Fubar Blog Posts 4

*shrugs*
my grey and empty hide away inside me I let the tears that wouldnt leave me build a cage around my weakest pieces my soul is broken my trust rubbed raw and ragged my faith in love...not what it was I can't bear for you to see all these parts I don't want; all these things I wish weren't part of me so much to tell but no good way to say it scared to death of the after effect; still afraid of more pain I've bled too much to bleed again terrified of being happy.. there are too many ways to take it from me

Drama And Bs
Ok so I have been friends with someone for months now. I met him on here. We always have been strictly friends but you all know how I flirt. Lol yeah I know I am a damn tease but that is beside the point. Anyway I had not heard from him in about a month. Please keep in mind that he has maintained since the day he started talkin to me that he is single. Now everyone knows that I am all about flirtin and cuttin up and yeah I got some NSFW pix that I do not put on CT. So what right? Well anyway I have this friend on my IM (yahoo.) And yesterday he messaged me. I always joked with him about smiling because he hardly ever smiles. He used to turn on his cam, not in a dirty way (get your minds out of the gutter y'all jeez)and I would fuck with him until he smiled. He really does have a nice smile and should use it more. Anyway(yes I say that alot) so he turned on his cam yesterday afternoon for about a minute and says "Now you can see me and the wifey." *Raises eyebrows* Yeah it irritated th

Roberts Romance Poetry
Written & Copyrighted By Me Roberts Romance Poetry "Click On The Images Below To View" ~ Whispers of Love ~ ~ Someday My Love ~ ~ Illusions of Your Love ~ ~ Shadows Of Love ~ ~ Your Friendship ~

Crushes
To have a crush is to like someone is the want to know someone is the desire to be with someone feels kinda silly feels nice at the same time i have a crush he has a crush is it the same you would never know thats what a crush is people dont tell who they are crushing on why is it such a secret why are you with one if you crush on another why are you single if you have a crush why not tell the person why hide cause you could never know crushes are sweet crushes are inasent crushes are a passion to be crushes are cute but what if what if you wanna know what if you crush on the same that crushes on you how do you know destiny hopefully sets in and brings you together if you crushing why not tell specially if you both are single but then again its the fear fear of the unknown!

It Strikes Me As Weardly Funny
it strikes me funny the way some people address me as HEY YOU.its a dead give away that thay dont know my name or cant remember it..my name is so simple a baby can remember it. i made it simple just for that reason.its onely 2 letters long and boath letters are the same one.any clue? lol..this not onely happens here at times but on every messenger and page i have. now for the ones that havent figured out that i am not HEY YOU,,,MY NAME IS, ZZ..ITS SO EASY A BABY CAN USE IT ..LOL and to all that know and use my name thanks for taking the time to remember it. with love from me to all ..ZZ..

Ok For All The Guys I Need Your Help
Ok this is for all the Guys I need some help and you are it.. it is something that all women have wanted to know for a long time... so here I am gonna ask it... and I need you to be completly honest with all answers to this please... I Want to know what is it that All you Guys Look for in a Women that Attracts you to her first. what you don't like I wanna know it all.. please help mw with this

Jung Word Choice Test
ESFP - "Entertainer". Radiates attractive warmth and optimism. Smooth, witty, charming, clever. Fun to be with. Very generous. 8.5% of the total population. Free Jung Word Choice Test (similar to MBTI)personality tests by similarminds.com The Performer As an ESFP, your primary mode of living is focused externally, where you take things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is internal, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit with your personal value system. ESFPs live in the world of people possibilties. They love people and new experiences. They are lively and fun, and enjoy being the center of attention. They live in the here-and-now, and relish excitement and drama in their lives. ESFPs have very strong inter-personal skills, and may find themselves in the role of the peacemaker frequently. Since they make decisions by using their personal values, they are usually very sympathetic and c

10 Truths
10 TRUTHS BLACK AND HISPANIC PEOPLE KNOW, BUT WHITE PEOPLE WON'T ADMIT: 1. Elvis is dead. 2. Jesus was not white. 3. Rap music is here to stay. 4. Kissing your pet is not cute or clean. 5. Skinny does not equal sexy. 6. Thomas Jefferson had black children. 7. A 5 year old child is too big for a stroller. 8. N'SYNC will never hold a candle to the Jackson 5. 9. An occasional BUTT whooping helps a child stay in line. 10. Having your children curse you out in public is not normal. 10 TRUTHS WHITE AND BLACK PEOPLE KNOW, BUT HISPANIC PEOPLE WON'T ADMIT: 1. Hickey's are not attractive. 2. Chicken is food, not a roommate. 3. Jesus is not a name for your son. 4. Your country's flag is not a car decoratio n. 5. Maria is a name but not for every daughter. 6. "Jump out and run" is not in any insurance policies. 7. 10 people to a car is considered too many. 8. Buttoning just the top button of your shirt is a bad fashion statement. 9. Mami and Papi c

Look At Me
though blind i see more than the average eye though deaf i hear all your lies though cripple i walk in the right path and though seeming dead and emotionless i feel all your pain and though i cant write my words have meanings too and even though i'm all these things i'm human just like you

Here I Go Again
OK, im gonna be a cry baby again.... This week I worked right at 70 hours. I came home last night and as usual nothing was done. I cooked for my husband, cleaned the house and helped my 13 year old son pack for church camp.. Finally around 1 am i got to go to bed... I woke up this morning at 6 am to take my son to camp. Came home and had to clean again, do laundry, cook breakfast after he woke up. I am so tired, Im at work again till 10 tonight and i know its all gonna be the same as soon as i get home... Not sure what to do anymore. Im the only one that works and I have 4 kids. I feel like giving up but I cant. One thing that makes me feel better is I know im gonna be the best female MMA fighter out there. That is my dream and damnit it will come true, with my husband or without him... right now I wish it was without him... again, im sorry u all have to hear me bitch and complain....

Cold
beautiful on the outside but inside fake you are your smiles only last awhile dark and evil on the other side surrenders easily at hand while the heart cold withstands faces of smiles illuminate yours brings death in bands only love ceases this fate

Be A Friend
BE a friend. You don't need money; Just a disposition sunny; Just the wish to help another Get along some way or other; Just a kindly hand extended Out to one who's unbefriended; Just the will to give or lend, This will make you someone's friend. Be a friend. You don't need glory. Friendship is a simple story. Pass by trifling errors blindly, Gaze on honest effort kindly, Cheer the youth who's bravely trying, Pity him who's sadly sighing; Just a little labor spend On the duties of a friend. Be a friend. The pay is bigger (Though not written by a figure) Than is earned by people clever In what's merely self-endeavor. You'll have friends instead of neighbors For the profits of your labors; You'll be richer in the end Than a prince, if you're a friend.

Should I Go See Her
Debating rather I should just head down to her neck of the woods. She sent the train ticket back like always. Know it would be a different story if it came from the love of her life. The one her heart longs for and to many times grieves over. Know she has been through another round with those that seek to destroy her, good thing she has her Sisters !! Well I must go leave her a rose,I atleast not afraid to show I love and respect her. Proud and honored to display her banner on my page like her Sisters do. Went by her my space, had to laugh got them shakin their tail feathers she is so creative as well as beautiful. Well until next time .... my random thoughts are always upon you my baby !!!

Cupid's Arrow Brings You Love...for Me, Just A Piercing Pain...
Here I am, once again... With this heavy heart, And this pain has become my mainstay... Now through these tears I try to see, The beauty that is around me... But it's so hard to focus with these tear stained, bloodshot eyes... I try to sift through my mind's eye, Looking for some happy memories.. But without your strength to guide me, I feel as though all hope's about to die I can't seem to escape, this paint-slapped covered canvas... And I can't help but laugh at the people, That I know I'll never be.. With all their lives...pretty pictures They say Love isn't love... Until you give it away, Well I've given about all that I can give And with each broken heart, I lose a bit of me... And I'm not sure if what I have now... Will let me survive So here I am, once again Tainted by love's painful stain, Pulling Cupid's arrow from my heart.. Crucifying another love, and sending it off again

Wow
Wow this morning was a shocker! I woke up as normal,fixed my kids breakfast,did a little house work.Started watching The young and the Restless and started thinking to myself,wow my period is a little late.So i had a spare test in my dresser,decided to take it and Well Im having a baby!! It is positive as positive can be.I will keep you all updated and posted with news.Im a little overwhelmed and terrified at the same time.I know this news will upset some people and others i know will be completly happy for me.Which everything happens for a reason.

Twins
A very loud, unattractive, mean woman walked into Wal-Mart with her two kids, yelling obscenities at them all the way through the entrance. The Wal-Mart Greeter says "Good morning, and welcome to Wal-Mart. Nice children you have there. Are they twins?" The ugly woman stopped yelling long enough to say, "Hell no, they ain't twins! The oldest one's 9 and the other one's 6. Why the hell would you think they are twins? Are you blind, or just stupid?" "I'm neither blind nor stupid," replied the Greeter. "I just couldn't believe you got laid twice."

To My True Love
I lose myself when I think of you and your eyes I cant pull away even if I wanted to try. Your perfect in every way the thought of you just makes my day. You came to me from the heavens above you flew in on wings my angel of love. When nothing seems to go quite right and I no longer can see the light I look upon the picture of your angelic face and I'm taken away to a far better place. I cherish every word you've said You move me like the music I play in my head. In this world of false truths I know only one thing true I'd give up everything just to be with you.

Leroy
woman walks into the downtown welfare office, trailed by 15 kids... "WOW," the social worker exclaims,"are they ALL YOURS???" "Yep they are all mine," the flustered momma sighs, having heard that question a thousand times before. She says, "Sit down Leroy." All the children rush to find seats. "Well," says the social worker, "then you must be here to sign up. I'll need all your children's names." "This one's my oldest - he is Leroy." "OK, and who's next?" "Well, this one he is Leroy, also." The social worker raises an eyebrow but continues. One by one, through the oldest four, all boys, all named Leroy. Then she is introduced to the eldest girl, named Leighroy! "All right," says the caseworker. "I'm seeing a pattern here. Are they ALL named Leroy?" Their Momma replied,! "Well, yes it makes it easier. When it is time to get them out of bed and ready for school, I yell,'Leroy!' An' when it's time for dinner, I just yell 'Leroy!' an' they all comes

Do You Have A Bad Girl Reputation?
Your Reputation Is: Wild Girl You love to give people something (and someone) to gossip about As far as you're concerned, all gossip is good gossip Do You Have A Bad Girl Reputation?

Getting Even
One December day we found an old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry sight. Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny and hair all matted down. We felt sorry for her, put her in a carrier and took her to the vet. We didn't know what to call her, so we named her "Pussycat." The vet decided to keep her for a day or so. He said he would let us know when we could come and get her. My husband (the complainer) said, "OK, but don't forget to wash her, she stinks." He reminded the vet that it was his WIFE (me) that wanted the dirty cat, not him. My husband and my Vet don't see eye to eye. The vet calls my husband 'El-Cheap-O', and my husband calls the vet 'El-Charge-O'. They love to hate each other and constantly 'snipe' at one another, with my husband getting in the last word on this particular occasion. The next day my husband had an appointment with his doctor, who is located in the same building, next door to the vet. The MD'swaiting room and office was full of people wa

Ultimate Intimacy Is ...
Thoughts and ideas about what ultimate intimacy is really like.. Walking down a crowded street, my hand in his, palm to palm is so beautiful. But he won't let me completely push my hand into his - a small blade he holds separates us, and it is up to me to find the balance between the flesh-to-flesh, and avoiding the blade. A lesson in self-control for me, balanced by the intimacy of fingers and bones touching. Comfortable silence with another person Seeing the tears The casual easy smile when you catch each other's eye. The one that says "there's no need to talk, all's well, as you were". Warm and naked, silent, kissing, closed and tear-filled eyes Being able to not hold back and be yourself Laying curled up in his arms, looking up through my lashes into his eyes while he strokes my face and tells me that he loves me. Our bodies pressed together, his arms wrapped tightly around me; our legs entwined, feeling each others heartbeats, the warmth of his breath on my

Levels
I passed into Level 20 this morning, yea. So now it's a completely new ball game. Instead of the 10s of thousands of points needed to get to the next level, I need hundreds of thousands of points. In a couple of levels, I'll need millions. The surveys aren't going to help as much as they used to. Being banned from the MUMMs is still hurting. So what do you think would be more beneficial, points wise, hosting a contest or sponsering a happy hour? Please let me know what you think. Thanks.

To All Of My Good Friends
sorry guys that i have not been on here as much lately, just dealing with some issues at the moment that need my full attention. i am hoping to be back online soon!!!! much love to everybody!!! HUGS lady daykota

Vacation Time!!!!!!
Hey Everyone! I just wanted to let everybody know I am going on vacation. I am going to Texas on July 2nd and will be returning on August 16th. I am going to visit a friend. She is getting married and I am her Maid Of Honor. I am really looking forward to this trip. This is the first vacation I've ever had. Hunter and I are taking a plane. And the plans are for us to both be in the wedding. And yes I will have pics. I promise. I am sure I will be able to get online every so often while I am gone, but I am planning on having fun doing other things than to be online much. Also, for those of you who have my cell phone number, I no longer have that cell phone. I got tried of never knowing when I was going to have a phone because of the bill getting too high. So I went and got one on my own. So if you want my number, get in touch with me and let me know. I'll have it with me while in Texas. Anyway, I hope everyone has a great week, and a fantastic summer. Talk to you soon. *Hugs

This And That
This Or That...Night or Day:bothCoffee or Tea:coffeeWater or Fire:waterPhones or Email:bothInternet or TV:bothPens Or Pencils:dont know how to writeLip Stick or Lip Gloss:neither Walmart or Kmart:walmartDogs or Cats:dogsSnakes or Spiders:snakesSummer or Winter:summerSpring or Fall:springChocolate or Vanilla:vanillaM&Ms or Skittles:m&mMusic or Movies:i like bothRap or Country:countryCandles or Insense:candlesLots of Friends or Few Best Friends:both for meBabies or Todlers:todlersPaper Cut or Splinter:splinter paper cuts hurt like hellParfume/Cologne or Body Spray:cologne and bodysprayCoke or Pepsi:pepsiRain or Snow:rain..Jessica Simpson or Christina Agulera:neither there both slutsAngelina Jolie or Jennifer Anistan:jennifer anistonLord Of The Rings or Harry Potter:neither one Yo-Gi-Oh or Starwars:starwarsVideo Games or Board Games:board gamesBlush or Glitter:umm im a dude neitherLong Hair or Short:shortNice Guy/Girl or Good Looking Guy/Girl:nice girlLove or Money:i would rather have lov

Dragon Dagger
The very nice black and silver twin Dragon daggers this one owns are well used, stained they are with blood, pain disapears everytime they come out, pain from the mind, pain from the body. as the blood slowy drips then streams down the mind is set free. darn these scales for not letting the edge go deeper. when images of freedom pop into this ones head the thought of the daggers show back up. when crap around one's work is to much or the outside world other then the ones i care about gets to much i turn to my daggers. its been many years since i have used them an the thought popped back in my head when i started to think of the freedom that awaits me when this mortal flesh fades away. asked her again if one should let another he cares about pay that price, even though i know it cant be paid but by my blood, an body. crazy things have been poppin back into this one's head again and not all of them are good, the daggers look more inviting everyday that i cant deal with this worlds drama,

Another Poem
I AM JUST A GIRL... I DONT HAVE THE PERFECT SMILE I DONT HAVE PERFECT HAIR I DONT HAVE THE PERFECT BODY I AM JUST A GIRL... I DONT ALWAYS SAY THE RIGHT THINGS I DONT ALWAYS DO THE RIGHT THINGS I DONT ALWAYS FEEL THE WAY I SHOULD I AM JUST A GIRL... I MAY NOT ALWAYS CALL I MAY NOT ALWAYS DO WHAT I SAY I WILL I MAY NOT ALWAYS SHOW UP I AM JUST A GIRL... I MAY NEVER BE THE PERFECT GIRLFRIEND I MAY NEVER BE THE PERFECT MOM I MAY NOT BE THE PERFECT FRIEND I AM JUST A GIRL... BUT IF YOU LET ME I WILL BE THE BEST FRIEND I KNOW HOW TO BE I WILL ALWAYS TRY TO BE THE ONE YOU CAN DEPEND ON I WILL ALWAYS LISTEN WHEN YOU ARE IN NEED I AM JUST A GIRL... I WILL SHOW YOU HOW MUCH YOU MEAN TO ME I WILL GIVE YOU MY WHOLE HEART AND IF YOU WILL DO THE SAME I WILL LOVE YOU UNTIL THE DAY WE HAVE TO PART BECAUSE I AM THAT GIRL!

Remember Chris Benoit...
Chris Benoit, family found dead Written: June 25, 2007 World Wrestling Entertainment is deeply saddened to report that today Chris Benoit and his family were found dead in their home. There are no further details at this time, other than the Benoit family residence is currently being investigated by local authorities. Tonight’s Raw on USA Network will serve as a tribute to Chris Benoit and his family. WWE extends its sincerest thoughts and prayers to the Benoit family’s relatives and loved ones in this time of tragedy. Chris Benoit and his family were found dead today in their home

Today In The Life Of A Mortician
It was a rainy day off and on.The Mortician sewed a new dress and played on Cherry Tap, to include putting up a new Iron Maiden video to view.... Also I am working on a project for a friend on Cherry Tap...it will be ready for delivery.... Love all you guys and gals thanks for your support.... HAVE A GREAT DAY>>>

Your Questions About The Autism Vaccine Trials Answered By A Lawyer For The Plaintiff
About.com readers have raised important questions about the autism vaccine trials now underway. To find answers, I "e-interviewed" Minneapolis attorney – and former RN -- Sheila Bjorklund (of Lommen, Abdo, Cole, King & Stageberg, P.A.). Bjorklund is one of 10 attorneys from around the country on the Executive Steering Committee for the Petitioners (plaintiffs) in the Court of Federal Claims: Office of Special Masters, a special panel of three federal judges. The three judges will hear arguments pro and con about the controversial hypothesis that mercury in vaccines and/or the live-virus measles-mumps-rubella shot causes autism or autism-like symptoms in American children. Bjorklund, who is representing 23 families, and more than 60 attorneys from around the country are working on behalf of all plaintiff families against the defendants, or “respondents” at the US Department of Health and Human Services, represented by US Justice Department attorneys. Here are the questions I as

Suburn
As I write this my chest, shoulders, and back are freaking burning. I was off today and have yet to put on a shirt. This past weekend was a lot of fun but must learn to use sun screen. I went to a friends B-day party in WV. They live in a really beautiful area, river in there front yard, mountains in the back ground. We partied, and fished, and swam and I saw a friends tits and we feasted. I picked up a small strawberry bush and hope to get an orange tree soon. I'm growing it all inside but love the idea of eating something I grow. Ok I'm just rambling. peace to anyone who reads this.

Short Story
She sits nervously waiting for the plane to come in, wondering what she will say. They know each other so well but have never phisicaly met, they have seen each other but have never touched, she aches for the touch of his hands and to feel his lips on hers. She stands to see the plane pull in, her heart racing with anticipation, she can feel her body start to shake her, she takes a deep breath as the doors open, as people slowly exit, as she watches lovers reunite, familys come togeather, she looks and sees a tall figure through the crowd, she know its him. They see each other, her heart racing she takes a breath as he walks over to her, she smiles, no words are spoken as he takes her in his arms and kisses her for the first time. They stay in their embrasse not noticing the crows rushing by, at that moment she feels as though time has stopped just for them. She looks up at him and breaths as though for the first time. He whispers to her "I have been waiting for this day"

For Those That Watch Any Wwe Programming
I've just received word from another CT member and confirmed it on WWE.COM that Chris Benoit and his family was found dead in their home, local authorities are investigating this to found what happened, all I know is he was supposed to be in the ECW World Title Match at Vengeance in Houston at the Toyota Center but bowed out of it citing personal reasons but what they were nobody knows. Their will be a tribute to Chris Benoit and his family tonight on the three hour Monday Night Raw at 8pm on USA Network. I'm very saddened by this because I was one of his fans from his days in ECW and WCW not just WWE and he will be missed by not just me but all wrestling fans in general! Now maybe that'll wake up the WWE and knock this crap off about Vince McMahon who I know isn't dead even though they say he is.

Uh Poemish Things
In the shadows we don't see, Comes a bright and shinning star, Healing all the cuts that bleed, And vanishing all the scars. Making things seem real, That seemed of such dispare, As though life is truely, Full of people that finally care. Once we find the beauty, That someone else may love, The circles that we're spinning, Becomes the flight of dove. We'll admire what they see, Like bones in brand new skin, The dance will then make sense, Like each footstep comes within.

How Dirty Is Your Mind? Lol
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind?

Rave #1
Ok only 3 more days and im out of dodge....DISNEY here i come...finally that first real family vacation....First flight in like 15 years a little nervous about that but still stoke....Ill just fill my IPOD full of KORN and DISTURBED and ill be OK!!!!!!

