED AWAY WITH A SMILE ON HER FACE AND SURROUNDED BY THOUSE WHO SHE TOUCHED WITH HER KIDNESS AND WHO LOVED HER DEARLY SHE MAY HAVE PASSED AWAY BUT SHE IS NOT TOTTALY GONE AND SHE IS NOT FORGOTTEN SHE WILL ALWAYS BE PART OF OUR LIFES. I KNOW SHE WAS SAD BEACUSE SHE DID NOT GET TO MEET MY HUBBY AND BE PART OF OUR WEDDING BUT I KNOW SHE WILL BE THERE IN SPIRET SHE HAS TOUCHED MY LIFE LIKE NO ONE HAS DONE BEFORE SHE MAD ME WHO I AM TODAY AND I KNOW SHE IS VERY PROUD OF ME THAT I AM STARTING A LIFE WITH SOMEONE AND GETTIN MARRIED THAT IS WHAT SHE WANTED TO SEE BEFORE SHE PASSED AWAY WELL GRAMS I AM DOIN NOT JUST FOR YOU BUT F

Romance Is Dead
I am writing this because I need to express something that bothers me. I am a romantic and I have found that women today just don't want that anymore. I believe in becoming friends with someone before becoming romanticly involed with them. But Due to that I have also learned that once you become friends with them they don't want to lose that friendship with you. Dose that mean that I am old fassion? I guese so. All people want out of life today is a quick role on the floor with a $100 o the night stand and then complain to the guys like me and their friend that they wish they could find someone that knows how to treat them right. I will proble be condemed for writing this blog but I can't help feeling the way I do. If you can provr that romance is not dead in the world today I hope that you will. If not please don't even bother commenting on this

Jeff Gordon Fires Entire Pit Crew
NASCAR driver Jeff Gordon has announced he has taken advantage of a new "Stimulus Package" program to employ inner-city youth by firing his professional pit crew, and replacing them with ex-gangbangers. The decision to hire the boys was inspired by a recent documentary on how unemployed youths from street gangs were able to remove a set of wheels from a car in less than 6 seconds -- even without proper equipment. Gordon's existing pit crew could only do it in 8 seconds, even with the benefit of hundreds of thousands of dollars' worth of high tech machinery. The scheme was hailed as an "excellent and bold move" by Gordon's management team, as most races are won or lost in the pits. At the crew's first practice session, not only was the inexperienced crew able to change all 4 wheels in under 6 seconds, but within 12 seconds they had changed the paint scheme, altered the VIN number, and sold the car to Dale Earnhardt Jr. for 10 cases of Bud, a bag of weed, and photos of Jeff Gord

Hospital Update
Chelsea had her surgery tonight, and is doing just great. She had to wait all day long without eating anything because she wasn't an emergency case and they finally took her in after 7. It wasn't long and she was done, the surgeon said it went perfectly. He said the stone was never going to move on its own so it was a good thing they did surgery. He said they were able to go in and grab it without any trouble at all, they got it whole and didn't have to do anything else. They'll analyze the stone but he said it's likely just from her not drinking enough water, which is what we'd figured. So all's good with her, she'll be home tomorrow. They took my friend off the oxygen today because she didn't need it anymore, but she's still in the enhanced care unit. She may be in the hospital for a couple more weeks even, but at least she's healing and getting stronger. She was a bit feistier today so I think she's starting to feel better. Once we get Chelsea home tomorrow I'm heading o

Loose My Grip!
I loose my grip on reality on each day that passes by; I haven't a clue where I'm headed oh how this pain makes me cry My world is changing so quickly and I'm loosing everything in sight; Why can't things go back to how it used to be so that everything would be alright Why do we have to loose the ones we love it's just not fair, it's just not right; Oh why God do you take them can't you see, I'm filled with fright The days come and go but the pain, it stays forever; It never really leaves your soul when you know, you'll no longer be together Your heart, it's ripped wide open and even though you try to hide; It will break and bleed continuously and feel as though it will never subside I can take this pain no longer oh how it's killing me inside; What suffering we have to go through when the ones we love, have died 7TRUE.COM

To Tell The Truth
well to tell the truth i made this to show off all my dragon images since i will never have a vip and i only get 10 more pic's per lvl you may never see all of my dragon pic's so i am useing a slider from myspace to show them all off on fubar since this is the only way i can show them off a few of them are in my dragon folder but not all of them so enjoy seeing my dragon pic's

Stupid Peoples Guide To Life
Found something I thought you folks would enjoy... this is a stupid person's guide to life. Oh and if you need to use this information to help improve your life or make it safer... I feel for you... MORON!! Now please read on, and I hope you enjoy this as much as I did!! By the way This was written by a dude named Samuel Stoddard. Don't eat rocks. Don't take naps in the road. Don't stoke fires with your fingers. Don't throw a brick straight up. Don't breathe car exhaust. If you ever meet the President, don't offer him the surprise gift of a firearm by whipping it suddenly out of your coat pocket. For all pertinent tasks, use a hammer, not your fist. Walk around toxic waste dumps, not through them. Don't stargaze with friends on a hilltop in a thunderstorm and use metal fishing rods as pointers. The stuff on the bottom of your shoe is not for internal consumption. If you need to get somewhere, and a freight train heading in the direction you're traveling just happens to

This Is Hilarious
A new sign in the Bank Lobby reads: Please note that this Bank is installing new Drive-through ATM machines enabling customers to withdraw cash without leaving their vehicles. Customers using this new facility are requested to use the procedures outlined below when accessing their accounts. After months of careful research, MALE & FEMALE Procedures have been developed Please follow the Appropriate steps for your gender.' ******************************* MALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to the cash machine. 2. Put down your car window. 3. Insert card into machine and enter PIN. 4. Enter amount of cash required and Withdraw. 5. Retrieve card, cash and receipt. 6. Put window up. 7. Drive off. ******************************* FEMALE PROCEDURE: 1. Drive up to cash machine. 2. Reverse and back up the required amount to align car window with the machine. 3. Set parking brake, put the window down. 4 Find handbag, remove all contents on to passenger seat to locate card. 5

Random Weirdness
D'OH I got tagged by HockeyBratt. Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1 I work for Citadel Communications as a radio announcer, producer & engineer. 2 I love camping (real camping, outdoors in a tent) 3 I have a beagle/boston terrier mix named Boggle 4 I am easily grossed out by bad oral hygiene 5 I love the show The Office 6 I miss Austin 7 I use to live in Malibu, CA 8 I HATE lima beans 9 I am a hopeless romantic 10 I was the lead singer for a western swing band for several years.

What Words Do Not Have The Power To Say
Every time I see you my heart skips a beat It starts to race and I feel lightheaded. I want to run to you, throw my arms around you and pull you tight against me. I want to feel your arms around me as I gaze into your eyes And gently kiss your lips so you can hear what words do not have the power to say. Every time your lips touch mine I feel butterflies, They are flying around throughout my body. The warmth of your lips seeps into my soul, and I never want to let go. I want my lips to dance with yours, lingering there forever, speaking to you what words do not have the power to say. Every time I am in your arms I feel safe I know nothing can ever hurt me with you near. There is such comfort, such security, that I never want you to leave. I want to feel your power surround me, to wrap around me, holding me tight, telling me what words do not have the power to say.

The Twin Soul
Like the sun shinning all around Like the rain pouring upon the ground Like the wind blowing through the air, I look in my heart and see it there. You are the light by which I shine You are the air for the breathes that are mine You are the rain that helps me grow and I want you to know with every moment that we share I look in my heart and see it there. you are the one who makes me whole, you are the twin to my soul.

Moving On
Walking down a winding road, not sure which way to turn. the wind screeching by my ear as I feel its breathe on my face, I hear a thump and look around not knowing where it’s from, what is that sound where am I... should I turn back around? I don’t know where I’m headed I continue to walk, the wind is dying down as the sun is fading behind the clouds; the thumping is getting louder, I hear it over and over, the further I go the closer it seems; and the moon begins to rise in the now dark sky, with every step I take the darker it becomes. I stumble but do not fall, and I hear it again, its fainter now its slowing down, or is it just me... I can no longer see, I don’t know where I’m headed and as I take my next step; I feeling as though someone is watching me,reaching out, grabbing at me, yet I am all alone, or am I? the branches scratch as I stumble, and I hear it again; just a thump then another... Its too late to turn back I have gotten this far; I need to

Poem
My Lil Angel I look outside my window and watch the rain pour down and I listen to the thunder clap as I feel the world go around I wonder beyond the sun and dream past the shining stars and as the moon disappear, she becomes the wind and it draws my tears. I fade and into glory hoping she's happy for I love that lil angel so dearly.

Redneck Pick Ups
1. Beauty is only a light switch away. 2. My love for you is like diahrrea I just can't keep it in. 3. I know I'm not Fred Flintstone but I can make your Bed Rock. 4. If yer gonna regret this in the mornin we can sleep till afternoon. 5. Are your parents retarded? Cuz you sure are special. 6. Is that a mirror in yer pants? Cux I could sure see myself in em.

Auto 11's
THIS IS AN EXCLUSIVE Has Auto 11's!!!!!!!!!!! With 1900 pictures you can't go wrong in rating her. She designs pictures herself and is great at what she does. My great friend Swampfoxsports gave me another Auto 11, he is such a great guy and a good friend please go by and rate his page too: swampfoxsports@ fubar This is my second Auto 11 from my great friend, I made it to Discipline, and want to go further so come and give me all the rate you can spare. ~~~~~Pirate Queen~~~@ fubar

Tag! You're It!!
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1: I love to watch sports and actually understand them 2: I like guys with sexy feet 3: I don't like short stubby fingers on a guy 4: In about a year I'm going to be a empty nester and not looking forward to it. 5: I'm always stressing about something 6: This year I've learned to forgive myself and others. 7: I wish I was a better cook 8: I'd love to have a sauna in my house 9: I love getting pedicures 10: I'm going to get Skiman for doing this to me lol 1:Rico 2: Roob 3: Jem 4: Luke 5: Tony

Domestic Abuse
I GOT FLOWERS TODAY we had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me, I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today, i got flowers today , It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day, Last night he threw me in to the mall and started to choke me , It seemed like a nightmare, I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over , I know he must be sorry cause he sent me flowers today, I got flowers today ,and it wasn't mother's day or any other special day, last night he beat me up again, it was much worse than all the other times, If i leave him what will i do? How will i take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid him and scared to leave, But i know he must be sorry because he sent me flowers today, i got flowers today,Today was a very special day, IT WAS THE DAY OF MY FUNERAL! IF YOU ARE AGAINST DOMESTIC ABUSE, PLEASE PASS THIS ALONG TO EVERYONE, NOT JUS

Dragonphyre Is Almost An Oracle!!! Plz Help!!
HERE IS AN AWESOME YOUNG LADY WHO KNOWS WHAT BEING A FRIEND IS ALL ABOUT! AND SHE DOES RETURN ALL THE LOVE SHE RECEIVES, AS WELL!! LET'S GET HER TO ORACLE!!! ♥Dragonphyre♥@ fubar

Funky Town!
Let’s go to Funkytown! Dusty is having an all 80’s Auto 11’s weekend! She is trying to get closer to Prophet. Rate some pics, listen to some “blasts from the past”, and then private message her for a custom tag (if you’d like one). (No SB's please)

Untitled
so close yet so far you know who you are I've only known you for a little while but it seems like forever could it be where so much alike? or just a dream come true? you seem too good to be true a dream that seems like it'll never come around but i know in time it will i feel so close to you..... i thought of so many ways to end this poem now but just couldn't think of one i wish this poem could last forever but i can't write that long so goodnight to you and see you soon

Tagged 10 Randon Things
Instructions... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird things, random facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you must choose at least 5 people to be tagged. Don't forget to leave a comment on their profile that says "Tag, you're it!", and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the same person that tagged you. 1. Get mistaken for my older brother since High School. 2. Viewed as the oldest sibling (Probably from the grey hair....lol) 3. Casted 3 seperate occasions for 3 seperate sporting events. 4. Not good on crutches after a couple beers. 5. Kelp bonged beers while pacific salmon fishing. 6. Played Pebble Beach (Poorly by the way) 7. Co creator of the cocktail Captian Jack while playing PGA West. (Another poor score) 8. Took a wrong turn to the men's washroom in the Bellagio....(curious why there were just stalls and no urinals) 9. Witnessed Pres. Busch Sr. & Jeb putt out at a FLa. golf course. (Again why was t

Saturdays Autos
AUTO 11'S RUNNING TODAY. HERE ARE SOME TO START OFF WITH AND WILL BE ADDING AS I SEE THEM. AS ALWAYS, IF YOU HAVE THEM FEEL FREE TO LEAVE A COMMENT IN HERE IF I HAVE OVERLOOKED YOU! THESE ARE IN NOW IN ORDER BY WHOSE RUNS OUT SOONEST, WITH THE EXCEPTION OF WHEN I HAVE THEM, HEY IT'S MY BLOG! LOL A PAGE AND BLOG RATE WOULD BE MOST APPRECIATED AND MAYBE MY SALUTES? LOL ** PLEASE REMEMBER IF I AM HITTIN YOUR PAGE AND DOING "NOTHING" I AM JUST CHECKING TO SEE IF YOU STILL HAVE AUTOS ON OR GETTING YOUR LINK FOR THIS BLOG, I DON'T DO AUTO PILOT.

My New Baby
I JUST WANT TO SAY THAT I HAD MY BABY. BRIANNA GRACE WAS BORN FEBURARY 17TH @12:45P.M. SHE WEIGHED 7LBS 60Z AND WAS 19.25 INCHES LONG. WE ARE BOTH DOING FINE BUT I'M VERY BUSY RIGHT NOW WITH BOTH MY BABIES SO I'LL BE ON WHEN I CAN!

Dj Country
COME CHECK OUT DJ COUNTRY AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..HE'S RAWKIN THE RED DRAGON RIGHT NOW!!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME!!

A Vampire's Tale
Okay, usually I do not post links to anything unelss it is mine, however I ran across this amazing series of poetry called "Departure" on The Starlite Cafe website. (http://www.thestarlitecafe.com/) The series is amazing. Although kinda slow in the begining, it rises to the depths of my passions and brought me to heights of literary ecstasy that I have never before know. My god, the series has left me full of lust and desire for more. Please allow the music to load for your reading pleasure as it enhances the effect of the written script. In Dreams: http://www.thestarlitecafe.com/poems/105/poem_91084629.html With the Power of His Mind: http://www.thestarlitecafe.com/poems/105/poem_91084947.html It Was She: http://www.thestarlitecafe.com/poems/105/poem_91085167.html Mist Enfolds Storm: http://www.thestarlitecafe.com/poems/105/poem_91085489.html Almas Perdidas A La Música: http://www.thestarlitecafe.com/poems/105/poem_91086866.html Metaformoza: http://www.thesta

"your Picture"
I look at it everyday but its not the same as lookin at you I talk to it but not to you It looks at me while you look away You run away from me while it stays with me What is it that I speak of just look in the mirror and there you have it for it is a face but not a real face but a picture of a face which belongs to you by. shana 94'

" A Tear "
it comes everyday, anywhere it falls down my cheek but i never loose it for it comes all the time any shape or size i cant see you where did you go help me see the light clear away what is in my way you ask what it is well think of me and maybe you will see what i mean for it is a tear a tear for you by. shana 94'

So, Lets Talk Shall We...
I'm not the greatest person in the world but I'm pretty damn good. I raise my son on my own and and have little help from my family. I give what I can to others and I treat most people with respect when they earn it. So tell me, why is it that hard to make it in life? Why has almost everything in the world gone to shit? I've tried this whole dating thing again and it seems like more guys just want sex. Nothing else, no relationship other than sex. It kills me that most guys have made a relationship out of sex. My ex did that, it was more sexual than anything. Hardly any conversation unless we were fighting, little holding hands or cuddling. Thing that girls cherish, it's the little things that count to us. Don't make us feel like a peice of ass just because you want , make us feel like more than that.

Life
I believe that life itself is made up of choices. I don't believe in Kismet, Karma, Fate or Destiny per se. I believe that you are what you are,is entirely dependent upon the choices you have made throughout your lifetime. Decisions come to us on a daily basis, normally. Whatever we decide is going to take us down that path. There may be other decisions that allow us to get back onto the "right" path, if we decide to take them. Or, we can continue to do what we're doing because it feels good. Our choice. We are granted the blessing to choose our course in life. Whether we choose not to believe in the lives of others or not, it is still a choice. At the end of our lives, I believe we all face a judgement on the choices we have made. So, I guess the best course of action would be to live our lives from day to day and take careful consideration of the decisions that come upon us. Some do not believe in a higher being. Okay, that's their choice. I happen to believe it. My ch

Snow Sucks Lets Try Again
Chases Goodletsville vote on the mumm for Fri or Sat 2/27 or 2/28 and we will go with majority rules~! BLAME STAR for me not getting to go 2/21 to ROCK BAR cuz I do All play at CHASES no work for the band members so come on out and play

Rates Fans And Add's
OK FU FRIENDS IVE BEEN FORCED TO WRITE THIS CAUSE IT SEEMS TO ME LIKE SOME OF YOU EITHER NOT REAL BRITE OR YOU DONT HAVE MANNERS.... WHEN YOU VIEW MY PAGE IT WILL TAKE YOU ABOUT 10 SECONDS TO RATE AND FAN ME ...IF YOU DONT I WILL CONSIDER IT AN ACT OF DISRESPECT OR JUST LACK OF COMMON SENSE. EITHER WAY I WILL RATE YOU A 1 AND BLOCK YOU ...ITS THAT SIMPLE SO CONSIDER YOUR SELF WARNED... HERE ARE INSTUCTIONS TO THOSE OF YOU WHO ARENT SMART ENOUGH TO ALREADY KNOW... #1. RATE MY PROFILE #2. FAN ME #3. AND FINALLY ADD ME (YOU CANT EVEN SEE THE PICS IF YOU DONT) I WILL RETURN THE LOVE .... THANK YOU FOR ALL OF YOU WHO DO SHOW LOVE AND OF COURSE AS USUAL MIDDLE FINGERS TO THE HATERS AND FAKES....

Hot N' Cold
You change your mind, like a girl changes clothes yeah you, pms like a bitch, I would know. And you, always think Always speak Cryptically. I should know, that you're no good for me. 'Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes than you're no you're in and you're out you're up and you're down. You're wrong when its right It's black and it's white we fight, we break up we kiss, we make up You, you don't really want to stay, no You, but you don't really want to go, oh. We used to be like twins, so in sync The same energy, now is a dead battery. used to laugh 'bout nothing now your plain boring. I should know, that you're not going to change. 'Cause you're hot then you're cold You're yes than you're no You're in and you're out You're up and you're down. You're wrong when it's right It's black and it's white. We fight, we break up We kiss, we make up You, you don't really want to stay, no You, but you don't really want to go, oh. You're hot

Buried In A Bottle
I smell with one nose, an ancient black rose a memory lingering, briefly exposed. I see with two eyes, through shadows and lies, a secret revealing, wrapped in disguise. I hear with my hears, three falling tears, echoing softly, heightening my fears. I taste with my tongue, my panic's begun, four sides enclosed, melded as one. I touch with my hands, a sinister plan, five fingers discerning where I do stand. I sense with my mind, a thought so unkind, I'm trapped six feet under.... in a bottle of wine. taken from the back of the Sixth Sense Syrah wine bottle I drank tonight.

