Fubar Blog Posts 2

When It Rains It Pours....
Well, things are going "ok" in my world I suppose. It seems like everything bad happens in one week.... Last night at work I realized something... and when I realized this thought, I about died..... I was sitting thinking about all this crap going on in my life (and if you don't know about it I'm either going to tell you this weekend when we both are off of work and i have time for the extended version, or i don't like you enough to tell you {which applies to most of you [although, some of you I really do like, but haven't had time to email each and everyone of you, so if you wanna know, email me, i'll probably explain...]}) SO anyways.... i was thinking about all this crap going on in my life... and somehow led back to lindon... now, as most people know, i hop on his myspace from time to time. I check out who is leaving annoying little messages on his page, and blah blah blah.... I was at work last night, checked his myspace... annoying cute comments from other chicks, hopped o

When You Feel Sad
When you feel sad and betrayed Who can you count on every single day? When you feel lost and alone Who will be there for you in every way? When you've made mistakes and bad decisions Who can you count on to tell you you're wrong? When you feel you can't go on Who will be there with a feel-better song? Look into your heart and you will find That person you can trust is not far away. Look deep into yourself, don't give up, For if you do, it's yourself you'll betray. When you're looking for answers To all your questions and dreams, There is one person you can count on, It's impossible, I know, it seems. But take a few moments to look deeper inside. Look into your heart and there you will see. You'll be surprised when you find out That you've been looking at ME.

When Will I Ever Know
Time keeps passing and all I can think about is you How you made me feel The good and the bad All the laughs and all the pain I wonder, will this love really work If its does then why am i so sad I know I havent been the best I know Ive been an ass I wish could just be in ur arms but you're so far away All these things keep running through this head of mine I just want to be happy, with you by my side But as I live and breath I know I will someday fuck it all up That is if I havent already When will I ever know If IM doing things right Im I just lost to this world of love Have I already lost the fuckin fight I love you with all my heart and I know you said you love me too But.. When will I every know When will I know if this love is true

When I Least Expected
I met you when I least expected to. I was at my lowest point. You were like a shooting star... You brought light where there was only darkness, hope where there was despair, love where there was none and passion where there was numbness. You made everything new and bright and shiny. Every day was special... an adventure. Your kisses left me breathless. Your arms around me left me wanting for nothing. I never felt so loved or so safe. And then, as quickly as you appeared, you were gone. I ran scared I thought we were forever... I guess I was wrong. Will You ever Forgive me I miss you baby.

When I Think Of You
When I think of you I sit here and smile, You have done so much for me though you may not know. The way you came into my life, In a chat room, no one would believe it. A few cute little remarks, some funny private messages, They made my sit here in my loneliness and smile. As the days and weeks went by we talked more and more, Then we started talking on the phone, loneliness no longer. A weekend spent together, then another came along, You have no idea what you have done for me, do you? An opportunity has come along, there just might be a chance, For me to live in a place where only time and not miles keep us apart. Yes, I want this job to come through, how could I not, It would mean I would be closer to the one who has a place in my heart. Now when I think of you, and the possibility of being so much nearer, Maybe we can spend a little more time with each other. I will always think of you in ways that make me smile, You have driven the loneliness from

When Are We Going To Learn?
We were so quick to condemn them. The story wasn't even an hour old and we had already found them guilty. After all, why would a woman ever lie about a thing like rape? Yet here we are almost a year after the story broke watching a woman who lied so many times she forgot her story go free without any sort of punishment while three young men return to a world that has been screaming for their heads the last 11 months. We screamed for justice and yet we let a womans lies go unpunished. We cried out that these three spoiled kids should pay for destroying the life of a single mother who had to resort to exotic dancing to make ends meet. Yet her lies have destroyed three lives and she is still being protected. What will happen when these three men try to get back to a normal life? You know when they have dinner with their girlfriend's parents that the only thought in the back of her parents minds is going to be "is she going to be safe?" In the court of public opinion these kids have been t

When You Realize
A TRUE CARING PERSON WOULD NOT REALIZE THAT THEY MISSED,CARED ABOUT OR LOVED SOMEONE TOO LATE,LOVE YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS WHILE THEY ARE LIVING, DON'T WAIT TIL THEY ARE GONE,AND MAKE SURE THAT YOU TELL THEM SO,...WHILE YOU CAN.FOR THAT MIGHT BE JUST THE THING THAT KEEPS THEM HOLDING ON,JUST AWHILE LONGER,THE HAPPINESS AND LOVE YOU HAVE IN YOUR HEART,IF EVER SOMEONE I CARED ABOUT WAS HURTING, I WOULD GO TO THEM.FOR MAKING OTHERS MATTER IT IS NEVER TO LATE,BUT YOU MUST REALIZE THIS FIRST.

When Love Really Arrives
When Love really arrives When True Love stays aside of any human 's life... loneliness takes the place prolonging nights and days. When True Love is not near, what song you use to hear? what means time and space? which are the special days? When Love remains so far and you resemble tire, to whom you will require? where will be your desire? When True Love is abide with whom you can comply? Who will respond your call and hear you at all? When True Love stays inside the soul enjoys it's truthfulness you hear His voice reply; your heart remains rely. When True Love overflows something makes your face glows; Love enjoys your free soul looking at the Great Goal. When True Love states His kingdom you recover the reason; you retrieve your lost smile; yours becomes a new life. When True Love really arrives never you will be abide; you will live in Victory since you are seeing His Glory.