Top 10 Snappy Answers To Annoying Comments
If you're a parent with a child on the spectrum, you've probably responded to the same annoying remarks and questions a thousand times. Here's a handy list of responses that...you'll probably never use out loud (but are fun to imagine using)! 1. He can’t be autistic -- he can talk! (or make eye contact, smile, engage) And yet, amazingly, he’s still autistic! Y’see, autism is a spectrum disorder, and that means … 2. Oh, she must be SO good at math! (or science or music) Actually, her great talent is in memorizing and reciting lines from Sponge Bob videos! (Or those annoying Thomas the Tank Engine songs!) 3. All he needs is more discipline, and he’ll get the message. Yup, it’s true -- if you give a child enough time outs, he’ll just stop being autistic. And if I speak French to you loudly enough, you’ll become fluent! 4. You poor thing, it must be so upsetting to have a child with a disability. Yes, it can be hard. And pity really helps me to get through the day and feel better a

More News On The Death Off Wwe Superstar Chris Benoit
According to several sources, Chris Benoit's last known contact with World Wrestling Entertainment was this past Saturday, when he informed the company he was flying home from Texas due to an illness in the family. The wrestling community has begun to post messages of condolences in the passing of Chris Benoit and his family. TNA Wrestling posted the following message on their website, www.TNAWrestling.com: TNA MOURNS THE LOSS OF CHRIS BENOIT Everyone in the TNA family joins the entire wrestling world in mourning the untimely passing of Chris Benoit, his wife Nancy and their son Daniel. Many TNA staff and stars worked closely with Chris throughout his career and we are all shocked and saddened to lose a friend and legendary competitor. Benoit was considered a consummate professional both in and out of the ring. As details develop, those who knew and admired Chris are shocked and saddened to hear of he and his family's untimely passing. Please keep Chris and the Be

Oh Happy Day!!!
YAY ME!...My wires came out today...so now I can finally eat...Geez, after two long months...I can finally talk right, eat, and kiss my Wolfy and my SunShyne the way that I want to again...I would never wish that on my worst enemy ever!...I swear, having your jaw wired shut sucks...and it sure makes you think about all the things you take advantage of in life, like kisses and food...but its all good now...Im just happy that Im back to normal...or atleast as close to normal as I ever was...lol...a big thank you to those who have been there for me through all this...I know I wasn't always the nicest person to get along with...and Im very sorry...but its all good now...the bitchiness is all gone...well, most of it atleast...again, thank you everyone...a big special thank you to my wifey SunShyne and to The Father and or course to my wonderful Wolfy...I dont know what I would have done with out you guys...

Photos Of Chris Benoit And A Few Words From Me...
Okay I know that some people are not wrestling fans and if you do not have a heart then walk out now. Chris Benoit, his wife Nancy and young son Daniel were found dead today in his Georgia home. I have been watching Benoit wrestle as long as I can remember. He was one of the greats. I am very saddened by this news. I will be lighting a candle for him and his family tonight. I hope that everyone else will join me.

Posting Too Fast
So what is this new one now! I haven't been on CT for an hour or so, just got back and posted reposted 1...mind you 1, bulletin, and when I tried to repost another, I got one of those stupid little messages... "you are posting bulletins too fast. Try again later." NOW...tell me how reposting one bulletin, in over an hour, is posting too fast?????????? I'm really not understanding all this nonsense. It amazes me that they want the site to grow...and be prosperous...but when we try to do, what is SUPPOSE to be done as members...IT WON'T LET US. We comment too fast, or too much, or the same thing over and over, .... now we're only allowed so many bulletins......????? Come on CT...get with it!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cannibalism
Why am I angry? Do I stop my anger? Same question! My anger anchors me to my past hpoelessly Is my past all anger? Do I let my anger go? If I don't My anger will cannibalize me and I wil die lonely alone And my life past will be one giant regret Don't die that way! I have too much that is good inside me to waste to waste away... unknown unremembered unloved unloving unkind unhappy I don't want to die I don't want to die unhappy I want my child to die a child scorpionfish c. 12/21/01

I Realize...
I Realize... Feeling your bare body next to mine, Listening to the beating of your heart, As I slowly drift off into my sleep, I realize how much I love you. Feeling your arms wrapped around me, Hearing your rhythmic breathing, As I slowly start to wake, I realize how much I need you. Feeling your lips on mine, Listening to a love song in my head, As I slowly start to move, I realize how much I want you. Feeling your sweat on my body, Hearing the squeaking of our bed, As I slowly let out a moan, I realize how much I cant live without you. Feeling your bare body next to mine, Listening to the beating of your heart, As I slowly drift off into my sleep, I realize how much I love you.

Let Me Be Me.....
There are so many things so many people in life who shape who and what we are ...but they shape us as a choice we make not as a forced up ideal or whatever.....I have been through hell more than once in mu life ..I dont want ur sympathy i want the understanding that goes along with KNOWING who I am .......Through every trial every tribulation i have overcome i have gained strength..I am very independent very self healing I dont run n cry to everyone i know I dont have to hang on every word u say or type or whatever..I have the brain the will and the determination to be MYSELF ..... I am who i am faults fuck ups and all and if ur gonna love me or like me..you have to accept ALL of me EVERYTHING..not just the shit u like.... Ok im done venting....

News To Be Told
well i made it to NYC. he was waiting there when i arrived. although he was overly happy to see me something seemed odd. apperently he was afraid of what was going to be talked about, wellso was i. (very sorry for typos i dont have spellcheck on here as i am at a cyber cafe)anyway, we talked and he understood my seelings as i did his and we are going to try and see how things go but i'm atill not exactly sure is we are together or not as a no one else type of thing. but he missed me so thats good i guesse

Stopping The Water!!
Here's how the British hold back the waters from flooding London: And the Dutch solution to protecting an entire nation that mostly rests below sea level: The Italians are defending their city on the sea. . . Venice: Giant platforms on hinges raise up to break the waves when they get too high ! And the richest, most powerful and technologically advanced nation on earth. . the USA!!!!!! Go Army Corps of Engineers!! Hey, it takes a lot of money to keep corrupt politicians corrupt!! -- Honor is the thing, for he who is honorable needs no praise. He is secure with the knowledge of what he is, a decent human being first, all else after.

Wtf Is Wrong With The Assholes On This Site?
I know there's been a load of MUMMs on the death of Benoit. But come on, why does everyone got to get pissed off and bash on the man? They'd hate it if people reacted that way to the death of someone that they care about. Again, I've said this before....we're all supposed to be adults here but I get the impression 90% of the people here are childish and immature.

And Today's Story Is...
Once upon a time, in a nice little forest, there lived an orphaned Bunny and an orphaned snake. By a surprising coincidence, both were blind from birth.One day, the bunny was hopping through the forest, and the snake was slithering through the forest, when the bunny tripped over the snake and fell down. This, of course, knocked the snake about quite a bit. "Oh, my," said the bunny, "I'm terribly sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I've been blind since birth, so, I can't see where I'm going. In fact, since I'm also an orphan, I don't even know what I am." It's quite ok," replied the snake. "Actually, my story is as yours. I too have been blind since birth, and also never knew my mother. Tell you what, maybe I could slither all over you, and work out What you are so at least you'll have that going for you." "Oh, that would be wonderful" replied the bunny. So the snake slithered all over the bunny, and said, Well, you're covered with soft fur, you have reall

This Is Your Moment
Let go of your criticisms about how things should have been, And you'll see the magnificent possibilities of now. Let go of your worries about what might be, And you'll be able to focus on all you can do right now. Stop putting your energy into making excuses And use that energy to take action. Quit fretting over getting it perfect And put your focus on being effective. You have now arrived at a unique moment That is filled with countless possibilities. You can make something truly valuable out of it. You have the real and powerful ability to imagine, And then to put that imagination into action. You can call together all you've experienced, And everything that is most meaningful to you, And to create from it all your very own gifts to life. There is abundance all around you, And with a little focused, determined effort That abundance is yours to enjoy. Choose to connect with the best within you, To make that effort, and to live wit

For Real
I CAN'T BELIEVE THIS. PRO WRESTLER CHRIS BENOIT WAS FOUND DEAD IN ATLANTA HOME ALONG WITH HIS WIFE AND 7 YEAR OLD SON. WHILE THIS TRAGEDY SADDENS ME, I CANNOT BELIEVE THE AMOUNT OF BULLETINS AND MUMMS POSTED ON THIS TOPIC. FOR ONE, PEOPLE DIE EVERYDAY ITS A FACT OF LIFE WHETHER THE CAUSE IS NATURAL OR NOT, IT HAPPENS. WHAT REALLY GETS ME IS MEMBERS OF THIS SITE ARE WILLING TO POST THAT YET NOT ONE BULLETIN ABOUT ANY SOLDIERS. I SAW ONE BULLETIN ABOUT THE NINE FIREFIGHTS THAT GAVE THEIR LIVES IN SOUTH CAROLINA. WHAT GIVES? I GUESS YOU HAVE TO BE FAMOUS IN ORDER TO GET ANY ATTENTION THESE DAYS. OH WELL. JUST A SHORT RANT FOR NOW.

R.i.p Chris Benoit
WWE professional wrestler Chris Benoit his wife Nancy and their 7-year-old son were found dead in their home near White Water Country Club in Fayette County on Monday afternoon. Lieutenant Tommy Pope of the Fayette County Sheriff's Department said the three were found about 2:30 p.m., but he would release no other details. Pope said results of autopsies on Benoit, his wife Nancy, and 7-year-old son Daniel were expected Tuesday. Police are investigating the deaths as a homicide. Benoit, 40, was a former world heavyweight champion, Intercontinental champion and held several tag-team titles over his career. On their Web site, World Wrestling Entertainment officials said that Benoit and his family were found dead on Monday afternoon. The statement said, "World Wrestling Entertainment is deeply saddened to report that today Chris Benoit and his family were found dead in their home. There are no further details at this time, other than the Benoit family residence is currently

Why Cant We All Be Happy
Ok this goes out to a few people and yes you know who you are. You cant stand the fact of seeing people be happy unless they are with you well honey let me tell you something you arent my daddy, my husband or my fuck buddy so GET OVER IT. I am happy so why cant you be happy for me being happy. You think me and one of my friends are together and we ARE NOT WE ARE FRIENDS AND NOTHING MORE. OK now it is my business what I do not you. You can ask me all day every day what you want but MY LIFE IS MY LIFE NOT YOURS. So if you cant be happy for me then stay the hell out of my shit. ok my venting is over for now

Kaleb, Abortion, And The Tragedy
Just did some reading and research about a baby named Kaleb. What a tragedy. I guess after becoming a father I'm more sensitive to things like this. Friend of mine from Piqua is expecting her baby in 7 weeks. She posted a bulletin concerning abortion. If anyone hasn't checked it out they should. It contains some graphic pics and anyone who doesn't realize that it's a living innocent human being doesn't deserve to exist. Kinda made a hypocrite out of me, because I don't believe in the death penalty, but what choice did that baby have? Democrats like to rant that women have a right to choose. I agree. They do. They have the right to choose, bitch legs open or bitch legs shut. It's that simple. I believe anyone who has an abortion or performs an abortion or even assists in an abortion should be systematically destroyed. It's horrible. If a baby can be born 5 months premature and still survive to be a healthy baby then what right does anyone have to end that baby's life? T

My Ex Husband To Be
is it wrong to love a man who u have spent the last 16 yrs of your life with thru thick an thin an even abuse to want him back after he has left me for another woman an has done nothing but say an do hateful things to me for i believe people change i gave him my whole life an also gave him 9 beautiful kids i dont know an i dont understand why he would just walk away an not look back like we never even exsisted to him to be with a woman who he dated in high school over 20 yrs ago someone please tell me am i wrong to want him back or right for moving on with my life for everything in my life seems to be like a big massive nightmare of nothing but hurt pain an betrayel

Pic Contest
hey all i really wouild like help with this damn contest lol- i really do not want to comment bomb myself- so plz come rate me and comment me too!!! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=159309&i=987272314 thanks much luv- muah the witchy bitch XoXoXo

King Cake
First, it is necessary to give a little history lesson... The King Cake is believed to have originated in France around the 12th century. These early Europeans celebrated the coming of the three wise men bearing gifts twelve days after Christmas calling it the Feast of the epiphany, Twelfth Night, or King's Day. The main part of the celebration was the baking of a King’s Cake to honor the three Kings. The cakes were made circular to portray the circular route used by the kings to get to the Christ Child, which was taken to confuse King Herod who was trying to follow the wise men so he could kill the Christ Child. In these early King Cakes a bean, pea, or coin was hidden inside the cake. The person who got the hidden piece was declared King for the day or was said to have good luck in the coming year. In Louisiana, Twelfth Night also signifies the beginning of the carnival season which ends with Mardi Gras Day. The bean, pea and the coin have been replaced by a small plastic ba

Chris Benoit
PLEASE EVERYONE SAY A PRAYER FOR A DEAR FRIENS FAMILY FOR WE JUST LOST A GREAT MAN AND HIS WIFE AND YOUNGEST SON WE LOVE YOU CHRIS,NANCY AND DENIEL WHO DIED TODAY IN THERE HOME. MORE DETAILS TO COME AS I GET THEM

This Is Me..
Green Eyes: In the word, "green" always is a representation of life or is indicative to something that's currently alive. It's often said that eyes are the windows to the soul; so in conjunction to having the Holy Ghost (which quickens and makes alive) the eyes will always bear witness to soul changing occurrences. Long Dark Hair: The length of hair is symbolic of a Nazaritic commitment which can be found in Numbers 6:5. Knowing that her hair is her glory, she has purposely preserved the length, ( so it can remain her covering when she prays) and has also maintained a sociable, and even seemly prideful styling as if to convey to the watching world that she's royalty by the way she wears her locks like a queenly tiara. As for the color…Revelations 6:12 describes the darkening of the sun as "black" as a sackcloth of hair. Understanding that sackcloth & ashes are always involved when humility and humbleness are present. Stature / Tall: In Luke 12:25, Je

The Green Of Spring
THE GREEN OF SPRING HAS FINALLY RETURNED, THE WARM BREEZE OF REBIRTH HAS RETURNED. WHY HASN’T THAT REBIRTH RETURNED TO MY SOUL? OH I CATCH GLIMPSES OF IT… TRAVELING DOWN ROADS FAMILIAR FROM MY YOUTH. GLIMPSES OF MOMENTS OF JOY FROM YOUNGER DAYS CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHEN THE COLDNESS IN MY SOUL WILL THAW? WHEN WILL THE GREEN RETURN TO MY SOUL? THERE ARE TIMES THAT I CATCH THE LOOK OF MY SOUL IN SPRINGS PAST… HAPPIER, MORE CARE-FREE. WHEN WILL THE COLD WINDS OF WINTER LEAVE MY SOUL? MY SOUL HAS BECOME ENCASED IN A GLACIER OF INPENETRABLE ICE. WHEN WILL THE WARMING BREEZES MELT THE PRISON HOLDING MY SOUL?

Men Are Lieing Shit Bags, Most Of Them
if i didnt yell at you today or yesterday this isnt about you. well let me claarify. 85% of men are lieing scum bag peices of shit. while 10 % are gay, and 5 % are decient agai if i didnt yell at you today or yesterday this isnt about you. see im sory but i am down right tired of being lied to and fucked over. it is just everything from the bigest promise to the littelest offer and or thing in general. o im gonna do this tomarrow..... then the complete oppisite to the point of why even bother trying to have faith or trust in some one. at the moment i hate you with a vile disgust. if your smart enough to know who you are wich i know you are even though you dont act it. but i do doubt you will know why i hate you. im not going to say any names but in general this last 4 days men have been pissing me off 24/7 with what they think is a funny comment in reality totaly crushed what little hope and happiness i had in my hart, just being stupid, making a plan not sticking with i

The Story Of Set And Osiris
Set and Osiris in their living and goddly forms have always bumped heads over who was the better to the point Set Killed his brother Osiris well the Goddess Isis was heart broken to hear of Osiris's death so she walked the lands of eygpt looking for her love's body thats when the messanger told her to look under each lilly and there will be part of him *hence lillies are the death flower* she gathered him and the elder gods made him the god of the dead and the dead seasons are explained as Isis Going down to the lands of the dead to be with her love. And as punishment Set Is forced to carry Ra`s sundisk thru the sky day in and day out forever.

Does Your Name Fit You?
C~Really easy to fall in love with A~Gorgeous R~Good Bf/GF O~Has one of the best personalities ever L~Great kisser ============================================= A: Gorgeous B: Loves people C: Really easy to fall in love with D: Good listener E: Freakin' beautiful eyes F: People wild and crazy adore you G: Never let people tell you what to do H: Loves to laugh I: Easy to fall in love with J: JOKESTA K: Really silly L: Great kisser M: Makes dating fun N: Can kick your ass O: Has one of the best personalities ever P: Popular with all types of people Q: A hypocrite R: Good Bf/GF S: Lives life for fun T: Makes people laugh U: Very broad minded V: good in bed W: Gets blamed for everything X: Never let people tell you what to do Y: Nice Smile Z: Lives life for fun REPOST WITH: "Does your name fit you???"

Bikers
Subject: BIKERS For all who Know Motorcycle Riders I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves.

Awesome Thoughts From Friends...
The most precious possession that ever comes To a man in this world Is a woman's heart. The most eloquent silence; that of two mouths meeting in a kiss ..... thank you Freddy yet another I have been astonished that men could die martyrs for their religion I have shudder'd at it.yet after meeting you I shudder no more.I could be martyr'd for you you could be my religion And I could die for that. I could die for you.

A Tragic Loss Of An Amazing Wwe Superstar
Chris Benoit, family found dead Written: June 25, 2007 STAMFORD, Conn., June 25, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment was informed today by authorities in Fayetteville County, Ga., that WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son were found dead in their home. Authorities are investigating, but no other details are available at this time. Instead of its announced programming for tonight on USA Network, WWE will air a three-hour tribute to Chris Benoit. Chris was beloved among his fellow Superstars, and was a favorite among WWE fans for his unbelievable athleticism and wrestling ability. He always took great pride in his performance, and always showed respect for the business he loved, for his peers and towards his fans. This is a terrible tragedy and an unbearable loss. WWE extends its sincere condolences and prayers to the Benoit family and loved ones in this time of tragedy.

Is Hell Hot Or Cold???
Is Hell Hot or Cold??? The following is supposedly an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different Religions that exist in the world today. M

Chris Benoit Dead!
WWE SUPERSTAR CHRIS BENOIT DIED LATE SUNDAY NGHT EARLY MONDAY MORNING! HIS BODY WAS FOUND MONDAY MORNING! HE CALLED INTO WWE SAYING HE WAS UNABLE TO MAKE IT TO WWE VENGENCED SUNDAY NGHT BC HIS FAMILY WAS SPITTING UP BLOOD! MONDAY MORNING HIS FAMILY WAS FOUND DEAD IN THEIR ATLANTA HOME!!!! IT HAS BEEN CONFIRMED THAT BENOIT AND HIS FAMILY WAS NOT SHOT TO DEATH (Source: WWE.com)

Chris Benoits Death
FAYETTEVILLE, Ga. (AP) -- Authorities said professional wrestler Chris Benoit, his wife and child were found slain Monday at their Fayette County home. Lieutenant Tommy Pope of the Fayette County Sheriff's Department said the three were found about 2:30 p.m., but he would release no other details. Pope said the deaths are being investigated as homicide, but the cause of death awaits autopsy results tomorrow. He would not say how the bodies were discovered, or who found them. The World Wrestling Entertainment said on its Website that the 40-year-old Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son Daniel were found dead but also had no other details. The WWE said that instead of its programming Monday night on USA Network, it would air a three-hour tribute to Benoit.

Wwe Wrestling Superstar And Family Found Dead
June 25, 2007 Wrestling star Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and their 7-year-old son Daniel were found dead in their suburban Atlanta home Monday. The deaths are being investigated as a possible suicide and double homicide, authorities told ABC News. Lt. Tommy Pope of the Fayette County Sheriff's Department told ABC News that Benoit had missed several appointments over the weekend, leading concerned parties to ask police to do a "welfare check." When sheriffs arrived at the Benoits' home, they found the wrestler, his wife, and their son dead. There were no signs of gunshot wounds or stabbing, according to Pope. Authorities are not ruling out other causes, such as poisoning, suffocation, or strangulation. Pope told ABC News that his department is looking at this situation as a "possible double murder, suicide." Pope said "the instruments of death were located on scene," but would not specify what those instruments are or where in the house the bodies were found. Pop

I Am Curious About Something?
My oldest sister was just shipped to Baghdad, she left behind her 3 small children and a wonderful loving husband who is going to pieces without her. My curiosity is though of all the men and women who have been deployed why is it that NONE of the US Senators, Republicans, Pentagon, US Officials, The President who started all of this, why is it that NOT ONE OF THERE KIDS HAVE BEEN DEPLOYED to fight this mighty war President Bush says is justice? If our loved one's, brothers, sisters, moms, dads, loving family members go fight a war which in my opinion is very pointless since these people have been fighting for millions of years and us being there isn't going to change that are the one's we love there risking there lives? The way I see it is if they can go and risk there own life for us then why is it that none of the UPPER RANKINGS children there to risk there lives as well and fight for our country, the way I see it is they are no better than us but we (MEANING OUR TROOPS) have the g

I'm Back
Well i'm back. Texas was fun. I was at this place called "The Gaylord Texan Resort and Conference Center" be we all just called it the Bio-Dome, since the whole hotel, even the "outside" was under a glass bubble. It was pretty fun, between the workshops and parting i hardly had any free time to make it out of the bio-dome anyway... Thanks for the luv you've dropped on me while i was gone...