Buried Alive By Love
Again the burden of losing rests upon my shoulders And its weight seems unbearable Your tomb is where your heart is, I should have told her But within me hid a secret so terrible To cry is to know that you're alive But my river of tears has run dry I never wanted to fool you, no But a cold heart is a dead heart And it feels like I've been buried alive by love If I should die before I wake Pray no one my soul to take If I wake before I die, Rescue me with your smile If I should die before I wake There ain't no one my soul to take If I wake before I die, Rescue me with your smile The kiss of vanity blessed me with a spiritual murder And fed the gods of war insatiable Your home is where the dark is I should have told her Embrace the fire indestructible To die is to know that you're alive And my river of blood won't run dry I never wanted to lose you, no But a cold heart is a dead heart And it feels like I've been buried alive by love If I should die

Heartache
From lashes to ashes And from lust to dust In your sweetest torment I'm lost And no heaven can help us Ready, willing and able To lose it all For a kiss so fatal And so warm Oh it's heartache every moment From the start 'til the end It's heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling It's heartache every moment Baby with you And we sense the danger But don't wanna give up 'Cause there's no smile of an angel Without the wrath of god Oh it's heartache every moment From the start 'til the end It's heartache every moment With you Deeper into our heavenly suffering Our fragile souls are falling It's heartache every moment Baby with you My darling with you From lashes to ashes And from lust to dust In your sweetest torment I am lost And we sense the danger But don't wanna give up Oh it's heartache every moment From the start 'til the end It's heartache every

Auction 2
Thats right its auction time again...Im trying to get a spotlight so bid high everyone....the more you bid the better I behave! My comupter is not being nice so I cant post a link or photo, so go to my #6 friend (the big mike) and find me in his auction! Thanks everyone!!!

Lol
BOOTY CALL APPLICATION.....LOL Name_________ Age___ Phone(____) _______ Occupation______________ Height______ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)___ Other_________ How often do you like to have sex? (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can u last (check appropriate answer) 1min ___ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite___ Do u like giving oral sex(Y/N)___ Which do u prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Doubles__ Group___ While having sex, what do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat___ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else___ List three positions u like: 1._______ 2.______ 3.________ What is ur preferred pace (check appropriate answer) Slow__ Fast__ Very fast__ Rigorous___ When is the best time to reach u (check appropriate answer) Morn

Her
the blood drips from her thick red lips the redness glistens in the dark moonlit night her skin pale to the eye yet appealing to the touch her hair dark and tangled draped around her face and neck like black hands around her delicate frame her hands tied to keep her from attacking or to keep her from pleasuring your very manhood the thickness around her thighs calls to you to grab it bruise it what lies between them only temps you with its wondrous mystery dangerous even in her sleep your hands temped to wake her but the fear of this beautiful monstrous creature contains you

Dried
no waiting, no calling, no dreaming, no crying. no wanting, no killing, no more time, to the death we wish to have. to the sleep we wish to get. what when and why must we wait for it all no more time to cry, no more time to die to just live to fry kill the cells where memory is held no longer do i sit stare at nothing no expressions of happiness sadness no emotions laid upon a face where tears always dry where one day maggots will lie silence no longer waits in a land filled with pain no thoughts memories glimpse of the past the future holds nothing for us just dirt waits for our calls flowers prepared to be dropped in the darkness where silence is welcome where tears have dried and no one ever cries waiting for it all to come no more playing in the time no more dying for their crimes silence waits for her master close it in the end make my dreams come to me make my time here worth my tears worth all that waits no longer living in happiness and pain

Like
Question dunno if this should be a bulletin ro a blog so ill post in both. But why is it that when you meas someone new and they ask things about you and then hear things they are like "WHOA gotta go!" Im a very honest person so when people ask about me I tell them everything good and bad. But what turns them away is when I tell them about my medical problems. Which are Type 1 diabeties, Im bi polar, Manic depressant, mild cases of ADHD, OCD, and skizo. I have neropathy in both my legs which sucks, a lowar lumbard slip in my back, constant pains in my whole body. I guess im just too broken for people to really want to get close or to care about.

Vougan Interview By Dj Metal Queen 2/19/09
Tell us about the band. When and how did you get together? ACACIO: Hugo, Gzus and I were playing together for several years in another band called "Dark Avenger". We already had the idea to build a side project while playing along with Dark Avenger. In 2005 when the band was over, we decided to put all our strength into this new project named "Vougan" and that's how it started. We already knew Carlos from his former bands in Brazil and we played together in some concerts through the country also, so we invited him to sing with us and he accepted the job. Our keyboardist Felipe K. was invited at the same time with Carlos. ZEMA: Yeah, we had back in the day a good time playing together as well. I had a band that played a couple of times with Dark Avenger and then we got to know each other a little better. Down the road we got pretty close and we put together some ideas and finally, we brought the idea to call a new project, that was Vougan. The best invitation I've recei

Broken
You're the air that I breathe The sun when it breaks through the clouds You're all that I need But I know that you're having some doubts I'm down on my knees I pray you'll stick this out Beggin' you please girl I'm sorry I let you down I'm broken like a promise I'm shattered like a dream I'm broken with all my pieces scattered 'round for you to see I'm broken like record I sing the same old song I'm broken like the heart of a man that's run away from love too long Girl what about you What about you girl It's so hard to speak I can barely look you in the eye It's so hard to breathe I know I ain't afraid to die Your breath is so sweet Your kisses could get me high My heart is so weak But your loving could get me by I'm broken like a promise I'm shattered like a dream I'm broken with all my pieces scattered 'round for you to see I'm broken like record I sing the same old song I'm broken like the heart of a man that's run away from love too long Girl wha

The Show
So Dougie and I went to see Soilwork, Darkane, War Bringer, Swallow the Sun, Carry The Day, Luna Mortis in Mokena at the Pearl Room last night. The show kicked so much ass, and that place has some amazing sound. Poor guy had to hold my purse (concealed by my leather jacket ofcourse so I could go upfront. That was so sweet of him I think my neck will hurt for a while from all the headbanging and moshing. Ah, just like the good ole times.

The Truth
The truth is like a fire, and very fuckin' few of us enjoy gettin' burned. BUT...beyond that; to be burned by my own truth. To allow my own truth to sear itself on my soul. Here is the hands down, meanin' & purpose of my existence. But ordinary life can be the easier & more attractive alternative. Friends, family and the commitments they bring, can allow me opportunity to take the focus off of the truths i don't wish to see. We can safely avoid the quest after our own truths our whole lives. We can stay asleep in the coolness of ordiary life. But truths fire might awaken us yet, with it's vicious stings. Compelin' us to live our lives in it's heat & light. Helpin' us to walk thru these fires and not get burned.

Well, Well, Well........
Now that I am done with this LEEP procedure I'm having alot of damn pain in my stomach/pussy although before leaving the doctors office he had given me some killer ass pain meds like I was talking about before in another blog but damn these things fuck me up bad....lol...It's HYDROCODONE/APAP 7.5/500MG'S tabs which is a generic brand for LORTAB'S, taking that with my XANAX makes me feel like I'm om cloud 9... (TEE HEE) ahhh anyways I have been having alot of discharge which is normoal I guess but I see him in 5 weeks... Oh another thing is John had cancelled our vaction which really pissed me off I was so looking forward to going to the AZTAR which is a HOTEL& CASINO all in one but anyways I just hope that he'll make up his mind and think about it some more before it's to late, oh also I'm going to be getting some new glasses on TUES can not WAIT I'm so damn happy about that... Well guys thank you so very much for everything you've done for me in this time of need I'm just hoping that

Update Big Brother's New Target: Tracking Firearms
Friday, January 23, 2009 U.S. Representative Bobby Rush (D-Ill.) recently sponsored H.R. 45, also known as "Blair Holt's Firearm Licensing and Record of Sale Act." The bill is, at its core and as its name implies, a licensing and registration scheme. big brotherThe measure calls for all handgun owners to submit to the federal government an application that shall include, among many other things: a photo; an address; a thumbprint; a completed, written firearm safety test; private mental health records; and a fee. And those are only some of the requirements to be licensed! The bill would further require the attorney general to establish a database of every handgun sale, transfer, and owner's address in America. Moreover, the bill would make it illegal to own or possess a "qualifying firearm" -- defined as "any handgun; or any semiautomatic firearm that can accept any detachable ammunition feeding device…" [emphasis added] without one of the proposed licenses. Additi

Am I Wrong???
Am I wrong for feeling completely fed up with just about everything??? This is what has been going on, and I am probably wrong for most of my feelings, but I am going to let it out, before I loose it on someone completely innocent, and go completely bald. Approx a month ago, give or take a few days, Alex and I had his friend and his gf move in. Neither had a job at the time, they are having to start over, just like Alex and I did. We gave them a roof and have done all we can for them. BUT, it's coming down to now our rent has been raised, and now one of them is working and making money .... and the other isn't. She, has decided from day one when she moved in that she wasn't going back to work in food service. OK, lessoned on my part, is take a job where you can find it till something you like and can do opens up and take it. The way this economy is going .... just get money coming in. I know she doesn't like this house, HELL ... I don't either, but it is a roof over your

Prelaunch In Progress!
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Its Must B You
My heart stops mid sentence I cannot breathe You stand there and I'm mistified You blow me away Stunned In acknowledge the fact that you are the one The one that makes my heart beat The one that makes me fumble my words They trip over one another They flip and flop back and forth like a babbling fool I cannot respond to a simple hello without a stupid grin forming my face Yes you You must be the one The one To end all The one that steals me away Yet creates a new life within me The one I'll love for life You are the one I'll never forget I love you I just know it It must be you

Snuff~slipknot
Snuff lyrics Bury all your secrets in my skin Come away with innocence And leave me with my sins The air around me still feels like a cage And love is just a camouflage For what resembles rage again So if you love me let me go And run away before I know My heart is just too dark to care I cant destroy what isn't there Deliver me into my fate If I'm alone I cannot hate I don't deserve to have you My smile was taken long ago If I can change I hope I never know I still press your letters to my lips And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss I couldn't face a life without your light But all of that was ripped apart... When you refused to fight So save your breath I will not hear I think I made it very clear You couldn't hate enough to love Is that supposed to be enough? I only wish you weren't my friend Then I could hurt you in the end I never claimed to be a Saint My own was banished long ago It took the death of hope to let you go So bre

The Little Girl
A Little Girl... Trapped Inside a Memory On The Outside, Living Color The Inside, Filled With Shades of Gray and Black On the Outside, Life Moves From Day-to-Day, One the Inside, Life is at a Standstill The Woman Seen as the Outside Picture Smiles, While the Little Girl on the Inside Cries... The Woman Lives the Life of What is Expected, She Does as She is Told, She Makes Everyone Happy... The Little Girl, Does Not... She Lives in Sadness and Sorrow, She Feels Nothing, Living in a World Where No One Can Find Her... She Sits in the Middle of a Room, Four Consecutive Walls Around Her... With Stress, They Move Inward; With Anger and Frustration, Depression and Loneliness,....Failure and Fear...They Move Closer... The Little Girl is Afraid, She Fears Tomorrow, The Walls Come Closer...She Screams.... No One Hears Her...

Lovers Death
Everyone is crying, But I don't know why, People say someone's dying, But there's only will to try, I'm not sure how, But they don't see me, I'm not sure now, But I think the one dying is me. Because there's roses on my grave, But I'm not dead, My emotions are empty, And my mind has turned to void. Friends and family are crying in the church, And I walk down the aisle, as if marrying Death, But the speakers speak, and I hold my perch, Then you spoke, and it was Angel's breath, Take me home and I'll wait for you, Because you were always there for me, I'll never forget the good times we knew, So now you'll set me free. Because there's roses on my grave, But I'm not dead, My emotions are empty, And my mind has turned to void. I'll wait for you on the other side, And you'll fly to me on Angel's wings.

"she Gets What She Wants"......
Standing before your closet trying to decide what to wear, it has been so long since master let you wear what you want for a date. Thinking of all the different things each article brings out in Master makes you’re body feels all tingling. Then you see it and a smile comes across your lips and mischief fills your eyes. Taking the hanger and walking over to your dressing table you begin singing to yourself “I know what want and I want it now”. Walking down the stairs you silently watch Masters face for a response and your confused when all He does is holds your wrap out for you. There is small talk as we drive to the restaurant and have a very nice dinner. You know there are many eye’s on you for that is the effect you wanted. As we leave the restaurant and enter the parking lot of the club. It looks very lively and one of those country western ones knowing that you will be able to test Master as you desire. Master guides you into the lounge and hands your wrap to the coat

A Blonde, A Redhead, And Me
(Inspired by CookingForOne101's About Me section, thanks Steve!) I want to tell you a story.... This is a story about three gals: A Blonde, a Redhead, and me. When I lived in Massachusetts, the three of us were always together. One friend is a Swedish Blonde. Everywhere we go the men line up to speak to her and buy her drinks. My other friend is a Redhead. Everywhere we go the guys line up to see if her temper matches her hair, and if she is as wild as redhead rumors say. There was usually a friend for me. Not a blonde nor a redhead, just an average brunette content to enjoy the attention showed my friends. At the end of an average evening, we often exchanged phone numbers. The Swedish Blonde's guy held up her number like a trophy. The Redhead's guy held his number to his chest like a medal. The Swedish Blonde's guy always gets a wrong number. The Redhead's guy never gets a call back. My guy always gets my correct number and I always call back. The Swedish Blonde and th

She Amazes Me ...........................
Classc1 amazes me more and more as the days go by..... 1. Her inner and outer beauty is unmatched, as I look through her pictures and re rate them, I see the most beautiful woman I have known 2. Her caring and sweetness never drops off, she is always saying nice things to me 3. She is the best mom and always puts our daughter first, the rest of you Fu Hoes need to take note on this statement 4. She is sexy and knows just how to keep me happy, guys .............. she is the one that will never tell me no and enjoys it more and more each time 5. I am always excited to see her, it is like meeting her for the first time over and over. I love walking through the door and seeing that wonderful, shy, sexy smile that she wears 6. She always looks nice for me, she cares about her looks and what she looks like, all you obese and way overweight chicks that think you are something ............... take note again ........ she has lost over 40 pounds since baby and only has 12 to go to reach

Please Help Me Out!!!!
SBG Ecuadorian Goddess is a little over 1 million points to Godmomma! Please help this bad girl her reach that goal! * Ecuadorian Goddess * Stop by and rate Ecuadorian Goddess' pictures and see what an awesome gal she is! Ecuadorian Goddess has ONLY 425 pictures! You can rate all her pictures in under ONE happy hour! Check out Ecuadorian Goddess and give her some fu-lovin! All love will be returned! This pimpout brought to you by: ღTulsa's Angelღ

My Auto 11's..............
I WANT TO TAKE THIS TIME TO THANK ALL THE PEOPLE THAT HAVE TAKEN TIME OUT OF THEIR BUSY DAY TO HELP RATE MY PAGE AND SOME PICS. I KNOW ALOT OF US ARE BUSY WITH EVERYDAY LIFE AND ALL AND I AM ALWAYS AMAZED AT THE PEOPLE THAT HELP ME ANYWAY. THE FLIP SIDE OF THAT IS THE PEOPLE THAT I SEE ON HERE THAT ARE AT A HIGHER LEVEL THAN ME BUT NEVER EVEN STEP FOOT ON MY PAGE UNLESS THEY ARE ASKING ME TO HELP THEM OUT. IT REALLY BOTHERS ME HOW THE HIGHER UP YOU ARE THE MORE PEOPLE WILL HELP YOU....MAYBE THEY FIGURE THAT PERSON CAN DO MORE FOR THEM. ALL I CAN SAY TO THAT IS IT'S THE LITTLE PEOPLE LIKE ME AND OTHERS THAT HELP PEOPLE OUT SO THEY CAN REMAIN AT A HIGHER LEVEL. PEOPLE NEED TO THINK ABOUT THAT AND REALIZE US LITTLE PEOPLE MATTER TOO. THE PEOPLE THAT I HELP AND CALL DEAR FRIENDS AND FAMILY HAVE NOT ALL BEEN THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED THEM AND IT MAKES ME SAD BECAUSE I SURE DON'T ASK FOR MUCH IF ANYTHING. I NEVER ASK PEOPLE TO BUY ME BLINGS, HAPPY HOURS, BLASTS OR GIFTS, ALL I ASK IS

Beach Party
I have two awards to give out today. First, Nate, Katie, and Jennifer get today's Pat on the Back Award! You guys are the best friends anyone could have (most of the time) and last night's Beach Party at Poboy was kick ass due to you! Katie, thanks for the best birthday present I could have gotten. You have no idea how it raised my spirits. Nate, thanks for setting me up with great photo opportunities. Jennifer, you would have won the wet t-shirt contest had you stayed but I respect your leaving early to address more pressing needs. Glass Shadows@ fubar Nate T R/L fake Executive Bored Director,and Enforcer @FarBeyondDriven@ fubar Jennifer@ fubar Now... a VERY big Kick in the Ass Award, to the socially inept group of 20 or so good catholics who left their church function down the street to join us last night, clad in their 1990's yuppy attire just for the hopes of seeing some skin. You made the crudest, most tasteless remarks ever heard in our respectable bar and then I'm sure

Help
Is there anyone out there that can explain to me why people fucking suck so hard? I try to be very nice with people, and my true friends know this. What I do not understand is why people take advantage of nice people like me? I have had a lot of experience with people and what I have discovered is that they lie to you, steal from you, use you and take advantage of just how nice you can be. I have heard a lot of people tell me "I am not like other people, just give me a chance." That is a load of Bull Shit! They are telling you this because they are like everyone else and they are trying to get what they want out of you. I am not selfish. I think of other people's feelings before I say or do anything irrational. The last I ever wish to do is hurt people. When love is on the line things get worse. Why do we gamble with our hearts? If a person's heart is in your hands, please handle with care...

When Do You Say 'i'm Done'?
Sometimes, you have to ask yourself when enough is enough. It pretty much applies to everything, I guess. Food, beer, relationships...at some point you have to decide if it is worth the pain, annoyance, or irritation. Some people say that we're a generation that gives up too easily, and I say that's bullshit. After years of Go, Go, Go, a person has a right to ask himself if he's actually getting anywhere. I've seen marriages end after 40 years, and while I have NO idea how that can happen, I can understand why it happens. At some point, you have to ask yourself if it's really worth it all. You gotta know that when you die - like we all will at some point - whether it was worth it. A lot of people think that it's just the way things are, but I think we make our way in life. I think you gotta just let it go when it's eating you like a cancer inside. Otherwise, it's just slow suicide. I've stood on the edge of quitting it all a few times, and I keep looking at falling on the si

Alcohol Is The Devil...
UUUGGHHH... I remember now why I am not a drinker. I truly believe that alcohol is the devil and damn did he get me good last night. I vow never to dance with you again devil...nope nope nope...