When Worlds Collide...
Hellyeah! The Leathur Lair met Eggs-n-Kegs and it was hella good time! Yours Truly got to meet Raven, host of Eggs N Kegs show, while he was back in town this weekend! It started out Friday night, was a long day already, and slated to be an even longer night. See, it was already about 9:30, and I was off to meet Raven at Kinetic Playground way the fuck over at 1113 Lawrence in Chicago. But it was worth the 50min drive out there. Got there, got lucky and found a free parking spot in the back. And sure enough, my name was on the friggin GUEST LIST, just like Raven said. So "BratPrince of World Rock Radio" was on a guest list! Sweet! Now the hard part: finding a large black man at a moshpit concert..... Wasnt hard to do, being that he had his DJ NAME printed on the back of his shirt! This would prove beneficial thru the evening, as the WRR url was printed there too. There were four bands on the bill, all local Chicago and Chicago-area indie bands: Society's Own, Jungle Ro

When?
WHEN WILL I FIND HIM? WHEN I FIND HIM, WILL I KNOW WHO HE IS? WHEN I KNOW WHO HE IS WILL HE KNOW I AM HIS? WHEN HE KNOWS I AM HIS WILL HE LOVE ME? WHEN HE LOVES ME WILL IT BE FOREVER? WHEN HE SAYS ITS FOREVER WILL IT REALLY BE FOREVER? WHEN IT IS FOREVER WILL IT BE ENOUGH? WHEN IT IS ENOUGH, WILL ENOUGH MEAN ENOUGH FOR US TO LOVE FOREVER? WHEN WE SAY FOREVER, IS FOREVER TILL WE DIE? JUST LET ME KNOW WHEN!!!!!

When I Came Into Work Today...
(Originally posted on March 1, 2007)I felt like this guy.(I know I've posted him before, but he deserves it again. Especially since I felt exactly like this today. I even sighed when I got off the elevator.)tag: work, careers, job, tired-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!

When I Grow Up
When I grow up I want to be a super hero! I want to save the world and make people happy I want to be someone's hero too. When I grow up I want to help people in trouble and put out fires I want to rescue kitties stuck in trees When I grow up I want to dance to beautiful music I want to tell stories and wear beautiful costumes When I grow up I want to help people to read and write I want to help people learn about all sorts of things When I grow up I want to inspire future life. I want to encourage new presidents, leaders and heros When I grow up I know that I can do anything I know I can be whatever I want to be and do what I want to do I know this because my Daddy told me so

When I Die...
When I die in a tragic car wreck, or at the hands of some psychopathic gunman, please please please don't make cheesy gif's to post on your profile or put a stupid plastic cross where they found my body. I know you mean well, but I'd like to think that my life was a tad more meaningful than a hastily and poorly crafted tribute from strangers on the interwebs who feel they must publicly display some sort of grief while they troll for cleavage.

When To Start .........
When to start Cussing.... A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" says the 6 year old. "I think it's about time we started cussing. The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with hell and you say something with ass." The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When the mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, "Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, "You can stay there until I let you out!" She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?" I don't know,

When Enough Is Enough
When enough is enough Current mood: hopeful Category: Friends When enough is enough... How do you end something you never had? When do you open up and let someone in that u know will hurt you in the end? How do you stay in love with someone for years, never to know how the other person feels? Why does it feel so good when the other person calls or leave you a messages just sayin hi? What do you do? When your heart wont let you go, for sake of finding what your missing in your life. An answer to any of this would be helpful. Then again that person opening up and saying hey I think we need to talk about how we feel about eachother, or whats up lets get together. Then you wake up and realize it was a dream. Somethings in life suck, but how u feel for another is always the worst thing u could be stuck with in life, fo the fear of rejection. For all of you that wont admit to how you feel about another, life is to short to keep it inside..let your ture feelings be

When I......
When i......breath....it is Him i breath When i......eat....it is Him that nurishes me When i......drink.....it is Him that quenches my thirst When i......hear....it is His voice that i hear When i......see....it is His face that i gaze upon When i......speak....it is Him i am reflecting When i......feel.....it is Him that is filling me with happiness When i......am happy.....it is Him that is resposible for it

When It Rains It Pours
SO.... Stealing my van isn't good enough for the evil kharma gods. Now I have to move. In the rest of the world that might not be a problem. Here in Calgary... Huge problem... too many people and too few homes to buy or rent or lease.I believe the vacancy rate is something like -13%. thats a minus folks which means 13% of the people live on the street cuz u know those in hotels and motels arent actually homeless. My landlady (bitch that she is) decided not to renew my lease because she'd rather have the drunk in the basement that is getting the cops bangin on his door 2-3 times a week living here instead of me, the law abiding always pay the rent on time tenant. It was bad enough that my car is stolen. but how the fuck can she expect me to move in two weeks,(less actually). with no wheels? &(**(&%%(_*&)(&**(&(*^(*^*^(*^ *&%()&*)(*)(*&(*^*&^%%$#&%)&+))**^%$^)&_(*+*&)(*&_+*+***+_)(&(**(&%%(_*&)(&**(&(*^(*^*^(*^ *&%()&*)(*)(*&(*^*&^%%$#&%)&+))**^%$^)&_(*+*&)(*&_+*+***+_)(

When We Decided To Let Love In
I have no idea why I decided to resurface. Oh, yeah, I remember... TO TORMENT ADAM RELENTLESSLY! No, wait, that couldn't be it. Well, when I figure out why - I will send out an e-mail to all of you who happen to have me connected to your blackberries, bluebrries, grapes, apples, MSN and bananas. For once, I am really happy. I'm well aware I've said that like... ohh.. nine BILLION times in the lst forty-eight hours, but I could tell because as I was singing to the Goo Goo Dolls in my PT Cruiser (God, I hate that thing), I was blushing!! I was actually blushing like crazy! - I'm kinda hot when I blush - And I know that it was because I belonged to him again. Ooh, I am so overjoyed to have him in my life and I am thankful EVERY DAY that he puts up with my mindless, stupid, crap. He loves me, and I have known for years he and I would find each other in the dark. I love you, Bug. I love you more than I could love anything and you complete me.