Hey Baby-stephen Marley
ive been gone a while away from you and i hope you overstand but ive got to do what i must do to be a better man cause if i was just to act a fool and do nothing with myself then all my blessings would be cursed my world would crumble in it's a joy when i sit down and think of the good times that we have and what we do to make it through when the good times turn to bad well i hope you find it in your heart and know these words are true and please don't fuss because i must go do what i must do hey baby don't ya worry even though the road is rocky i'll be coming home to you again cause if you thought that i was lost i had to bear my cross now im free from all these chains A TIME A SPACE A DIFFERENT PLACE HOW PERFECT WE MIGHT BE i would be the wind that blows you'd be that willow tree and i could never bear the thought of you not by my side so i would the warmth of day you'd be the cool of night and everyday i pray to jah that one day you will see

45 Things A Girl Would Die For
45 things a girl would die for 1-touch her waist. 2-talk to her. 3-share secrets. 4-give her your jacket. 5-kiss her slowly. *** ARE YOU REMEMBERING THIS? 6-hug her. 7-hold her. 8-laugh with her. 9-invite her somewhere. 10-let her be with you when you're with your friends. KEEP READING 11-smile with her. 12-take pics with her. 13-pull her onto your lap. **** 14-when she says she loves you more, deny it. FIGHT BACK. 15-when her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she cant get to her friends. it makes her feel loved. =) ARE YOU THINKING OF SOMEONE? 16-Hug her and say "i love you" when you see her, but only if you mean it. 17-Kiss her unexpectedly. **** 18-Hug her from behind. **** 19-Tell her shes beautiful. 20-Tell her the way you feel about her. OH AND ONE LAST THING YOU NEED TO SHOW HER YOU MEAN IT 21-Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hu

Today's
"Your analytical skills would put a psychologist to shame. Add a dazzling flash of insight, and you're suddenly able to answer an old question that's been puzzling you for ages. Way to go, Sherlock!" Two good ones in a row :D

To All Wwe Fan Of Chris Benoit Found Dead
WWE STAR CHRIS BENOIT, HIS WIFE AND FAMILY FOUND DEAD IN ATLANTA by Mike Johnson @ 6:04:00 PM on 6/25/2007 We are still awaiting further details, but PWInsider.com is extremely saddened to report that former WWE and WCW World champion Chris Benoit and his wife, former WCW and ECW personality Nancy "Woman" Benoit were both found dead today in Atlanta, Georgia. Obviously this will be a huge developing story in the days to come but at this point, we'd like to express our deepest condolences to the Benoits' family, friends, and fans at this time. A meeting is currently ongoing at WWE TV and it is expected that tonight's three hour Raw will now be dedicated to Benoit's memory. 6:09 Update: WWE.com issued the following statement this afternoon: "WWE is sad to report that Chris Benoit and his family have been found dead in their home. Police are currently investigating the circumstances surrounding the deaths. Tonight's Raw will be a tribute to Chris and his family."

Today
not sure really what to say here I am new to CT... And well it looks like fun have not met to many people around here..... So different from all the other sites like myspace and stuff like that.. Still it is fun well to tell you something all about me I am 23 turning 24 next month of the 20th the day after my roommate and also my ex and he is a sweetheart. I am from canada amd have lived a long life for most people my own age all I can say is from everything i have seen. My saying for life would have to be live life to the fullest cause if you dont you never know when you wont be here anymore. well thats all for now tah

Today Is A Sad Day In History..
Chris Benoit, family found dead Written: June 25, 2007 STAMFORD, Conn., June 25, 2007 – World Wrestling Entertainment was informed today by authorities in Fayette County, Ga., that WWE Superstar Chris Benoit, his wife, Nancy, and his son were found dead in their home. Authorities are investigating, but no other details are available at this time. Instead of its announced programming for tonight on USA Network, WWE will air a three-hour tribute to Chris Benoit. Chris was beloved among his fellow Superstars, and was a favorite among WWE fans for his unbelievable athleticism and wrestling ability. He always took great pride in his performance, and always showed respect for the business he loved, for his peers and towards his fans. This is a terrible tragedy and an unbearable loss. WWE extends its sincere condolences and prayers to the Benoit family and loved ones in this time of tragedy.

When I Feel The Most Beautiful
I feel most beautiful...when i just wake up and my hair is messy and my eyes are the most green. I feel most beautiful when my friends and I are taking pics and making our silly faces.I feel most beautiful when i just get outta the shower and the beads of water are dripping down my tanned body..and i feel how soft my body feels and it reminds me of how wonderful the human body really is and why i love skin to skin touch.I feel most beautiful when i put on that dress that i have been dying to wear and it lays on my curves like the curves on a winding road..and it reminds me why i am so passionate and why i love to be a woman!I feel most beautiful when i am cracking up and my abs and cheeks hurt so much from laughing so hard! I feel most beautiful right after i work out..cause i am taking care of my body and it feels so tight and in shape.I feel most beautiful when i make someone smile or laugh, when i bring them happiness. I feel most beautiful knowing i have a big heart and i am caring

~~hugo Chavez And Citgo Oil~~
~~BEFORE YOU READ THE POSTING.....WATCH THIS LATE BREAKING ENDORSEMENT OF HUGO CHAVEZ~~ Have you noticed how the Citgo signs have disappeared in the past 7-8 months? Very clever move by Chavez. But guess what........... CITGO CHANGING NAME...this is serious Americans...make sure you read ... NEWS FLASH: Chavez is NOW getting a Russian Weapons Factory built by Putin. The RUSSIANS are building an AK-47 Kalashnikov Assault Rifle factory in Venezuela , to give armament support to Communist Rebel groups throughout the Americas Chavez NOW has IRANIANS operating his oil refineries in Venezuela for him. It is likely only a matter of time, if not already, before Chavez has Iranian built LONG RANGE missiles, with a variety of warhead types aimed at: Guess Who? CITGO is NOW in the process of Changing Its Name to PETRO EXPRESS due to the loss of gasoline sales in the USA due to the recent publicity of ownership by Chavez of Venezuela. Every dollar y

R.i.p Chris Baby!!!!!
Real Name: Chris Michael Benoit Past Gimmicks: Pegasus Kid, Wild Pegasus Nicknames: Rabid Wolverine, Canadian Crippler, Gap Tooth Moron, Mr Roboto, For Real Status: Deceased Quote: "Prove me wrong!" Height: 5'10" Weight: 220 lbs. Date of birth: May 21, 1967 From: Edmonton, Alberta, Canada Resides: Atlanta, Georgia Pro debut: December 1985 Trained by: Stu Hart's Dungeon & New Japan Pro Wrestling Dojo Finishing move: Crippler Crossface Former Member of: Radicalz, 4 Horsemen, Chris Jericho & Chris Benoit, Upstarts, The Revolution, Triple Threat, Junior Horsemen Title History WWE (World Wresting Entertainment) WWE World Champion WWE United States Champion(3) WWE Intercontinental Champion(4) WWE Tag Team Champion(3) WWE SD! Tag Team Champion WWE Light Heavyweight Champion WWE 2004 Royal Rumble Winner WCW (World Championship Wrestling) WCW Heavyweight Champion WCW Television Champion(3) WCW United States Champion(2) WCW Tag Team Champion(2) ECW

Pro Wrestler, Family Found Dead In Fayetteville Home
Monday night, the largest wrestling organization in the world grappled with a real-life murder mystery: What led to the apparent murder-suicide of superstar wrestler Chris Benoit, his wife and child inside their expansive Fayetteville home? Chris Benoit • World Wrestling Entertainment Web site Officials have not disclosed how the family died, other than to say the deaths did not involve a gun. "The details, when they come out," said Fayette County District Attorney Scott Ballard, "are going to prove a little bizarre." Deputies checking on the family at the behest of Benoit's employer discovered the bodies of the 40-year-old wrestler, his wife, Nancy Benoit, 43, and their 7-year-old son, Daniel, on Monday afternoon at their home on Green Meadow Lane. Benoit, a Canada native, maintained a residence in metro Atlanta from the time he wrestled for the now-defunct Ted Turner-owned World Championship Wrestling organization. Most recently, Benoit performed as par

In The Heart Of A Soldier
In the heart of a soldier we see the pain by the tears that are shed, by the loss of another who gave his all. One who gave his life to save the life of another. We will never forget. The flag remains flying high in memory of those who wont be coming home. In the heart of a soldier in a teardrop of a child who will never forget the manhe called dad. In the heart of a soldier we will never know the real pain that makes a soldier cry or kneel down and pray. In the heart of a soldier we can only wonder what they are feeling down deep inside. In the heart of a soldier we can only pray for there safe return home. In the heart of a soldier GOD BLESS YOU!

Update: Chris Benoit Double Murder Suicide
FAYETTEVILLE, Ga. - WWE wrestler Chris Benoit, his wife, and son were found dead Monday and police said they were investigating the deaths as a murder-suicide. Detective Bo Turner told television station WAGA that the case was being treated as a murder-suicide, but said that couldn't be confirmed until evidence was examined by a crime lab. The station said that investigators believe the 40-year-old Benoit killed his wife, Nancy, and 7-year-old son, Daniel, over the weekend, then himself on Monday. A neighbor called police, and the bodies were found in three rooms. Lead investigator Lt. Tommy Pope, of the Fayette County Sheriff's Department, told The Associated Press the deaths were being investigated as homicide, and that the causes of death awaited autopsy results on Tuesday. Pope said the bodies were discovered about 2:30 p.m., but refused to release details. The house is in a secluded neighborhood set back about 60 yards off a gravel road, surrounded by stacked stone

Poetry
So it ends the relationship that was meant to be,with a friend,but as I walk I am now free that god she'll let me be that's the way life is,but i'll be ok life goes on.Living life again from now on .Look at me fly through the air.Another mistake I made but I learned I was there never again will I be that dumb if it happens again forever I'll be numb.I take pain and forgive when I won't forget this hurt.I shouldn't front but this is it and no more I'll put on my shoes and hit the floor

Lonelyness
I walk a lonely path in this unforsaken world. I search for my soul mate. I search for the woman I am meant to spend the rest of my life with. Will I ever find her? What does faith have instored for me. Am I meant to live a life full of lonelyness? A life which I can not share this love I have built up in me? I sit and wonder as I gaze up into midnight sky if there is a woman out there some where searching for me as I search for her. Will our paths cross one another? As I walk I see couples walking hand in hand. I keep wishing that it was me. To wake up each morning laying in bed next to my soul mate & gaze in to her heavenly eyes & tell her how she means the world to me. That I love her.

To Busy For A Friend?
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had acco

Juggaloz Wanna Join The Mafia?
CONTACT THIS NINJA HORNY ??JUGGALO!!*~FOUNDER OF JUGGALO MAFIA~ (DON-MEGA) (TWIZTID Monkey juggalettes CT hubby)@ CherryTAP JUGGALETTES WANNA JOIN THE MAFIA? CONTACT THIS NINJETTE TwiztidMonkeyJuggalette*CoFounder CTJuggaloMafia*CTWifey*HORNY ??JUGGALO!!*CT JUGGALO MAFIA(DON-MEGA@ CherryTAP MCL

Secret Love
See you smiling every day hide the way I feel, want to tell you everything but my lips are sealed, loving you with all my heart but you will never know, feelings for you are locked away hope they never go, I never cease to be amazed how wonderful you look, now my heart will suffer in silence because of the chance I never took.

Read This!!!!
One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. "Really?" she heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" and, "I didn't know others liked me so much," were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exercise had accomplished its

Now This Is To Close For Comfort
Two charged in brutal murder By MICHAEL C. LEWIS / Journal Staff Writer Editor’s note: Because of the nature of the crime, the following story contains graphic details which may disturb some people. The story may be inappropriate for younger children. MARTINSBURG — A 41-year-old Martinsburg woman was raped, beaten unconscious and had her throat slit before her body was dumped along a rural area off Dam No. 4 Road in the Scrabble area on May 27, police said. The victim’s body, discovered by state police Wednesday, was identified by the West Virginia Office of the Medical Examiner as Tina Marie Starcher. The identification of the body was made on Friday by way of fingerprints. West Virginia State Police charged two men, Anthony Juntilla, 37, of Hedgesville and Fred Dwayne Douty II, 28, of Martinsburg, in the first—degree felony murder of Starcher, and issued warrants for their arrests on Saturday. Juntilla was charged last week with threatening retaliation against a

Never Meant
So Im not meant to be happy... Why should i be surprised. Every time i think this week cant get worse it does, It will get worse still i am sure of it as i feel it inside. So... No one wants me.... No one wants to have me ... No matter what i try, I guess it was true i guess i just cant be loved can i. Why am i surprised? I shouldnt be should i? maybe this is some sick joke?? or maybe this is just it maybe i am meant to be misurable. maybe... i guess... No where to go... no one to love... im alone. Just.. alone goodbye

Wwe..news.
Wrestler Chris Benoit Found Dead With Wife, Son at Georgia Home By Adam Satariano June 25 (Bloomberg) -- Canadian wrestler Chris Benoit was found dead in his Georgia home along with his wife, Nancy, and son, World Wrestling Entertainment Inc. said. Authorities are investigating the deaths, though no details were available, WWE said in a statement. The Fayetteville County, Georgia, police department said no information would be released until tomorrow. Benoit, who began his career in Calgary in 1985, became the World Heavyweight Champion in 2004, when he defeated two opponents in a ``Triple Treat Match.'' He also was the WWE's Intercontinental Champion four times and held the World Tag Team and WWE Tag Team championships, according to the WWE Web site. ``Chris was beloved among his fellow superstars, and was a favorite among WWE fans for his unbelievable athleticism and wrestling ability,'' WWE said in the statement. WWE said it will air a three-hour tribute to Benoit

Healing
Healing ~Tony Martinez As I continue my climb I heard the whisper of my angel Wrapped in my angel's wings for a short time It felt good The rest was needed The calm was needed It will always be the little things That heal so much A soft kiss Gentle and slow With lips that linger A tongue Ever so lightly Licks at those lips Just a hint of what we know is there There's more to come This I am certain No longer wonded No longer alone Healing am I I've become ever stronger I thank you again Though you may not understand what you have done Or what you will continue to do as you can I love you My angel

R.i.p
Pro wrestler Chris Benoit, his wife and 7-year-old son were found slain Monday at their Fayetteville home, authorities said. WAGA reported that investigators believe Benoit killed his wife and son over the weekend, and then himself sometime Monday. A concerned neighbor called police. The bodies were found in three different rooms. The lead investigator, Sheriff's Lt. Tommy Pope, told The Associated Press that the deaths were being investigated as homicide, and said the cause of death awaited autopsy results on Tuesday. Pope said the three were found about 2:30 p.m., but he would release no other details about the deaths at the house in a subdivision near White Water Country Club. World Wrestling Entertainment, based in Stamford, Conn., said on its Web site that Benoit, 40, his wife, Nancy, and son, who was named Daniel, were found dead, but also had no other details. Benoit, a native of Canada, was a former world heavyweight champion, Intercontinental champion and

Tired!
I haven't posted in an eon on here. For three days a week I've been watching a friend's children. Her oldest plays softball and is only five years old. I love going and watching her play. I'm trying to make my peace with the fact that it would be dangerous for me to have children considering my health problems. Sometimes it's difficult. Ok, a lot of the time, it's difficult. I lost it in the car when a family friend was watching me with them and said "you'd make a great mom" These kids are so beautiful. Would you believe that I'm about to be a Godparent to these three beautiful babies? I can't wait. I know that it is a big responsibility. Otherwise, I'm doing fine. Drop me a line and let me know how you are, too.

Not Calm, Numb!
Not calm, numb! Ripping, renting, Tearing at space, Corrupting the moment, Distorting the place. Bubbling, seething, Nest of emotions, Struggling for sense, Of conflicting notions. Fear and guilt, Hatred and blame, And yet I sit passive, Calm just the same. Casually, calmly, Not even glum, I've exhausted all senses, I survive now in numb.

Wow
I got to say this has been one fun ass night. I done something I aint done in a while. Mud Riding! I was just in one of those crazy ass moods when everything feels so right and just want to do something to let loose. I was able to find a fun and off the beaten path place to play. IT WAS GREAT!!!!!!!!!

Keep This Handy On The Fridge
Did You Know that drinking two glasses of Gatorade can relieve headache pain almost immediately-- without the unpleasant side effects caused by traditional "pain relievers." Did you know that Colgate toothpaste makes an excellent salve for burns. Before you head to the drug store for a high-priced inhaler filled with mysterious chemicals, try chewing on a couple of curiously strong Altoids peppermints. They'll clear up your stuffed nose. Achy muscles from a bout of the flu? Mix 1 Tablespoon of horseradish in 1 cup of olive oil. Let the mixture sit for 30 minutes, then apply it as a massage oil, for instant relief for aching muscles. Sore throat? Just mix 1/4 cup of vinegar with 1/4 cup of honey and take 1 tablespoon six times a day. The vinegar kills the bacteria. Cure urinary tract infections with Alka-Seltzer. Just dissolve two tablets in a glass of water and drink it at the onset of the symptoms. Alka-Seltzer begins eliminating urinary tract infections

Ruh Roh
I have come to the conclusion that I am becoming an official point whore here on CT. I don't think my addiction has gotten all THAT terrible just yet, since so far all I'm doing is mainly using the I'm bored feature to boost my points. Although if anyone has any great, get points fast ideas, you can let me know. LOL ~Hugs~

Redneck Computer Terms
BACKUP - What you do when you run across a skunk in the woods. BAR CODE - Them's the fight'n rules down at the local tavern. BUG - The reason you give for calling in sick. BYTE - What your pit bull dun to cusin Jethro. CACHE - Needed when you run out of food stamps. CHIP - Pasture muffins that you try not to step in. TERMINAL - Time to call the undertaker. CRASH - When you go to Junior's party uninvited. DIGITAL - The art of counting on your fingers. DISKETTE - Female Disco dancer. FAX - What you lie about to the IRS. HACKER - Uncle Leroy after 32 years of smoking. HARDCOPY - Picture looked at when selecting tattoos. INTERNET - Where cafeteria workers put their hair. KEYBOARD - Where you hang the keys to the John Deere. MAC - Big Bubba's favorite fast food. MEGAHERTZ - How your head feels after 17 beers. MODEM - What ya did when the grass and weeds got too tall. MOUSE PAD - Where Mickey and Minnie

Halloween
I have decided what I wanted to Be for Halloween....Yea yea its early but soon Im goin to work off this baby weight the beginning of July.Cause I want to be a naughty...sexy...schoolgirl :) red plaid.Im gettin excited just thinkin about it....so no more junk food for me this coming up sunday...No more convos with my friend about ice cream(purdy)or the special with the 1.99 burger...I think Im bout to cry.*pouts* Oh well its for a good cause.Dont get me wrong,Im gonna treat myself once a week.I need support big time when that time comes.*Crosses Fingers*

The City Of New York High School Math Proficiency Exam Name
The City of New York High School Math Proficiency Exam NAME:____________________ GANG NAME:______________________ 1.) Little Johnny has an AK-47 with a 30 round clip. He usually misses 6 out of every 10 shots and he uses 13 rounds per drive-by shooting. How many drive-by shootings can Little Johnny attempt before he has to reload? 2.) Jose has 2 ounces of cocaine. If he sells an 8 ball to Antonio for $320 and 2 grams to Juan for $85 per gram, what is the street value of the rest of his hold? 3.) Rufus pimps 3 hoes. If the price is $85 per trick, how many tricks per day must each ho turn to support Rufus's $800 per day crack habit? 4.) Jerome wants to cut the pound of cocaine he bought for $40,000 to make 20% profit. How many ounces will he need? 5.) Willie gets $200 for a stolen BMW, $150 for stealing a Corvette, and $100 for a 4x4. If he steals 1 BMW, 2 Corvettes and 3 4x4's, how many more corvettes must he have to steal to have $900? 6.) Raoul got 6 years for mu

Short Report - Love, Flirtation, And Sex
The report was generated with the following birth data: male, born on 9 May 1971 at 9:28 am in Chicago, Illinois. Your sun sign is Taurus. This is the sign in which the Sun is in your birth chart. Your Ascendant is in Cancer, and your Moon is in Scorpio. Ascendant in Cancer For you, probably the most important aspects of a relationship are integrity and security. You will persevere through many trials in order to make an affair work out, as long as you feel that your partner is equally committed. If there is any problem with this position, it is oversensitivity, a tendency to take remarks made in jest too seriously. This position makes you a very faithful lover, but in the liberal climate of today, an incident of unfaithfulness will be very traumatic for you. You should avoid being overly possessive in the physical sense; faithfulness belongs more to the heart than to the body. Sun in Taurus You are a meat-and-potatoes person when it comes to loving, p

My All Time Favorite Scarry Movie.
My all time favorite scarry movie is "The Pit and the Pendulum" Starring Vincent Price. Man that dude was scarry. I was like 8 years old when I saw this movie. I went to the Deanza Drive-in with my Aunt and cousins. She had an old pice of shit car. We had to stop at every other gas station to let the damn thing cool down from over heating. Which added to the adventure on the way home. While at the movie you couldn't have come across a quieter group of little kids. We were scared shitless. The music and the acting were just the thing to set nightmares of that swinging blade into my sleep for months. I love being scared. I have to admit that the horror movies of today don't thrill me the same way. I look back and think how did those cheesy movies make me so picky. I think one of the best movies I've seen lately in the horror catagory is "The messengers". Just cause movies where little kids are victomized are so taboo. Well I guess this brings me to a question... What's your favo

This Story, Edited Was Published In A Book By Terry Culbert, "lucan, Home Of The Donellys"
Be Careful Walking Behind Cows Short Story by Bruce Currie © 2004 May 20, 2004 The Currie residence was at the corner of the 4th Concession and Duchess Ave. Our maternal Grandparents home was 2 city blocks away at the corner of the 4th Concession and Alice Street. Our Grandma and Grandpa lived ‘next door.’ Grandpa taught me how to milk a cow, when I was very young. Whenever the chance arose, it was great fun to practice the skill. Grandpa’s cow, May, was a beautiful light chestnut specimen, gentle of nature and easy to milk. Our Grandparent’s barn was a little 4-stall affair that had an ever so fun hay mow on the second floor. We kids used to spend an inordinate amount of time in that wonderful little barn ‘getting into mischief,’ as Grandpa used to say. During the milking lessons, Grandpa and Grandma used to always remind us to be careful when walking behind a cow. May was a gentle sort, there was little chance she would kick, but many cows weren’t so friendl

Dont Ever Fall In Love...
Did you ever love someone, But knew they didn't care. Did you ever feel like crying, But knew you'd get no where. Did you ever look into there eyes and say alittle prayer? Did you ever look into there heart and wish that you were there? Did you ever see them lonley and when there feeling blue, Did you ever reach out and simply say, "I Love You"? Don't ever fall inlove my friend, it doesn't pay a dime. It only causes broken hearts, Yet it happens all he time. Love is grand But is hurts so much the price you pay is high. If I could choose between love and death I think I'd rather die. Don't ever fall in Love my friend, you'll be hurt before it's through. you see my frien I ought to know I fell inlove with you... I dont know who wrote this... but it is one of my fav's... this is not posted in here for any one person...I just really like and thought I would share...