Love
Love, walking takes so long When you're alone This time don't it love, You had a hand to hold, but it just wasn't warm enough But now, cause the same shoulder that was so cold Now, needs one to lean on Same number that was so hard to call Now Is your favorite one Same door you hated to walk in Now you was what you wish was home Same Mama who told you I was no good Forgot to tell you + Love, it's a cold, cold world out there And when it rains it pours, I swear And that Big Sea don't look so pretty, no more I hate to be the one, love ,Lover + Love, for 2 seconds, I actually feel bad for you but your time is up Love, the worst is that the world ain't been so bad to me I've had better love Cause the same chicks, that held your attention Turned out to be just chickens Same ex, who was your back-up plan Moved on to a better plan Same friends who told you to leave Have all tried to get at me + The grass ain't greener, I swear on

I Want You
have you ever been laying on your stomach in the dark of your room when a warmth floods your pelvic area coolness of the sheet on your breasts has your nipples hard the intensity builds you feel yourself gettting wetter your lips are swelling with desire as you begin to grind the bed your whimpers of wanting go unheard driving your pelvic bone deeper into the mattress the air from the vent hits your wet pussy causing you to moan out rolling over hoping for relieve your nipples contract further till they are diamond cutters legs open on their own... you cant help but touch your burning skin tracing over your shaved mound till you slip a finger in the wetness it has you bucking wanting more so you trace around your hardened clit squeezing it between two fingers as you begin to finger fuck yourself the orgasm rocks you lifting you off the bed arching your back hoping to recieve more moans slip out turnin

Gardening My Way
the ground was still wet from the storm , you could smell the moisture in the air it felt good to be working my hands in the mud, letting it slide over fingers bending over on my knees, you enjoy the view of my ass in air leaning a little too far forward , you see my lace of panties in gap of shorts dropping down on your knees behind me, grabbing my hips you grind your hard cock into my ass letting me know what you want, you cup my breasts untying my shirt i let it fall , feeling the cool air on them nipples hardening , you squeeze them making me grind into your cock taking your shirt off and easing your pants down you finger fuck my hungry pussy through leg of shorts till you rip them two fingers in me , as you force me over mud covering my breasts , nipples harden your cock slams into my wet pussy without warning driving me hard in mud its covering my breasts stomach arms lower neck and you pound me , making me sink deep in the m

Who Is He
someone once asked me "Who is that man you write of in your poems and stories?" he is my muse it could be you darlin Have you ever entered my thoughts with your words? Have you ever fed upon my lips ? Have you ever made love to me till dawn? Have you ever really loved me? you answer these questions and i will answer your question the one who i speak of my lusty muse really, truly, already knows without ever having to ask ......

Dream
Moonlight washes over me As tanned strong fingers, stroke my warm flesh In the darkness, of the night He takes me , with great relish Alas, its a dream I dream a million dreams And none of them come true For upon awakening I see , Im still alone, in my bed Tangled sheets,touseled hair, fevered skin Only reminders.... of my dream My thoughts,are only for you My beautiful dream lover.....

You’ve Been Tagged
You’ve Been Tagged Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. People it real life think I’m grumpy till they get to know me. 2. I love speed, drive fast every time I think I can get away with it. 3. I love camping in the mountains, alone 4. I drink way to much D Pepsi 5. I smoke to much but don’t want to quit, I enjoy it 6. I love hunting but don’t like to kill things, go figure, lol 7. Always try and do things right, cause I hate to do anything twice 8. I hate being told what to do 9. love Skippy peanut butter, eat it by the spoon full 10. Hate cooking, house work an yard work I am tagging Make me be good, Cindy, CirCumSTAntiAL

Le Stoopid.
So I decided to go to Taco Bell 'cause I was craving a beef soft taco with sour cream, and I'm waiting behind this car at the drive-thru. Its license plate read "1BADDAD". The driver had his foot out the window the entire time, aside from at the second window when he was given his food. WTF, mate. Yeah, man. You're bad. [insert dry look here] Anyway.. nomnomnomnom CHOMP Mmm, tacos.

Requset From A Veteran
Well sitting here in front of my computer yesterday , I was thinking about all my lost friends from wars and conflicts and it had me thinking how was I so lucky to be here today instead of them. I also was thinking how my life has been since my time as a serviceman has changed , from a hard charging , take on prisoners type to one who has seen things that should never have been seen and lived to tell about them, and relive times when I was scared so bad I operated on pure fear for my life just to make it to the next day. These things all Veterans live with everyday, and you can never tell what they might be thinking when they are staring out into space, reliving something that should be forgotten but will never be till they die. Some Veterans never come back from that place in their minds and those are the real casualties of war. I know of one veteran who has to be medicated for the rest of his life and can never be "normal" if there is such a thing as normal. Every veteran carries

One Name
One Name Disaster and anguish, this is my game Destruction and torment, these are my names You wont see me coming, you wont hear a thing You had better start running, my intent is to maim Teeth of razors and eyes of red Don’t turn around, you might lose your head Scales of black and dark as night I smell your blood and now your in sight I’ll tear a path straight through your soul Leave you screaming, cold and alone I’ll tempt you with lust and feelings of trust Then turn you to metal and watch you rust I could climb inside your puny shell Fill you with nightmares and dreams of hell I could take your mind to a twisted place Where nothing is real, not even your face Look in the mirror and see my face I look like you, you waste of space So don’t be surprised when you find us the same You knew all along, our name is the same

A Deserving Grief
A Deserving Grief Burning in flames a life that was bent Digging through sands of sins lament Dragging weary feet dripping with sweat A journey of despair born of regret Scrapping away skin with claws of deceit Turning in shame from all you meet Broken in twain A soul in defeat Desperate to merge a broken belief Pierced with pain from silent screams Razor wrist slaves Necks ringed in wreaths And in the dark there's a light that stings The eyes of the damned that discard belief I contemplate madness after such twisted dreams I am filled with sadness from all that I have seen A question of penance brought from the grave With so many decisions yet none were saved So what of the wasted and Sloth, the thief Swallow down apathy and join the weak You will fall forever in a black abyss From inlays of treason on venomous lips So with vision of Pestilence and Famine's decree The wrath of War and from Death, defeat I say unto y

Oops...
I might be in trouble. I guess I will just wait & see if my son's school calls me tomorrow, or if they call children's services on me. I have been in a Monty Phyton mood lately. I showed my 8yr old son a few select sketches. NOTHING naughty mind, but he will end up at school telling his friends about something, & they of course won't understand a thing he is telling them, so while he is trying to explain it to them, some teacher will over hear & I will end up in a conference! In the long run, however, he is MY son & he was laughing his ass off at: How Not To Be Seen, Spam, and The Upperclass Twit of the year. Shaping the little minds of tomorrow, once damaging event at a time....

If A Man Wants U... A True Man Anyway.. Read This... Fellas, Take Notes
IF A MAN WANTS YOU... If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always

The Vampire
It was hidden in a cellar of an old abandon mansion about a mile out side of the city limits. No one ever bothered visiting the old Quartermane place anymore, a ramshackle collection of farm buildings dominated by a huge old barn and a house three or four times the size of any found in town. Unoccupied for at least fifty years, hardly anyone left could even remember anyone ever having lived there, and when the wind would blow, strange sounds echoed from the holes and cracks in the tired old walls, which was just about enough to discourage even the bravest kid to go to poking around the place. It was a lucky thing too, because what was lurking in that dank basement was as close to the devil incarnate as you could find on earth! On a old solid oak table lay a figure that appeared to be dead, neither breathing or moving, it just lay there as if it were in a deep sleep. As sunset fell, and the shadows of the evening crossed the night sky, the figure on the table as if by magic began to mov

Sex Quiz
Q.) What doesn't belong in this list: Meat, Eggs, Wife, Blowjob? A.) Blowjob: You can beat your meat, eggs or wife, but you can't beat a blowjob. Q.) Why does a penis have a hole in the end? A.) So men can be open minded. Q.) What's the speed limit of sex? A.) 68 because at 69 you have to turn around. Q.) What do a Rubix cube and a penis have in common? A.) The longer you play with them, the harder they get. Q.) What's the difference between your pay packet and your dick? A.) You don't have to beg your wife to blow your pay packet! Q.) How can you tell when a car mechanic just had sex? A.) One hand is clean. Q.) What do you do with 365 used rubbers? A.) Melt them down to make a tire, and call it a goodyear. Q.) What does bungee jumping and hookers have in common? A.) They both cost a hundred bucks and if the rubber breaks, you're screwed.

Bite Hard
A girl had invented a device to cause any car that passed in front of her house to suddenly break down but couldn't find any practical way to profit from it. So, thinking clearly, she set up the device, and as the cars passed the house and broke down, she'd offer the man in the car a place to stay for the night. Then as soon as the man was asleep, he'd be jarred awake by her with his penis in her mouth, and she'd hold a sign up saying "$50 or I'll bite hard!". Of course usually the guy would pay and she'd let him go. Well one day a Newfoundlander broke down, and had to stay the night. Sure enough, he felt something between his legs at night, and there she is with him in her mouth and holding the sign "$50 or I'll bite." The Newfoundlander just smiled and said "$100 or I'll piss!"

Man On Airplane
sorry men but i hate to admit this is funny!!!! A man traveling by plane was in urgent need of using the restroom. Each time he tried, it was occupied. The stewardess, aware of his predicament, suggested to him to use the ladies room, but cautioned him against pressing any of the buttons. The buttons were marked WW, WA, PP, and ATR. Making the fateful mistake so many men make in disregarding what a woman says, the man let his curiosity get the best of him and decided to try the buttons. He carefully pressed the first button marked WW and immediately warm water sprayed his entire bottom. He thought, golly, the gals really have it made..... Still curious, he pressed the button marked WA and warm air dried his bottom quickly. He thought that was out of this world. The button marked PP yielded a large powder puff that powdered his bottom lightly. Well, naturally, he couldn't resist the last button marked ATR....... When he woke up in the hospital he panicked and buzzed for a

A History Of Carnival
A history of Carnival by Becky Retz, The Times-Picayune Tuesday January 13, 2009, 8:40 AM The Times-PicayunePlan your parading »Check out the Mardi Gras FAQ »Share your Carnival capers » Mardi Gras, or Fat Tuesday, is the final day of Carnival, which begins on the Feast of the Epiphany, Jan. 6. Also known as Kings' Day or Twelfth Night, Jan. 6 celebrates the arrival of the three kings at Jesus' birthplace, thus ending the Christmas season. And in New Orleans, simultaneously starting Carnival. This festival of fun finds its roots in various pagan celebrations of spring, dating back 5,000 years. Pope makes it official But it was Pope Gregory XIII who made it a Christian holiday when, in 1582, he put it on his Gregorian calendar (the 12-month one we still use today). He placed Mardi Gras on the day before Ash Wednesday, the first day of Lent. That way, all the debauchery would be finished when it came time to fast and pray. Much of the first part of the Carnival seaso

Bullshit
let me make sure i put NSFW because i guess anything i do at this fucked up site needs to be marked NSFW or it gets deleted. NOW THERE GOING 2 DELETE MY ACCOUNT ANYWAYS BECAUSE OF MY NAME. WHAT KIND OF SHIT IS THIS. WELL IT WAS GOOD KNOWING EVERYBODY IF YOU WANNA CHAT U CAN FIND ME ON MYSPACE OR YAHOO misspiggie909 for both. hope i still here from u guys you have all been wonderful to me.

Life And Other Disappointments
Whats the point of being with someone if they cant respect you? Whats the point of having someone sleep next to you if they wont hold you? I just dont get how I am always the only one to try when it comes to a relationship. All I want is for someone to treat me the same way I treat them. Is that too much to ask for? My ex just keeps popping up. He says he wants to see the kids but he only comes by after he knows they should be in bed. Then he just wants to sit here and say how he wants me back. All I can do is ask what happened in the last three years of our marriage. When he cant answer me I ask why did you hit me. He still doesnt answer. I can deal with a lot of things as long as I love someone. The only two things I cant deal with are cheating and abuse. He knew that from day one. You hit me or hurt my kids thats it, its over. He says he wants another chance, but he doesnt want to try. I wont deal with someone using me as a punching bag reguardless of him being the f

A Message For Katman
A message for Katman (repost) date: 2009-02-22 21:47:29 *Please Anyone feel free to pass this on to him!* If you have something to say, say it to me. You're nothing but an old controlling pervert loser who begs , borrows , or steals to get into chick's family so you can perv on their NSFW pics. Most of the girls on your list are fakes that you made yourself to entice the real women. You got pissed at me because I busted you out on one 2 years ago and still want to talk crap about me. I usually pay no mind to childish crap as this but, I have sat here for 2 years listening to it and seeing your little game you play on unsuspecting women here. You have way to much time on your hands. I suggest moving your old, saggy-balled, naked, ass away from your computer and get a real life. Lucky for you there are some naive females on this site huh? Another piece of advice, get some hair-plugs and botox treatments. yeah, I saw pics of you that you DIDN'T doctor up. See, i was cont

Ranting
I dont understand why I let men get to me so bad. Sometimes I just want to give them up and go back to being with women. With women its like if it doesn't work it just doesn't work and you go on with your life. But when it comes down to men I guess I can say they are my weakness. I let them in and then they destroy me. They tare me up into little peices and then throw them down like I was nothing. Then expect me to find all of the peices and put myself back together. Why can't there be a man with more respect for women that wont lie to her and wont cheat? O yeah I forgot they are all gay. A womans bestfriend: a gay man that will tell you what he thinks. Damn I miss Chris.

My Poem
I had a dream You were there A soft breeze Filled the quiet air There we were You and I Fireflies fill The moonlit sky You take my hand Look at me Gaze into my eyes and cock your head, gently to the side I gaze back Lift my hand to gently stroke your hair And you, you do not shun away We continue to gaze Our fingers still locked You smile at me, sweetly, and letting go I fall into your grasp There you sway me left and right so slowly and so calm Your hand resting on my back My head rests softly softly on your chest Tears fill my eyes I realize, that it's you I love You wipe away the tears they disapear You smile just so sweetly and I continue to stay near Your hand travels from my back to the bottom of my chin You prop up my head and gaze into my eyes once again You lean down slightly Kiss me softly on the lips Your free arm wraps around my waist We're now in everlasting bliss

My Poem 2
Hold me close for right now I'm passing through a time when i need it most Let me see into your eyes Baby, Come to me and light up my nights sky Let me feel the touch from inside your heart Leave an everlasting imprint on my life Let me see love in the seemingly everlasting darkness of your absence Come kiss me and open up the path to my soul Let me take in everything that you are And have your smile heal the pain of our time apart

My Poem3
Life was so peaceful,with no thoughts to worry, Happiness was everywhere,with no regrets to carry. My heart is a child,thats what i saw in me, Forever it will remain,thats what i thought it to be. Until one morning,i saw you, hairs dancing with the wind,to show. i looked into Ur eyes,i knew it was true, my heart never lies,i was in love with u. Dreams that were empty once,was filled, Nights that were so warm,was also chilled. My eyes began to gaze into the open sky, I love u,thats what i want to say,so i try. I wanted to be with u,day after day, i loved u more than words could ever say. Someday u might leave me,that was my fear, whenever i thought that,my eyes would let tears. On that fateful day,u did leave me, The pain in my heart u failed to see, U smiled at me and went on Ur way, But in my heart,u will forever stay. Now,my days r long when Ur not here, My nights r cold and filled with tears everywhere, My love for u will never die, This may be the e

My Poem4
It’s still the beginning, we’re still at the start But these feelings I feel, so real in my heart, When I see you I know it, I feel it so strong I know that it’s true, me and you, we belong. It’s true we met just the other day And I thought just friends is what we would stay, I didn’t expect it to happen this way And I didn’t think “I love you,” I’d ever say. It started out I was just holding your hand But it seemed like were in never, never land, Then it happened, the first time we kissed It fixed everything that I ever missed. I fell in love with you last night And I know only together every things right, I knew it for sure when I said goodbye I could tell it from what I saw in your eyes. Now all I think about is being with you It feels like a dream finally coming true It’s hard to explain all the things you make me feel, This is what love feels like when its incredibly real. I hope that me and you are always together, And I promise that I will love you

My Poem5
I see you across the golden plates of my heart I see you move I see you breath. Then we touch excitement enters. Suddenly I feel lost in a world of confusion and love. I gave it all to you in your hands lyes my sanity, my love, my heart. Know you have all of me know I see I would give the world just so we could be!

My Poem6
My Love For You Will Stay Strong No Matter Where You Are You Will Hear My Song It Will Be Soft At First For Only You To Hear Just To Let You Know I Am Near Where-ever You Are What Ever You May Be In Life Just Know One Thing I Am Your Wife...

Tagged
instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. i hate bugs...especially spiders 2. i get scared over scary movies 3. am addicted to the facebook page 4. i love to go out and drink til i get really drunk...lol 5. met a really great friend on here...metal sandy 6. dont like being cold 7. REALLY dont like big dogs...especially ones that bite... 8. love to cook 9. So in love with my husband..that i amaze myself sometimes how i can love someone so much 10. total sports fan..

My Poem19
I often lie awake and Think... I think of how dark my life would have been without you in it The sky would have been grey and the clouds would always of been low The trees would not have leaves and no rose would blossom The sun would have faded and the moon would not shine My world would come to an end and my air would be taken away All this because you are my world and the only man for me

My Poem20
I finally found the one... The one who makes me smile... I finally found the one.... Who makes me laugh... I finally found the one.... To last my whole life through... I finally found the one... Who treats me like a lady... I fianlly found the one.... The one to see me through... I finally found the one... To make my dreams come true... I finally found the one... I love you !

My Poem23
I loved feeling your skin. I loved holding you close to me, I cried when it came to an end. If God made love, and made it true. Then why does he allow heartbreak, and make us feel blue. I see you everyday, with your beautiful face. I try to smile and play it off, but I die standing their in my place. I remember when I held you close, so close I could feel you breathing. But now I cant hold you close, and my heart is torn out, bleeding. My life is nothing, nothing without you. All of our memories, is all I hold onto.