When The Deal Goes Down
In the still of the night, in the world's ancient light Where wisdom grows up in strife My bewildering brain, toils in vain Through the darkness on the pathways of life Each invisible prayer is like a cloud in the air Tomorrow keeps turning around We live and we die, we know not why But I'll be with you when the deal goes down We eat and we drink, we feel and we think Far down the street we stray I laugh and I cry and I'm haunted by Things I never meant nor wished to say The midnight rain follows the train We all wear the same thorny crown Soul to soul, our shadows roll And I'll be with you when the deal goes down Well, the moon gives light and it shines by night When I scarcely feel the glow We learn to live and then we forgive O'r the road we're bound to go More frailer than the flowers, these precious hours That keep us so tightly bound You come to my eyes like a vision from the skies And I'll be with you when the deal goes down Well, I picked up a rose and it poked through my cloth

When Do You Let Go
When do you let go When you love something, set it free they say. If it was meant to be, it will return. I think everytime, we let something go. It takes apart of us with it. But when, when do you let go. Do you let go when you see a distance in their eyes? Do you let go when something is different in their voice? Or, do you wait until you are hurt? Do you wait until damage is done that cant be repaired? When do you let go? ~© Heart-N-Quill 2004 ~

When The World Left
The day the world went away, I was alone. When I was alone I felt sometimes crazy, to a point where I thought I could break. My days of darknes would lead me there, to a place of cold and dread. In a place that remains, it was a dream but thats the price to pay. The days that I slept, and tried to get back, I didn't care if I ever came back. Noone was there, to hear my screams, I was alone in this valley of darkness in these dreams. Its silent, but simple I could not smile or cry, my strength was taken and I would not try. I tried and tried to get back, but my return would be a chain to react. I gave up, and wanted but to see this world again, the one where I dreampt, and I was my only friend. Noones around, and I keep coming back, it took me so long to realize and to see the lies. The mushroom made me realize, red and white spots to realize, to see through it all again, through these lines, through a cascade of lies.

When You See Things
If you desire love and approval, and feel it is required for you to feel accepted and worthy, you will say and do what you think will fulfill this need. When you see things as you would like them to be, instead of how they really are, you create an emotional prison for your-Self and those around you to live in, and prolong your separation from your true soul mate.

When You
Looking into my eyes I see my future with you My heart skips a beat When your lips meet mine My knees go weak when you say those sweet things It sends me in aww When you hug me I know you are the one When you say you miss me I can't believe I have the best thing When you hold my hand I know I found my prince charming When i have your arms around me I know god sent me an angel When you say I'm beautiful I know you are looking out for me When I heard you ask me that I shouted out yes I know I want to be with you and only you

When I Am With You...
I feel the burn of your gaze I feel the heat of your breath on my neck I feel the rate of my heart increasing as you draw near I feel my breathing becoming heavy just waiting for you I feel my words getting caught in my throat as you speak to me. You have these effects on me every time we are with each other This way of reaching deep inside of me Pulling out those hidden parts of me Those parts I have closed off, not shared with anyone. When I am with you I feel my walls coming down I find myself wanting to care again I find myself wanting to open up again I find myself wanting to share my heart again I find myself wanting to love again. My feelings for you grow each and every day that we spend together My heart becomes more yours each time we talk My spirit feels lighter each minute we share My eyes sparkle even brighter when I am with you My steps are a little lighter when I walk with you You have come into my life and changed me. Changed me for the good

When The World Starts Spinning And Your Head Hurts...
Well the shade tree mechanic is a dinosaur You can't cuss, you can't smoke, or spit on the floor Don't hit on a woman cause she might sue You can't buy beer in this state past two Now buddha is legal but jesus ain't The saints are all sinners and the sinners are saints It's now how you play it's the final score They don't show M*A*S*H on the tube anymore Now lovers usually leave at the drop of a ring and Daddy doesn't smile when the mockingbird sings The kids are in school but they're all packing guns The losers live forever and the good die young Well the stars are all falling out of the sky The doors are all locked and the bottle is dry So pass me a chew and I'll sing you a song If there's a problem with that we can get it on Because that cheap bourbon whiskey and pearl snap shirts are two things that stay the same So when the world starts spinning and your head hurts There's cheap bourbon whiskey and pearl snap shirts

When You Think Of Me
You look so peaceful sleepin’, You don’t know that I’m leaving, but I’m gone. Well I did my best to beat ‘em, but in my head, the demon said, move on. You wake up your gonna curse my name. But as some time goes by I hope and pray. When you think of me, Remember the way that I used to be. Remember the times I held you, tenderly. Remember the way that I loved you. I think about the night I met you, I swore I’d never forget you, well I won’t. I think about the way you’ll live and breath, Inside my dreams forever. You’ll be better when I’m gone, you’ll be better when I’m gone. Cause I know your gonna fall in love again. I’m sorry this is how it has to end. But when you think of me, remember the way that I used to be. Remember the times I held you tenderly. Remember the way that I loved you. Oh, when you think of me. As I pick up these bags and turn around I say a little prayer and hope somehow. When you think of me, remember the way that I used to be. Remem