Me So Horny
im not sure why but this last week im been so fuckin horny even more so the nomail my pussys been so wet that i cant wear panties ive been playin with and playin with it tryin to wear myself out but nothing ive even used ever toy in my stash

Cleaning House
OK I JUST REMOVED ANOTHER 12 PEOPLE FROM MY FRIENDS LIST,OBVIOUSLY IF YOUR READING THIS YOU AINT ONE OF THEM AND I VALUE YOUR FRIENDSHIP ON HERE :)I DONT ASK FOR MUCH FROM CT PALS,JUST A RATING OF A PIC OR STASH SOMETIMES,FRIENDLY WORD YANNO? THE PEOPLE THAT I REMOVED DID NEITHER IN MONTHS SO BUBYE

Why
Why is it that I am constantly meeting people that are not over the people that came before me? Why is it that they think that they are, but their actions, their words, and even their writings say otherwise? Why am I always the dumb one to believe what anyone says? Why do I take them at face value and believe that maybe it is me that they dream about at night and not her? And finally, why do I do it to myself time and time again?

Rip Chris Benoit
Before you read any further, understand that I am NOT judging!!!! I liked him as a wrestler and yes, apparently there was something wrong mentally. I'm not judging, as it's not my place. But I can not say anyone who murders their family is a good person, mentally unstable or not. As a wrestler, he has always and will always have my respect. As a person, I'm not so sure. Yes, he's potentially a murdering SOB, but there is no hard proof of that yet. If it turns out he did in fact murder his wife and child, as I have a sinking suspicion it will, I hope he does rot in hell as that's about what he deserves. My thoughts and prayers go out to the family of his wife and son that are left behind to deal with his mess. This hits extra close to home for me as my best male friend growing up, his little brother and his mother were murdered two homes over from mine one night by his step father. The shots actually woke me up and it wasn't until I heard the news the next day that I knew what had

Paris Gets Interview While Skunk Runs Wild..
Congrats to NBC for not interviewing Paris Hilton. However Larry King stoops low enough to make sure she gets an interview and payment for being an alcoholic. Oh well, apparently that is a news worthy piece…no pun intended… What about Port Clinton, Ohio? There were plenty of doings there. At a busy intersection in Port Clinton, Ohio, a skunk got its head caught in a Coke can and held up traffic for 20 minutes when it became blinded and confused, running around in circles and spraying motorists. But Paris wins over… Oh well, with the 4th of July soon approaching there will be many of news worthy events taking place. Hopefully they are just cute and funny things and not tragedy. Hang in there and may the 26th of June be ever so nice to you and oh by the way GOOD MORNING. A huge hug and a pat Mart

Good Morning
This has been a very interesting trip here around Cherry Tap and boy have I met some characters! Whoa! Just freaky. But I'm having a lot of fun and wanted to see all the things I can do on this site. So here's the first blog entry.

Life Is Short
LIFE IS SHORT ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn\'t any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more \"just one minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say \"I Love You.\" or \"I Miss You\" ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it\'s broken ... and take good care of it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage .....and friendships. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And

For Our Troops
I watched the flag pass by one day, >It fluttered in the breeze > > > >A young Marine saluted it, >And then he stood at ease.. > > > >I looked at him in uniform >So young, so tall, so proud, >With hair cut square and eyes alert >He'd stand out in any crowd. > > >I thought how many men like him >Had fallen through the years. >How many died on foreign soil >How many mothers' tears? > > >How many pilots' planes shot down? >How many died at sea >How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? >No, freedom isn't free. > >I heard the sound of Taps one night, >When everything was still, >I listened to the bugler play >And felt a s udden chill. I wondered just how many times >That Taps had meant "Amen," > >When a flag! had draped a coffin. >Of a brother or a friend. > > > > >I thought of all the children, >Of the mothers and the wives, >Of fathers, sons and husbands >With interrupted lives. > >I thought about a gr

Fear
How does fear start? When we are so small, Fear of being alone, With our cries we call. Then comes further fear, Fear of things we can't see, Fear of the dark, “Please don’t leave me.” Then comes more fear, Fear of unacceptance, Do they want to be my friend? Will this fear ever end? Then comes teenage fear, Fear of growing up, Is this all I will be? Will anyone ever trust me? We pass through, So much fear, We go through it, Year after year. In old age we come full cycle, Fear in our old bones, We return to the oldest fear, 'I don’t want to be alone.' Finally fear of death, Comes with our last breath, And that's when one comes to see, Fear is reality. Fear is the biggest test, It never lets us rest, So don't give fear a chance, To hold you in a trance. Take it by its toe, In your heart, open a window, Throw fear out and you will see, Once and for all you can truly be free.

*i'll Be There*
*When no one is there for you* *And you think no one cares* *When the whole world walks out on you* *And you think you're alone* *I'll be there* *When the one you care about the most* *Could care less about you* *When the one you gave your heart to* *Throws it in your face* *I'll be there* *When the person you trusted* *Betrays you* *When the person you share all your memories with* *Cant even remember your birthday* *I'll be there* *When all you need is a friend* *To listen to you whine* *When all you need is someone* *To catch your tears* *I'll be there* * When your heart hurts so bad* * You cant even breathe* * When you just want to crawl up and die* *I'll be there* *When you start to cry* *After hearing that sad song*

Hackers
Hacker Alert; My acct. was recently invaded by a person unknown to me. And got into my personal settings and changed all but my name. Which made it impossible for me to log in,change password,delete acct. and was even locked out of my acct. for 12hrs as a result. And luckily they were stupid enough to leave their email addy. I reported this person and feel its important to alert anyone who cares to listen. I am not the type to leave my personal info. at strange sites or allow anyone access to my password. I have had to completely rebuild everything. And it can happen to anyone so I have the email addy here so plz beware this is the person that got me,they can get you too. kadal@hotmail.co.uk So if anyone by this name is on a list or requests to be I highly suggest you just report them. Gotta help our friends and look out for one another. I havent a clue as to how far they went with my info. Dont let it be you next.

Nsfw
thanks to the person or persons who find humour offensive, a simple picture of me and my mates on daytona beach with our arses out having a laugh. to the person or persons involved you truly are the crumb of shit on the arsehole of the world

I Know What Boys Like.
Maybe it's the fact that I am not controlling, that drives men to me. I don't care what you do as long as you are faithful to me. With my male friends they know I am pretty laid back, don't care what others think, and don't care when people fuck with me. I don't get girls who when they are with a guy don't allow that guy to be friends with ladies anymore. Is it that you fear he will leave you for me? Is it that when he thinks about me he smiles? Or is it just plain ol' jealousy? I'm not the jealous type anymore. My guy, we are just friends building a foundation knows he can talk to who ever he wants to, he knows I know his past is firmly there where it belongs in the past. I don't get bitchy with him for no reason, and I stay that way with my friends too. I love all of my friends. Some more than others, but I still love them all. I love when they text me late at night, I love knowing I'm on their minds sometimes. I like the fact that so many girls are terrified of letting

Buffalo Wild Wings
Lawton, OK finally got a Buffalo Wild Wings and I am a bartender and server there and it is a great place. 6 big screen tvs and around 60 flatscreen plasmas you should check one out if you get the chance. If you are in the lawton area come by and see me I make a kick ass martini and long island iced tea.

God That's Annoying!!!!!!!
I hate when people call to talk to someone and they do the fakest "HI HOW ARE YOU?!" And do some random bullshitting. Pisses me off. Just tell me who the hell you want to talk to and get the hell off the phone.

The Darkness Inside
pretending im fine on the outside is killing me inside. hiding my emotions is putting me in a dark place. i know what i want and what i have to do. but time is what i need, patience is a virtue. theres nothing else i want more than to feel those things i never thought was real but only with you. my head is like a puzzle, all this confusion is overwhelming me. my heart is a lock, to which you hold the key. why cant i get what i need? do i not deserve it? its always just out of reach. right at my finger tips, then it slips away from me. i have to stop hiding what i feel inside or i will never be happy. but hiding in the darkness now pretending im ok on the outside is killing me inside.i know what i want, i know what i feel. but is what your feeling real? i walk blind, alone and empty inside screaming out where is the light???? will i ever find it? or walk alone threw the dark pathways of life?

Shocked...numb....confused... Why Chris, Why??
While some close to me have decided to turn their back on the Pro Wrestling legacy which was Chris Benoit, I choose to try to understand what brought on such a tragic event. No one gets how hard it is to watch those you work with, travel with, live on the road with pass on before you. People who know you better than yourself. Guys dying by age 40 due to illness, depression, injuries, drug/alcohol abuse. Families breaking up, wives getting lonely, children growing up with out their dad's or mom's around. The world of Pro Wrestling is a very lonely one. It's physically demanding. No other sport on this planet do what Pro Wrestlers do to their bodies about 300 plus days out of the year. How do i know what it's like? I was in the business and on the road for 7 years... that's how. Something made Chris snap. A respectful, loving, caring, hard working, dedicated man took his hands and killed those he loved the most, then himself. Instead of pointing fingers and saying "fuck him..how dare he

I Hate Shawn Boler
I know hate is a strong word, but right now I want to drive all the way to fucking Chicago to our corprate office and stangle that fat fuck. He has been such an ass to us. We do competive shop, which is where we shop our parts on other sites to compare the prices. He gives us the same list of 12 useless competitors every request we give him. Right now I am doing VW convertible tops. None of these fucking 12 sites carry these tops. I mean come on, target, crutchfield, quadratec, none of these site carry VW parts. Ofcourse they dont. He is just to fucking lazy to do the research and get us some competitors. He sent us back and email saying "until further notice the competitors are going to be the same." What about things like this. Ahhhhhhhh. I am just so frustrated. I want to call the asshole but I am afraid to do so. Well if he wants to be able to compare prices, he can shop that one. I am done!!! Fuck you Shawn!!!

Chicken Breasts In Salsa Picante
Ingredients: 1 1/2 cups tomato sauce 1-2 hot peppers, to taste 2 heads garlic, mashed 3/4 cup red wine vinegar 1 teaspoon salt 6 chicken breast halves, with bones Preparation: Preheat the briquettes. Mix the tomato sauce with the hot peppers, garlic, vinegar, and salt in a bowl. Take out 1/2 cup of the mixture and reserve. Place the chicken in the bowl with the marinade and let it rest for 10 minutes. Place the chicken over the grill and cook for about 30 minutes, basting with the sauce as you turn it. Serve with remaining sauce on the side. A red California Zinfandel or a Syrah from the Rhone region of France are suitable wines for this chicken recipe. Makes 6 servings.

Please 1500 Behind Need Help Asap Please
HEY OUT THERE I AM 1500 BEHIND FOR 1ST PLACE SO PLEASE COME AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE AND RATE AND BOMB PLEASE HERE IS THE LINK SO PLEASE Crazy FrogIn The HouseMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Love Is...
1 Corinthians 3:21-33 (the Message Bible) 1 If I speak with human eloquence and angelic ecstasy but don't love, I'm nothing but the creaking of a rusty gate. 2If I speak God's Word with power, revealing all his mysteries and making everything plain as day, and if I have faith that says to a mountain, "Jump," and it jumps, but I don't love, I'm nothing. 3-7If I give everything I own to the poor and even go to the stake to be burned as a martyr, but I don't love, I've gotten nowhere. So, no matter what I say, what I believe, and what I do, I'm bankrupt without love. Love never gives up. Love cares more for others than for self. Love doesn't want what it doesn't have. Love doesn't strut, Doesn't have a swelled head, Doesn't force itself on others, Isn't always "me first," Doesn't fly off the handle, Doesn't keep score of the sins of others, Doesn't revel when others grovel, Takes pleasure in the flowering of truth, Puts up

What Is My Power Bird?
Your Power Bird is an Eagle You are spiritual and able to soar to great heights. You are a true inspiration, and many people look to you for guidance. And you are quite demanding in relationships... but you're worth it. People know that you will become even greater than you imagine. What's Your Power Bird?

Just Call Me Superman
Your Power Level is: 79% You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within. Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals. How Powerful Are You?

Songbird
Songbird Songbird songbird in the tree; I long to hear you sing for me; Your voice is what I wish to hear; For in my soul I hold you dear; I know the reasons you wont sing; But only sadness does that bring; I ache to keep and hold you tight; For in my hands all will be right; I know that this will never be; Your heart and spirit must stay free; Night is coming so you must go; Your wings the silken air do row; For each flap a tear does fall; I know I'll never hear your call; Little songbird on your way; Try to think of me someday; Songbird songbird.

Nascar
Sooo on sunday i experienced my first NASCAR car race ever. Infineon Raceway up in NorCal, it was incredible. So loud, so fast. my boy Dale Jr. started 3rd, so when they first start i'm pretty close, the only one in red on the fence... and of course he slowed down just for me!!! so i could blow him kisses and take a picture ... LOL ... All I know is that I am a NASCAR FANATIC!!! My pussy was soo juicy and creamy the whole race, the smell the sound ... the drivers ... this is an experience I will never forget and I will go to every freakin race in cali that they have. Oh yea let me tell you how the day began ... my friend came and got me around 7:30 am ... (it takes about an hours and a half to get up there) and good thing he came early, we walk into 7/11 and my dam shoe broke ... so we had to find someplace that was open so i could get a new pair of shoes... so that works, however ..new shoes walking about 5 or 6 miles because of the way the track is, i get huge blisters on my

Bird Feeder!!!
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used to be

Amreican Pride... What Happened To Us?
April 25, 1976 Dodger Stadium 4th inning Rick Monday makes the best play ever in the game of baseball....This is PRIDE.. We need to get this back. Instead of watching and and making videos that people can yell about...Why not stop them in the act. We need to band together and get OUR AMERICAN PRIDE back... I always wondered what stops us from stopping them? Is it fear? Think about it.....What would you do if you caught someone doing this... Would you be like Rick Monday???? I sure hope so.. I would..... Click the pic to watch a wonderful Video

Typewriter
A husband and wife decided they needed to use "code" to indicate that they wanted to have sex without letting their children in on it. They decided on the word Typewriter. One day the husband told his five year old daughter, "Go tell your mommy that daddy needs to type a letter". The child told her mother what her dad said, and her mom responded, "Tell your daddy that he can't type a letter right now cause there is a red ribbon in the typewriter." The child went back to tell her father what mommy said. A few days later the mom told the daughter, "Tell daddy that he can type that letter now." The child told her father, returned to her mother and announced, "Daddy said never mind with the typewriter, he already wrote the letter by hand."

Taser
(Only a guy would do this!) A guy who purchased his lovely wife a pocket Taser for their anniversary submitted this : Last weekend at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop I was looking for a little something extra for my wife Toni. What I came across was a 100,000-volt pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on an assailant. The idea is to allow my wife -- who would never consider a gun --adequate time to retreat to safety. WAY TOO COOL!! Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded in two triple-a batteries and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. But then I read (yes, 'read') that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arch of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs and I'd know it was working. Awesome!!! (Actually, I have yet to explain to Toni what that burn spot is on the face of her microwave

Hi Everyone
Just wanted to stop in and leave a quick note for you all. I apologize for not being in touch with you all for the last few weeks. I have had some big changes going on in my life and i have not been online. As you all know i was living in Wisconsin. Well now i am living in Mobile, Alabama. I feel pretty crappy that I have'nt been responding to you my friends. Rest assured it has not been because of any other reason but me concentrating on being happy and sorting out my life. I have a lot of friends on here who not just merely a name on a list. Some of you have been a great comfort to me in this totally unpredictable world we live in. Anyhow I just wanted to let you all know that I am well and doing good. I will be in touch with you all soon. Play safe and take care Hugs n stuff Tigsy xoxoxo

Have You Ever Gotten Up On The Right Side Of The Bed??
Have you goten up on the wrong side of the bed and realized you should have stayed in bed?? I woke this morning in good shape...nothing was wrong...not problems...till I walked out the door. First I got my truck locked in reverse...couldnt get it into neutral. So After 30 minutes under the truck I got into neutral. Then I got it running...(it sat 2 years) and after several attempts. Once it was running I was checking thing s like water. I noticed the gas line by the gas filter was leaking. No Problem. I tightened it and all good....still running. i noticed this strong smell of gas still...look under the truck and the line is leaking. Shut the truck off. So Began cleaning the inside of the truck. I took the hose and sprayed it out. No Problem. So I decide that I will walk over to Midas Muffler where the guy I bought the truck from..and a friend of mine works there...asked if he had any gas line. He had some...didnt charge me. Cool. So i come back...and find out the garage dorr opener ha

Askhole
Someone who asks many stupid, pointless, obnoxious questions. God! Jimmy is such an askhole. He won't stop asking me about my favorite [teletubby] and im about to smash him in the grill, kid. (hahahahahaha! i'm sure we all know one of these!)

Please Help My Boy Get His Game
I AM IN THIS CONTEST FOR REAL MONEY, AND I AM TRYING TO WIN SO I CAN GET MY SON A VIDEO GAME HE WANTS FOR HIS wII UNIT. THE CONTEST IS RUN BY CT DADDY TEXAS GODFATHER. HERE IS THE LINK IF IT WORKS, JUST CLICK THE PIC AND COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU CAN THANK YOU

6/26/07
A day without your fingers, Carressing me, Can make me feel so crazy. I don't mean to tease, Just shut up and hold me. I wish I could please, You more than I do, But I'm a broken girl, And when I say I that, I don't just mean emotionally. A day with just one kiss. Is a bad one for me. I need the taste of your lips, constantly. Your breath is the sole reason, I bother getting out of bed. This love is an addiction, constantly fed. And I never knew I could fall this deep. And I never knew it could be so sweet. Please keep this addiction fed, Keep it going till I'm dead. 'Cause a day without you, Is a day I'll always dread. 06/26/07

Pick Up Lines That Will Never Work.
The word of the day is "legs." Let's go back to my place and spread the word. That outfit would look great in a crumpled heap on my bedroom floor tomorrow morning. I want to melt in your mouth, not in your hand. I like every bone in your body especially mine. How about you sit on my lap and we'll see what pops up? Will you be my love buffet so I can lay you out on a table and take anything I want? Why don't you sit on my face and let me eat my way to your heart? Baby I'm like milk, I'll do your body good. Is that a mirror in your pants because I can see myself in them. Hey baby lets play army I'll lay down you can blow me up. If your left is thanksgiving and your right leg is Christmas can I visit you in-between the holidays If I told you that you had a nice body, would you hold it against me? You're like a Pringles. Once I pop you, I can't stop you! I want to kiss you passionately on the lips, and then move up to your belly-button. Is it hot in here or is it jus

What My Baby Wrote In Her Blog To Me!!!
What my Baby wrote in her BLOG to me!!! I am a fucking bundle of nerves..Some would think you are? I am usually the calm go lucky kind of girl. Well it has finally happened to me TO ME,I found someone that can make me feel all giddy inside & even self confident of myself.Now that is hilarious for me,I am the strong type of I don't give a fuck what you think about me..I could just kill him(literally).. We have changed the date so many times on when I was to return but finally decided on the date..I leave in 4 days,it is down to the last week,why does this make me nervous some would think..Well this time we will do things we didn't never have,We will look at one another with love for the first time..Some would say crazy.. I am excited to say the least,but to know that the one person that has made you happy for so long & was there for you in the bad times & most of all takes your shit & you being bitchy most of the time has to really love you,We have known each other for awhile no

Chris Benoit Killed Wife And Child And Then Himself!
6/26/07 1:58pm Central strangled his wife and smothered his son this weekend before hanging himself Monday in the weight room of his Georgia home, a law enforcement official close to the investigation told The Associated Press. Benoit, his wife and 7-year-old son were found dead Monday afternoon, and police later ruled the deaths a murder-suicide. Authorities refused to confirm the murder-suicide until evidence was examined by the state crime lab. Preliminary autopsy results are nearly complete and will be announced at a 3 p.m. press conference this afternoon, according to a spokesman for the Fayette County District Attorney's office. Additional toxicology reports, which could determine whether Benoit was using steroids at the time of his death, are expected to take at least two weeks. WAGA-TV initially reported that investigators believe the 40-year-old Benoit killed his wife, Nancy, and 7-year-old son, Daniel, before killing himself Monday. The bodies were found in

Ariadne
Ariadne Pay attention: I have been yielded out of the earth in a white bag; the body in it was not blue or light blue or grinning, it was a soup of every old organ, every broad bit of skin; it has been reformed to factor the universe; it has died in a number of extraordinary ways, fanatical and hanging in Cyprus, rendering out young in Cyprus, ruthless or tender Artemis in Cyprus; look how it has been made to follow the same sad element, the same thin line of string that leads constantly, mechanically out; I arrive now wholly congealed; my form is a genuflection, an echo, the marble head of a tragic woman. Pay attention: I am not myself; neither you nor I nor anyone will be capable of legitimately piecing me together. Listen: a white bull is in the streets of Crete; I have begun to believe that he is also my father. When you come to rid the rest of me, notice how I, too, in sleep, do not defend myself at all.