My Poem25
I sensed that from that moment, I knew you were the one, It was just a simple coincidence, But see what it has done. You filled my heart with love, And love is what I can return, Love is all I have, I have too much it burns. At night when the moon comes out And the stars start to shine I bring my thoughts out, And think of what is mine. I am very lucky just to be alive And you gave me much more, I know you’re all I need, That’s for sure. When others tried to get the key to my heart I always managed to keep them out, And all of a sudden you came along, And you’re what love is all about. I never noticed you in the beginning, But then I saw your handsome face, And you know how hard it is To find a guy like you these days. Not that there’s more guys like you, Cause you’re one of a kind, And no one else will ever be like you You with your special bind. Now since I’ve got what I needed I don’t want anything else Except in a few years later, I’d wa

My Poem28
Come a little closer, so i could hear your heart beat why are you sweating? i don't bite just relax and take a seat tell me about your problems i'm all ears for you first i'll listen then i'll think and finally we'll talk it through now you're all done and we've figuered it all out just surrender to me... let's live with out doubt do you want to know how i knew that my time would come soon? when i first dreamt about love and you i was laying under the moon i swear it was as if an angel has touched me because suddenly you were there i drowned into your eyes as you noticed my stare then i smelled the scent of you as the wind blew you stood up and walked towards me and asked:can i help you? i asked you: could you give me love? you answered:yes maam,infinate love i asked you: could you show me passion? you answered: i will caress you tenderly i asked you: will you handle me with care? you answered:you are of delicate creation i asked you: wil

For My Male Friends...
When she stares at your mouth Kiss her When she's quiet Ask her whats wrong When she ignores you Give her your attention When she pulls you away Pull her back When you see her at her worst Tell her she's beautiful When you see her start crying Just hold her and do not say a word When she's scared Protect her When she steals your favorite hat Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night When she teases you Tease her back and make her laugh When she doesn't answer for a long time reassure her that everything is okay When she looks at you with doubt Back yourself up When she says that she likes you SHE REALLY DOES MORE THAN YOU COULD IMAGINE!!! When she grabs your hands Hold her's and play with her fingers When she tells you a secret keep it safe and untold When she looks in your eyes do not look away until she does When she says it's over she still wants you to be hers - Stay on the phone with her even if she

Gated Community
Security and peace of mind were part of the reason we moved to a gated community. Both flew out the window the night I called a local pizza shop for a delivery. "I'd like to order a large pepperoni pizza, please," I said, then gave him the address of our condominium. "We'll be there in about half an hour," the kid at the other end replied. "Your gate code is still 1238, right?"

Bad Tattoo
Ken got home late one night and, Becky, his wife says, 'Where in the hell have you been?' Ken replies, 'I was out getting a tattoo. ''A tattoo?' she frowned. 'What kind of tattoo did you get? ''I got a hundred dollar bill on my privates,' he said proudly. 'What the hell were you thinking?' she said, shaking her head in disgust.'Why on earth would a retired person get a hundred dollar bill tattooed on his privates? 'Well, I did it for 4 reasons. One, I like to watch my money grow. Two, once in a while I like to play with my money. Three, I like how money feels in my hand. And, Four, instead of you going out shopping, you can stay right here at home and blow a hundred bucks anytime you want. Ken is recovering in room 233 at Meridian Park Hospital

I'll Keep Your Memory Vague
posted on 02/23/2009 @ 05:02 am This won't break your heart But I just think it could Cause I haven't tried as hard as I should To separate you from everything I do But I would never want to come between us two I'll keep your memory vague So you won't feel bad about me I'll say the things that you said Sometimes so it reminds me Now I'm thinking back To what I said before I hope your heart won't have to hurt anymore Cause it's really not that sad from here Because the moments I can feel you near They keep you close to me my dear And if they ever become too clear... Now you've gone away Don't worry it's ok That you're gone away Further than yesterday But you'll never leave these scenes My mind replays Where in the world have you gone now?

St. Patty's Day Auction
Happy St. Patty's Day Auction Auction will open on March 1st and will end on March 8th @ 10pm Central Time. Also the one with most rates at the end will win a $19.99 bling pack! Here Are The Auction Rules! 1. The entry fee will be 50k to enter 2. If you are going to use a NSFW pic please make sure you note that in the subject line so I know TY! 3. I will be promoting this heavily BUT self promotion is a must! 4. Absolutely NO drama or I will delete your auction. Lets have a BLAST with this! 5. I am not responsible for the highest bidder paying you 6. Please PM your entry's no shout boxs please! 7. Let's Have Fun and Happy Bidding! Fu-mail entry's to SinfulBrat if you like to enter.

Losing Faith
It's been 3yrs since I've become a widow...it in its self not really a big deal, is it? I'm not the only one this has happen to, not going to the last. LIFE GOES ON..THE BIRDS NEVER STOPPED SINGING..MY WORLD DIDN'T STOP. After awhile, I thought about trying to "date"..I tried MySpace, just for one, to see what some of my own children were doing, and it was a way to keep in touch..meet people there, who of course, weren't who they said they were..it's all good. It was a rude awakening, and I learn a major lesson in life..DON'T TRUST ANYONE.. My second "dating site" was Singlenet.com...no luck there...next was Truebeginnings.com....nothing but problems..then a friend, had me try Fubar..bingo. This I could handle..I've learn my lesson..thinking, I could trust people once again..so I thought. or at least some. I've meet online some really sweet people...and become friends with. or at least I thought. I base friendship on being honest, open and up front with me..I'm not one to judge anyo

What You Mean To Me....
I once met a man that immediately took my breath away by the sound of his voice. Just listening to him speak made me hang on his every word. Not only did he speak intelligently but his voice spoke straight to my soul. I was hooked. I knew I needed this man in my life. I started a friendship with him that grew into a deep love. He is now my fu husband and I adore the very air that he breathes. We have overcome more obstacles, loved harder than anyone but most of all became eachothers best friend. I started out as his bunnie and am now his Lady Trinity. Only he knows what that means. This man is my sanctuary, my calm in the storm, my soulmate. We have grown together in many ways and I will always be here for him. Always........I love my fallen angel.

Religion And The Old Ways
I accept this into my life now in the manner in which it should unfold for my highest good and for the highest good of all concerned... i want people to find peace,hope,rebirth,unity,love,light,life and love,i want that myself as well,i ask for great healing of the body mind and soul,i want to study medicine of the old ways-i am a very natural person,i love children,and i want to see others achieve the good things in life want me and others to find true happiness and peace inside and out,i belong with others not placed out some where by myself,i like to give ,make things for others,in doing so i know that it will come back to me as the great spirit wishes,and that is karma I Will to Will thy Will.

The Karny Roles In
The Karny is where the outcast and freaks of nature meet and chill to find that bond that connects us all.We love to augh and have a big grin when we see something crazy and twisted.We all seem like pyschopaths but we allshare the same things in common it can be the music it can been the love of all things odd and freaky.I know its the family love weall share foreach other we come from all over we all look different from one another we all have different goals and passions we allhave allkinds of dissapointments and pains that drive us when we get togather it all goes aways. we just have wicked clown love and a sense of family that never dies.Some ppl complain and someget bitchy but true family always has ur back. The bond we all share cant be broke by bomb or by gun because when we pickup our axes we have wicked clown love.I pick up my filled glass full of faygo toasts to all my homies that are here and departed.Whoop Whoop Homies from the Twisted primate(MONKEY)

3rd Year...
This is a blog I did about my husband..on MySpace..not sure if I have obession with death or dued to the fact I did the quiz on "when I'm going to Die"...it made me chuckle..now I can use it as excuse for any wrong doings? Or, I can repent for any wrong doings. Death.... It's something you may be able to talk about, maybe not. You may break down and cry, maybe not. You may get mad at the person you have lost, maybe even blame yourself, maybe not. Is there a right or wrong way to mourn a loved one, I can't say. Will it take a long time to heal, only time can tell, maybe not. It was March 20th, 2006, it was the first day of spring when I lost my husband Ron. Isn't the first day of spring supposed to mean, a new beginning of life? I can never feel that way again, it was the end for me. I remember the day being sunny, giving you the feeling the air would be warm, but it still had a winter chill. I was at work, when I received the call, saying Ron was being rush to the hospital. I trie

Words
Far reaching the shadows of the dawn where revelations lay yet unborn - Keeper of the mystery and of the known take your keys and open that which can be shown. Aha - a city decending from the blue like a mothership glowing bright and new I see it land on the mountain of three and hear the rooster that crowed because of me. A wall surrounds the city with 12 gates of pearls I move closer to read the sign "none shall enter save by hearing the word" that the 12 cast forth but not before the swine. Within the gates a road paved with a golden rule - follow it for passage thru. Where buildings decorated in gems, jewels, and crystals of value - which are the insites layed away in heaven on earth, during my journey anew. and in the center of the city a garden and from it four rivers flow - one called Mark, one called John, on called Luke, and one known as Mathew. and those of drink of them thirst no more. And a tree of life that bears a some fruit, everyone word tha

Make A Few Easy Fu Bucks!
Ok...So I do not have auto 11's right now. *sad face* ;) But I do want to start putting a dent into my points needed to level. As of right now, I have 2,683,986 Points to go! I am offering 10K fu bucks for 100 rates. I know it may not seem like a lot, but its what I'm working with here. I have lots of 100 picture folders. If you do take part in this, please send me a private message...also, if you want the 10K Fu bucks to be a gift to someone else, please leave their link in the PM.

Calling All Angels
We welcome you to our earth of mud and stone Come and learn how to be a true-human. Learn about the nitty gritty of our imperfections and our felt experiences, our pains and our pleasures our work and our games. Walk with us in our forests, and feel nature surpreme. Walk with us in our city - soak in its excitements, the monuments standing tall, the naughty neon lights that glitter in the night, the sounds of traffic and busy people, the chattering of our children and the barking of our dogs. Come on down, feel all that we can feel, the romance, the broken hearts, the dance of life, the wandering dreams. Have some down home blues from BB King, some of our homemade food sizzling on a Bar B Que. Join the featered dances of the indians, the urban nightclubs, the redneck bars. Take it all in and let it all come through, we will teach you about our ways, the ways of a true-human, nether saint or serpent, nether ape nor angel, we are that which is inbetween the extreme.

Life
If you woke tomorrow and everyone you loved was gone would your life still have meaning would you still carry on would you sit down and cry not knowing what to do would you lay down and die or start life anew???

The Song Of The Saints (not Me)
I came before the presense of the most High naked, and He clothed me in His own spirit of understanding, love, and compassion. I came in hungar, and He gave me of his own flesh, that I might hungar no more. I came thirsting, and He gave me of His own blood, that I might thirst no more. I came in darkness, and He gave me his own eye, that I might see all things in the light. I came homeless, and He cave me a paradise, abundant in peace and security. For who shall come before the Most High lacking, who is not fullfilled in everyway? And I said of them, whey did you send for me, and untie me from my old master, for I am but an ass, a most unworthy creature to carry you to your glory. Fear not they answered, for the time of the transformation is near at hand, when the ass shall become as a white horse, worthy of the word that it carries unto those who await its salvation. For blessed are the unworthy.

Dear Amazement
you swarm my mind knock out my pride you're perfect for me I'm perfect for you and the price of every kiss i won't ignore you i learned from hope and faith if morning never comes then this i pray to you this poem is for you and the words that cut my lips are worth every scare who knew it would be like this you amaze me you seem to always impress me wish you were here my dear amazement

Otundie - A Story - Pt 1
Otundie sat at the entrance to his grass hut and watched with awe and the storm decorated the sky with lightening bolts, the clouds thundered like the hoofbeats of many horses. Such a storm was seldom seen because his tribe was located in the highlands of a mountain and normally the clouds were below their viewpoint, and covered the the underworld that reached out below them. Each time the thunder cracked he would jerk, yet for some reason had no fear of it's magnitude. Then he saw lightening and it seemed to have fallen form the sky to land in a tree some distance away, he could see the tree glowing red on its ledge through the rain that poured down upon his topical forest. The trees and bushes seemed to be dancing in the winds as the rain made drumming like sounds on his hut. Otundie was a chief storyteller in his tribe and that was a position of great respect, and he thought to his self "tomorrow I will go to that tree where the fallen spirit form the sky land

Moving This Month
Hi fu-land. I know I've been somewhat A.W.O.L. lately. I have been packing up and getting ready to moove out of my apartment at the end of this week. The room that I will be renting will not have internet access. What this means is that I will have to get my fu time in through internet cafe's or other alternative methods. I expect that from here to graduation I'm not going to be on as often as before, so it may be awhile in between and responding to friends here, etc. Drop me a message if you would like my email contact info. Have a great week everyone, ttyl. J.P.

My New Owner 4 A Month
Chiina Whiite is My New Owner 4 a Month wanted u 2 meet him he a sweet ,kind, and careing Guy And Has Helped Out Alot He Rocks He A friend Who Has A Big Heart If U Haven't Met Him Yet Ur Missing Out Go And Fan,Rate,Crush,Bling And Tell Him I sent Ya

Beginnings
The ominus palace sat upon the hill. Years of neglect had caused this once beautiful and regal palace to fall into disrepair. Weeds and dead limbs from trees littered the huge landscape. No one dared to go near the old palace though. Locals thought it to be haunted. Many who had passed through the village might have agreed. You see there was a stream near the palace that ran crystal clear and a bed of roses that bloomed all through the year. Though the grounds were covered in drifts of snow, the roses bloomed as though it were spring.

In My Brother's Memory
I'm Free Don't grieve for me, for now I'm free I'm following the path God laid you see. I took His hand when I heard His call I turned my back and left it all. I could not stay another day To laugh, to love, to work or play. Tasks left undone must stay that way- I found peace at the close of the day. If my parting has left a void, Then fill it with remembered joys- A friendship shared, a laugh, a kiss, Oh yes, these things, I too, will miss. Be not burdened with times of sorrow, I wish you the sunshine of tomorrow. My life's been full, I savored much, Good friends, good times, a loved one's touch. Perhaps my time seemed all too brief; Don't lengthen it now with undue grief, Lift up your hearts, and peace to thee. God wanted me now, He set me free!

Lately
Lately I have had the strangest feeling With no vivid reason here to find. Yet the thought of losing you's been hanging Round my mind. Far more frequently you're wearing perfume With, You say, no special place to go. But when I ask you if you will coming back soon, You don't know, never know. Chorus: Well, I'm a man of many wishes, Hope my premonition misses, But what I really feel, [ Find more Lyrics on www.mp3lyrics.org/Hj8N ] My eyes won't let me hide, 'Cause they always start to cry; 'Cause this time could mean goodbye, Time could mean goodbye. Goodbye. Lately I've been staring in the mirror, Very slowly picking me apart; Trying to tell myself I have no reason With your heart. Just the other night while you were sleeping, I vaguely heard you whisper someone's name. But when I ask you of the thoughts You're keeping, You just say nothing's changed. Chorus.

Today Sucks And Here's Why
One of my best friends had surgery today... she lost both her breasts to breast cancer. She's 35.... has a 7 year old little boy... and I love her beyond words. She's scared... and I'm scared for her... I've posted save the bewbie blogs before on myspace... but never here... This is something that matters a lot to me. Fighting cancer... in whatever form it takes. So this is for for my sweet friend, Cristal...and I want to say... she doesn't need breasts to still be the most beautiful person I know. Save the Bewbies... do something to help make a difference.

My Sex 411
Taken from italian tease..even though it's more of a survey i thought it was pretty funny. (If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? her satisfaction What is something you have always wanted to try? have sex in a football stadium What is something you have never done in bed before? ive never not satisfied my lady friends What time of day do you like to have sex? 3 am What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? her ass How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? 3 seconds If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? excited, id be more loud Would it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? No Have you

Mardi Gras Potty Dance
INTRODUCING A TRAIN UNLIKE ANY OTHER... THIS TRAIN IS FOR ANYONE WHO HAS EVER GONE TO MARDI GRAS AND EXPERIENCED IT FIRST HAND AND FOR ANYONE WHO PLANS TO GO TO MARDI GRAS AND WILL EXPERIENCE IT... THIS IS THE MARDI GRAS POTTY DANCE TRAIN RULES 1) NO DRAMA!! NO DRAMA!! NO DRAMA!! 2) RATES THE PICS IN MY POTTY DANCE FOLDER (THERE ARE ONLY 37) START HERE 3) ADD, RATE, FAN ALL RIDERS. IF THEY ARE ALREADY ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST LEAVE A COMMENT STATING MARDI GRAS DAY POTTY DANCE 4) PRIVATE MESSAGE ME ONCE YOU'VE COMPLETED THE TRAIN SO I CAN MAKE YOUR TAG AND ADD YOU TO THE BLOG/BULLY 5) PLEASE REPOST THE BULLY ONCE YOU'VE BEEN ADDED HAVE FUN!

Goddess
SILENT SOUNDS ALL AROUND ME I SCREAM, DO YOU NOT HEAR I PRAY, DO YOU NOT LISTEN ALL IS FORGIVEN IN THE EYES OF YOU PRAISE DOES NOT FALL FROM YOU ALONE IN THIS WORLD I DO FEEL IS THIS FAKE OR IS IT REAL I CALL TO YOU, DO YOU NOT SPEAK I LOOK UP TO YOU FOR ANSWERS WHEN YOU LOOK DOWN DO YOU NOT SEE I'M WAITING RIGHT HERE FOR ANSWERS FROM YOU CALL OUT TO ME FOR I DO NOT FEAR ANSWERS ARE WHAT I AM LOOKING FOR GOOD OR BAD JUST SHOW ME THE DOOR THE PATH WHICH I'LL TAKE IS CHOSEN BY YOU TRUST I DO IN YOUR WAY AND IN THE TRUTH.

Movie Rules
Special Giveaway I am doing a special giveaway. All you have to do is go to my page. . Click on movies photo album . Rate all photos in the folder . Then chose one photo to claim as yours . Send me fumail with what photo you choose . Leave 50 comments on that photo . You can only choose one photo per account unless they are not all taken and I let you know otherwise . I will let people who want more numbers know each week when the can have them Once all photos have been chosen and all comments are done, I will reveal which pictures have what prizes. I have already posted a private blog with the prizes, and it will not be changed. It will be opened up once the giveaway is over. Here is a list of the prizes that are being given out (1) 10 credit bling (2) 5 credit blings (3) 3 credit blings (4) 1 credit blings (1) 3 day blast (2) 1 day blast (2) ticker credits (5) big pimping gifts (5) 100k (5) 20 11's, 1 custom rock you graphic and a drink (5) big drin

For You
For all the things you couldn't say For all the times you walked away For all the things you hide inside For all the tears that you have cried For all the things I want for you For all the things I wish I could do For all the times I made you grin For all the dreams you held within For all the hopes that we share For all the times I made you stare For all the little things you do That leave me thinking of only you In my heart you shall remain No matter where you are For this heart belongs to you For darling, you're my star. For all your sentences I finish For the way you make me stay For the way you pull my strings When you think I just may stray What shall never change, my dear, Is this hold you have on my heart For the way you understand me You've had me from the start. All I wish is these words find you And you know just how I feel And you realize, my darling That what we have is real.

Untitled
THE NIGHTMARES COME BACK TO HAUNT ME OF WHAT WAS ONCE. THE EYES CANT REST, THE MIND RUNS ALL NIGHT. THE HEART BEATS BUT IN A SLOW AND BROKEN RYTHEM. ITS BROKEN ITS TORN YET STILL BEATS SOMEHOW. I DONT KNOW WHAT WENT WRONG, OR HOW IT ENDED UP HERE. I KNOW THAT IT HURTS, IM MISERABLE. I DONT WANT TO KEEP IT ON. I WANT TO THE KNOW THE REASONS. THE EMPTY WAY IT ENDED.....ITS NOT CLOSURE. ITS JUST NOT THE SAME. I NEED TO KNOW WHAT WENT WRONG. HOW IT GOT HERE. AND WHY DID IT? IF EVERYTHING WAS RETURNED.....WHY DID YOU JUST LET ME GO? WHY DIDNT YOU FIGHT FOR ME? HOW COULD YOU JUST LET ME GO WITHOUT LOOKING BACK? WAS I NOT WORTH IT TO YOU? IS THAT WHY? WAS I NOT GOOD ENOUGH? DID I NOT STATISFY YOUR THIRST? DID I NOT FILL YOUR HEART? I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW YOU COULD JUST LET IT GO......LIKE IT WAS NOTHING.....I NEED MY CLOSURE...SO I MAY MOVE FORWARD....