When You Can Say This From Your Heart
For all those times you stood by me For all the truth that you made me see For all the joy you brought to my life For all the wrong that you made right For every dream you made come true For all the love I found in you I'll be forever thankful baby You're the one who held me up Never let me fall You're the one who saw me through it all You were my strength when I was weak You were my voice when I couldn't speak You were my eyes when I couldn't see You saw the best there was in me Lifted me up when I couldn't reach You gave me faith 'cuz you believed I'm everything I am Because you loved me You gave me wings and made me fly You touched my hand I could touch the sky I lost my faith you gave it back to me You said no star was out of reach You stood by me and I stood tall I had your love I had it all I'm grateful for each day you gave me Maybe I don't know that much But I know this much is true I was blessed because I was loved by you

When You Have An I-hate-my-job Day, Please Try This.
When you have an I-HATE-MY-JOB day, please try this. On your way home from work stop by at the local pharmacy and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson. Be sure this is the brand-named thermometer you're purchasing. Proceed to your home, enter and lock the door behind you, lift the telephone receiver off the hook ... You DO NOT want to be disturbed. Change into comfortable, loose-fitting clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Then open the package and remove the contents, carefully place the thermometer on the table or a surface where it will not be broken, chipped or cracked by mistake. Then unfold the instructional materials packaged with the thermometer and read in its entirety. Please remember to read even the small print sections ... THAT'S WHERE THE FUN BEGINS, and where you will find the following statement: "Every Rectal Thermometer manufactured by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested by one of our employees." Now ... Close your eyes and repea

When Are We As An Native American Ppl Going To Wake Up
Health study finds American Indians a 'vulnerable' group A new report paints a grim picture of American Indians as more likely than the general U.S. population to be poor and unemployed, to live in single-parent households, and to die young. Titled "Changing Numbers, Changing Needs: American Indian Demography and Health," the report -- released Wednesday by the National Research Council -- focuses on the major health problems Indians face. Overall, American Indians are a "vulnerable" population, the report said. "In the long term, improving the situation of American Indians will require substantial efforts to improve their education and health, along with efforts to provide employment opportunities, both on and off the reservations," the report said. Culling many sources, the report is a goldmine of information on the nation's nearly 2 million American Indians, a group that the authors say is the least studied in the nation. Among the report's findings:

When We First Meet
When we first meet On that November day We started as friends We shared our thoughts We opened our hearts You never knew You had no clue But on that day My heart stolen So here’s a rose To show my love With the heart That was stolen We never knew We had no clue That on that day A love would grow But this I knew From the start You are special And in my heart Now I must say I LOVE YOU SO (ALL OF MY POEMS ARE COPIED WRITED SO PLEASE DO NOT TAKE)

When God Is Silent
When God is Silent "Be still before the LORD and wait patiently for him; do not fret when men succeed in their ways, when they carry out their wicked schemes. Refrain from anger and turn from wrath; do not fret -- it leads only to evil" Psalm 37:7-8, NIV. John (not his real name) realized that his marriage wasn't all that it could be, but he and Mary were in counseling so John was confident that their marriage would survive and be stronger than ever. Wrong. John was devastated when Mary informed him that she didn't love him and never would. Tragically time proved that she meant it. John said that he always believed with faith in God, hope, persistence, qualified counseling help, and hard work pretty much any problem could be resolved. Wrong again. Eventually John and Mary were divorced after which John experienced an intense "silence of God -- dark night of the soul." So what do you do when you are committed to and trusting God and your world falls apart? As

When The Fuck Is It Gonna Get Better?????????
OK FOR SUM OF YHALL KNO IM GOING THROUGH SUM TUFF TIMES RIGHT NOW........I HAVE NO JOB THOUGHT I DID TRAVELING WITH THE CARNIVAL.....BUT NOW THEY SAY THEY DONT NEED ANYONE RIGHT NOW WTF IS THAT SHIT????????I JUST THINK IT IS FUCKED UP ON AVERAGE THEY HAVE 2PPL A WEEK THAT LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK...SO YOU WOULD THINK THEY WOULD WANT PPL THAT KNO WUT THEY ARE DOING AND THAT ARE GONNA STAY WITH THE COMPANY RIGHT??????WELL I GUESS THESE GUYS ARE DIFFERENT....IT JUST SEEMS LIKE EVERY DOOR I SWING OPEN IT GETS SLAMED RIGHT BACK IN MY FACE IT IS FUCKING BULLSHIT...PLUS TO ADD TO THAT ON MY SHOULDERS I NEED A JOB HERE WITHIN A FEW WEEKS OR MY ASS GOES TO JAIL FOR 3-12 MONTHS YEA LOADS OF FUN RIGHT? PROLLY NOT IT IS VERY FUCKING STRESSFUL....NOT TO MENTION THE FACT THAT THE ONE I LOVE LIVES SO DAMM FAR AWAY AND CANT BE WITH HER RIGHT NOW YEA YHALL GUESSD IT ITS EATING ME FROM THE INSIDE OUT RIGHT NOW.....I PUT THAT MASK ON EVERYDAY AND MAKE IT LOOK LIKE EVERYTHING IS ALL FINE AND DANDY BUT YE

When I First Looked Into Your Eyes
When first I looked into your eyes each breath became a thousand sighs. My heart drummed out a thunder beat I glowed with joy from head to feet. The hand of love had touched my soul, as the bell of destiny began to toll. The tide of love began to rise, the world was filled with summer skies. My sodden clouds of cold and grey glowed with gold, then wisped away. A brilliant rainbow arched across, as waves of love began to toss. The air was filled with lovebird cries, when I first looked into your eyes. When I first looked into your eyes, all time and space were paralyzed And in that instant, I was shown a universe I had never known. I dwell there still, in Paradise, when I look into your eyes