Fun Things To Try
Things to do at Wal-Mart while your spouse/partner is taking their sweet time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in peoples' carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the rest rooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in house wares and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they'll bring in pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask 'Why can't you people just leave me alone?' 9. Look right into the security camera; use it as a mirror, & and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he

Hiding
Anger, rage, betrayal.Fear, pain, emptiness.All these things trapped insidePulling me into a dark abyss.The dark is so coldSo enveloping, so vastIt pulls you in closeThese feelings won't pass.Part of you wants To run into the lightGet into the warmthDo what others say is rightBut you like it hereIn this hole where nothing is seenIt's so much easierIt's where you have beenSo many years you have been in this placeStaying in here It's easy to faceThe things in your lifeThat have gone so awryThe things in your lifeThat have made you cryIt's easy to feel safeFrom all emotion insideIf you just stay hereYou don't have to hide.

Truer Words Never Spoken
THERE ONCE WAS A MAN WHO GAVE UP ON LOVE ALWAYS LESS THAN HE WAS NEVER ENOUGH THEN ONE DAY HE MADE A FRIEND SHE WAS DIFFERENT THAN THE REST THERE THROUGH THICK AND THIN BY HER SMILE HE WAS VEXED OFTEN HE WOULD WONDER WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE TO FALL IN LOVE WITH HER WISHFUL THINKING IN HIS MIND THEN ONE DAY IT HAPPENED SHE OFFERED HIM HER HEART HIS ANGEL SENT FROM HEAVEN SHE BECAME HIS RAMPART IVE FINALLY FOUND MY ROSE AMONG THE THORNS OF LIFE A WONDER TO BEHOLD NO MORE DARKNESS, ONLY LIGHT

Dr Appointment
Well I finally did it. I broke down and went back to the Dr about my ankle. When I went back in Oct-Dec I was seeing a different Dr than I normally did because when I first hurt it my normal Dr was not available. I suppose you should be wary when the Dr that walks in is named Rocco.lol. Anyway, after about 8 months, I still have swelling and pain (especially after playing baseball on Sunday lol). So my Dr gives me predisone. I go back tosee him in a week. If its not better in 2 weeks I see a specialist. So I hope you are all happy cuz I finally went back lol (though it was the baseball on Sunday that convinced me). :) I'm glad I have so many people that worry and care. :)

Some Intersting Facts About Me
1. I have been arrested twice 2. I clean my house everyday . 3. I DON'T LIKE RULES OR BEING TOLD WHAT TO DO . 4. IF I COULD BE ANYTHING OTHER THAN HUMAN I'D BE A SNOW LEOPARD. 5. I LIKE TO ICE SKATE. 6. ALTHOUGH SOME OF YOU LOOK AT ME AS SEXY, I AM A COMPLETE GOOFBALL! 7. THE ONLY WHITE MAN I FIND ATTRACTIVE IS VIN DIESEL..LOL 8. I think i have OCD or something, i hate messes, i like my canned veggies and soups all facing with labels to the front. 9. I AM NOT AS HAPPY AS I APPEAR. 10. I LIKE TO CHEW GUM. 11. I LOVE SUMMER. 12. THERE IS SOMEONE I WANT TO BE WITH RIGHT NOW. 13. I LIKE TO WATCH BASKETBALL. 14. I love ice cream. 15. I GET LONELY SOMETIMES. 16. I love spending time with my nieces, family is important to me. 17. I AM A STARBUCKS FIEN! 18. I LIKE FAST CARS AND MY MEN EVEN FASTER! LOL. 19. I WISH I DIDN'T HAVE TO WORK. 20. I hate people that wear socks with sandals. 21. I AM VERY APPRECIATIVE OF WHAT I HAVE. 22

Composs
Every time I look in the mirror, I stare into my eyes. There's a haunting there that kills me, But I keep that all away from you. My eyes show me your face, Because the same eyes are on yours. But well, there's so many Different shadows that dance in mine. A needle to your memories, A composs to your miseries, There's nothing your eyes hide. And mine, the shadows dance, But they hide behind smiles, Laughter that's evil, but yet laughter. Your addictions are controlling, Mine are hardly even there, So tell me who's living in the past? I walk on slowly, smiling as I go, Until you remind me. Seven years later, it's still the same, You live in shadows, I dance in the rain. You lie in your blood, And I lick mine up, And you know, I am done licking yours.

Going Down In The Right Direction
I am a a P.E.T [Pussy Eating Technician], I have studied like I have a S.A.T Sucking And Tasting Exam scheduled. The most important factors are, #1 Don't be afraid, dive in face first! But! #2 Be gentle, the clitoris is very sensitive and can go numb if it receives too much direct stimulation right away! #3 Balance: The lips and vaginal vault are the fields and the clitoris is the fruit, don't be in such a hurry to harvest the fruit that you don't prepare and fertilize the fields. #4 Patience/Teasing get her warmed up by slowly working outside to inside, up to down and using light tongue pressure initially, only when she has started to plateau do you employ the nose, flat of the tongue etc. to go at the clitoris directly. #5 Circles, lines, swirls and waves-you've heard this: Write Your Name, the Alphabet, Lyrics to "The Freaks Come Out at Night" The Preamble to The Declaration of Independance, All the Books of the Bible etc. It doesn't matter what method you use

I Need Alittle Help Plz!!!!!!
ok here goes there is a very popular Pagan here on CT that has been diagnosed with type 3 brest cancer an i nee you all to give of your self ... no money ..no material objects and no comment bombing ....... i need all you good people Christain ,Pagan ,Jew,Islamic ,or what whereever put forth you thought and prayer ..for her on thursday.....that is the day she goes back to the doctor . So plz help ....... no iam not sure of her name either and that is the ways she ask it to stay for now Blessed be and bright blessings on us all

If I Ruled The World
If I ruled the world. Everyday would be the first day of Spring. Every heart would have a new song to sing. And we'd sing of the joy. Every morning would bring. If I ruled the world. Every man would be as free as a bird. Every voice would be a voice to be heard. Take my word. We would treasure each day that occurred. My world. Would be a beautiful place. Where we can weave such beautiful dreams. My world. Would wear a smile on it's face. Like the man in the moon has. When the moon beats. If I ruled the world. Every man would say the world was his friend. There would be happiness that no man could end. No my friend. Not if I ruled the world. Every head would be held up high. There'd be sunshine in everyone's sky. When I rule the world. anmz

Pour Some Sugar On Me!
Step inside, walk this way You and me babe, Hey, hey! Love is like a bomb, baby, c'mon get it on Livin' like a lover with a radar phone Lookin' like a tramp, like a video vamp Demolition woman, can I be your man? Razzle 'n' a dazzle 'n' a flash a little light Television lover, baby, go all night Sometime, anytime, sugar me sweet Little miss ah innocent sugar me, yeah Hey! C'mon, take a bottle, shake it up Break the bubble, break it up Pour some sugar on me Ooh, in the name of love Pour some sugar on me C'mon fire me up Pour your sugar on me Oh, I can't get enough I'm hot, sticky sweet From my head to my feet yeah Listen! red light, yellow light, green-a-light go! Crazy little woman in a one man show Mirror queen, mannequin, rhythm of love Sweet dream, saccharine, loosen up You gotta squeeze a little, squeeze a little Tease a little more Easy operator come a knockin' on my door Sometime, anytime, sugar me sweet Little

Reposting Too Fast Again.......
Well...it's back to posting bulletins too fast!!!! WHAT IS THE DEAL??????? I haven't been on this computer all day, up until about 15 mins ago, considering I was having internet prob. I reposted 1 bulletin...and now it won't let me repost anyMORE....and it won't let me add a new one. I'M POSTING TOO FAST. GET YOUR ACT TOGETHER CT.......ARE WE NOT SUPPOSE TO REPOST BULLETINS....????? I THOUGHT THAT WAS PART OF BEING A MEMBER...OR HAS CT GOTTEN TO THE POINT WHERE THEY DON'T WANT US TO DO ANYTHING........ CAN'T POST BULLETINS CAN'T REPOST BULLETINS WE RATE TOO FAST WE TRIGGER THEIR SPAN TRAP.... IT IS GETTING TO BE REDICULOUS!!!!!!! I'M REALLY BEGINNING TO GET FED UP!!!!!

I Hate This Shyt
ok so i'm writing this not to cause drama with my ex...and i put this in here cuz i knnow chances are more then likely he will read it but right now i'm phuken pissed and i don't care...so i wake up this morning in a good mood...things have been going good between me and my ex...hanging out almost every day again...doing the whole boyfriend girlfriend thing again but not being official...which is fine with me cuz if n e thing it's been about a week and there still hadn't been any arguements...but then i know a guy who know's my ex's most recent girlfriend who was the girl before me...well i'm told this chick has diseases and shyt so obviously i become curious and start to wonder if he was having sex with or with out a condom...so i had been trying to get a hold of him cuz i left my work id at his house and when he called me i asked him...then he proceeds to tell me that it's non of my business and i tell him that it is cuz if it's true then i have the right to know since we have been h

Clues You Are In The Air Force
When people meet you they know you're in the Air Force because 1. You have a RedBull in your hand and dark circles around your eyes 2. You wince when watching military movies and morning reveille plays 3. You would prefer to go to hell than visit Lackland any time soon 4. When you hear a jet flying over, you don't look at the sky in amazement, the roaring sound just pisses you off... 5. You use words like dirtbag, huah, stellar, hooyah, and shit often. 6. You haven't slept since high school 7. You receive many briefings and personal lectures about STDS and sexual assault ALL THE TIME 8. You avoid walking through the mud so your boots won't get dirty 9. You can't hear the sound that drives birds away from the flight Line any more 10. You pretend you can't see officers so you don't have to salute 11. You count down the days until your paycheck and argue over which exact hour you get paid 12. You refer to Iraq as "the desert" or "downrange" 13. Yo

Love
Love is the wierdest emotion of them all. It evokes the best in people as well as the worst. Love makes you want to do things for people that you wouldn't normally do. Love wants you to wish the best for someone, yet secretly hope that things stay the same, because your afraid of what happens if they grow, because you want to keep them forever. LOve is insane. It says trust this person,but at the same time keep them close because what happens if they find someone better. Love is fun. Love is laying awake at night , talking with your partner, giggliing at silly jokes, wanting to stay in that spot forever because the feeling of closeness makes you feel warm and fuzzy. Love is tender and caring. Love makes you wish that you could take all the pain your partner has to feel, and shoulder it yourself, so that they wouldn't have to. Love makes you jealous. Love makes you want to capitalize all of your partners time. Love is hell but I wouldn't trade my hell for anything in this world

Life
What the fuck....i mean why doe people wonder how guys get so damn mad...really are we suppose to be real quiet and nice and just take the ass kicking others give us? why is it wrong for me to stand and fight for what i believe in?

Top 10 Reasons To Date A Paintballer!!
1. We aren't afraid to get down and dirty. 2. We know how to listen to directions. 3. We have at least a 10 inch barrel. 4. We can fire off 100's of rounds without gettin tired. 5. We always wear protection. 6. We love to be aggressive. 7. We never forget to lube. 8. Money is no limit. 9. We have quick finger action. 10. We play in many different positions.

Dear Tech Support
Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0. I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3 , Football 5.0 , Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , and Racing 3.6. I can't seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run my favorite applications. I'm thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn't work on Wife 1.0 . Please help! Thanks, Troubled User..... ____________ _________ _________ _______ REPLY: Dear Troubled User: This is a very common problem that men complain about. Many people upgrade from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0, thinking that it is just a Utilities and Entertainment program. Wife 1.0 is an OPERATING SYSTEM and is designed by its Creator to run EVERYT

Will You Let Me Love You
Will you let me love you Your fears I want to subdue I want to hold you in my heart A safe haven from which you would never depart I want to bond with you at the soul Your sanctuary to lose control To make you laugh with silly quips Tracing your smile with my fingertips I want to taste your salty tears As I kiss away your fears Bringing you happiness renewed Will you let me love you

In A Recent Event
Chris Benoit killed his family. Imagine what must have been going on in his wife's head while he strangled her to death.She was probably thinking 'I should have went through with the divorce'. Imgaine what his son was thinking? Now they say its because he was on a Roid Rage..Hmm some what true I think.It happens,but I also think it was plotted...thought out if you will.Saying 'he had to leave because of family probs,sending weird text msgs to family members,which in turn making them call the police? Yeh it was planned. I cant believe a guy who we all grew up watching in the end killed his wife,kid and then like a pussy killed himself. In my opinion I hope this opens up the other wrestlers eyes n I hope they stop doing Roids.I also hope McMahon finally buckles down and makes it mandatory for these wrestlers to get checked for roid abuse. This is a sad sad case. Ive lost all respect I once held for Benoit. I now refer to him a Chris the cocksucker Benoit.

Dark Carnival, One For My Juggalo Family
Theres many Religions in the world today But people still Believe ether way I'm here to tell you Of yet another way It's the dark carnival and it's here to stay Don't you worry don't fret or frey The clowns are here And will always stay When you see them You'll want to say OH! Please God Show me the way But like I said Don't fret or frey These clowns before you Are the way

Why?
CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK I AM DOING WRONG? I HAVE HAD 3 SERIOUS RELATIONSHIPS IN THE PAST 3 YEARS AND HAVE BEEN COMMITED TO ALL 3 WHILE IN THE RSHIP, BUT YET I ALWAYS GET PLAYED. MY MOST RECENT CHEATED ON ME WITH MY GF OF 7 YEARS AND THAN LIED ABOUT IT ONLY TO GET CAUGHT. ANY SUGGESTIONS? HOPE YA'LL AINT MAD JUST REALLY NEEDED TO VENT

Hey Whatz Up
Here is what is going on.. Nothing really just hanging in there.. That is all I could do right now.. But helping cleaning things up and staying cleaning and keeping this house clean is really damn hard enough.. I have not been getting any sleep at all.. and it is really driving me nuts.. So I need a big help.. can you guys and gurls help me out to give me ideas how to get myself sleep at night if that is ok with you.. Well I have better things to do.. I will be right back on here later on tonight ok.. hope you all have a really good day.. Virgo24

Getting Rid Of Internet
I'm getting rid of my internet. I will check it when i can. I love all the friends i have made on here. You are awesome!! I'm sorry that i have to do this, but things in my life are just realy hard for me and i just have to get rid of the internet and hopefully my life will go back together slowly. ~Sandy~

Hey
: pick the month (number) you were born in: 1 - I shot 2 - I needed 3 - I ran naked with 4 - I ran shirtless with 5 - I killed 6 - I Banged 7 - I smoked with 8- I stabbed 9 -I slept with 10 - I cuddled with 11 - I ate 12-I killed Pick the day (number) you were born on: 01 - a tooth pick 02 -a jew 03 - a ninja turtle 04 - the kool-aid man 05 - barney the dinosaur 06 - a homo 07 - a horse 08 - a pornstar 09 - a jew 10 - a bag of weed 11 - a crackhead 12 - Santa Claus 13 - my lover 14 - a whore 15 - the trojan man 16 - a stripper 17 - a sexy girl 18 - paris hilton 19 - an orange 20 - a homeless guy 21 - a toothbrush 22 - a bisexual 23 - my crush 24 -ur dog 25 - a jar of honey 26 - a lesbian 27 - a french fry 28 - a bowl of cereal 29 - your dealer 30 - a glass of milk 31 - Ur grandma Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing:: White - Because thats how i roll Black - because i'm sexy as hell Grey - because I have AMAZING boobs

Let Me See Here..
So to save on all the weird an yet funny questions, ill just come out an say some of the things that people offten wonder but are either too shy to ask or just dont want to offend me! So to save everyone from thinkin of embarrasment here are some things about me that is not in my profile.. -My fav color is black- My fav food is Mexican- My fav make of a vehicle is Chevy, dont get me wrong there are some nice lookin Dodge or Ford but im stickin with my Chevy always have and always will- No im not a virgin- Yes ive smoked pot an i still do once a year if that- My fav drink is water- Fav alcoholic drink is Beer- Fav hard liquor is Tequila- I love kissing people men or women- My real eye color is Hazel- My shoe size is 9 1/2- yes big feet- Im a business owner- Im working on my book and have been for the past 3 years- I hate coffee- But i love starbucks- I dont like smokers because i use to be a smoker and i dont like having temptation at my doorstep trust me its hard to quit i know ive d

To Everyone Who Is Scared
If you feel afraid, take a look around, See the faces whom you surround. If you think you're the chosen one, Having to bear this pain and burden. Let me tell you.We're in this grind together. And sooner or later we have to save each other. We think we're special and too good to be true. The reality is that you're the same too. We're all scared. We don't know where to run. We realize soon life isn't all that much fun. We've got to stick together. All we've got is each other.

Something Must Be
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout.

Ct Bouncers
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Latest Reports
FAYETTEVILLE, Ga. - Pro wrestler Chris Benoit strangled his wife, suffocated his 7-year-old son and placed a Bible next to their bodies before hanging himself with a weight-machine pulley, authorities said Tuesday. Investigators found anabolic steroids in the house and want to know whether the muscle man nicknamed “The Canadian Crippler” was unhinged by the bodybuilding drugs, which can cause paranoia, depression and explosive outbursts known as “roid rage.” Authorities offered no motive for the killings, which were spread out over a weekend, and would not discuss Benoit’s state of mind. No suicide note was found I’m baffled about why anybody would kill a 7-year-old,” District Attorney Scott Ballard said. “I don’t think we’ll ever be able wrap our head around that.” The Montreal-born Benoit was one of the stars of the WWE wrestling circuit and was known for his wholesome family-man image. His wife, Nancy, was a wrestling stage manager who worked under the name “Woman.” They

Ct Bouncers
TOS#5.Content Posted on the Site. a. You understand and agree that CherryTAP.com MAY REVIEW AND DELETE any CONTENT, messages, CherryTAP.com Messenger messages, photos or PROFILES (collectively, "Content") that in the sole judgment of CherryTAP.com violate this Agreement or which may be offensive, illegal or violate the rights, harm, or threaten the safety of any Member. b. You are solely responsible for the Content that you publish or display (hereinafter, "post") on the Service or any material or information that you transmit to other Members. TO ALL YOU LAMEASS CT BOUNCERS: I BET IF IT WAS SOMEONE ON YOUR FAMILY LIST OR A CLOSE FRIEND OR REAL FAMILY MEMBER YOU WOULD DO SOMETHING THEN WOULDNT YOU???...YOU FUCKING RIGHT YOU WOULD.......YOU SUCKKKKKKKKKKK ASSSSSSSSSSSS. YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THIS IS ABOUT SO DON'T ACT ALL STUPID LIKE YOU DONT. http://cherrytap.com/tos.php# and scroll down to #5.......but when they dont feel like doin shit they say "TOS#7" as their response. Boun

Can't You See? Don't You Care?
Can't you see? Don't you care I want to die? Don't you listen? Can't you hear My silent cry? Won't you turn? Can't you hold Me to your heart? Are you afraid of what might follow Once you start? Would you rather not believe I'm in such pain That all your sense and good advice Must be in vain? Would you rather tell yourself I'll be OK, And all this adolescent angst Will go away? Ah! Would I also swim across This lake alone! But if you cannot swim with me, I know I'll drown.