Juggalos/juggalettes
If you're a ninja or ninjette with myspace, add this profile and show your support for the family! Stay fresh killas! MCL http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewProfile&friendID=434262620

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
TYPING THROUGH TEAR FILLED EYES..I SIT HERE AND TRY TO PUT TO WORDS MY FEELINGS.....UNABLE TO SEE WHAT IM TYPING....MY HEART IS IN A MILLION PIECES. I WANT TO STOP CRYING I WANT IT TO GO AWAY. I WANT MY HEART BACK. YOU STOLE IT FROM ME. AND THEN BUSTED IT IN SO MANY PIECES IT WONT GO BACK TOGETHER. I HATE THE FACT YOU RAN AWAY. YOU LEFT WITHOUT NO TRUE MEANING BEHIND IT. YOU FUCKING JUST LEFT. YOU GOT SCARED AND TURNED YOUR BACK ON ME UNABLE TO FACE WHAT WAS IN FRONT OF YOU! FOR THIS I HATE YOU!! YOU TOOK MY HEART I WANT IT BACK MY MIND IS GONE LOST IN A CLOUD. UNABLE TO FACE ME....FACE THE PAIN YOU CAUSED ME.....YOU SIT AND HIDE LIKE NOTHING MATTERS TO YOU. LIKE IT WAS JUST A DREAM. YOU ARE A COWARD FOR NOT COMING OUT AND FACING WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME. YOU ARE A COWARD FOR DOIN THIS TO ME. YOU SAY YOU FELT THE SAME.....DOUBTFUL....YOUD BE JUST AS MISERABLE AS ME.......YET YOUR NOT. MY EYES HURT FROM THE TEARS I HAVE SHED. YET YOU HAVE NOT SHED ONE....YOU SAY YOU DID......YET I DONT

Sbg Cure To The Monday Blues February 22nd Edition
Do You Have Monday Blues? Are your wondering what to do on a Monday? Do you want to rate but don't want to go through the BORED board? Are you tired of only rating only ezrate pics? Well, here is something different, fun, and exciting! SARGE'S BAD GIRLS The BEST bad girls you will ever meet! A listing at your fingertips of beautiful women with great pics. And of course the man that made it all possible. (He has folders of some of our best pics!) Give these bad girls a good old fashioned fu-spanking and don't forget to thank the man that made it all possible. Fan - Rate - Friend - Bling - Comment! You won't regret it! ***SBGs*** You Should Be Rating The SBG picture folders of Sarge and the Top Five SBGs (Up To 25 Mandatory) in this Bulletin/Blog. Next Monday These Top Five Will Be On The Bottom Of The List. All SBGs .. please comply! Sarge's Bad Girls

Purpose
Purpose I have lost all feelings Numb to the world I have become. Why am I here? What is my purpose? These are the questions we have all thought Many have yet to find the answer Many have given up trying I do not know where I stand. Given up maybe, found the answer no. I go about day by day repeating the same routine over again Repetitive yes, fulfilling no. I want a meaning for why I am alive Without one I am lost amongst the mass of bodies. A purpose I need for without it Lost forever I’ll be Forever alone.

Voices
"Voices" by Disturbed So, are you breathing Wake up, are you alive Will you listen to me I'm gonna talk about some freaky shit now Someone is gonna die When you listen to me Let the living die, Let the living die (say) Are you breathing now Do the wicked see you You still breathing You're making me known What's up, I wonder why Do you listen to me I'm gonna make you do some freaky shit now Insane, you're gonna die When you listen to me Let the living die, Let the living die (say) I can hear the voice But I don't want to listen Strap me down and tell me I'll be alright I can feel the subliminal need To be one with the voice And make everything alright So, are you breathing? Can't you imagine how good going through this will make you feel I promise, no one will ever know There will be no chance of you getting caught They never loved you anyway So come on, be a man And do what you are compelled to do

Rubber Duckie Train
As with every other train out there - drama will NOT be tolerated! 1. Fan each person below. 2. Rate their profile. (If you have rated their profile recently - rate one of their pictures) 3. Leave them a comment telling them you are riding this train. **You DO NOT need to add the riders as friends.** When you have rated everyone message aGEM4life to be added to the list and for your tag to be made. Rate this folder of pics to receive your personal tag. Start with this one... 1. aGEM4life ღWife of Ike™ღ 2. The BULLdaddy 3. HersheyK 4. Dee75 Member of RR, SBG & llama levelers !! Fu Owned by Texas Twister 5. jc9764, Fu Owed by Katt1114 , Promoter for Sinners Paradise 6.

10 Things
Here are 10 Random things you don't know about me. The only thing is once your done reading you must make your own list. 1) I was born in the Panmma Canal Zone. 2) I had a dog named Kino. 3) I am the middle child. 4) I quit smoking over 2 years ago. 5) Master is my best friend forever. 6) I was once close to winning a Hubba Bubba bubble blowing contest. 7) I lived in Cali til I was 8 y/o. 8) I like to take pictures of nature. 9) I think of others first before myself. 10) I went deep sea fishing and all I caught was a cold.

Check Us Out Hiring All Staff
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Tag Your It !
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1.I have 3 kids and there my life 2. Im awesome! 3. I work to much . 4. I have random thoughts. 5. my life is never boring . 6. Im not online as much as i used to be . 7. I own 3 snakes. 8. I like to shoot pool. 9. Im a texan damnit! 10. I luv my friends! Im tagging Jason ink c51 supa import

They Say The Carnitas Are To Die For.
"Who sent you?" I ask the baubles of light swimming in front of my eyes. Everything's becoming a bit clearer. The empty bottle in my lap the taste of rubbing alchohol and pine that fuzz and pain in my skull "and why am I in the car?" I wasn't driving either... what the fuck was up with that? I was in the back of my own car that never happens, and I'm half rolled over in that pile of useless discarded shit and trinkets from girlfriends past that never seemed to make it all the way out of my car mess. "- the fuck are we?" I ask not looking the driver in the face, or bothering to pull myself up. Damn interior's spinning, doesn't help that we're speeding down the highway. I'd be sick, but by the smell of things, and the dampness of my shirt, I'd say that already happened. I pull myself up to the causeway between passenger and driver and wobbley catch a glimpse of my good chum Steve and flop back to a seated position. Like a very drunk king on his very cramped throne.

Dreaming With A Broken Heart
When you're dreaming with a broken heart The waking up is the hardest part You roll outta bed and down on your knees And for a moment you can hardly breathe Wondering was she really here? Is she standing in my room? No she's not, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.... When you're dreaming with a broken heart The giving up is the hardest part She takes you in with her crying eyes Then all at once you have to say goodbye Wondering could you stay my love? Will you wake up by my side? No she can't, 'cause she's gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.... Now do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands? Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my hands? Do i have to fall asleep with roses in my , roses in my hands? Would you get them if i did? No you won't, 'cause you're gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.... When you're dreaming with a broken heart The waking up is the hardest part

Life Is Like A Dream
Here is an excerpt of a conversation from back in 2007. life is very analogous to a dream - in that in your dreams, you just take for granted the circumstances of the dream life is kind of the same way, at first we just take for granted this is all here and makes sense but then - you start to think about it, and realize...this is all craziness yet, for anything to exist period - it must involve such unanswered questions interesting ever have a lucid dream or an out of body experience? both to this day my most exilerating experience in life occurred in a dream what happened? I was aware i was dreaming and decided to sit back and watch it like it was a movie * Theory has joined #philosophy except unlike a movie I was involved it was very strange but wonderful, feeling that everything would work out like the move wanted it to movie that is whenever I've lucid dreamed - it's strange because part of me must buy into the illusion of the dream that was many

If You're Nosey Like Me
so i was surfing online and the news came on, it irked me @ all these felons who are out and about and we never know where. i came across this site and was amazed. now by my address there is no one, near bu yea but right by no..maybe you wanna see too? type ya addy at the very top, see what ya find... http://www.felonspy.com/search.html

Thoughts
1: I believe in setting goals, they help you to reach toward the future with ambition and drive. But I don’t think you should strive for the reward as an end to those goals. You can’t think of yourself but of the good that can come from the goals you set. Rewards and goals are related, but when the trophy comes, you have to stand aside. This could be said for life or love. If you’re always looking to win, you will most often lose. Anyone agree? 2: Funny, you can do something good over and over for someone and they eventually forget. But if you ever mess up one time with a person, they will remember that for as long as they live. 3: Have you ever been on a plane and looked down at a city and thought, wow, everything looks in order and in its place. Then you get down there into to the city and see that everything is not in its place and its all chaos and moving fast. I think that’s the way with life. You look at it and see the plan and think hey, I can do this, I can

I And I
alone i sleep alone i wake alone i dream alone i ache alone i live alone i breathe alone i bleed alone i ache every single day every single hour every single minute every single second alone in a daze never ending alone in a hell never ending a dream the only solace left to hold the only escape to the reality untold a voice so soft spoken reached deep into my ears don't worry someday i promise you will feel whole

First Group Contest
Gentlemen, I'm going to make a lounge... Still have to figure all that out... It's going to cost 100k to open it... And if we don't use it, it will cost me some untold amount of fubucks on a regular basis... So, if you have no interest, leave a comment... However, I was thinking I would use it to sell you off on a weekly, bi-weekly, or monthly basis... Get you some fubucks or other prizes... But we have to get a good body of people interested for it to work... In the mean time... I'm setting up a little contest... Here are the rules... Send me possible names for the lounge by PRIVATE MESSAGE ONLY... I will compile a list and then send it out for you'll to vote upon... I don't have much to offer at the moment, and hopefully that will change as time goes on... But the winner will have the choice between 150k or a 1 credit bling... The winner will also be the First MEMBER OF THE WEEK! This feature of the group will start Monday, March 2. Submissions should be

Rules
so i make these rules for myself, things i can and cannot do, rules i try very hard to follow. these rules are formed from experiance, things like don't date men you meet at the gas station, or don't sleep with your best friends brother. these rules keep me from getting into trouble. usually. see the thing is, lately i dont much care to follow the rules. mine or anybody elses. i feel a lil restless. a lot restless actually. something needs to change. i need a change... rules are meant to me broken, right?

The Warmth Of A Woman
as i start off my new blog about women, it is total respect and love. women are the greatest creature that god created, and i mean that from the heart. the warmth of a woman, is thier anything better, other than the love for my kids, no. i love women, and that has always been my down fall, your asking yourself how, women to me are the drug and alcohol to others, the are my drug, my fix, and over the years i have needed many fixes. no i'm not a whore for women, well maybe i am, but i love them, they come in all different shapes and sizies,hair color, smell, and attitude, did i just say attitude, lol. since i found the female species, i have loved them, and i have been trying to figure them out ever since, they are the most unpreditable species out there, just when you think everthing is going good, bam, we need to talk, i have searched for ture love my whole life, and no it hasn't always been thier fault, 95% of the time its me, i get bored, they get comfortable, and things chang

Just Wondering
Hmmmmm... I've been thinking alot about the state of our country lately. The new stimulus package in particular, really pisses me off. The new pres. and his cohorts think they can just decide to spend over 7Billion dollars of OUR money!! Then, when the national deficit gets out of control, guess who's going to be expected to bring that under control? Any idea kids? We will!!!! Now they want another more than $4B?!!! WTF??? Is anybody else angered over this, or do I stand alone in my worry for the future, especially for my son? I really hope people bother to read this, and please comment. The other thing I have been giving thouhgt to is the recent talk about religion in the news. Don't we have freedom of religion? Since people have been coming out of the proverbial "closet" with the "I'm not Christian" statement, the Christians seem to be really upset. How do they think people of other religions have felt all these years? I'm not trying to say that I don't agree with th

Opinions
Most of us have opinions. Fine. Problem with this is that some treat their opinion like a hard dick. They're alway tryin' to force it into someone else. Havin' an opinion alone is ok...as long as we don't grind 'em down to be used as a weapon. Opinions make the world a more excitin' place to be. Differences are good. MOST rational fuckin' people, although seperated by personal differences, can still get along & respect eachother. I use the term rational VERY loosly, because THAT is a dyin' breed (my opinion). Without these differences the world would be a borin' joint. Intolerance to personal difference is the problem. If we could just learn to live & let live...and just agree to disagree, we'd be fine. We may even have half a chance at this elusive "peace"...a term we have grossly clouded. It really would be that simple kids... but I ain't holdin' my fuckin' breath.

To All My Fu Friend's.
To all my fu friend's there are a-lot of things going on in my life that I can't explain but that is the reason for my absents so don't be alarmed peaches will be back once I get things sorted out I love you all and miss you very much plz don't forget me. and best wishes to you all... ~Peach~XOXO....

Whoa
Well as some of you know... I found the hard way my vasectomy kinda sorta grew back and I now have a little monster on the way...again..Quick run down BTW I have 3 kids with my 1st wife and didn't really plan on having anymore so yea it was quite the shock. What really made it " interesting " is how much the world has changed in the decade or so and how kids are these days....I say Im not gonna raise my kids to be all emo and shit but hell how do you stop it ? Peer pressure is a bitch and for that matter I cant say I did an excellent job on the first 3. ( in my defense the EX is mostly responsible for that because of the divorce etc etc. I wont bore you with details ) But what Im saying is Where in the HELL did society get so fucked up and WTF am thinking bringing another person into it ? We did decide not to term the pregnancy and its gonna be " interesting " to raise another child @ my age ( old fart ) and with a wife who has MS. Lets just say in a nutshell...I am scared as Fuck !

Divorce
Well folks its finally over. after a whole decade, me and reese decided to end our marraige. We have been together since 1999. Married since 2001. Just shy of 8 years and 1 month of marraige. Im ok. I have someone in my life who appreciates me for me. Someone who can love me for me (even though its too early in the relationship to say that word.) Im hurt and devastated, but there comes a time in your life when you just have to move on and not look back. That time is now for me. Where im going to live, i dont know. I might just end up back on the streets homeless, again. But i cant worry about that. If any of you guys want to talk, just sb me and we can chat.

Sexystuff
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? For there to be feelings attached to it all What is something you have always wanted to try? Elevator sex sounds good. What is something you have never done in bed before? IWell hell, that would be a whole lot of things What time of day do you like to have sex? Middle of the afternoon. Usually because it means it's spontaneous. What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? A man? How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? All of 2 seconds If someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Depends on who that someone in the next room was. Strangers: Excited! My mother: Nervous Would it bothe

Tag, You're It!!!!!!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I am a mother of 2 wonderful kids 2. My dream man is Adam Sandler 3. My Favorite color is yellow 4. I am a reality show junkie 5. I cook amost everything with jalapenos 6. I love riding my quad 7. I can touch my nose with my tongue 8. I am a true believer in karma 9. I have 2 box turtles, would love a tortoise 10. I'm getting my lip pierced sometime in the next couple weeks im tagging nikki pervy c51 bri jlynn

James Blackburn
My best friend James Robert, is such a good man. I can honestly say that no one in this town hated that man. Everyone loves James, even me. I have only known this man for 3 years, but in this short period of time we had a blast. James is the world's best cook, he can make you anything you want and make it delicious. James has a million of friends, and two great daughters. He did anything and everything you can think of. His favorite was getting drunk and playing poker! He actually is the one who taught me how to play poker, and the first game we played at the bar I won. It rocked! On Monday 2/16/09 we played our last game of Yuker, and I lost with my friend Hope. It's all good though. The next day James ended up in the hospital, he said he had a really bad headache. So his friends drove him to the hospital and his blood pressure was 240/180. The hospital induced a coma, to make him more comfy. The same day the life lined him to another hospital in Indianapolis.

"gehenna"
diggin some slipknot this morning had to share "Gehenna" Do you Believe? Do you Fade like a Dream? Let me hear you BREATHE Let me watch as you sleep The Sparrow's Eyes... Promises shift into judgments I cannot deny that you were designed for my punishments The Blood and The Body - Control the cut so it's seamless Show me your Heart - Show me the way to complete this TETHERED / to a scene I / TREASURE / can you help me? I / SEVER/ god it's perfect, it's / NEVER / really perfect Now... I can finally be myself Cuz I don't want to be myself FREE MY SEVERED HEART, GIVE ME YOU - I WANT IT (I don't want to be myself) I cannot maintain a semblance of Normal anymore I'd rather feel pain than try to fit in with you anymore I'll throw it all away, like everybody else I can finally be myself Cuz I don't want to be myself FREE MY SEVERED HEART, GIVE ME YOU - I WANT IT (I don't want to be myself)

Sex Blog (got From Bonz)
(If you are reading this, you should repost it. I'm curious what others will say! ....At the very least, leave me a comment letting me know you saw it!) ================================================================================================== What is it that you absolutely need sexually? To get off!:P What is something you have always wanted to try? I'm a chicken shit so it isn't going to happen but i guess a 3 sum!but i don't think I'd ever have the guts for it anyhow! What is something you have never done in bed before? what haven't I've done would be a shorter list:P What time of day do you like to have sex? I'm a morning person 3am i'm ready but it don't happen mostly late nights is what I get *sighs* What do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? it's not what I see but feel , as soon as i get softly kissed below my ears and on my neck okay I'm ready lol How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? not long*hehe

Tag, You're It!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I kick ass at Guitar Hero. 2. I'm a twin. 3. Was born and raised in Texas. 4. I sleep in my car and lock the doors when i go to parties. 5. iMPORT is my [Robin]. 6. I've never broken a bone in my body. 7. My nickname is DinkyDow [CrazyGirl]. 8. I didn't go to my high school prom. 9. Lisa rawks my sawks! 10. And I did this blog for iMPORT! ~I'm tagging~ Lisa Chriz JussCuzz Tyler JDRighteous

People Helping People
This girl, Renee, celebrates three years of sobriety. Renee, 3 Years. from To Write Love on Her Arms. on Vimeo. I really wish everyone realized that help is out there... that all they need to do is want it and reach out and someone is going to grab that hand and want to help. As alone as people think they are, there's always people who will be there for you.. people who will want to help. Sometimes they can even be strangers. This just got me thinking about people in my life who thought they were alone.. and because of that, weren't strong enough to want to be helped. It's tragic. It's amazing how one helping hand can change a life... how just listening to someone talk about their feelings and fears and problems can make this huge impact on their life. I also find it fascinating how having a conversation with someone who has been through a similar situation can really help you deal with it. Talking about each of your experiences and just relate to one anot

Happy Hour Thank You!
Thank you all SO MUCH! My Happy Hour was a huge success and I had a great time! It's been so long since I've had one I've forgotten how crazy it can get! I still have a long way to go to the next level so don't stop spankin' me now! Anyone that blings me today whether it be big or small will get a Thank You Salute! (If it's big, you'll even get an extra special salute) Again.... A very special thanks to: Dark Defender "Fu Hubby To Italian Princess@ fubar He is absolutely amazing! Go show him lots and lots of love and tell him I said "Thank You" for the Happy Hour! A very big thank you to: Tony411@ fubar He is a total sweetheart and the reason I have 11's running during my Happy Hour today! Be sure and show him lots and lots of fu luvvin' as well. With Much Fu Luv: PebblesinAZ...Owned by Dragon Master...FAN ME, RATE ME, ADD ME@ fubar

Being New
i am not new to this site this is actually my second time here..i was level 25 when i deleted the first one i had..i know how things work here and here is a few things i like to say 1.) i do not cyber 2.) dont ask for my number you wont get it 3.) do not ask to meet me cuz its not happening 4.) im here for friends and that is it 5.) not sure if im going to make a salute or not..i havent made up my mind yet

Couldn't Decide On A Name
Untitled I can’t believe I found you. So happy I am to have met you. So different you and I, but yet we are the same. Our differences brought us together, Our similarities keep us tight. Wanting to be with you, yet unable to makes me sad. When we talk nothing else matters. How I feel towards you is hard to put into words. Together someday we will be. That’s when I’ll show you how much you mean to me.