When Friends Fall In Love!
I take a deep breath, say four words and let my true tears fall, when you answer me maybe this wont work at all, friends we can still remain, but since then no longer have I heard you speak my name, felt your hand touch my palm, heard your thoughts, your deepest secrets that you hide, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, and I imagine the words you speak, the words you say, the games you played, the options I've tried, to attempt to keep our friendship alive, as I've failed in all of the above, I admit by chance maybe I just fell in love, my heartbreaks and it aches, I've never felt so depressed, and yet all the time I wish for only the best, I wish for love, I wish for everything to go my way, I wish that all this hurt and all this pain would all just fade away, I feel alone, So unloved, And yet I wonder is this how its meant to be? I wish I meant to you what you so fondly mean to me, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, And I imagine the

When It Rains It Pours.....
Following my blogs we all know I have been very poor in the relationships area...well I think some other areas have now caught up. I moved from one place I was at for 4 years to a friends 2 weeks ago. I was supposed to move into a new place May 1st. I got a call that the plumbing was so bad it is unliveable for a few months...draw back..I admit, tears were rolling down my cheeks earlier today. I said..ok..not a livable place for my child and myself right? Well....one of my friends has been mysteriously absent for some time now. I loved him and he was so dear to me as a friend. He lived far away and would have loved to have been with him, just had to see how things went. Well, an email I just received blew me the FUCK away. He was a fireman in Florida and was in an accident. He was in a coma and just died. I thought after my boyfriend 2 years ago died of Non-Hodgekins Lymphoma at the age of 34 leaving 2 children behind was the most heartbreaking thing I would have to encounter. This

When It Rains It Pours
well,we're about to be evicted,this has never happened to me before,I'm embaressed,scared and just a whole lot of emotions.I really feel like I'm about to loose it.We went to apply for emergancy assistance today,apparently Kevin makes too much(about $100.00 over).Can you beleive that we're barely getting by and we make to much,we can't get cash assistance,food assistance or emergency housing.To be eleigable for emergency housing you have to be recieving cash assistance...WTF!My anxiety and depression are on fast downward spiral,I'm at the point were my attacks make me just wanna curl up and die,i can't find work because of them.I applied for SSI,I hope I get it cuz without it I dont know what we're gonna do.It's not gonna help our situation right now anyhow as its a 2-3 month process.So for us to avoid the eviction we have to pay last months rent,Mays rent and a $450.00 lawyers fee...all in all $2,435.00.I mean where in the hell are we gonna come up with that,if we could've we would'n

When Cloud Nin Falls
When cloud nine falls you are left alone when cloud nine falls you ache to the bone when cloud nine falls all you can do is cry when cloud nine falls you finally fail to try when cloud nine falls you just want to die when cloud nine falls you can no longer fly and this is what you were to me my precious cloud nine, cant you see. with you i cant breath without you i can sleep if only you knew what you meant to me i know this wouldnt be the story.

When Love Ends
When love ends, A new pain begins.. An empty feeling, A broken spirit that needs healing. Emotions hard to control, A tattered heart, hard to console. Dreams so shattered, Unspoken thoughts left scattered. No answers to be found.. Only to the pain you are bound. When love ends, Misery sets in.. You're left to fight it alone. Into a battle of heart and mind, you are thrown. Trying to forget the one in your heart.. While you slowly fall apart. Drifting away from a love you knew, Is so much easier to say than to do. Pain that leaves you feeling drained, A lonely feeling, hard to explain. When love ends... A new pain begins.

When U Sleep
WHEN YOU SLEEP I watched you fall asleep last night. As I sat by your side I looked at your face and started to cry For I knew I have to leave in the morning Slowly and sadly I looked away But yet I still sat by your side Once more looking at your face This time I smile and laugh For I remebered the good times we've had Soon I fell asleep Not but a few minutes pass I wake and sit some more I wait and watch I watch your sweet, gentle, child like face Once again tears roll down my face I know soon I will have to leave But as I wait for that moment I sit and watch you sleep So quiet and peacful So precious and gental you look As I leave a kiss goodbye I give Followed by I love you It helps me to leave you lover who sleeps For I know you wont be back for a long time But I will wait for that day Till the day when I die Isaac this is to u remember I love and I am so very sorry for all that hurt that I caused y

When It Comes To Love
When it comes to love with a partnet, You both want to make sure that you keep eachother happy and there is excitment between you to. You both want to be confident and intimate with eachother.You want to be loyal to eachother. You both want to feel happy that you're together so that you're not lonely and feel left in the darkness. You both want to cherish everything and have trust upon eachother. You both want to hold one another close to there chest so that one another feels safe and that one another doesn't ever let go You both want to hear one another out, when there's a problem. You both want to take eachother out so you can buy special stuff that you both will treasure as long as you're together. You both want to froget your past and present to start a new future together. Your both think about staying together for as long as ou can and maybe have a family together. You bothe want to comfort one another when she/he is down. You both want to honour what she/he has work

When Shit Hits The Fan It Hits Hard In My Life
Whats with my luck lately? People i care about either not giving two shits about me and not caring what I think, or just not wanting to be with me anymore. But also why do people think it's ok just not to talk to someone when something is wrong? I hate that. I want to know if something is going down. I want to know what the hell is up. Life is just a myriad of problems. From the hard times at cop school and needing major moral support, lack of hours at work (12 a week), having 350 bucks taken when i dropped it, to people just flat out ignoring me, to other problems I would rather not share. People really dont realize that i truly hurt too. They dont realize that i always have felt when hurt and recently there's been enough hurt to leave a thick coat of scar tissue around my heart. I pretend not to feel anything but way deep down inside im insecure, scared, unconfident in myself, and dissapointed with my life. People need to be clear in how they feel about me. I care about certian peopl