June 26, 2007
Normally you're very generous, but right now you feel like holding yourself farther away from the madding crowd. Well, what of it? A regal type like you has the right to change your mind -- it's your prerogative. EVERYTIHNG is my prerogative LMAO! I am not feeling as nice as I was even a week ago...tired of giving and no receiving. How many times can you help someone out and get screwed over? GRRRRRR

My Feelings On The Ct Salute Issue!!!
well ok so i found this site afew months ago and when i first got on here all i could say was kool. but since gettin to a level 10 it has become a crappy ordeal. for one u cant make it past a 10 til u post a salute ....wuts a salute u ask? well u have to hold up a white piece of paper sayin ur ct numbers and ur ct name ....and with that in mind.....u should be able to show any pic of urself u want...even if it's not you....i can name about 100 poeple on ct who just are very secretive and dont want ct members to see wut they really look like and theirs no crime in it.....,so the way i see it its not right to tell someone that they wont make it past a certain level cuz their not real...thats like tellin me im not human ....like im a alien....NO SALUTE can prove who i really am only my CERTIFICATE!!!! so lets this be said i will stay a 10 for as long as i want cuz im not out to prove who i am to anyone but GOD HIMSELF!!!!!! PEACE OUT!!!!

Ct Bouncers
TOS#5.Content Posted on the Site. a. You understand and agree that CherryTAP.com MAY REVIEW AND DELETE any CONTENT, messages, CherryTAP.com Messenger messages, photos or PROFILES (collectively, "Content") that in the sole judgment of CherryTAP.com violate this Agreement or which may be offensive, illegal or violate the rights, harm, or threaten the safety of any Member. b. You are solely responsible for the Content that you publish or display (hereinafter, "post") on the Service or any material or information that you transmit to other Members. TO ALL YOU LAMEASS CT BOUNCERS: I BET IF IT WAS SOMEONE ON YOUR FAMILY LIST OR A CLOSE FRIEND OR REAL FAMILY MEMBER YOU WOULD DO SOMETHING THEN WOULDNT YOU???...YOU FUCKING RIGHT YOU WOULD.......YOU SUCKKKKKKKKKKK ASSSSSSSSSSSS. YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHAT THIS IS ABOUT SO DON'T ACT ALL STUPID LIKE YOU DONT. http://cherrytap.com/tos.php# and scroll down to #5.......but when they dont feel like doin shit they say "TOS#7" as their response. Boun

You Ready For It ??
OK Y'ALL I NEED 4 MORE PEEPS FOR MY CT FOOTBALL TEAM !! PLEASE SEND REQUEST VIA CT MAIL AND I WILL TAKE FIRST 4 THAT GET AT ME ! **BOSSLADY** THIS IS A CT FOOTBALL LEAGUE BASED ON RATES GIRLS AND GUYS INCLUDED HOW TO PLAY THERE WILL BE SIX PLP TO A TEAM EACH ..EACH TEAM MEMBER MUST COLLECT RATES FOR THEMSELVES AND THEM THE TOTAL WILL BE ADDED FOR THAT TEAM THEM WITH MOST COMBINED RATES WILL WIN GAME!! THE TEAMS EACH TEAM WILL CONSIST OF SIX PLP (COACH, QB, RB,WR,LB,SS) WHAT I NEED TO GET THIS STARTED VICE PRESIDENT (2ND IN COMMAND OF THE LEAGUE) COACHES(ALSO OWNER OF THERE TEAM ..IN CHARGE OF FORMING TEAM) THERE WILL BE SEASON END REWARDS FOR THE FOLLOWING COACH OF THE YEAR QB OF THE YEAR RB OF THE YEAR WR OF THE YEAR LB OF THE YEAR SS OF THE YEAR PLAYER OF THE YEAR CHERRYTAP SUPERBOWL MVP CHERRYTAP SUPERBOWL WINNER

My Princess
Ever since she became part of My life, things are so different, she gives meaning to My world, she compliments the part of My life that was empty, she fills Me up, she gives Me love, she pampers Me, adores Me, pleases Me. I can't ask for a better woman and slave, cause I have it all on her... she is smart, she is beautiful, she makes Me happy and I love her deeply. Show My beautiful pet some love My friends! PRINCESS SNIPPY@ CherryTAP

You
my pain is to much to hide i need help but no one's there im thinking about commiting suicide im hurting but your to happy to see im crying but you just walk on by i wanna commite suicide im screaming but you cant hear me im bleeding but you never notice so tonight im going to commite suicide and you'll never know im gone

Why Not?
Hot or not? Body: ***HOT OR NOT*** POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww! 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Cute 4 = Fine as heck! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = PRETTY HOT AND TEMPTiNG! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = 'effin hottie! 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = lets Make Out!! 14.= I'd hit it!! 15=BABY YOU IS F-I-N-E!!! 16= Lets Have SEX! 17= oh god let me get in LEAVE ME A MESSAGE TELL THE TRUTH!!!!!

Very Interesting
Many years ago in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only..Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. In the 1400's a law was set forth that a man was not allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury. Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. Coca-Cola was originally green. It is impossible to lick your elbow. The State with the highest percentage of people who walk to work: Alaska . The percentage of Africa that is wilderness: 28% (now get this..) The percentage North America that is wilderness: 38% The cost of raising a medium-size dog to the age of eleven: $6,400. The average number of people airborne over the US any given hour: 61,000 Intelligent

" Got A Head Full Of Sex, Better Grab An Umbrella! "
Well, its just past the solstice, and Ive taken stock of the harvest. I was walking yesterday and in the clouds, I saw a Phoenix, wings full spread, something that was new to me, so that familar spark is adding to the already blistering summer. Some of the most anciet of my wounds are begining to heal, but I tell ya, it dont make me feel any younger, but I cant help shake the feeling that Ive found those missing peice Ive beem looking for ( as evidence shown on the floor me in a reflective mood, and a broom in my hand...) As it grows hotter my tolerance for BS completly incapacitated, getting mad at ALL of my friends (IRL), after being in a horible situation and getting hung out to dry, and in AZ, that can hurt. Things between me and D are cool, but something tells me we will be ringing in momsoon season in together... if not then, some one local (who I have received a call from recently :P)may be helping me heat things up on the forth... a girl can dream right? Underneath a

Something I Got Off A Freind From A Her Tribute Group To Benoit
Welcome To The Chris Benoit Site. Here Is The Place To Show Your Love The Rabid Wolverine and his Family. We loved him for his skills and ability. Sadness In The Wrestling Business. Our Condolences Goes To The Benoit Family and Friends You Want To Ad Anything To The CBF Site, Graphics; Condolences To The Family; A Word To Eddie;Poems; Song Lyrics For Chris and His Family; etc, Please Email Me (x) With Your Tributes. Credit Will Be Given Where Necessary. Christopher Benoit was a Canadian professional wrestler who performed in Extreme Championship Wrestling, World Championship Wrestling, and World Wrestling Entertainment. To many he was known as The Rabid Wolverine. To a well liked and deadly finisher, The Crippler Crossface, Benoit always had the fans screaming. Slam! Sports called Benoit one of the greatest technical wrestlers ever and many will not disagree. On June 25, 2007 Benoit was found dead in his home, along with his wife, Nancy and his son, Daniel.The sudden death o

Earth Cry
sitting on this lonely cliff top I watch the waves crashing against the rocks below. high as I am the spray still sparkles on the grass all around me... feeling cool and fresh on my naked skin. the wind... blowing through my tousled hair, seems to carry a sound, a cry... not the screeching of the gulls overhead.. but another.. older.. deeper sound that touches my very soul. is it the cry of the earth calling out to anyone who listens? is it the cry of the earth asking us to cease our destruction before it is too late? before we destroy the very ground we walk upon... asking us to return to her all that we have taken... so thoughtlessly.. so needlessly.. and I wonder how long it will be before mankind hears his mother's plea and heeds her troubled song? how long will it be before we join together and cease our endless wars... to put behind us the ways of hate ...the differences we fail to understand... and save our wondrous world.. so lovingly created yet s

Nothing To Do And Bored At Work
Today just like any other day, I woke up and did the same thing i do everyday... -Yawned -Streched -Checked my WoW make sure it was still there and ok -then checked my email. Now this is where things get alil diff... A thought passes my head, "damn Rik you should be doing more with your life" yes i should be doing more with my life but what should i do. My schedule is filled with Music (da Clef Ent./Cash Squad Ent.) and Work (hotel-which shall remain nameless) School i said // Make a movie i said // Write a book i said... What shall i DO?

Powerful Thoughts From Chief Sealth
Where are we without the animals? If the animals were gone, we would die from a loneliness of spirit. For whatever happens to the animals soon happens to us. All things are connected. This we know. The earth does not belong to us; we belong to the earth. This we know. All things are connected. Like blood which unites one family. All things are connected. Whatever befalls earth befalls the children of the earth. People did not weave the web of life, we are merely a strand in it. Whatever you do to the web, you do to yourself. ~ Chief Sealth (Seattle)

Why Bother
Sometimes I wonder why do I even bother to do anything. It seems that nothing I do is good enough for any one. I am sick of trying to make everyone else happy all the time. It seems long as everything is going the way that they want it then they are happy. Hell I am human too ya know and I have feelings just like any one else, but yet let me say that I'm just not in the mood for something and then there ya go they get all pissed. Sometimes I just want to walk away from it all my whole life leave it all behind. Yeah I know what would that solve doing that as usual nothing but maybe if I wasn't always the one there when family and friends need me it would be appreciated more.

The Beginning Of Several
The Arts, in the mind, Are the bridges that span The vulgarity and Simplemind'ness of Man. They"re the spires of thought Wich in ignorant wind stand. And these blistering heighths Hold wide views in command.

Metabolism Boosters
Metabolism is the motor that keeps us running – when we have a strong metabolism, we have a lot of energy. But as we age, our metabolism dips, and it’s more difficult to burn calories. Because of this, we gain weight, and slow down. Fortunately, there are a lot of things we can do to boost our metabolism, and keep that engine purring along! Here are some tips: -Eat a good breakfast. The word “breakfast” comes from breaking the fast that we’ve had overnight as we sleep. This morning meal gives us the energy we need to start the day. Without it, our body goes into starvation mode, so our metabolism goes way down and we burn fewer calories. A recent study showed that people who skip breakfast were 4 ½ times more likely to be obese than those we ate breakfast. -Take your vitamins. Vitamin C in particular is important in helping to burn fat. -Take some time in the sun. Light increases serotonin, which helps us to feel more awake and energized. -Take move-around breaks at wor

:(
Well the Doc was right. He said these meds would make me feel really bad. But he said I have to take them at least 2 weeks. Sweat has been pouring off me even with the AC set all the way down at 62. Stomach hurts too.

Myspace, Ct, And Everyone Else Pretending To Be Who They Aren't....
I work down at The Pizza Pit And I drive an old Hyundai I still live with my mom and dad I'm five foot three and overweight I'm a sci-fi fanatic, mild asthmatic Never been to second base But there's a whole 'nother me That you need to see Go check out MySpace 'Cause online I'm out in Hollywood I'm six foot five and I look damn good I drive a Maserati I'm a black belt in karate And I love a good glass of wine It turns girls on that I'm mysterious I tell 'em I don't want nothing serious 'Cause even on a slow day I can have a three way Chat with two women at one time I'm so much cooler online I'm so much cooler online I get home I kiss my mom And she fixes me a snack I head down to my basement bedroom And fire up my Mac In real life the only time I've ever even been to L.A. Was when I got the chance with the marching band To play tuba in the Rose Parade But online I live in Malibu I pose for Calvin Klein I've been in GQ I'm

Such Is The Way Of Faeries
Come dance with me midsummer's eve. Come brave the faerie lights! And nevermind what you might spy -- of forbidden faerie sights. And nevermind the honeyed fruits, the moonlit flows of faerie wines. And drink not of the liquid song from faerie flutes divine. Come dance and let the weaving spell flow through and braid around; But do not ever dare forget you stand upon a faerie mound.

Hello All
to all u freakin people out there on my friends list who dont talk to me or got nothing good to say why the hell did u wanna be my friend or make comments? what the fuck is the point? u want points ask the guys runnin this joint if i can give u mine i dont need them......i am tired of people on here i deleted my account once cuz of morons its about to happen again!

Will You Give This To My Daddy
As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support "Red Fridays." Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Just

Surgery
AHHHHHHHH IM SO SICK OF HOSPITALS I THINK SOMEONE NEEDS TO PUT ME DOWN LOL OK NOT FUNNY BUT SO HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW I JUST FOUND OUT I WILL BE HAVING ANOTHER SURGERY IN A FEW WEEKS AND I HAVE NO CHOICE BECAUSE IF I DONT I WILL END UP IN A COMA LOVELY I KNOW SO HERE IT IS I HAVE THIS SHUNT A TUBE THAT PUMPS THE SPINAL FLUID TO WHERE IT NEEDS TO GO AND THAT IS WHAT NEEDS TO BE REPLACED BECAUSE IT IS IN MY DOCTORS OWN WORDS SUCKING MY BRAIN DRY AND AS IF THAT ISNT BAD ENOUGH I HAVE NOW DEVELOPED SOMETHING ELSE WITH MY HEART THAT I NEED TO GET CHECKED SO YA IM SICK LOL SICK AND TIRED OF BEING SICK AND TIRED I SO NEED A BREAK FROM BEING ME ANYBODY WANT TO TRADE PLACES JK ANYWAYS I GUESS IF YOU DONT SEE ME ON FOR A WHILE U KNOW WHERE IM AT THE HOSPITAL I SHOULD HAVE MY PHONE SO CALL ME IF U HAVE MY NUMBER OR IF U NEED A WAY OF GETTING IN CONTACT WITH ME LET ME KNOW

Southern Women
Southern Women Southern Women: Southern women appreciate their natural assets: Clean skin. A winning smile. That unforgettable Southern drawl. Southern women know their manners: "Yes, ma'am." "Yes, sir." "Why, no, Billy!" Southern women have a distinct way with fond expressions : "Y'all come back!" "Well, bless your heart." "Drop by when you can." "How's your Momma?" Southern women know their summer weather report: Humidity Humidity Humidity Southern women know their vacation spots: The beach The rivuh The crick Southern women know the joys of June, July, and August: Colorful hi-heel sandals or flip flops. Strapless sun dresses Iced sweet tea with mint Southern women know everybody's first name: Honey Darlin' Shugah Southern women know the movies that speak to their hearts: Fried Green Tomatoes Driving Miss Daisy Steel Magnolias Gone With The Wind Southern women know their religions: Baptist Methodist Football South

Sex Survey
You prefer Spontaneous sex! You're into spontaneous sex. Anywhere, any time the mood takes you. Just be careful that your sexcapades don't land you in a (ahem) tight spot. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

I Love My Family
Hi there i just wanted to writ this so all you people know i love my family all three kids and my wife to be i know you do not want to read this but i wrote it for me so thank you and have a good day!!! philburg360

New Ct Lounge
MY FRIEND STARTEDD A CT LOUNGE COME HANG CAUSE WERE TRYNA GET NEW PEOPLE. I WILL BE IN THERE CAUSE I HEAD THE LOUNGE TO . GOTO http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7933# COME AND CHILL WITH ME THANKS THE VIXEN P.S. We Might do a giveaway

At This Moment
What did you think I would at this moment? When you're standing before me With tears in your eyes? Trying to tell me that you - You found you another, And you just don't love me no more. What did you think I would say at this moment? When I'm faced with the knowledge That you just don't love me? Did you think I would curse you Or say things to hurt you 'Cause you just don't love me no more? Did you think I could hate you, Or raise my hands to you? Now, come on you know me too well. How I could I hurt you, When, darlin', I love you? And you know, I could never hurt you, ooh, ohh, ooh. What did you think I would give at this moment? If you'd stay I'd subtract Twenty years from my life. I'd fall down on my knees, Kiss the ground that you walk on If I could just hold you again. I'd fall down on my knees Kiss the ground that you walk on, baby If I could just hold you - If I could just hold you - If I, if I could just hold you Again.

My Perfect Date
Merritt, your perfect date is a Cultured Sophisticate Sure, sweet dates are great, but you know a more refined mind trumps all. With your smarts and love of a quick wit, you should definitely date someone who can hold their own when it comes to worldly affairs. From spending time on Sunday morning with the NYT to talking about a newsworthy event, you're most stimulated by a mature date that can keep you on your toes.

What Was I In A Past Life?
Merritt, you could have been a famous Explorer Someone has to be the first to dive in, and it might as well be you. From sailing uncharted waters to climbing mountain peaks to exploring foreign lands, you've got a bold spirit and a brave soul. Not one to shy away from a challenge, you enjoy pushing the boundaries. Whether you were the first to reach the New World or the top of the mountain, there isn't much you won't try. Courageous and adventurous, it's all about testing the limits and taking life to new heights. With that kind of attitude, you're sure to go far in any life!

My Communication Style
Merritt, when talking to your partner, you're a Diplomat. This means that you tend to be a cooperative partner with first-rate listening and negotiation skills. Above all, you seem to try to keep the lines of communication open between you and your significant other. In your mind, it's usually far better to talk about problems as they arise rather than sweep them under the rug. For you to really feel connected to your special someone, it's important that they hear and understand you. Ordinarily, you'll return this courtesy tenfold by paying close attention to your partner's perspective. Experts agree that for a couple to thrive, they must be able to communicate. People with compatible communication styles tend to bring out the best in one another because their approach to relationships is like-minded. But if you're with someone whose communication style clashes with yours, you're headed for more challenges than most.

I Guess Me At Times
My BFF April called me today and said this song reminds her of me that I should look it up and listen ...she said it made her cry thinking of me needless to say I was speechless when I heard and a bit misty eyed...hopefully some girl out there will here it and realize she is more than she thought

Omg I Just Wanted To Deck Her
Ok, well some of you don't know this but my parents are in the middle of a divorce. Well this is the second divorce, my mother was married twice. The house I live in is my mom and stepfathers. Well my stepfather and his gf and her two kids wanted to come over and go swimming. I never really care if they do. Well everything was going good. Then his gf and her daughter who is 17 left and went to work. My stepfather left to take her son to get his bike and her son's father met up with them and then they all came back over to go swimming. We were all having fun until my dad's gf came back from work. She is the kind of person who bitches at EVERYTHING. She's cool when she's not bitching which is like 10% of the time. Anyways, her ex was getting ready to leave and my dad was doing the decent thing and walking him out to his car and bsing with him. I got sick and tired of her bitching so I went out front with the guys just to bullshit. And then me and my dad came in the house and I was getti

My Values Test
Merritt, your values help make you a Responsible Friend Your giving and honest nature makes you the kind of person almost anyone would be proud to call a friend. As one who places a high value on your personal integrity, you seem to try to live by the ol' Golden Rule: Do unto others as you would have them do unto you. Because of this inclination, you're the type to insist on taking responsibility for your actions, even in difficult circumstances. You also appear to take conscious steps to honor your commitments to others.

Bitches On Ct.
What the hell is up with some bitches? I viewed this one dumb ugly ass bitch, and didn't rate her until the second time, and she comes at me like a fucking psycho!!! I finally rated her, a 10 by the way, and then she fucking blocks me.. get over yourself... fucking bitch.

This Would Mess With Your Mind If You Were Hammered
THIS IS A PAINTED BATHROOM FLOOR!!!!!!!! *IMAGINE YOU ARE AT A PARTY on the tenth floor....* *YOU'VE BEEN DRINKING......* *(not that you would...)* *AND THEN YOU HAVE TO VISIT THE BATHROOM.... * *You open the door.... ** NOW, REMEMBER,* *THE FLOOR IS JUST* *! A PAINTED FLOOR!** KINDA TAKES YOUR BREATH AWAY.....* *DOESN'T IT?*

I'm Tired
I AM NOT AS STUPID AS SOME THINK I AM !! AS I HAVE SAID I DO NOT LIE OR DOBREAK PROMISE'S !! I AM SILLY NOT STUPID !! STUPID IN BELIEVING IN PEOPLE YES I GUESS THERE I AM !! BUT NOT ANYMORE I WILL STAY ME BUT A BETTER ME !! SO IF YOU SEE CHANGES IN ME YOU WILL KNOW WHY !! I HAVE LIED TOO AND PROMISE'S BROKEN !! AS MOST OF YOU KNOW I HAVE BEEN SICK I GOT THE NEW'S TODAY !! IT DOESN'T MATTER !! ALL I HAVE ASKED FROM THE START IS TRUTH AND I WILL DO THE SAME, BUT INSTEAD I GOT LIES AND BROKEN PROMISE'S !! NO PROBLEM I KNOW ITS HIS LOSS NOT MINE !! HE'LL NEVER KNOW WHAT HE IS MISSING !! YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD TIME I AM...THE NEW ME IS BACK & DOING GREAT !!

Ahh The Return
im bk n at it again..here at good ol cherry tap, i was away for a little bit..but i have returned..Im gon to make a new layout as soon as i get my website layout done..which should be by tommorow with the help of a special someone who just rocks..just wanted to post an update.. XOXOXO

Starting Anew
I have been offline for over a week. Did you miss me? I have had a lot of time to do some soul searching. A few things I know for sure. I hate being alone. I hate waking up to just my cats. I hate spending time just soul searching. I'm not sure what I'm doing wrong. I have been alone for almost 5 years now. The knock of opportunity is silent. My heart is open to suggestion. But no one wants my heart. Plenty want my body. Superficially. I want to love. I want to fill my life with love. But it is so hard. So hard. I'm so tired.