Yo
yo my name is matt but call me syko cuz if you fucc with my ill cut you head off and eat your brains cuz im a crazy ass white boy that dotn give a fuck about you or your life bitch , so you can just shave that in you juice box and suck it , so ill do me and do what i gots to do for a living and if you got beef then let me cook your ass . im so sic of fake ass nigga up on here talk they some thign when they are livin home with mommy and daddy payign for all they shyt. im just gonan speak my mind and if you got some thing to say then say it dotn be a little bitch boy and talk behind soem one back grow the fucc upa nd be a man . as for now im just gonna do me and do what i want in life so fuck with me ill fuccin suck out your eyes and lick your brain stem cuz im syk0 like that . love peace and fuck off

Blessing Of A Loved One
To be graced with you presence was an honor, but to be your grandson meant so much more. Our Family was blessed with you for 84 years. Now the lord has called you back to bless his presence. I will never for get all that you instilled in me as a child. I will do best to raise my children in the manor you set forth before me. In many ways I looked towards others only to find you with the only answer. I always felt your love. I only wish I was there more to return the favor. Even with great distance I felt your loving hand. Ciao Nonna I will greet you at the gates when I am called but till then feel free to look upon as as you always have.

Mardi Gras
MARDI GRAS Mardi Gras, the greatest show in the world and it's free this show can get a little crazy, but it's for regular people like you and me On the parade route you can walk for miles until you get a blister to join in on the fun, to be part of the show, all you have to say is, throw me somethin' mister You get there early to get a spot up front for you to stay then the parade gets close and a sea of bodies washes you away There are pretty girls, bands, and floats that throw doubloons, cups, and beads there are hot dogs, peanuts, and cotton candy, but there may not be a place to pee As the floats pass, throw me somethin' mister is all you have to say just have fun and you'll have loads of Mardi Gras trinkets by the end of the day But if you want the good stuff, something better than the rest and if you happen to be female, all you have to do is show your breast Mardi Gras is not for the shy and is not for the meek the crowds will pack you in shoulder to sho

Domino Effect
I look around at all my surroundings, and I think to myself why do we do the things we do, and then I think about all the things that happen now because of the things that happened then, and I realize that life really is one giant domino effect, every decision we make is crucial to the future that will come, we truly have the power to change what will happen tomorrow just by the decision we make today. The pain that I feel today may be worth it compared to the happiness I may feel tomorrow, just the same as the happiness I felt yesterday has been clouded by the heartbreak that has consumed me today. Every decision we make will take its part in shaping us into the people we will become. For example, in the past few months I have met alot of people that have influenced the life that I am having now, some good, and some bad. I have also made some questionable decisions that have molded me into the train-wreck that I have become. It seems that I have made all the wrong decisions, because e

For Ma Babi Cinnamon
you know am havin hard time jst thinkin yo in pain pain of not your own makin i want take all your pain away there is still pain you dont know its much more pain than yo imagine not physical yo experiencing now your bff no longer of dis world soon i know they be tellin yo i hope to be there with yo before n' after yo told da bad news i want to take away all your pain even da mental pain yo now know n' even da pain yo about to know you wont be readin dis until after your pain is so real i want to take from yo i want to take yo to far away beaches yo would love Boracay majestic beaches quiet smooth beach of philippines so quiet yo forget your troubles yo b so far from your pain if yo start thinkin of tat pain i will b there to take it away i know your presence gives me a buzz

Shoutbox Cuddler
Fun NJ guy: I am coming to town for a trade show on March 2-5 I would love to cuddle you game? ->Fun NJ guy: Sorry. I don't cuddle with people I don't know. Fun NJ guy: get to know me ->Fun NJ guy: As tempting as an offer as that is, I think I shall pass. Fun NJ guy: why is that? ->Fun NJ guy: Why? Fun NJ guy: that you want to pass? ->Fun NJ guy: You're joking, right? Fun NJ guy: no.. I am a nice guy I said get to know mw ->Fun NJ guy: I guess I would have to take your word on that. Personally, I find it a bit disturbing when someone I don't know asks to cuddle with me. Even more so when they use some line about being in town for some show, if there even is one, and the fact that I'm probably not the only person that has received such a line. * silence for about 5 minutes * ->Fun NJ guy: Apparently, I hit the nail on the head. Good luck finding your cuddle bud. LOL

All Evil Iz Coming 2 An End
WE R LIVING IN DA LAST DAYZ, ND THATS A WELL KNOWN FACT, THE BOOK OF REVELATIONS IS ALL COMING 2 PAST, WE NEED 2 ST8TRN UP OUR ACTZ, CAUSE DA DEVIL IZ SETTIN TRAPZ, EARTHQUAKES IN DIVERS PLACES ALL OVER DA MAP. WE BETTER GET RIGHT WITH GOD, B4 ITZ 2 LATE, SO HE CAN WIPE OUR SINS AWAY, ND GIVE US A BRAND NEW SLATE, WE GOTTA PRAY ND HAVE F8TH, THAT WE'RE GONNA C BETTER DAYZ, WE LIVE LIFE WAY 2 SIMPLE THIS HAS GOT 2 CHANGE, MOST PPL DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND IT, WE KEEP TAKING GOD 4 GRANTED, THE DEVIL'Z GONNA HAVE THIS WHOLE WORLD N2 A STATE OF PANIC, WE LIVE WAY 2 LAVISH, THERE'S SO MANY DEMONZ ON THIS PLANET, LOOK @ DA SIGNS OF TIME SEEK DA TRUTH ND THEN GRAB IT, IF U WHERE TO DIE 2DAY, WOULD WE END UP IN HEAVEN OR HELL, IF THERE WAS A PRICE 2 PAY, WOULD WE BE ABLE 2 POST BAIL, DEMONZ R AFTER US, BUT MOST PPL CAN'T EVEN TELL, HEED DA WORDS THAT I SPIT, OR ELSE THESE TEST WHERE GONNA FAIL, IM A MODERN DAY PROPHET, ND DA DEVIL CAN'T STOP IT, DA DEVIL HAS CONTROLL OVER OUR SOULS, BUT NOW IT'S

Feel Free To A/f/r These Profiles
> http://www.fubar.com/user/2384077 > > http://www.fubar.com/user/2419961 > > http://www.fubar.com/user/2337370 they will love you unconditionally and even try and convert you - YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

It's Time!
It's time! To ORACLE this gentleman! He worked hard to get here and he helped a lot of us all the time!It's time to return the love now! He needs less than 4mil points. Autos will be on Friday. Bling,Rate,Bomb!!! ☮LarryB☮@ fubar Pimped out with love by: ♫BlackWidow♫@ fubar

I Will Not Bend
why must you ban me cause i express myself is it so hard to see im just being me not some fake or fraud but a human being one who cherishes life embraces the passion life has to offer why must you kill off that part of me i will never bow to your kind of ridicule i will not bend to your simple minds long after you have finished ripping me apart there will be traces of me in the wind at night as you sleep in the very air you breath keep in mind i was here long before you ever thought of me and i will long after you stop but you will never be truly free of me once you tasted me i will be there forever in some form ...like right now ..even though you cant hear me , see me or touch me my presence is felt im in your head

New Element Discovered!
Lawrence Livermore Laboratories has discovered the heaviest element yet known to science. The new element, Governmentium (Gv), has one neutron, 25 assistant neutrons, 88 deputy neutrons, and 198 assistant deputy neutrons, giving it an atomic mass of 312. These 312 particles are held together by forces called morons, which are surrounded by vast quantities of lepton-like particles called peons. Since Governmentium has no electrons, it is inert; however, it can be detected, because it impedes every reaction with which it comes into contact. A tiny amount of Governmentium can cause a reaction that would normally take less than a second, to take from four days to four years to complete. Governmentium has a normal half-life of 2- 6 years; It does not decay, but instead undergoes a reorganization in which a portion of the assistant neutrons and deputy neutrons exchange places. In fact, Governmentium's mass will actually increase over time, since each reorganization will cause more m

The One
In her eyes there is such peace her soul overflows with graceful elegance her words are gently sweet and kind her own thoughts see her as normal Her face to me is that of a goddess Her heart to me is that of a place where all my fears and pains go away. she is more than someone girl i have met she is the one...

Human's
What is this oddities??? its called Humans.. they hide there real safes away.. but why? why not stand out of the blanket of blank masks? Well I dont have a mask i live behind... Instead I walk thru life as a ghost... Humans not seeing me as who i am but a faceless person.. I have aways hated the masks... I have a face. I have eyes. My eye's will tell you all you need to know about me, If you only look... My heart will tell you of whats been and to come.. My Body is broken and soul has been shattered... but still I keep pushing thru the masks. To see if i can Help anyone, anyone!!!! brake thru this lies and masks... There is a saying i love... Not sure where it came from.. Time to follow the crowd and dance there dance is over... Brake free, Shred that mask, and awake the truth!! The truth is... YOUR ALIVE AND NOT A PUPPET... but like i said on my main page... Im a Slave.. can be nothing more... But i have never said whats my master will is.. So drop that mask a

My First Bit Of Lyrics I Ever Wrote
I feel the pain inside my head Inside my head i feel alive I hope to die in the black suffocating darkness But i live afraid to die Pulled apart by the darkness Society tells me i must die Abomination, Discrimination, Suffocation I open my eyes and realize Im drowning in my own darkness Created by the hand that feeds me the poison that they call life set me free let me die just drown in my darkness forever The fountain of life? No the fountain of death beckons me to its blackest depths do i lead or do i follow below what is right what is wrong?

What Is The Cherrybomb?
★What IS the Cherry Bomb?★ ~Cherrybomb™ HAHAHA! No.... that's not the one we're all talking about right now .... this one is: When activated, you can go to someone's folder that hasn't recently been cherrybombed and bomb the folder. What you do is try to find a folder of at least 250 pictures. If it has more, that is okay because only 250 pics will be rated. Just click on "bomb this album"...when you do..it will rate ALL the pics in that album with 11s (up to 250 pics for the album)...so you both get 14k (I think) in points. If that person is running auto 11s, you might get double. Have to check on this. You can bomb each person ONCE. You can bomb every 60 seconds so you can technically bomb 60 folders of 250 pictures each. The folder of 250 (or whatever number) pics is rated 11 on each picture. My suggestion is to get your list together of which folders you want to rate. A folder can be bombed once every 60 minutes. You don't really wan

Grrrrrrrrrr People Piss Me Off
i asked for help to make my daughter a bulletin and well noone knows how to do it but damn there are alot of bulletins all the time. For those that don't give a rats ass glad you help your so called friends out. Damn it was a birthday gift for my daughter it wasn't like i was asking for your first born. I am now going to go to bed and the hell with fubar friends that can't help a person out FOR THE PEOPLE THAT DID TRY TO HELP ME MUAHZ AND MUCH LOVE TO YOU FOR TRYING TO HELP ME. BubbaSam, Sarabeana, DJ amoris, cutterbum,Chris aka army medic, spin, tiffany. I will spank you hard tomorrow.

26 Things A Perfect Guy Would Do:
1. Know how to make you smile when you are down. 2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but you always notice. 3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence. 4. Give you the remote control during the game. 5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you. 6. Play with your hair. 7. His hands always find yours. 8. Be cute when he really wants something. 9. Offer you plenty of massages. 10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork. 11. Never run out of love. 12. Be funny, but know how to be serious. 13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious. 14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready. 15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts. 16. Smile a lot. 17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you. 18. Appreciate you. 19. Help others out. 20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1. 21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you

Inside Me
my thirst for your love gets stronger and stronger. it fights me when i try not to think of you. it fights me when im not in your arms. without you my hearts breaks apart. without you their is no reason to live. what i fear is the day without you. i cant fight what's inside me. my heart thirst for you my love. the blood in my veins only pumps for you. the passion inside me is very strong. when i see you. you make me want to give you endless love. love found me when i meant you.

Night Of The Jerks
What the hell is wrong with people today? No matter where I go or what I see, someone has insulted me in one way or another. Normally, I would let it all just roll off my back, but this is a cumulative effort for the negative energy to try to get me. Let's rehash the events of the events of the evening leading up to this blog shall we? Besides my work being way out of control and the serious teenage issues I deal with being a single Mom of a teenager, I found: An article I wrote was completely bashed and insulted by a cowardly wimpy jerk Pics on here were bashed by a female "friend" on a NSFW pic? WOW what an ass. On another site someone decided he would go in depth on my "Weight issue" explaining to me how my health was at risk and "How much more beautiful I would be if I just lost weight" ok..thank you and fuck you very much. A long time friend just "POOF" vanished. My kid tells me a tale of how my ex husbands wife BASHED me in front of her during the Oscars

I Reject.
I remember a light of song. A plane without fear, doubt. There was no time, there was no pain. Kind words from the grey mists. Warm winds of inspiration and hope undercurrents gently gliding me further. For the moment there were no thoughts of greatness no concern with triumph or who I had left behind. All was well. All was light, love, and illusion. It was so fragile. The moment I spoke truth, reason collided with fantasy like a wrecking ball through paper prison-walls. I was cold again. Surrounded in dark, thundering dull. My limbs wreathed in agonizing shackles of air-starved flesh The pressure behind my skull, the desperation in my throat I resurfaced in a tidal wave of thrashing terror water water everywhere coming out of holes I didn't know I had coughed in shocked spray. There was no awe no gratitude or relief. I was back from the dead back from the first quiet and peace I had ever known. Even if that peace was just a fading glimpse aft

The Acacia Strain
Balboa Towers She asked me if I wanted to fuck so I spit in her face. Blatant disregard for the rules. She asked me to marry her so I slit her fucking throat. I told you I wanted to be alone forever. Leave the trash where the trash belongs. Baby, you'd look good in a dumpster. The world has stopped turning. The other shoe has dropped. The shit has hit the fucking fan. Breathe in deep. Bite down hard. Live in fear. Die in pain. I have found beauty in permanent exile. This is my reclamation. This is my continent. I am most hated of the world. You aren't my brother. You aren't my family. I'd rather die alone than live here with you. No one has control of me now. If I ruled the world I'd destroy mankind. If I were king for a day I'd make sure there was no fucking tomorrow. And now the world is my fucking toilet. And now the world is mine.

Jumbled Thoughts.
My mind is a jumbled array of miscellaneous thoughts. Scattered puzzle pieces not really fitting together to make any sort of sense. Its sad when you realize that you have let a good friend walk all over you on countless occasions. Use you for his own comfort and discards you until the next time. It didn't really hit me until tonight; he admitted to me that he came to me for advice when his now ex-girlfriend was confusing him; because I know how to make him smile. Tonight after almost 2 weeks he came to me again because he was upset about thoughts he was having about her. I don't opt to be someone's leaning post. I swear sometimes it a curse being a good listener. Another random thought. Why do women complain about getting negative attention when they dress so scandalously clad? Of course its going to draw sexual attention from the opposite sex. It doesn't take a brain surgeon to see this. On the other hand men shouldn't automatically think with their small head when they see a

Everything
Everyday I wonder why I am alone. Maybe it is me, maybe not. I would love to find someone like me. Who knows whats in my future I hope it is something good. I believe I deserve a partner who will love me for me and nothing else. My life is an open book ready for a new chapter a new beginning. So what do you think I am open for suggestions. Please private message me and give your insight.

Late Night Thoughts
Thoughts run through my head uncontroled,as i sit here alone I fight with myself.Wondering how i will deal with my fears.I have loved, i have been loved, they have all gone.Still i find myself thinking about a special lady, missing her every breath, every touch, the sweet smell of her hair, the beauty of her smile, i get lost in her eyes.People say you can find that person who makes your heart miss a beat, that person that makes you smile no matter how your feeling, that person that you can sit there for hours as they sleep and just hold them.For a long time i have wondered if that person is real,well she is.Life is a journey we all take,full of ups and downs,loses and gains,we learn,we grow, we become who we are becouse of those turns in our life.We control however what those events in life make us become.I have been guarded for a long time.My biggest fear of caring for someone is it wont be real on thier part, i fear i will be hurt again.I have learned in life we must have faith, tak

Boobs Salutes 4 Beads
i`ll buy gift beads 4 boob/ass salutes but not bling beads i can`t do bling but gift beads are just as good any takers hit me up i`m a boob man and a ass man i`m new at this blog thing here

~my Demon Battle~ (heartless Girl)
you make me bitter, you make me jealous, you make me angry, you make me love you....you piss me off, you make my heart hurt, you haunt my dreams, you make me crave you...yes im running but, cant you see why you make me wanna die!...i have had enough of torment and pain im done playing your fucking game!..girl with a lovely face, a sweet embrace, devil in your smile, succubus womanly whiles...take your face and your lying grace...and walk the fuck away...my demoness with the evil heart to take my soul...im not yours i think you should know...you didnt win this time.