When Troops Die Serving, U.s. Lets Down Survivors
When troops die serving, U.S. lets down survivors By Deanna Salie For the Journal-Constitution Published on: 04/26/07 My husband was certain that he was going to die in Iraq. Sgt. 1st Class David J. Salie had been an American soldier for almost 17 years. He'd deployed many times, and he'd been to war before. He'd parachuted into Panama with the 82nd Airborne Division, served in the Gulf War and gone to Haiti with the 25th Infantry Division. But he'd never been so certain that he was going to die that he prepared for death. David told me that he wouldn't be coming back. I didn't believe him. I felt that he was just under so much stress thinking of our children and me, and about the 40 soldiers in his platoon who were his responsibility. In the month before he left for Iraq with B Company, 2nd of the 69th Armor, 3rd Infantry Division, David went over his will with a fine-toothed comb, and he checked out his Survivor's Group Life Insurance, which provides protection f

When You Were Cheating Nyahaha!!!
by sara evans You say your every day, Is a bad dream that keeps repeatin', Maybe you should have thought about that...when you were cheating How do you like that furnished room The bed, the chair, the table? The tv picture comes and goes, Too bad you don't have cable. How do you like that paper plate? And those pork and beans your eatin' Maybe you should have thought about that...when you were cheating How do you like that beat up car? I think it's fair we traded Your pickup truck is running fine It's a cozy ride for datin' Yes I've been out a time or two And found the comfort I've been needin' Maybe you should have thought about that...when you were cheating You made your bed and you're out of mine, You lie awake and I sleep just fine, You've done your sowing, now you can do the reapin' Maybe you should have thought about that...when you were cheating Now what became of what's-her-name After she spent all your money? Did she leave you just like yo

When Our Hearts Are Near
My love for you runs deeper for you than I can ever say. Sometimes I don't mention it when we've had a rough day. You are my lone shinning star through out my darkest times. I'd fight my way through a thousand demons just to keep you mine. Your elegance stands untarnished even your blemishes are beauty to my sight The thought of departing from your embrace dims my future so bright. The warmth and kindness of your spirit has reached and touched us all If you happen to stumble darling, in my strong arms you shall fall. Without your caring caress I'd spiral into a sea of black despair. You are my angel sent from God, to lift away my cares. So to my soul mate whose charming grace I hold most dear. My life exists to hold you close and is completed when our hearts are near.

When God Made Lil Girls
god made the world with its towering trees majestic mountains and restless seas then paused and said "it needs one more thing someone to laugh and dance and sing to walk in the woods and gather flowers to commune with nature in quiet hours" so god made little girls with laughing eyes and bouncing curls with joyful hearts and infectious smiles enchanting ways and feminine wiles and when he'd completed that he'd begun he was pleased and proud of the job he'd done for the world when seen through a little girls eyes greatly resembles paradise

When I Have You
(Verse 1) My heart skips a beat when I look into your eyes. My knees get weak when they see your face. And my dreams fly into the sacred open skies. And you never fail to amaze me with your charm. And you always keep me safe under your arm. (Chorus) Baby I can't understand what it is about you that keeps me on my knees. But you have a way with making me weak. You always have a way with speaking your heart And you never leave me to fall apart. Just to let you know, you tied me into a knot I can't undo. The darkest days are the brightest when I have you. (Verse 2) It's hard to not love you when you smile that way. I can't keep my eyes off of your beautiful presence. And I never seem to ever want you to go away. And I can't explain this feeling I have. But I know I love you and you're all I had. (Chorus 1x) (Hook) Even if tomorrow doesn't come and the sun doesn't shine. I know I'll have you right by my side. When my word before you I didn't love. Now with

When?
My heart is in complete silence. Was it real...the pin pricks on my fingers. The sweet taste of her sweat. The salty aroma of her anticipation. Silk raked across her skin. Nails teased across her heavenly body. And it keeps floating to the surface... It insists on popping. Who dares interrupt my revelry today? What new hell? What new travesty... Who dares tread on this holy place. Where I contemplate the profane and the divine... My sacred... Your sin... as I paint my vows on her skin. Stiff. Like death. Like living. Chained down... gagged... and pierced. Violated... Invaded... Sullied...ruined... as I lay here... waiting for you to release me. Release me from real. Erase my emptiness. Today... Was it on the tip of my tongue... or the tip of my thoughts?

When A Guy Misses You...
When A Guy/Girl Misses When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more tha

When I Must Leave You
When I Must Leave You When I must leave you for a little while Please do not grieve and shed wild tears And hug your sorrow to you through the years. But start out bravely with a gallant smile; And for my sake and in my name Live on and do all things the same, Feed not your loneliness on empty days, But fill each waking hour in useful ways, Reach out your hand in comfort and in cheer And I in turn will comfort you And hold you near; And never, never be afraid to die, For I am waiting for you in the sky!