Rip
I just wanted to take a few mins and get sum things off my mind. I lost my life partner back in March and u would think as the days go by it would be easier but it dont. When I see couples together it really is hard for me. I can see the difference between whats real and whats fake. I was with this guy off and on for 18 years more on so da speak and over them 18 years we been through sum shit together from marraige to break-ups to cheating to jail to divorce and me having babies by other people. I know I have not been the person I should have been and I see that now and I dont ever want to live like that again so it makes it hard for me to believe that when u been with sumone and u split up there is a reason for that. I got told once an ex is an ex for a reason and it makes perfect sence now. But now is to late and I have to live with all the past decisions I have made. IT SUCKS..lol but I can only hope that if I should EVER meet anyone I wont make the same mistakes again. Loosing him

Come To The Family Loungeee
GOOD EVENING EVERYONE .. IF YOU LIKE TO JOIN US AT THE FAMILY LOUNGE TO HEAR OUR OWN BIGDAWG DJ WITH SOME LIVE AWESOME SONGS .. WE BE HERE WAITING FOR YOU .. NEW MEMBERS COME JOIN AND MEET OUR OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS .. ATTE THE DEVILISH ONE

Drunk Singing?
Why do people always sound better singing when they are drunk? LOL...I was drinking tonight and then went to sing with a buddy of mine to practice for this dang talent show shit and I think I sounded so much better tonight after a few Long Island Ice Teas in me! Is it true people sound better when they drunk or is it just the confidence level is foggy so they belt out all kinds of mess? LOL

State Slogans
State Slogans Alabama: Yes, We Have Electricity Alaska: 11,623 Eskimos Can't Be Wrong! Arizona: But It's A Dry Heat Arkansas: Literacy Ain't Everything California: By 30, Our Women Have More Plastic Than Your Honda Colorado: If You Don't Ski, Don't Bother Connecticut: Like Massachusetts, Only The Kennedy's Don't Own It Yet Delaware: We Really Do Like The Chemicals In Our Water Florida: Ask Us About Our Grandkids Georgia: We Put The "Fun" In Fundamentalist Extremism Hawaii: Haka Tiki Mou Sha'ami Leeki Toru (Death To Mainland Scum, But Leave Your Money) Idaho: More Than Just Potatoes ... Well Okay, We're Not, But The Potatoes Sure Are Real Good Illinois: Please Don't Pronounce the "S" Indiana: 2 Billion Years Tidal Wave Free Iowa: We Do Amazing Things With Corn Kansas: First Of The Rectangle States Kentucky: Five Million People; Fifteen Last Names Louisiana: We're Not ALL Drunk Cajun Wackos, But That's Our Tourism

Wwe Superstar Chris Benoit
when something like what WWE star Chris Benoit does what he did everyone is soo quick tohop on the cold bloooded murderer band wagon..these stars go through hell enough every nihgt they are in that ring and pounding thier bodeis to hell and back a million times over..those who think its fake?..yes the story lines are made up but the injuries are real..look what happened to Owen Hart..he must have been fakinthat too huh?..soooo may stars have succumbed tothe pressure of the travel and bein away from familes, and the recovering of injuries and surgeries and the like..it isnt the most glamorous life style but comes with fame and fortune..and the heavy price tag of the mental and physical abuse of the human body and mind..these stars may be the heros of all those who chooose to watch them..but they are first and foremost human....they hurt and feel like the rest of us do..they suffer like we do too..you cannot deny what he did..he madde the wrong choices..look at the illustrious career he

This Is How Life Is
for those that dont know whats its like for a hustler then hear these song its tells the life of how we all live to get by one way or another and to stay on top of or life somehow so stay real all my hustlers cant play the game then stay outa the game. but ther is rebuctions for a rat ass snitch so fuck all you rats fucking stright to the grave and if your blood fuck all you crip for life mother fuckers .Skee-LoTop Of The StairsMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.comve with you bitches.

10 Fuk You's Of Cherry Tap....
*Fuck You number ONE* To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. *Fuck you number TWO* Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. *Fuck you number THREE* NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. *Fuck you number FOUR* Quit crying because you're not on someones Family. Who cares?!? ITS CHERRY TAP!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! *Fuck you number FIVE* Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "What's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up, Asshole.... *Fuck you number SIX* 6th graders who have CH

I Hate Horoscopes
Virgo, Today the Stars make you seem fascinating and attractive to others. This would therefore be the most opportune moment for starting a new romantic affair. Work wise, you'll be somewhat penalized by jealousy.

Man In The Mirrior
look at you! man in the mirrior. your pathitic and weak. look at you. bleeding on the floor. all this is you fault you have no one to blaim. so go ahead man in the mirrior, play your game. cut yourself! bleed yourself, run yourself dry! but remember this. play to long. and let your heart be broke. and it will be my turn to play. from which there is no return!

Hey Girls Dont Cheat On Guys It Hurt
while i been trying to find a girl becasue i dont have one and i just got out from haven an ex wife cheaten on me so it take a lil befor i will trust again i was over seas when i found out my wife sleep with 15 diferent guy

I Dont Understand
i meet chris benoit many years ago, he was one of the nicest men i could have met, but i'm guessing that i was wrong about benoit, i just don't believe all of this i have watched his whole carrer from new japan to wwe, and i just hope his soul never rests.

"a Sweet Voice"
A SWEET VOICE I HEARD A VOICE THAT SOUNDED SO SWEET I KNEW ONE DAY IT'S OWNER I HAD TO MEET.I TALKED TO HIM OCCASIONALLY THINKING HE WAS WITH A GIRL THEN AFTER A TIME OF ME AWAY WE STARTED TO FLY. WE STARTED CHATTING I THOUGHT FOR A BIT LITTLE DID I REALIZE IT WAS MY FANTASY TRIP.WE TALKED ALL NIGHT HAVING A GREAT TIME NEXT THING I KNEW OUR LIFES INTER-TWINED.WE WERE ON FOR SERVAL HOURS ALMOST A WHOLE DAY BEFORE WE WERE DONE WE WERE EACH OTHERS BABE.WE GREW CLOSER THE MORE WE TALKED THE MORE THRU LIFE TOGATHER WE WANTED TO WALK. WE FELT COMFORTABLE TOGATHER THE WHOLE NIGHT THROUGH LEARNING WHAT WE HAD IN COMMON AND FINDING ALL THE CLUES.WE LONG TO MEET EACH OTHER IN THE FUTURE VERY NEAR SO AS TO SEE AND HOLD EACH OTHER NOT JUST TO ONLY HEAR..

Not Anymore
Like a fallen angel With broken wings Unable to see further Than the sorrow of things Silence and stillness As my heart goes to sleep Like an angel of sadness I curl up and weep In the depths of my heart I am bruised and so sore, For he doesn’t love me Not anymore….

Rip Jpk
Joe Kenny, I will never forget you. I'm really confused right now, and I'm not really sure how to feel. The fact that you are gone is starting to sink in (although, it still seems very unreal and it will probably be a while before I... I don't know). I'm really confused, I don't understand, and I'm kind of angry at you. I NEVER expected something like this to happen. Thank you for being a part of my life, even though it's been a while. Thank you for all the times you made me laugh and smile. You were amazing, you ARE amazing. I love you, and I will miss you so much.

Some More Fucking Bullshit
Church leaders want concert to go away BY CALEB HALE, THE SOUTHERN Violent J (left) and Shaggy 2 Dope (Right) make up the rap-metal duo Insane Clown Posse. (Provided) HARDIN COUNTY - Promoters for the group Insane Clown Posse say they've found a perfect spot for a music festival in Hardin County, but local church leaders are telling them to find another place. The Shawnee Ministerial Alliance plans to meet with a representative of U.S. Rep. John Shimkus, R-Collinsville, on July 10 to discuss what officials can do to stop the Detroit-based rap-metal duo, Shaggy 2 Dope and Violent J - and a few thousand fans - from ever gathering at Hog Rock. Advertisement Advertising Info ICP, as the band is commonly known, and its label, Psychopathic Records, will host a music event called The Gathering Aug. 9-12 at the privately owned site near Cave-In-Rock. The band has hosted the event for eight years at other venues throughout the U.S. Owner Tim York, who also runs Hogdaddy's Salo

My New Story
This is the beginning of a story I am trying to write,,please comment and let me know what you think so far. "W,..where am I? W,..what is this place?" Starla wipes her eys, she has just awoke into her own personal hell. The surroundings are strangely familiar to her, yet something is distinctly different. A feeling of darkness and death clouds her mind as she tries to make sense of it all. "What is happening to me? Why can't I remember?" She stands slowly, looking around trying to grasp any spark of reality she can find. As she walks throught the house, Starla feels a presense, something eerie,,,,,,,something ,,,evil. Fear overcomes her, she begins to cry. Her pace quickens as she searches for a way out. Finally reaching the front door, Starla franticly tries to open it, fumbling with the knob, but something is blocking it, keeping her in. "Let me out!!!!!" she screams. "What do you want from me!!??" She falls to the floor, sobbing histerically, "please let me go

Why Can People Be Jealous Of Someone Else's Friendship!?!
Hmm....I really don't know what to write. I know what I could write about but Ill write about that in a few. I can't wait til this weekened because IM not sure yet on what my best friend and I are doing. Just in case you all don't know my best friend is the tall blonde that is in MOST of my pics. I know what we will be doing sure will be fun. Then there will be July 3. Woo hoo. I have recently updated my profile. A few weeks ago I had removed a lot of stuff from my profile. My best friend and I got into it pretty bad. I was tired of putting up with all the crap that was going on so I finally gave up and told myself that I didn't care what was going on. Well, we finally talked about the problem that we were having a week ago. So we are friends again. :) BEST FRIENDS still! IM tired of jealous people too. It is pretty bad when someone wants to judge a person and they only hung around them once!?! Have you ever heard that saying don't judge a book by its cover!?! Well, I

Random Sh*t
Friends FAKE FRIENDZ VS REAL FRIENZ FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRIENDS: Are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry. REAl FRIENDS: Cry with you FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRIENDS: Keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. REAl FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile. REAl FRIENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRIENDS: W

Git-r-done Family Members
OK I JUST SAW SOMETHING THAT I TOTALLY DISAGREE WITH .. WHEN YOU HAVE A FAMILY MEMEBER IN A CONTEST , YOU DONT GO REPOSTING A LINK PAGE OF A POST FOR THE ONE WE ARE RUNNING AGAINST .. THIS MAKES THE FAMILY NOT LOOK SO GOOD AND ALLOWS OUR FRIENDSS AND FANS AND FAMILY TO GO RATE THE WRONG PERSON .. I AM ASKING ALL FAMILY AND BOMBERS TO CHECK FIRST BEFORE REPOSTING A POST .. NOT ALWAYS JUST LOOKING AND THEN POSTING WITHOUT LOOKING .. BOMBERS WE NEED YOU HERE AT NATIVE HUNEYS DAUGHTERS PAGE TO BOMB LIKE THERES NO TOMORROW SHE IS ONLY 3800 BEHIND , OUR DAY BOMBERS HAVE MOVED ALOT TODAY AND NOW IS NIGHT BOMBERS TURN TO KEEP HER UP THERE .. NOW LETS GIT-R-DONE !!!!

I Guess It's Sad
Alright we have a couple of people who enter the mumms and say something stupid just to get kicks and act like the people of the mumms are nothing but show animals when they are spending every last dollar they have to gain points. they act like we lack intelligence yet have the worst spelling and grammar i've seen in ages, and then all they have to do is use the same old "dummies" book with a little photoshop. they claim that we are not intelligent yet i see more thought put into a lot of the comments then using a generic picture. eh i guess they give free exposure to those in the mumms, but they are usually too much of a coward to even talk face to face with anyone in the mumms.

People To Find Again.
♥*´¨`*•.¸♥BUBBLES♥¸.•*´¨`*♥@ CherryTAP It was late and I wanted to find again. `~The Charmed Wiccan Princess`~ ~CT WIFE TO HIGHSPADES~ "RATE/FAN/ADD ME TO SEE MY NEW NSFW PIX@ CherryTAP

Week 3 Grades....
Ok so week three was group project week. BOOOOOOOOOOOO!! Anyway my group project was worth 225 points and I scored 215 which pisses me the fuck off but it is still an A. On the discussion board for this week it was worth 75 points and I received a score of 73 which is also for those who aren't mathematically inclined an A. So yeepers I still hold an A average. Woot Woot for me. Like anyone but me gives a crap but I am proud of myself so I figured I would blog on it anyway. But anyway at 10 am central today the contest I am in starts so look for my blog and bulletin that will have the link in it and please everyone help me out. Love you all. Take care. Night Night and Toodles.....

Be@utiful Angle Dre@mes Is In The Hospital
I am only here to help her to keep from losing her family of a few days on here and can not put any personal stuff up for I have a bad battle over my child going on. My dead beat ex wants my baby after having nothing to do with her for 7 years and how he is married and wants my baby. so sorry rate me 1's and block me or do not be a friend to me for having since enough to keep both my friend and my child! GROW UP!

Welcome My Friend !!!
finally got to invite someone to Cherry and who better that person be than my mate Tina! now go rate fan and drool over her page or you gonna get an ass kicking from me! http://www.cherrytap.com/user/972593

Dear Civilians,
Dear Civilians, We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: (1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. (2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. (3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. (4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle

Dont Lose Your Rights
the govt is trying to impose a new tobacco tax that will increase the tax now on tobacco taxes by 156 % no , thats not a typo 156% if we dont do what we can, whats next higher taxes on clothes ? food ? alcohol ? gas ? please go to www.nocigtax.com it's free and real easy to let them know that they have taxed us all into the ground ! thank you and spread the word Roo

Weight
Striking violet in black sand. Words fall from the mouth Spoken from the cradle of this man's war. You see money, falling from the sky. I see pain, falling from your sight. The silence, like stones, weight us into the black oblivion. Glass reflects the utter tragedy of our simple lie. The lie of our spoken love. Wondrous, boisterous, chilled love. Flying through the Greek fire. Flowing from our veins. You fall. I fall. You see nothing. I only see you. The long time works this modern man. The eternity rises and ebbs from you mouth. Red velvet drips from your sex. Blue violence drips from your lips. Cursed, dastardly, painful scenes come all from you. And all i can see, Is you.

A Young Girl Raped In The City
The girl went to a party and she ended up staying longer than planned, and had to walk home alone. She wasn't afraid because it was a small town and she lived only a few blocks away. As she walked along under the tall elm trees, Diane asked God to keep her safe from harm and danger. When she reached the alley, which was a short cut to her house, she decided to take it. However, halfway down the alley she noticed a man standing at the end as though he was waiting for her. She became uneasy and began to pray, asking for God's protection. Instantly a comforting feeling of quietness and security wrapped round her, she felt as though someone was walking with her. When she reached the end of the alley, she walked right past the man and arrived home safely. The following day, she read in the newspaper that a young girl had been raped

Stress Management
You are having a rough day, here is a stress management technique recommended in all the latest psychological journals. The funny thing is that it really does work and will make you smile. 1. Picture yourself lying on your belly on a warm rock that hangs out over a crystal clear stream. 2. Picture yourself with both your hands dangling in the cool running water. 3. Birds are sweetly singing in the cool mountain air. 4. No one knows your secret place. 5. You are in total seclusion from that hectic place called the world. 6. The soothing sound of a gentle waterfall fills the air with a cascade of serenity. 7. The water is so crystal clear that you can easily make out the face of the person you are holding underwater. See? It really does work. You're smiling already

Calling Out To All My Friends And Family
LISTEN UP PLEASE . THERE IS A VERY LOVELY WOMAN WHO NEEDS ALL OUR HELP HERE IN HER CONTEST .. THEY HELP OUT WHEN WE NEED AND NOW IS TIME TO TURN AROUND AND HELP HER OUT .. LETS COME SHOW HER SOME LUV , NOT ASKING MUCH JUST A LITTLE TO PUSH HER UP AND SHOW HER SHES APPRECIATED TO .. JUST CLICK THE LINK AND IT WILL OPEN TO YOU .. LOVES YOU ALL AND THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT .. THE DEVILISH ONE

So What Now
Well Im kinda lost at the moment, Im trying to find my center...my place. I know where I want to be, I know what I want to be, and I know who I want there with me (Crystal).....I just can't figure out my place between now and then. I know that I need to better prepare myself for this future that I want more than anything, cause I know that future will have a happy ending (call it a fairy tale ending if you want). So I guess now is my true test of patience. How long will I be able to hold out when the girl I love is in NY and Im here in NC....and when I say hold out I mean emotionally. How long can I stick in with these shit jobs when I know I will make it and be alot happier in a career in motorcycles? I guess that is a time will only tell scenerio. I hope this all comes together soon cause I really want a life of my own....and I want that special someone to share it with me

The Way He Touches Me
THE WAY HE TOUCHES ME Author: Chastity Rebecca Barwick He touches my hear with his kindness He touches my soul with his tenderness He touches my body with all his passion He touches my life with the light of his own He touches me in many ways, but the most special of all Is the way he touches me with his Love, Honesty and Trust

Fear
After the circumstances surrounding Benoit's death were released, the only thing I could think of was my best friend. The rages have been getting worse- I've been told too many times the lie "ran into the wall, no biggie." But I know. Her boyfriend's a pill addict and very abusive- mentally usually more than physically. He's out of work, stays home with their son so they can save on daycare, and when I met him, was the coolest guy.... Yet when he got laid off his job due to a disability, he- changed. The pills became his escape and shortly turned him into a monster. Her brother has moved in with them- more for his reasons than any of this- so I have some peace of mind knowing he's there. Yet I made her promise NEVER to be alone with her boyfriend after yesterday- even told her "you have a key to my place- go there even if I'm not there if you have to." I have tried to get her to leave- given her solution after solution, number after number, even offered to have someone esco

6 Year Old
A six year old goes to the hospital with his grandma to visit his grandpa. When they get to the hospital, he runs ahead of his grandma and bursts into his grandpa's room. "Grandpa, Grandpa," he says excitedly, "as soon as grandma comes into the room, make a noise like a frog!" "What?" said his grandpa. "Make a noise like a frog because grandma said that as soon as you croak, we're going to Disneyland!!!"

Shedding Some Light
So, I have a friend who is a very talented lighting designer. He works in the film industry, and you have seen his work in many movies and television shows. He and I spent some time catching up recently, and it reminded me of a wonderful story he told about when he first went to California. Like many people trying to break into the industry, he had a very difficult time of it at first. And, like many people with technical skills, he eventually found himself forced to work in the adult film industry until he could break into the mainstream entertainment business. On his first day, he arrived on the set. He was ashamed and embarrassed. He was told he would be working on key lighting. In most productions, the key light is the main source of light for a scene. He expected to find some decent equipment, but he knew he was in trouble when he was instead handed a flashlight. The performers got down to business and my friend dutifully pointed the light at the scene, keeping his

Litter About Me
Frist thank all my friends for just being them self it great. I'm just a old vietnam veterans who is disably for the last four years I can work any more so I spend lot time on my conputer snd really enjoy cherrytap give chance look at all photo.lol Ihome alone all day long and my wife work full time .The hard about disably is not see people at work so my friend now my conputer lol

Bringing Maybe Back.
Maybe is a wonderful word, maybe if full of possibilities. It is an endless word. Maybe I'm too sweet for people. Maybe I'm too pretty for some girls to get along with. Maybe it drives you crazy how your man can look at me. Maybe it is in the sway of my hips, or how my body feels against theirs when they hug me goodbye. Maybe it's the way my hair falls, how I can make it curly or straight depending on my mood. Maybe it's that I know how to do my makeup. Maybe I am the worlds largest threat to girls. Maybe thoughts of me gets them through their day. It could be the way I smell, or the way I laugh, or is it how chill I am? Maybe it is all of these things that make me such a wanted person. I want lots in life, and I typically don't hold back until I get it. I'm one of those women who gets what she wants, I work hard and go for it. I'm am blunty honest at times, and that can hurt people deeply. Maybe it's in my imperfect teeth. Maybe it's in my imperfect body, that drives t

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Quote For June 27
When facism comes to America it will be wrapped in the flag and carrying a cross. -- Sinclair Lewis Bonus Quote: God has no religion -- Mahatma Gandhi This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Cowboys W/o Horses
OK, I see a LOT of profiles out here with people claiming to be cowboys, but not one photo shows them working with, or even sitting on their horse...or any horse, for that matter. I don't consider myself a cowboy (despite what the ranchers I work with tell me), but one of the absolute worst things that would happen to a cowboy is to have someone take his horse, or to ever be caught without one. Their horse is not just a beast of burden, it's a business partner that any cowboy wouldn't be caught dead without. In fact, being w/o a horse on the range will likely end up with the cowboy dead from starvation or dehydration. It's like Vanilla Ice, claiming to be something he wasn't to get some form of cred. Point is, don't call yourself a cowboy if you're not.