Fubar
oh who cares anymore. No one would even know if i deleted my acct. No one would really even care. So I wont even waste my time even doing that. Im just going back to Facebook and Myspace where ya dont have to act like a slut for someone to like ya. Screw it. Who needs this crap

Is There A Heaven? Cause Life Sure Feels Like Hell..
I figured I owed my dear and close friends an explaination as to why my family has been erased and I disappeared for a lil while. I try to make everyone happy and one way or another I hurt someone's feelings. I hate that because I love and care for all my close friends. I hold each one of you dear to my heart and I would help you out in any way, shape or form. At the same time of this drama I've also had to deal with a very sick 4 year old. She went into the doctor last Thursday with a 103 degree fever and we were told it was just due to a small ear infection. I had her back to the doctor on Monday when the fever was still spiking that high off and on. I have a fear of fevers with her because she is prone to having febrile seizures if the fever gets too bad. So after many tests on Monday I was told she had walking pneumonia and the possibility of Kawasaki Syndrome. She had blood work yesterday and that turned out negative for the syndrome but her white blood count was very low and the

A Must See
I HARDLY EVER POST ANYTHING AS FAR AS BLOGS MUMS OR WAT NOT... BUT ANY HOW I KNOW THAT RIGHT NOW EVERYONE IS GOING THRU HARD TIMES OR KNOW SOMEONE THAT IS.. WELL I GOT THIS LINK FROM A VERY GOOD FRIEND OF MINE AND I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE THIS WITH EVERYONE! IT IS VERY HELPFUL PLEASE FOWARD TO EVERYONE YOU KNOW IT CAN BE A BIG HELP TO MANY FAMILIES OUT THERE HAVING TROUBLE KEEPING THEIR HOMES..MUCH LUV AND PEACE.. http://cosmos.bcst.yahoo.com/up/player/popup/?rn=3906861&cl=12191382&ch=4226720&src=news

Missing You
I know that people say time heals all wounds, but when you lose someone you love time just seems to standstill. You want so badly to go back into time when that person was still alive in order to hold onto those precious moments you were able to experience with them. You want to be able to see their eyes so full or life or hear their laughter again or even do anything in your power to be sure that they know how loved they were. I guess that's why people say take a lot of pictures in order to capture those moments that you want to remember for a lifetime, because you never know when something such as death might occur. Yes, death is inevitable, it's something that everyone will face when their time comes to join our Lord and Creator in Heaven. Some of you know that my grandmother went home to our Lord on Monday February 16 and we buried her that Friday February 20. She had been suffering for many years and I know it would be selfish of me to say that I wish she was still with us, s

Love You 'til The End
First time I saw you I just knew I would always love you There would be no words No actions that could tear me from you This I knew was true Storms could rage on Rains could pour down Clouds could raise up And I would love you through Nothing they can say Will make me love you less Nothing you can do Will make me walk away For I'll love you till the end Waves could crash around Castles could crumple Dreams may not come true And you'll never be alone This I know is true First time I saw I just knew I would love until the end

Imagine Me There...(this Is Nasty)
Imagine me there as you close your eyes I’m gliding my hand between your thighs I unzip your pants, and take off your shirt You unsnap my bra, and take off my skirt Kissing you soft down to your tip In and out, “May I have a sip?” A precious swallow of your dripping lust In and out, can I make you bust? To feel your pleasure down my throat In and out, make me choke! Teasing my tongue across your love Passed my lips, again I shove Pushing your trust out and in Coat my throat once again! My sweet cream fills, as you gush Between my legs I’ve turned to mush You push me down and beg to lead I lie on my back and act naive You grip my sides and hold them tight Resist your appetite with all your might Feel the heat between my hips Slide your tongue between my lips Massage my clit and make me drip Glide your finger and let it slip Between my legs, but back a bit Soft and slow so it will fit “Oh shit, Daddy…” you’re ‘bout to taste My seductive pleasure down your face

To Good To Be True/
The sores are healing, I have a better feeling. There is still some tender spots inside, my feelings i can not hide. My heart is growing more everyday, you could never love too much,thats what they say. But, does it seem that love is the fastest route to pain, because, it seems the more i love , the more i question, am i going insane. When you love that much, and then hurt that bad, the outcome usually always means being sad. Thank god, everyday for love, weither good or bad, regaurdless, it's still love, which means you still have a heart, so be glad. To be numb inside, is never good, it only spells disaster,make up with family,you really should. I love my family,and im so glad we made up, and got over it, I love you MOM and DAD and Amy and Cj, don't ever forget......................

Vote 4 Sum Of None
Wassup everyone...my band is in a contest for the Big Star Search for CPR Fest,to play the openin spot at,this years CPR Fest,the local radio station summer concert,here on the Coast,all you have to do is vote for Sum of None,then 18 bands will be picked to play a battle of the bands,then the two winners go on to the pic it-or-flick it,the winner of that will play the openin at,this years CPR Fest,this is the link to go vote on,and its on the left hand side of the page www.979cprrocks.com we thank everyone for their support.

Auto 11's Coming This Friday
MY FIRST AUTO 11's Plz Help Me Level AUTO 11's COMING SOON! THIS FRIDAY!!! 12PM FU-TIME 2PM CENTRAL THANKS TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS THAT HAS HELPED ME THIS FAR! XOXO Hope to see you there! Create a custom bulletin at AllLayedOut.com!

Strange Day
I had the strangest day yesterday. I was walking down the road. When I went to cross the street this huge 1973 cadillac hit the gas. I barely jumped out of the way. Approximately 5 minutes later the car hit the breaks right next to me. The driver jumped out and pulled a gun. I was scared shitless! He pulled the trigger and shot the raccoon behind me. A second later a PETA person jumped out of the bushes and shot the guy in the head. I have never seen brain soup before.

Poem
Angel, I now see they do exist. Playing the lens to trick into capture, this beautiful soul that seems so bliss. I have no doubt anymore, you are an angel virgin whore. Your wings are shredded you cannot fly, I am your lion standing at your side. I will protect you I own your sin, to catch your tears is to keep my grin. What keeps my gaze is not your skin or your stabbing eyes. But your purity in this world that in wickedness created its own demise. I will hate this world with the one I love.

Things That You Change To Change People
we've all had our fair share of ups and downs and i really don't want to go into the whole people suck, life sucks, everything sucks becuz that just isn't my perspective anymore..... to a few who i will keep unnamed, you have no idea what i think, how i feel or really what i am even doing. everyone is always at my back about my attitude and my outlook and what this and what that, here's a clue: you can talk all you want but i always have to right to listen or not listen all i want! i've changed things about me that you have no idea even existed and yes thats right i changed hoping that someone else would get the drift and change too. people become too comfortable in their positions of authority, who gave you the right to tell me how i should live my life, what i should do or say, give me the ways to make things easier when you clearly have no idea! SHUT YOUR MOUTH!!! until you have walked a mile in someone else's shoes and seen what they have seen, done what they have done and know ho

A Struggle From Within
Sound channels fade left to right Let them pray, Let them Pray Wither its demented; Or i have a lost soul No matter what i do Seems i can never get through I've lost my way too you Beaten, Burnt, Scarred Like an Oasis; You appear I thirst, i reach for a drink You disappear Skies dim gray; dull Numb, blurred, distant Life fades away So let them pray; because No matter what i do I've lost my way too you

Such A Shame (again Haters Leave Now)
OK SO IM DATED IN MY MUSIC TASTES BUT PLEASE DO TAKE THE TIME TO READ MY PROFILE - I DONT DISS YOUR MUSIC SO DONT DISS MINE. LOVE ME FOR WHAT I AM, NOT WHO I LISTEN TO WHEN DRUNK :D

Cam-skanks, Leave Me Alone
I used to have a fubar account a year ago, I deleted it and just came back. No one is talking to me at all. I mean the only people who have tried to talk to me were CAM-SKANKS. Strippers are cool and all,.. there is no confusion about what is going on. You identify quickly that these are not real people, they are characters. Usally very morally compromised jaded women, pretending to be innocent and hungry,.. when they are anything but. You walkinto a STRIP CLUB and you knwo what is in there. Strippers Stripping,.. and people paying $$ for it. CAMSKANKS... leave me alone. Make all the pouty faces you want. i hope you make lots of $$ and get a sensation of adoration or what ever you get out of the experience. But when I thnk someone is trying to genuinely strike up a conversation with me,.. and I stop what I am doing to be cordial and socialable... and find out it's just some 19yr old girl, who thinks she is a lot hotter than she is, trynig to make money being wh

Wish
I WISH I HAD SOMEONE WHO REALLY TRULY LOVED ME, SOMEONE WHO ISNT AFFRAID TO ADMIT TO BEING WITH ME, SOMEONE WHO MAKES IT KNOWN TO THE WORLD THAT THEY LOVE ME, SOMEONE THAT I CAN TRUST, SOMEONE WHO IS THERE WHEN I NEED THEM, SOMEONE THAT I CAN CALL MINE AND ONLY MINE......

Lost In The Darkness!
I am caught between a rock and a hard place. i love someone who honestly does not know what he wants and needs. he has a job to do and cannot be around for us to sit down and talk face to face. I wish he knew and could understand how i feel. At this point in his life he is not ready for the kind of person that i need and want in my life. i am lost and wondering in the dark. i want my deamon to sweep me off my feet and love me forever.

Why??
i start to want a relationship. then i get into one. and then it goes bad horribly fast. after the last time, i decided to be single, for, well, indefinitely. i hate them. wish i could bypass the first few parts and just get to the more deep parts. anybody care to try to help me understand it?????

For My Hunnii
you know how i feel i can't take that away from you even if that cheerleader bitch takes you away from me I'll be there. i hope you read this i can't explain why and how i feel this i just know I'm fallowing my heart and i know this is all true wish you were here now to lift me up and never let me fall again my wings are healing now and I'm telling you how much i care I'm letting you in you're the best thing that's happened to me... you're my loving man. forever and always you know how i feel... this is not the end you'll always be my helping hand

Plz Help
our new baby cuz. was born on new years day was just life lined to the hospital due to the fact that he can't breath. he got a really bad cold and now he can't breath can u help us out by praying for him

As I Lay Dying- The Sound Of Truth
This is my favorite song by As I Lay Dying, it's from their new album "An Ocean Between Us" "We have all heard what we wanted to hear 'truth' that sounds right to our ears But what wisdom is there within us to live based on the feeling of our hearts? How many times has instinct let us down, Never to be thought through never to be questioned? Say what you really mean when your ambition calls you For what use is there in praying If you will only hear what you want to hear? We speak of fighting to resist this world but what about the battle within us? If we have chosen to live against the grain then why are we all facing the same way? there is no difference between us and them if we all blindly seek 'truth' from sentiments"

My Tats
okay, here goes... My tattoo on my right ankle is my nickname "Angel" I got it because my mom use to call me her little angel, plus my husband calls me his angel, so it just kinda stuck. The tattoo on the back of my right shoulder is of a triquetra and it is blue. The meaning of this is Pride, Peace, Positive Energy, and because it is blue it is also for Protection. I also love the symbol and I love the color blue. My fave color is red though lol. Okay, the tattoo I just got the one on my lower back is a little complicated... It is my Gemini sign with balance symbols hanging from it at the top and pentacles hanging from it at the bottom, also in the middle the colums are black and white for a reason. Okay now to explain it... I am gemini, my husband is libra, Libra's symbol is balance, I also got the balance symbol because of now my life is in balance.The pentacles is a symbol of my religion. The black and white in the columns are for my past and present/future. My past was not such a

Fear
You gain strength, courage and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You are able to say to yourself, 'I have lived through this horror. I can take the next thing that comes along.' you must do the things you think you cannot do.

Stop Caring....
ok you live your whole life of 19 years being told you will never amount to anything. you're told you would only be pretty enough, smart enough, and good enough for a guy if you weren't so fat. to hear that all the time, especially from family at such a young age does some serious damage to a girl. basically from the time you can walk, talk, and comprehend, you just start assuming that everything you are being told is truth, and it is ingrained, compounded, and made true by an unrelentless pursuit of beauty in this world. it took me a long time to understand that i was just as good as those "beautiful girls", the ones every guy wanted to date and every girl wanted to be. i didnt want to be like them but there was one thing they had i did want, besides a relationship with a guy, and that was their confidence. these are the girls who walk through the hallways and everyone knows who they are, even kids down in the middle schools know their names. In school districts and even farthe

After All These Years...
Lost in the wilderness of life trying desperately to see the forest for the trees. Listening to natures storms brew all around me. Feeling the rain as it brutally hits my skin. Comparing the feeling to the temporal stings of a thousand bees merely lasting moments. Waiting ... just waiting... for the rage to pass. Knowing even the darkest skies will pass into blinding light. Grasping deep within to find shelter in this cruel place I cal myself. Trying to reach for another soul as they extend passion my way. Yet, I find myself wanting more... More then just the satisfaction of knowing someone is there. Knowing I cannot share my deep dark self. The Bleeding heart which cannot rejuvenate itself. For every drop of blood I give... of every ounce of love I share... it is sucked up by the leeches that claim they love me. Yet,Only bring me pain. I have one love... I know is true... Eternity... Long lasting through... Although, I wait to see her face. T

Voice Of The Lost.
I'm going to give you the count of three to love me. To own the noise of my torrential agony this water carrier has broken. All that's left is shattered earth the sharp edges of my masque and a very wet mess at the end of the fall. A poet without readers is a fool with no court a god with no worshippers a voice with no speaker. A man with no woman. Soup without salt... Night without stars. I have become less than nothing. Worse than having never been. I am forgotten. I am that tiny candle in infinite cold. You are the hand gently strangling me into submission, into sizzling oblivion. How did I offend you? How did I fail you? Its much too late an hour for any of that to matter... Dissapear in that empty night. You are everything in nothing, so go back to that place... and be.

Thanks
i'd like 2 thank everyone who told me happy birthday today... you know all you so called friend who forgot thanks so all you who remembered thank you a bunch and you might not get a present but you'll def. get a happy birthday. to all you so called friends who couldn't take 5 seconds of you time to msg me comment me or txt me on my birthday... don't expect shit from me.. just sayin so i'm going 2 go drink another couple shots of absolute and raise my right hand with my middle finger up hehe i'm a bitch i know

Devotion
I anxiously await the sound of your voice Sitting by the phone, I am ready to surrender You lead, I follow With this I have no choice The seeds you have planted grow tall and true I bloom with confidence for all to see My mind, my body, like a beautiful flower Reaching to you, my sun, my water Your student, your warrior I hope to be My devotion to you is simple and clear Relax, go deeper, I’ll show you, you’ll see For you are my Mster Your words, your wisdom have set me free

Life As I Know It
So here it is. Divorce. We had out fair share of issues but nothing we couln't ever work through. But something we can't work through is him falling in love again with his exwife. yeah. harsh huh? the story goes as this: she his ex went to a year long treatment facicilty for being hooked on ice in maui. while in there he met another woman. moved to washington state in 95/ divorced his ex in 97. got together with me in june of 2000. we married in july 2001. he gained custody of his two sons in february 2002. this past xmas they went for their last visitaion with her and she refused to send the4m back and he had to fly to maui to get the youngest which is 15. he brought him home the weekend of martin luther king weekend. i felt a vibe that was "off". so i questioned him and he told me that he missed hawaii and that was it. we got papers in the mail that the ex had filed for custody and he needed to appear in court feb 11th. so he made arragements to fly down there yet again to "squash it

Love Affair With Lady Moon
Dark and silent, the night surrounds you. You feel the cool night air brush against your skin, and you shiver in anticipation. You turn your face towards the moon and bask in her beauty, removing your clothing beneath her light. You raise your arms above your head and close your eyes. Her perfect beams shine down upon the pale beauty of your skin, your long dark hair stirring in the breeze, flowing freely down your back. Your body begins to move to a beat that only you and the Lady Moon can hear. Your hips sway and your arms move with the sound. Your breath and heartbeat quicken as the dance becomes more frantic, pulse throbbing uncontrollably. You move around in circles, keeping time with the melody. The Lady Moon's graceful light plays off your hair as the last aching notes drift on the current of air. You sigh and replace your hands at your sides, smiling up at her in escatsy and completion. You don your clothng and walk back through the french doors, crawling into your warm bed, pu

That's A Foxy Hole
I haven't posted a funny story here in a while, so I thought tonight might be a good time. This is military but I think everyone will get it, which is what makes it so funny. My co-worker & smoking buddy Nova (no longer works here, was laid off last year) was in the Army for 16 years. Her last duty assignment was Ft Bragg NC (when she got out, her & husband who was still active duty bought a house nearby, so that's how she ended up in my neck of the woods). Anyway, all her previous assignments had been in "fixed station" Comm Centers (ie - indoor jobs), but when she got here, was assigned to a tactical unit (ie - playing soldier in the woods). So at the start of her first field training exercise in her new unit, the 1SG (First Sergeant, in charge of the entire company) calls his senior NCO's together for a briefing (she's at this point a Staff Sergeant in charge of a platoon). He points out a foxhole that's sort of overgrown and covered with pine needles, etc, and says "Make su

Baked Ziti
Baked Ziti by Obed Kirkpatrick Ingredients: 1 pound of ziti noodles (you can substitute mini penne) 1 pound Italian sausage 56 oz of spaghetti sauce with mushrooms 8 oz pepper jack cheese 8 oz of mozzarella cheese 1 cup grated Parmesan 1 large onion 4 garlic gloves Directions: Cook pasta according to the directions on the package. Drain and set aside. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F. Remove the skin from the Italian sausage cook until brown. Add onions and cook until wilted. Add spaghetti sauce and simmer for 5 minutes. Add the garlic. Remove from heat. Grate the cheese into two separate piles (pepper jack in one and mozzarella in the other) In a 9 X 13 baking dish, layer the noodles, cooked ingredients and both cheeses equally. The top layer should be the cheese mixture, sprinkling the grated parmesan over top of cheese. Cover with aluminum foil and bake for 30 minutes. Uncover and bake for 15 more minutes until the cheese turns a golden brown

Umm............... Confused Much
I needed to put my thoughts out there so I could think this through. I've been seeing this really great guy. We get along very well, have a lot in common and just chillin together is fun. The intimate part is like fireworks, it's just great. However, we want two very different things. I eventually want to find and be in a serious, committed relationship, I haven't totally given up on love I guess. Im not saying thats what I want right this minute, cause it's not. I like just sort of dating someone. Not having them around 24/7 is cool with me. Right now I want my space, not to have to answer to anyone but myself is nice. The way he talks right now he has become very jaded when it comes to love and relationships. He doesnt have it in him anymore to have that serious relationship. The way he talks he wont ever want that again. Which I can understand his feelings on that after knowing what his situations have been. However, he tells me he really likes me alot, more than he expected to.

Boredom
I hate being bored. What does the average joe realy do in life to get unbored? All I do is play WoW and that seams not working good enough for me. I am just 26 years old and am tired of life as we speak. I wish life was more fun. I hate to put that out there but I am. Life sucks for me.

The Only Thing Worse Then Backseat Drivers
Is backseat video game players..ach! my mother is horrible for it, almost like she tries to coach me thru games. I HATE IT!!!! so does my oldest son..8 years old and thinks hes better at games then me... ok well he is BUT I have been playing them longer dammit!! Anywho I think this little clip is rather funny and I know im not the only gamer on here so some might know exactly where this dude and myself are coming from. Later days!

Pondering
So Ive been working through a temp agency since the end of last June (08) at this company. I really enjoy it here and like most of my co-workers. Since November (08) they have been talking about hiring me on permanent. Then I went downtown to help them cover at one of their sites. While there I was told I would be hired on at the beginning of the New Year, and then I was told that when I returned from downtown they would do it. Now it’s over a month later and no word. I keep getting the run around about my position and if they plan on keeping me. I’m wondering how much longer I should wait this out. Should I just say fuck it and move on, find something better. Because right now I don’t have good benefits with the temp service. I’m very confused at this point and frustrated because I can’t go without a job!! Please feel free to comment....

Any Good Friends
I wonder is there really any true friends. The one when you feeling down you call and they can hear in your voice that you upset. The one when you is feeling down they can lift you right back up. The one you can tell any and everything do not worry about it been repeated back to any one. The one when you need a favor they will not let you down. I just wonder is there any true friends if you out there please stand up ok!!!!!