When You Feel Unloved
I received this from a kindred spirit this morning and thought I would post it as a blog. ========================== When You Feel Unloved By, Heavenletters ========================== God/dess said: This blessing of giving love is yours. Understand what a blessing it is. It is a great gift given to you, this ability to love, this necessity to love. If you did not have the ability to love, you would not bemoan when you do not feel love. You may think you feel bereft when you feel unloved, but it is bereavement of your own inexpression of love that strikes your heart. When you feel unloved, this is the time to find the stifled love in your own heart and let it out. Love stifled feels like no one loves you, but it is really the desert of giving love that pains you. It is your own giving of love that you crave to see. Try it. At those times when your heart feels dried up, and you feel you do not have a thimbleful of love to give, this then is when you will do well to re

When He Wont Sighn The Papers
honestly why dont men grow up and except when there women have had enough? I havent even slept in the same bed with him in 2 years.So why wont he let me go Ive had enough im ready to snap lord help him if i do that comment if you got some advice i just want to kill him right now

When May I Get To Run For King Of The World, Pt. 1
Too bad alternative/progressive media (aka "the real press") aren't considered mainstream for America. If they were, recent newspaper issues and newscasts would lead off about the Iraqi civil war, how the Bushites plan to nuke Iran and the idea that a construction project in one of the Middle East's holiest sites could – just could - trigger something resembling Armageddon. But noooo. Simple-minded corporate dupes - obsessed with glamour, style and the 15-second sound bite – drive America's insatiable hunger for not objective information, but "sexy crap" – things that you're guilty about wanting to know but won't contribute richly to your life. You know, things like how a pumped-up ex-Playboy bunny intrigues people even more so in death than she did in life. Or the latest "when domestic animals attack" incident. Or why Barack Obama isn't "black enough." Yep, you read right. That's a headline from Yahoo news. The most trusted name in, umm, something. That's what we've come t

When I Say...
When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'." I'm whispering "I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven." When I say... "I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak And need His strength to carry on. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed And need God to clean my mess. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible But, God believes I am worth it. When I say... "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain. I have my share of heartaches So I call upon His name. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner Who received God's good grace, somehow! Share this with somebody who already has this understanding, as reinforcement. But more importantly, share this

When Is Pain Not Pain
" when is pain not pain " Often people outside the scene don't see the appeal in any of the things SM people do that look painful. What's enjoyable about being hit? Where's the fun in getting bruised? Well, think about this people. Have you ever had intense sex and afterwards noticed bite marks on your neck of which you had no memory of happening because you was to into the heat of the passion? What happened was your love partner bit you, HARD, hard enough that it bruised you, and all you felt was another jolt of pleasure. If they bit you that hard when you weren't having sex, you would scream "OUCH!!!" or something like that, because it would hurt a lot(well not to me. lol)! But when you are sexually aroused, your pain tolerance goes way up, and stimulation that you usually feel as pain is now actually pleasurable. This is common knowledge children. Another usual explanation is that the brain produces endorphins to compensate for pain. You actually get high off the sensatio

"when She Cries"
"WHEN SHE CRIES" The road I have traveled on Is paved with good intentions It's littered with broken dreams That never quite came true When all of my hopes were dying Her love kept me trying And she does her best to hide the pain that she's been through When she cries at night And she doesn't think that I can hear her She tries to hide all the fear she feels inside So I pray this time I can be the man that she deserves 'Cause I die a little each time When she cries She's always been there for me Whenever I've fallen When nobody else believed She'd be there by my side I don't know how she takes it Just once I'd like to make it Then there'll be tears of joy That fill her loving eyes When she cries at night And she doesn't think that I can hear her She tries to hide all the fear she feels inside So I pray this time I can be the man that she deserves 'Cause I die a little each time When she cries So I pray this time

When Nothing Is Enough...
I started a new seizure medicine... and its making me sicker than a dog.. I guess I have to get used to it before it will benefit me.. so.. I have felt shitty for 2 days now. I take 1,000 mg's a day of Depakot... this epilepsy shit sucks.. buts I am going to feel better soon.. I have always wanted a true friend.. you know someone that you can count on NO MATTER WHAT.. and I have one.. I dont think that I have ever been a friend like that to anyone.. usually I am worried about myself more than I am others.. I guess that makes me self centered at times.. I am trying to fix that.. I am also trying to depend on myself rather than asking everyone else what I should do.. hell.. I need to think of what to do on my own.. but when you have been married and have had a man there to make your choices for you and to tell you what to do, being independent is something that you have to work at.. it just doesnt happen...

When I Say "i Am A Christian"...
When I say..."I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I am saved" I'm whispering "I get lost!" "That is why I chose this way." When I say..."I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need someone to be my guide. When I say..."I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak and pray for strength to carry on. When I say..."I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed and cannot ever pay the debt. When I say..."I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, my flaws are too visible but God believes I'm worth it. When I say..."I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain I have my share of heartaches which is why I seek His name. When I say..."I am a Christian" I do not wish to judge. I have no authority. I only know I'm loved. -Author Carol Wimmer - Copyright 1988

When Are You Gonna Believe That I Care?
suddenly it rocks. everything blown to bits. aww heck. and we haven't even gone to the good part yet. i'm not nice. i'm not always chipper. i very rarely care. im sorry that i cared whether u'r here or not. should i be sorry i get disappointed if u can't be here? it's a mistake to have opinions. to want. i already have so many faults and mistakes. and i will make more of it as i go through life. so i'd appreciate it if you would not think of mistakes i haven't made yet. those u imagine i will do or could do. i'm neither pretty nor do i sleep around. those traits i wasn't blessed to have. we talk of everything. dreams, hopes. sex. yet feelings is taboo? we can't share diappointments? you don't believe that i think you're trying? we can't be mad at circumstances together? i can't tell you why im disappointed? i can't bitch about things because i'd get you down? i can't even try to get you smiling when ur sad. you have just one sure way of feeling better. like i shouldn't car

When
When all you have is gone, All that was for real has faded. When everything seems wrong, And your heart has been raped and raided. Without a bid of far well, Or a even a glance back. You know you can tell, It's time to make a new track. When all has left you, When there is nothing in this barron land. It is time to start anew, Stop being the helping hand. When all generosity is ungratefully abused, When friendship has turned to mist. We don't like the idea of being used, But we are left alone after being kissed. When family doesn't worry, When friends don't care. When lovers don't say sorry, When there is no one there. You give yourself to the world, Force others talents to be awoken. There is no one to give you a twirl, You realise you left naked and broken.