1408
I saw this over the weekend, and I wanted to digest it a few days, to make sure my feelings didnt change any about this movie, and unfortunately...they didn't. 1408 sucked. It had a cool premise, and they did absolutely nothing to build on it. Let's start with John Cusack as a lead. I like his movies thru the years, and he plays a great sissified romantic lead, and is a good second fiddle guy. He was uninspired for this role. He played a writer who investigates "haunted" places. He wrote a well recieved novel before he started this, but his daughter died of an unnamed disease, so now its this. He definitely had the bloated look of a writer, but other than that, totally cliche. You just don't believe anything about the character he plays. And since he's alone most the time, it makes the movie all that much worse. Samuel L Jackson is pretty good in his small part, and the lady who plays his wife(?) isn't bad. To me, that was the highlight of the movie...and the popcorn of co

A Poem
Title : Who Am I Who am I What Will I be Will I be Loved Or Will I be Free Will I be Handsome or will I be Rich or will I be poor and Die in a Ditch Will I play music or will I stay home will I be a manager or sit by the phone So who am I What will I be If you Know Then Please tell Me

Pascal's Wager
Blaise Pascal came up with the idea of the wager and published it in the book Pensées. A paraphrase of the wager is: God either exists or He doesn't. Based on the testimony, both general revelation (nature) and special revelation (Scriptures/Bible), it is safe to assume that God does in fact exist. It is abundantly fair to conceive, that there is at least 50% chance that the Christian Creator God does in fact exist. Therefore, since we stand to gain eternity, and thus infinity, the wise and safe choice is to live as though God does exist. If we are right, we gain everything, and lose nothing. If we are wrong, we lose nothing and gain nothing. Therefore, based on simple mathematics, only the fool would choose to live a Godless life. Let us see. Since you must choose, let us see which interests you least. You have nothing to lose. Let us estimate these two chances. If you gain, you gain all; if you lose, you lose nothing. Wager, then, without hesitation that He is. What it boils d

Mind Over Matter
i was just wondering if some of u guys coud help me out a bit.im in a situation where i need to get more friends but dont know how. if u have any suggestions whatsoever id grealttly apppreciate it if ud tell ur friends about me.i try to be sexy buy i am married and a good friend so plese people men and women help me out.love sexy house wife aka latinagoth my link is cherytap.com/sexyhousewife

Friends Vs Southern Friends
"FRIENDS" VS. "SOUTHERN" FRIENDS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Always bring the food. And lots of it. FRIENDS: Will say "hello". SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. More than one. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad, and often. FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Cry with you. And for you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together. Then do the dishes before leaving. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. And most of the time know you better than you do yourself. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you.Then walk beside you in the front of the crowd. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door.

I Think I'm Getting Senile.
I could've sworn I had just put a cigarette and my lighter on my desk. I got up for a sec, came back and couldn't find it. LOL. I thought someone here took it because, well if it isn't nailed down here they'll take it. I looked in my purse, and there they were! LOL! God I need to sleep. :D

It Is About Time
An Oregon woman who says she was wrongly accused of music piracy filed a federal lawsuit against the Recording Industry Association of America, claiming the trade group used abusive tactics in its effort to collect thousands of dollars. http://www.oregonlive.com/newsflash/regional/index.ssf?/base/news-20/1182933258180730.xml&storylist=orlocal It is about time!!!! Poeple, the biggest source of pirated music, videos, and software, is not you, me, or your buddies, but the People's Republic of China (PRC), with it's State Run Factories. 8% of the PRC's GDP comes from piracy/counterfeiting.

How Men Act And Why?
This is the first part of more to come: First, since this website is set up in like a Bar format, I'll start there. At one time in my life, 15 years ago, I frequently visited the bar scene and I'm the kind of person who likes to watch how people interact with each other and this is my conclusion. The most attractive women do not get "hit on" as much as the less attractive women, which got me thinking of my own behavior. Let me demonstrate how this works, men are lions and women are the antelopes, The typical behavior of a lion is they see a heard of antelope and they sit back watching each and everyone of the Antelope. Once they pick out the weakest of the heard they go in for the kill. It's the same with the human male in a bar, they sit back and look over the women and find the weakest of the heard. That would be the less attractive women and the one the guy would have the best chance of going home with. Guys will pounce on the weakest of the heard. This isn't alway

Chicken Grill Italienne
6 whole boned, chicken breasts (skin on) 2 tablespoons green or yellow onion, finely chopped 3 cloves garlic, minced garlic powder, salt and pepper (for sprinkling) 1/2 teaspoon paprika 1/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese 1 teaspoon fresh Rosemary, minced 2 tablespoons fresh Parsley, minced 1/4 cup each of butter and olive oil 1 1/2 cups bread crumbs 1/2 lb thinly sliced ham or prosciutto, finely chopped 12 wooden toothpicks (soaked in water for 5 minutes) Preheat grill so that coals are white hot in time for grilling. Melt butter in microwave, stir in oil. To this warm mixture, add Parsley, Rosemary, minced garlic, chopped onion and paprika (a pinch of rubbed sage may optionally be added if you have it on hand, but be careful not to overdo). Allow the herbs to infuse for 10 minutes. Remove 3-4 tablespoons to a separate small bowl and use this to brush both sides of the chicken. Place chicken breasts, skin side down, on a layer of wax paper or plastic wrap. Pound lightly

"the Park" At The Hardrock
Well everyone who likes to have a good time and see some kool independant wrestling (i know you have had your fill of all the drama) but im wrestling tonite with all my friends at the "PARK BAR" which is located at the HARDROCK CASINO FOOD COURT OUTSIDE We are doing a whole card show and having all kinds of fun things as well..great food and drinks if you are 21 and over and even if you are not you will still be able to enter wearing a wrist band if your 18 and under....children must be accompnied by adults!!! please come out and support your south florida independant wrestling federation CCW..we would love to see you!!! WED JUNE 27, 2007 THE PARK BAR AND LOUNGE 21 TO DRINK / 18 TO ENTER / CHILDREN MUST COME WITH ADULT SUPERVISION AND ARE WELCOMED FOOD AND DRINKS / SPECIALS /AUTOGRAPH SIGNINGS WITH THE WRESTLERS COME AND SEE SUMMER HAZE KICK SOME ASS!!!

Don't Push The Buttons
LADIES ROOM... In a Chicago hospital, a gentleman had made several attempts to get into the men's restroom, but it had always been occupied. A nurse noticed his predicament. "Sir," she said " You may use the ladies room if you promise not to touch any of the buttons on the wall." He did what he needed to, and as he sat there he noticed the buttons he had promised not to touch. Each button was identified by letters: WW, WA,PP, and a red one labeled ATR. Who would know if he touched them? He couldn't resist.. He pushed WW. warm water was sprayed gently upon his bottom. What a nice feeling, he thought.Men's restrooms don't have nice things like this. Anticipating greater pleasure, he pushed the WA button. Warm air replaced the warm water, gently drying his underside. When this stopped, he pushed the PP button. A large powder puff caressed his bottom adding a fragile scent of spring flower to this unbelievable pleasure.. The ladies restroom was more than a restroom, it is tender loving ple

Hamburger Meat Pie
1 unbaked pie shell 1 lb. ground beef 1 lg. onion Chopped green pepper, amount desired 1 can tomato soup or 1 can cream of mushroom soup Brown hamburger with chopped onion and pepper in skillet. Drain. To this mixture add the can of soup. Pour into unbaked pie shell. Bake 30 minutes at 400 degrees or until crust is browning. Add cheese to top of pie. Let melt. Cut in wedges. A quick meat dish when in a hurry.

Lovingly Stolen From Mage_girl (the Original)
I stole this from my friends livejournal entries because it is exactly how I've been feeling of late, and therefore pertinent.... Thanks Mage_Girl for your insight. I love you always, Angei I want to be someone's Muse. I want to be someone's Everything. I don't want to be "mostly what he wants" or "mostly what he needs." No. I want to be ALL. I want to be the One who when he sees me, he sees everything he's ever dreamed of, everything he's ever wanted in his heart of hearts. I want to be the thunder and the lightning for someone....for someone to look at me and go, oh, snap! and everything is illuminated and made clear. I am a Muse. I am Everything. I am the thunder and the lightning. For someone...

For $10,000 Cherry Bucks
For $10,000 Cherry Bucks, you too can be my friend. Benefits include being on my friends list and me not denying I know who the hell you are. For an extra $5,000 Cherry Bucks I'll even claim you rock (even if you're an asshat). And, for a limited time, I'll be your fan for the low, low price of $25,000 Cherry Bucks. You have to put out to be in my Family, however. (The sad part about this is that I could get away with this if I had tits).

What Would You Ask?
oooook anyone who reads this ... we're ganna play a game.. if youve read this you're probably a little bit curious about me. so.. in effort to get to know people better heres the deal.. I will answer one (& only one) question you throw at me in my inbox completely honestly.. But be warned you ask me something just because you think i might not answer.. think again.. and be prepared for the answer you get :) will be interesting to see the kinds of things people want to know ... *smooches* Lissa

People Who Think They Are All That
dont ya love it when someone thinks they are big enought to rate you low, like its gonna hurt your feelings, and its obvious that they think they are all that, then they dont even let you leave a comment on how u feel about them, let me give you a name and you can check them out yourself, like i said its not like i care but they could at least have the decency to let you leave your comments if they get to leave theirs. the name is niki8260, from what i see, she is NOT ALL THAT, ive seen better

The Wiener Incident
[10:40] windowshady: wanna see my wiener? [10:41] shan: NO [10:42] windowshady: wheres your sense of adventure [10:42] shan: as far away from your wiener as humanly possible [10:43] windowshady: wanna see my butt? [10:47] windowshady: c'mon... I really need you to look at my wiener [10:47] windowshady: I want your opinion [10:57] shan: no thank you [10:57] windowshady: no really [10:57] windowshady: its important [10:57] shan: really dont want to see your nether regions [10:57] windowshady: I wanna make sure its ok [10:57] shan: no thank you [10:57] windowshady: what kind of friend are you? [10:57] shan: a good one [10:57] windowshady: I'd look at your wiener if you wanted me to [10:57] shan: im sure you would [12:55] windowshady: if you wont look at my wiener, will you at least look at my poo? [12:56] shan: no [12:56] windowshady: c'mon, something could be wrong and I'd never know [12:56] windowshady: I need another set of eyes [12:56] shan: ask your soon to be

You People Suck Fucking Creeps
THERE ARE A LOT OF REASONS I LEFT THE TAP. ONE IS ONLY HAVING A SMALL NUMBER OF GOOD BOUNCERS. CERTAIN BOUNCERS FLAG A LOT OF PICS THAT ARE ACTUALLY SAFE. OTHERS TAKE BLASTS IN EXCHANGE FOR UNFLAGGING PICS FOR CERTAIN MEMBERS. I HAD A FEW ON MY LIST THAT SAID THEY DID THIS AND WHEN I SAW THE BLAST, I REMOVED THEM FROM MY LIST. POINT WHORES ARE ANOTHER PROBLEM. I GOT TIRED OF BEING ASKED TO VOTE AND BOMB OR ADD THIS ONE OR THAT ONE BECAUSE THEY WANT POINTS. F THAT! I DIDN’T WANT ANY. IT SEEMED STUPID, POINTLESS AND LAME. ANOTHER IS CHERRYTAP GODFATHERS AND GODMOTHERS. I WAS TOLD I DISRESPECTED A GODMOTHER BECAUSE I DIDN’T ADD THE OLD BROAD. WELL FUCK HER. I DIDN’T ADD ANY JERK OFF THAT TOOK IT SO SERIOUSLY THAT THEY PUT GODFATHER OR GODMOTHER IN THEIR NAME. PURE FUCKING ATTENTION WHORES I AM ALREADY GODFATHER TO 13 CHILDREN IN REAL LIFE, I DON’T WANT TO BE CALLED ONE ON HERE. 4 OF MY GODCHILDREN ARE MEMBERS OF THE SITE. THEY ENJOY IT. AND WOW! THEY’RE NOT POINT WHORES SO YOU’LL N

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How can life, Be so unfair? I wish I could see, You standing there. Your gorgeous eyes, And wonderful smile. Could be seen for more, Than 10 country mile. I can't wait for, Us to meet. Dare I believe, This more than a dream. I long to hold, Your hand in mine. And kiss you, Each and every night. Past lives that seem, To Coincide. Could you be the one, To righten my life?

Hmmm??
How do I say I love you There aren’t enough words to express The love inside I feel for you Or the tenderness you caress How do I say I need you With words? There aren’t enough That you’re the one I turn to When the darkness seems too tough How do I say I want you With everything that I hold That you’re the one that took my heart And makes me lose control How do I touch your soul In the ways that you’ve touched mine There are not enough Words in the world And surely not enough time

Little Girl
"3 Year Old's Evening Prayers" A father put his 3 year old daughter to bed, told her a story and listened to her prayers which ended by saying: "God bless Mommy, God bless Daddy, God bless Grandma and good-bye Grandpa." The father asked, "Why did you say good-bye Grandpa?" The little girl said, "I don't know daddy, it just seemed like the thing to do." The next day grandpa died. The father thought it was a strange coincidence. A few months later the father put the girl to bed and listened to her prayers which went like this: "God bless Mommy, God Bless Daddy and good-bye Grandma." The next day the grandmother died. Oh my gosh, thought the father, this kid is in contact with the other side. Several weeks later when the girl was going to bed the dad heard her say: "God bless Mommy and good-bye Daddy." He practically went into shock. He couldn't sleep all night and got up at the crack of dawn to go to his office. He was nervous as

Beware Your Fingers Fall Hushed
I wonder if he really thinks I am capable Of hurting him, if have it hiding Inside of Who I am and what I know, I ask myself if I’m willing to take that chance Of watching His heart close enough to forget about my own He says he can’t grow close to A person As I kiss the edge of his shoulders, He walks around the room with- Out making eye contact Telling me a piece of his past I am able to hear the ache in His tone, like Trying to touch the forgotten moments. But there Is more sadness, he fears he Will end up the one crying On the telephone on some Ordinary Tuesday night when I arrive home from School, and say Good-Bye Between my other phone calls I tell him I understand Though, I cannot see how this Twenty-three year old boy Fears me, fears I may end Up one of his Biggest heart breaks. He sits Against his window, finally Looking at me, and asks what I want The windows rattle with my Own realization of expecting Too, too much You should s

Only Floridian's Know This.....omg So True!!!
THIS IS FLORIDA AND ONLY FLORIDIANS KNOW THIS... "Down South" means Key West. "Panhandling" means going to Pensacola. You think no-one over 70 should be allowed to drive. Flip-flops are everyday wear. Shoes are for business meetings and church. No, wait, flip flops are good for church too, unless it's Easter or Christmas. Sweet tea can be served at any meal. An alligator once walked through your neighborhood. You smirk when a game show's "Grand Prize" is a trip or cruise to Florida. You measure distance in minutes. You have a drawer full of bathing suits, and one sweatshirt. You get annoyed at the tourists who feed seagulls. All the local festivals are named after a fruit. A mountain is any hill 100 feet above sea level. You think everyone from a bigger city has a northern accent. You know the four seasons really are: almost summer, summer, not summer but really hot, and Christmas. It's not soda, cola, or pop...its coke, regardless of

Out Smarting People On Line Or In Real Life
isn't really all that hard thats why you can find me in the mumms making fun of morons that make fun of the mummer but if the mumm is stupid i just let it be or bash it myself its fun an kills the boredom

What To Do
Well here i go again whining about hubby this and hubby that. I know I should leave. I have found someone that makes me happy and I am miserable without him. He swears to wait on me as long as it takes. I want to leave my husband, I really do but there are some situations that have to be handled properly first. But I guess another reason is that I am scared. Im scared of being alone, I married when i was 18, fresh away from mommy. Im scared that i cant do things on my own. I believe that I can do it, Its just telling myself that it will be ok. I worry about my son. What to do with him. I worry about myself and ask if my husband is stable enough to handle loosing me without snapping. will I have to hide from him? I want out more than anything but I just have to convince myself that everything will be ok if I leave and I guess that will take some time.

A Smile And A Thought.
Sometimes we meet people in our lives just at the right time. It's like they seem to pop into your life when you least expect it. And after you've gotten to know them, you realize just how much you needed it to happen...just how much you needed this person to find you. And its in that realization of your own feelings, that you begin to learn about the person you are. It's like this person has awakened this new "you" and has made you realize just what you've missed out on over the years. They are starting to bring out the best in you and its seems like all we do after we meet this person, is just smile and think about them. Smiling is one thing I do best. I love to smile and I love being happy. I think most of us would rather be happy than be miserable. There's no gratification in misery, but only the delight in happiness. We as humans, are most happy when we are in the company of positive, happy, people who make us feel good about ourselves, even when we are most upset.

Alabama - Play Me Some Mountain Music
Oh, play me some mountain music Like grandma and grandpa used to play Then I'll float on down the river To a Cajun hideaway Drift away like Tom Sawyer Ride a raft with ol' Huck Finn Take a nap like Rip Van Winkle Daze dreamin' again Oh, play me some mountain music Like grandma and grandpa used to play Then I'll float on down the river To a Cajun hideaway Swim across the river Just to prove that I'm a man Spend the day bein' lazy Just bein' nature's friend Climb a long tall hick'ry Bend it over, "skinnin' cats." Playin' baseball with chert rocks Usin' sawmill slabs for bats Play some back-home, come-on music That comes from the heart Play something with lots of feelin' 'Cause that's where music has to start Oh, play me some mountain music Like grandma and grandpa used to play Then I'll float on down the river To a Cajun hideaway, hey hey Oh play me mountain music Oh play me mountain music Oh play me mountain music Oh play Yeehaw

Myspace Craziness
11 fuck yous of my space Body: 11 fuck yous of my space Body: Fuck You number ONE There is NO SUCH THING as a MySpace Tracker. It does NOT exist. So quit posting stupid bulletins like "OH-MY-GOD this WORKS!!!" No, it doesnt. Fuck You number TWO. To the people who have like 25,000 friends; Are you fucking serious? You're stupid. Go play in traffic. Fuck you number THREE. Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number FOUR. NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FIVE. Quit crying because you're not on someones 'Top 8'. Who cares?!? ITS MYSPACE!!! If you really cared that much, you would pick up the damn phone! Fuck you number SIX. Who really cares if I don't acc

Little Texas - God Blessed Texas
I've seen a lot of places, I've been around the world. I've seen some pretty faces, Been with some beautiful girls. After all I've witnessed, One thing still amazes me, Just like a miracle, You have to see to believe. 'Cause God blessed Texas With His own hand. Brought down angels From the promised land. He gave them a place Where they could dance. If you wanna see heaven, brother, Here's your chance. 'Cause I've been sent To spread the message: God blessed Texas. First He made the sunshine, Then He made the water deep. Then He gave us moonlight For all the world to see. Well, everybody knows That the Lord works in mysterious ways. He took a rest, Then on the very next day God blessed Texas With His own hand. Brought down angels From the promised land. He gave them a place Where they could dance. If you wanna see heaven, brother, Here's your chance. 'Cause I've been sent To spread the message: God blessed Texas. God blessed Texas With Hi

Randomness
1. How's your heart lately? good 2. When was the last time you went out? monday evening 3. What was the latest movie you saw? ocean's 13 with greg 4. The last place you went? movie theater 5. Miss someone? yes 6 What made you smile today? greg 7. Are you scared to fall in love? no 8. wtf? O.o 9. Ever thought you were in love? Yep... i am right now 10. What is your status right now? happily taken 11. Did you dream last night? yeah 12. What were you doing this morning at 7 am? sleeping 13. What were you doing this morning at 10 am? snuggling with greg 14. What were you doing this afternoon at 12 p.m.? messin' around on CT 15. Name a country you want to visit? scotland 16. How many piercings do you have? 10 17. Do you have a tattoo? Yep, i have 3... 18. What was the last thing you ate? cereal 19. What was the last thing you drank? orange juice 20. What are you gonna to do today? not a clue lol. 21. Do y

Would You Remarry????
Would you remarry? Husband and wife are lying quietly in bed reading when the wife looks over at him and asks the question. WIFE: "What would you do if I died? Would you get married again?" HUSBAND: "Definitely not!" WIFE: "Why not? Don't you like being married?" HUSBAND: "Of course I do." WIFE: "Then why wouldn't you remarry?" HUSBAND: "Okay, okay, I'd get married again." WIFE: "You would? (with a hurt look) HUSBAND: (makes audible groan) WIFE: "Would you live in our house?" HUSBAND: "Sure. It's a great house." WIFE: "Would you sleep with her in our bed?" HUSBAND: "Where else would we sleep?" WIFE: "Would you let her drive my car?" HUSBAND: "Probably. It is almost new." WIFE: "Would you replace my pictures with hers?" HUSBAND: "That would seem like the proper thing to do." WIFE: "Would you give her my jewelry?" HUSBAND: "No. I'm sure she'd want her own." WIFE: "Would you take her golfing with you?" HUSBAND: "Yes. Thos

My Nine Names
1. Martin 2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first three letters of your name and izzle) Marizzle 3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (favorite color and favorite animal) BlueDog 4. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME: (your middle name and the street you live on) James Park 5. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first, first three of your mother's maiden name) HERMAADA 6. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (ur 2nd favorite color and ur favorite drink) Green Tea 7. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, 2nd letter of your middle name, 2nd letter of your moms maiden name, 3rd letter of you dads first name, 1st letter of a siblings first name, and last letter of your moms middle name): ARADRAE 8. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (first grade teachers last name and the name of the high school you went to) Wilkes Jefferson 9. YOUR GOTH NAME: (bloody and the name of one of your pets} Bloody Penny -