How To Love...
when u miss & love someone you will go thru everything that needs to be gone thru...just to keep this special person in your life. you will experience pain, tears, lust, hurt, a broken heart, u will feel that if u ever lose him/her you will not want to live anymore, before they walk out of your life you will rather take their steps so you can always step back to them, you cant imagine a world without this person, u cant trust anyone but yourself, you will do anything in order to have this person forever in your heart, you will cry yourself to sleep when you’ve been hurt, you’ll miss them all the time, you never stop smiling when u are with them, you’ll always remember that first and last kiss, you’ll dream of them close to u and wake up crying thinking that the dream was real, you’ll have butterflies in your tummy every time you think of them, you’ll have to lie just in case you lose them, you’ll always picture there smile and put it in a frame, you’ll weep for them if they feel pain,

I Have Loved
I have loved and been hurt by love I have seen joy and yet there is pain I have breathed and yet i am breathless In your presence Consumed by your beauty the essence of love I have walked a thousand miles in my shoes On a road which never ends Through the driving rains many tears have fallen Swept up in the passage of time My heart will linger in the moonlight As i breathe the ocean breeze tonight For on the horizon there is a new day A story still left untold For the dreamer dreams of hope And a lover feels with their heart So why is it human nature For us to tear ourselves apart??

For My Husband
A thousands times I needed you A thousands times I cried If love alone could have saved you You never would have died A heart of gold stopped beating Two twinkling eyes closed to rest God broke my heart so only to prove he took the best Never a day goes by that you're not in my heart and soul! I love You Baby and I Miss You So Much!

In My Head
i hear voices in the rain. i go on my knees and scream your name. you are the angel i believe. i took all the time i need. your voice is still in my head. i see you when i close my eyes. you are the voice i hear in the rain. you are the angel that keeps me from dying. when you whisper in my ear. i feel so alive. the moments i dream of us together. i never want to lose them. we are here today but gone tomorrow. but you are still in my heart. when it rains im outside on my knees. im screaming your name, hoping you hear me. you are far away but i can feel you close to me.

This Touches Me Deeply
my feelings are strong. i will always love you. love you until i die. you changed my life. i will give you my soul. i don't mind waiting. as long i will be with you at the end. it starts when we have our 1st kiss. it starts when you say yes. i will give you my heart. you will have everything. every moment you will have endless love and affection. my feelings are strong for you. you changed my life. i feel complete with you. i don't mind how the world is today. as long i have you in my life. cause i love you. i don't mind waiting. as long i will be with you at the end. i want to see you and me in the mirror. i will take you no matter what. i take you with all the faults you may have. cause i love you. you changed my life. you made me feel love. now i will give you my soul. it starts when you said yes. i can see myself with you forever. cause i love you. i want to dance with you every night. i want to kiss you every night. kiss you passionately under the the sunset. my feelings are stron

Save Yourself...
Tear into me please Rip out my spine Help me not to feel this pain The fear of loss strikes me hard Kill my nerves Take away the memories of the sun Stake me down to keep me low Shatter my legs, that I may never dance again Tear off my wings so I can't fly high Bury me deep so I can't breathe you scent Take my hands lest I touch your face Cry your tears so I will drown Scream your hate and burst my brain Take my life before you speak my name End me so that you can begin...

Peggy Sue's Forum
My friend Peggy sue has made a discussion forum. There is even a Fubar thread come on over and check it out and join!! She loves new friends and old ones as well!! http://www.myforum.peggysuesbooks.com

Pages...
Tucked between the pages lie, Your most innermost secrets discovered, A life of secrets a life of lies, A life of love, not to me, but to another. Tucked between those sacred pages, I found your notes, Your secret rages. Your wishful dreams and high hopes. Buried deep between the pages, I found your secrets, I found your stories in different stages. I found your thoughts, I found your dreams, All left there to rot, Like silent screams. Tucked between those pages I found lies, And I found honesty, This you can not deny, Deep inside of the pages written… I found you..

Bombing Fun
(originally posted February 26, 2009) Hubby and I tried out bombing last night, it's kinda fun, makes me want my VIP back... hmm.. tempting EDIT I bit the bullet and got my VIP back What I discovered about bombing... • You only have an hour for it so it's pretty short-lived • You can only hit one album per person • You can only hit one album every 60 seconds which is annoying and really limits how many points you can get • You can't bomb an album that's already been bombed! Total bummer! If you have an activated bomb, it'll show you at the top of the album who that album has been bombed by, if it hasn't, it'll give you a link to bomb the album, or show you how long you have left until you can bomb again. EDIT They changed it! Now it shows who bombed the album before you, but you CAN bomb it too! YAY! • You can easily tell which albums have been bombed in the list, it will show a little burning folder image on the albums that have already been bombed. • You can only

Smart Ass
If I want your opinion, I’ll ask you to fill out the necessary form. He who laughs last probably doesn’t understand the joke She’s wound up tighter than the girdle of a baptist minister’s wife at an all-you-can-eat pancake breakfast. My sister is soooooo ugly, we had to tie a pork chop around her neck to get the dogs to play her. You may be a redneck if . . . you have spent more on your pickup truck than on your education. He fell out of the ugly tree and hit every branch on the way down He’s so stupid, he couldn’t find his ass with both hands.

Self-imposed Confusion
Self-Imposed confusion; mental chaos of the worst kind. Supported by walls built from denial within the mind. Within these walls dwell both ends of the rule. With one end knowing what’s right, while the other lives the untrue. To know what’s right and yet live another way, adds dimensions to the confusion, prolonging its stay. From the clash and clamor of the battle within, breeds an offspring of shame, caused by knowledge of sin. But the walls can be tumbled. And the confusion dissolved, by living true without the denial of which life once revolved.

Bored...
I fuck you because you're famous. I fuck you for your money. I fuck you to control you. I fuck you so someday I can have half of everything you own. I fuck you to fuck you over. I fuck you 'til I find someone better. I fuck you in secret. I fuck you because I can't remember if I already fucked you before. I fuck you out of boredom. I fuck you because I can't feel it anyway. I fuck you to make the pain go away. Fuck you because I loved you Fuck you for loving you too I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do. Fuck you because I loved you Fuck you for loving you too I don't need a reason to hate you the way I do. HATE YOU THE WAY I DO. I fuck you so I can feel something instead of nothing at all. I fuck you because you're beautiful. I fuck you because I am your whore. I fuck you because you are a whore. I fuck you for fun. I fuck you for fun. I fuck you because I can. I fuck you so I have a place to stay. I fuck you so you will protect me. Fuck

Judgement Day
On judgement day The sword sways softly in the breeze In the soil , layed upon the ground Watches the steel glint bright Leaves these feelings till last as the moon shines upon the grass leaves a stake deep in my soul dont bother lacing me with gold the ground is subtly cold so one is told Pick up your fucking sword let the dead awake Rising strong & proud To slaughter those we didnt forget to live to let beg buy or borrow: let the cross fall at an angle find some sanity in warmth as the wolves raise there weary heads Loud & clear they howl Looking forth to a dying day Raising there heads in salute

Indiana Wants Me
Indiana Wants Me R. Dean Taylor {police sirens} Mmm mm-mmmm-mm Mmm mm-mmmm-mm Indiana wants me Lord, I can't go back there Indiana wants me Lord, I can't go back there I wish I had you to talk to If a man ever needed dyin', he did No one had the right to say what he said about you And it's so cold and lonely here without you Out there the law's a-comin' I'm scared and so tired of runnin' Indiana wants me Lord, I can't go back there Indiana wants me Lord, I can't go back there I wish I had you to talk to It hurts to see the man that I've become And to know I'll never see the morning sun shine on the land I'll never see your smilin' face or touch your hand If just once more I could see You, our home, and our little baby Indiana wants me Lord, I can't go back there Indiana wants me Lord, I can't go back there {police sirens} I wish I had you to talk to I hope this letter finds its way to you Forgive me, Love, for the shame I put you throug

Chances
I completely understand the needs for feeding children and the homeless and less fortiante ..And that maybe the gov shouldnt be involved ..But there are so many o called: help from everywhere saying they help the less fortainate ..and they dont ..And then the Humaine Soc ..All they do is take in the donations and after 7-10 days they put animals down ..Needlessly People that have lost thier pets And had hopes of getting them back wont if they are killed ..On my profile ..I have a picture of an akita ..A very exspensive and beautiful dog ,The story with him ..Is that he came to my home one day ..Stayed near the pond ..after a week I began to try to see if i could get him to trust me .And at first i was scrared because he is a large Dog ..Anyways i went up there and after talking to him twice the last time i told him alright Im going to the house if you want you can follow me ..well he did ..he cut across the creek and was thier waitin for me to get out and pet him which i did ..He was v

My Life To Give An Insight
when i was 12 my mom met a guy and started dating again after 10 years of being alone with just me and my siblings.... no one in the family knew about him or met him except me and my sister..... my grandfather was more like my father... my real father left when i was a year old and all i knew was my grandpa... my mom has this story she tells about when she used to do news radio and one of ehr stories was on children of divorced homes... she told a story about a day that we were all at my grandparents house and i was about 5 or 6 at the time and i heard my mom call my grandpa daddy... yes some people think its wierd for a grown woman to call their father daddy but she did... grandpa was her daddy and grandma was her mother. anywho i heard my mom call him daddy and i flipped! i ran to her and smacked her leg and scolded her telling her no mommy he my daddy not yours!!!! and she had to sit me down adn explain it to me.... needless to say i still looked to him as a father.. so when

Its Not Really A Secret
You Hate OneTell Me WayMe Butt OrYou I TheLove Dont OtherMe Care YouButt If WillYour You SeeActions Do WhatSpeak So YouFor Fuck DidThem Off TooSelves Thats MeSo All BecauseWhy I KarmaDo Have IsYou To AKeep Say BitchPlaying So WhenThis Good ServedGame Bye Cold

When Is Enough .....
Why is it you want the love of someone who doesnt love you back, the bad boy over the good guy, the heartache when you could have the happiness. Desire the wrong man when the right one is right in front of you? The question is: How much are you willing to take before you say , "Enough is enough!" and start saying, "I want the love of a good man!" And "I want the Happy Ending!" but is there such a thing anymore id settle for a tarnished knight in armor

My Best Friend
my best friend makes my life tolerable just lookin at that sweet smile an hearing that lil boy laugh has me smilin when im blue an laughin for hours now i know your far away doin your job a job you love an do with pride an honor giving up things we take for granted on a day to day basis you do without hesitation my prayers an thoughts are with you my friend I'm waitin on my sweet smile an little boy laugh to fill me up again i miss you my friend

Love
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Never Have I Fallen Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, Tha

How To Break My Heart
How To Break My Heart 1. Lie to me. I could write a novel on this point alone, how throughout my life it above all other things has done the most damage. 2. Abuse me. Physically, Verbally, Emotionally, or Mentally. Again, I could write novels on this, but let’s suffice it to say that I’ve been through more than my fair share in my life and rather than break me, it has made me stronger. You may break my heart, you may crack my ego or humiliate me, you may even break a few bones, but I will SURVIVE it, SEPARATE myself from it, and GROW from it. You on the other hand will be left with all that is you…and in my opinion, that’s retribution enough...usually…I have been known to retaliate at times, be warned. 3. Cheat on me. There is no excuse; there is no explanation on the planet that will validate that action in my eyes. It is one of the most, if not THE most poignant symbol of disloyalty and dishonesty. If you don’t want to be with me, then don’t be with me; it’s just that s

Come Take My Hand
i want to dance with you under this beautiful moon, take my hand pull me in close let me feel your heartbeat under my hand your hand coverin mine hand on ur shoulder yours on my lower back my head tucked under yours your breath on the back of my neck no music just the night an you i want the dance of lovers under a beautiful moonlit night come take my hand....................

The Dark Alley
in the cool rain, the body drenched with downfall, a clap of thunder and a bright bolt of lightning flash, a shadow is seen.....that of the Vampire that lurks in the shadows and springs out as the next flash brightens the court yard..... as another flash of the lightning strikes out and the roar of the thunder blast, she notices he is no longer in the shadows and can not be seen suddenly she feels his cold hands on her arms from behind and the sudden sharp but pleasurable pain of his teeth as they sink into her neck she becomes weak with the bite, both from the soul being sucked from her and of the warm desires she feels his hands move from her weakened arms to her heving breast, nipples hard from the cool rain and the touch of of him they travel down to her thighs, and slides one hand between them to find warm heated mositure araising from there as hes has became weak from the suckling of her soul and of her own hidden desires, the Vampire releases her neck and leads her in the

Words That Will Not Be Spoken
The reason i have titled this blog this way is because i mean exactly that. You know i was reading this book about you know the astrological sighns and i was reading about taurus and what its like and if you didn't know i am a taurus. Yes we all know that taurus's are bullheaded and stand their ground no matter what. But what a lot of people don't know about us is that we are extremely patient and kind. We are gentle hearted and we take things very personal. except for the fact that when we do get hurt we don't show it we handle it our own way. So for example when you have had patience for a really long time to help your friends with their problems and you don't get a thank you or anything in return its not that we want you know gifts and stuff like that we just want a thank you for your opinion ill take it into consideration. We say what we say cause we care. Not to make you feel stupid not to make you feel your doing something wrong. You ask we say even if its not what you want to h

A Single Tear
A Single tear A moment of Heartache Never to be forgotten Unreal pain Within thy soul Love once found Then swept Away Standing at the brink A breaking point of no return Waiting on every breath A word from your heart A Million needles within my skin Promises of the Future Pain of the past Burning cuts Crimson falling from my every pore Eyes that never lie Beyond the color within thy soul Moments of glistening strength Every second A lifetime

Silently I Die
Silently I Die Current mood: cold Category: Writing and Poetry Wh..spered Shadows haunt my dreams S..lent Screams ..nvade my conc..ousness Lonel..ness and Despa..r my fa..thfull compan..ons S..lently .. D..e A L..fe once l..ved A Future once faced A Past never end..ng S..lently .. D..e A Tear never shed A Laugh never heard A Feel..ng never felt S..lently .. D..e Swell..ng Darkness all around Ravenous Anger ..n a ball Mortal Terror grabb..ng hold S..lently .. D..e One Last breath One Last scream One Last cr..mson drop S..lently .. D..E

Public House And Deep Thoughts
self selected to be part of the community listening to my own voice for the next clue to the next dimension never realize until committed and brought through somehow. a sense of empowerment, a song, a cure in a world without real medicine. almost an unimaginable commodity to strive towards. life as health. living fully. the story told and listened to, is the story lived in the moment of the utterance of the thought this lil neuron firing telling where in the world it is and why, and reporting back to the others. self description promoting opening and therapeutic truth telling to the self. an antidote to the sociological lies that are fed to us on sub-lingual levels a revolution through thought on personal levels liberating the moment through some process of energy exchange, moving forward... shared experience through knowing the self and relating that truthfully with another realized being what a romantic notion on a lighter note there's a new pub on the block actually cal

Wanna Bring Him Joy
Wanna bring him joy..... make his eyes light up love him kiss him caress him Come to me let me give you all of me.... Let me take away all of your pain an sorrow. an replace them with happiness an love..... Come to me my promises are true. I wanna give you all of my promises... my kisses my love Come to me ......

I Awoke
I AWOKE WITH HIS HAIR IN MY MOUTH DELICIOUS THOSE LOCKS OF BROWN THAT FRAME THE FACE OF A SULTRY STRANGER. SUCCULENT THOSE THREADS OF SAVAGE MANHOOD GROWING FROM THE PORES OF AN INNOCENT BOY. SENSUALITY IS A MAN A STRANGER A SAVAGE WITH THE HAIR THAT WINDS ROUND THE PILLOW AND FINDS ITS WAY THROUGH THE PARTED LIPS OF A LOVER

As You Wish My Darlin
On an outting with you smiling and laughing because you dont know what i have planned. Earlier on the phone, you had said "we will do whatever you want all day". My answer was a deep, dirty laugh. As we stroll by diners, movie places, never slowing down for more than a second. Slowly I come to a stop. Leaning into you , kissing you roughly. Telling you "we are here". Glancing up at the sign on the door Elloras shoes. Frowning you remark "so we are shoe shopping" chucklin to myself . "yes darlin" .As you open the door and with your hand on the small of my back, usher me in the store. My smile and laugh have you frowning a litle at me for a second. Walking over to a shoe display I pick up a pair of open toe mules with six inch heels. "So what do you think?" as you appraise the shoes. I look down at the growing bulge in your pants. "Ask if they come in my size" I watch as you ask the sales man. What you dont realize is that I noticed your shoe fetish . Earlier when I was getting dr

Finally
after what seems like forever things seem to finally be workin out. im on the right track to makin my dreams come true. ive always wanted my own day care and now i think i can finally make it a reality. its gonna take some time, but as long as im paitent things will work out. i can get my credit in order and get a house of my own and be my own boss. i can't wait. its about time things start happening for me. and if i gotta sacrifice things in the process so be it. i'll be sure to keep everyone posted. =o) ttfn ~Lisa

Love A Four Letter Word
i read a mumm today that was posted asking if people thought there was such a thing a true love. the best response i could come up with was if true love never existed then how would all the writers know how to portray true love in a movie? where would Shakespeare had gotten the romance of romeo and juliet. why would some of todays silver screen legends have passed the test of time and been married until their death? i believe its out there, i hope its out there, of course so does every other woman in the world. i think about true love all the time and contemplate its existence and there would be a lot of times that i told myself i just needed to cut my losses and go. i though i had true love at one point but that was just those blinders that were put over my eyes to see all the little things that was being done and said behind my back. i forgave my ex for a lot of stuff, stuff he doesnt even know i know, but im at the point where i am sad hes gone, he was my best friend for so lon

Want To Believe In Love
i see you i see your face what i feel is no surprise i tell you my dreams you tell me yours in my heart you'll see you are my dream true hang in there heart oh heart of mine i want to be a part of my dream your dream look inside is my colors which color of the rainbow i want you in my world we have such a long way to go We're getting closer every day We all want to believe in love We all wanna believe in something Its love, its love that is my dream it is yours too hang in there heart oh heart of mine

Cool
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? purse 2. Your significant other? far 3. Your hair? straight 4. Your mother? loving 5. Your father? wonderful 6. Your favorite thing? daughter 7. Your dream last night? not 8. Your favorite drink? martini 9. Your dream/goal? wealth 10. The room you're in? office 11. Music? loud 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? carribean 14. Where were you last night? sleeping 15. What you're not? selfish 16. Muffins? cranberries 17. One of your wish list items? love 18. Where you grew up? toronto 19. The last thing you did? hair 20. What are you wearing? clothes 21. TV? on 22. Your pets? cat 23. Your computer? slow 24. Your life? great 25. Your mood

Glass
Stained glass, murals painted by the past, You created me, but don’t have to deal With me, you never could feel me And certainly you can’t heal me This task is for me to bare Looking through my minds Window, which you made For me Vision, true vision, Concealed, masked, are there anymore Panes left unstained, Peepholes, through which to see Until the time comes To shatter the glass Finally set free