When I Am In A Relationship
When I'm in a Relationship......... I am the girl who will let you go out with your guy friends. But you have to realize that I will go out with my girls. I am the girl who trusts you, believes you, and believes in you. I am the girl who will miss you terribly, not cheat on you, if you go out of town. I am the girl who will get you soup when your sick and a washcloth for your head. I am the girl that would talk to you if there is a problem, not go out and cheat. I am the girl that would play hookie for a day just to be with you. I am the girl that realizes that every couple needs space, and realizes that absence makes the heart grow fonder. I am the girl that will come rescue you, no matter the situation. I am the girl that needs some rescuing herself. I am the girl that will never make you cry or question what we have. I am the girl who knows what she wants. I am the girl who is always honest and never keeps secrets. I am the girl who will

When I Look!
When I Look At The Stars I See You Shining Bright And When I Look At The Clouds I See You Watching Over Me And When I Look Into Your Eyes I Think Of You And How You And Me Can Be Together Forever... To My True Love Out There!!

When Lord Was Creating Police Officers
When the Lord was creating police officers, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an Angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the spec. on this order? A police officer has to be able to run five miles through alleys in the dark. Scale walls, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle his uniform. He has to be able to sit in an undercover car all day on a stakeout, cover a homicide scene that night, canvass the neighborhood for witnesses, and testify in court the next day. He has to be in top physical condition at all times, running on black coffee and half-eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The Angel shook her head slowly and said "Six pairs of hands... no way." "Its not the hands that are causing me problems." Said the Lord, "its the three pairs of eyes an officer has to have." "That's on the standard model? asked the Angel. The Lord nodded. "One pair th

When Cops Go Bad True Story
IT WAS PARTY TIME AT STEVES HOUSE.ALL THE GANG WAS THERE. ABOUT FIFTEEN OF US.JUST A GOOD TIME A FEW BEERS AND HORSE SHOES. THE TOWN WE LIVED IN WAS IN A WET COUNTY SO DRINKING IN THE YARD WAS OK AS LONG AS WE KELPT IT DOWN. THE LOCAL COPS WHICH THEY ONLY HAD 4 WITH SOME BACK UP AND THE TOWN MAYOR.ONE OLD COP CAR AND A NEW ONE ON THE WAY. THEY WERE WATCHING ALL OF US OUR LOUD FAST CARS THEY HATED US AND WAS OUT TO GET US ANY WAY THEY COULD. THEY HAD BEEN DRIVEING BY TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING TO START TROUBLE WITH,AND THEY DID THEY SAW A BEER CAN ON THE RIGHT OF WAY AND SAID WE PUT IT THERE AND TO GET IT UP.WELL KNOWING THE LAW AND KNOWING THEM THERE IS NO WAY WE'LL STEP FOOT OUT OF THE YARD THAT WOULD BE P-I.SO WE ALL REFUSED AND TOLD THEM WE DID'NT PUT IT THERE. I WAS CALLED UP FRONT CAUSE THEY THOUGHT I WAS THE LEADER OF THE BUNCH I WAS'NT I WAS THE SMART ONE.SO THEY TOLD ME THAT SOME ONE WAS GOING TO PICK UP THE CAN.NO WAY AND I LET THEM KNOW I KNEW WHAT TH

When I First Seen Him!!
Well, Tonight I Finally Got To Meet The Man Of My Dreams...He Drove All The Way From Zephyrhills,Fla To Come And Seen Me(How Sweet...At First When He Told Me That He Was On His Way To Come And See Me I Didnt Believe Him And Then There He Was Right Before My Eyez...Looking Hot And Very Handsome..I Couldn't Help But To Wait For Him To Get Outta His Nice Ass Dodge Truck And I Gave Him A Hug Before Getting Into His Truck...We Talked And Shared Laughters As WE Went Out To The Beach, When We Got To The Beach, We Walked Out On The Pier And Shared More Laughters:) We Then Left The Beach And He Drove Me Back To My Home. We Then Got Outta His Truck And Talked Some More As I Was Checkin Out Those Hott Ass Sexy Blue Eyes That He Has..We Played Around And Joked A lil Before I Had To Go Home And Give My Sons A Bath...Well As I Was Getting Ready To Head To My House...I Gave Him Lots Of Hugs And A Kiss Before Going To My House...I Didnt Want To Let Him Go, The Feeling Of Holding A Sweet,Caring And L

When Foods Make You Feel Bad
When Foods Make You Feel Bad -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- No foods are taboo, even fried chicken. It’s how much you eat that affects your mood. Say no to supersizing. By Susan Kleiner for MSN Health & Fitness Find More Feel-Great Foods Counting Cocktail Calories Surviving the Snack Attack More on Depression from MSN Health & Fitness Truth is, you don’t have to eliminate any foods from your diet. The important step is realizing what foods make you feel awful and put you in a bad mood. If you pay attention, you can identify how certain foods, in certain portions, blitz your mood like a linebacker clobbering a quarterback. The approach I take as a nutritionist is to figure out how my clients can eat those foods in smaller portions while still enjoying them for the culinary experience and the sheer fun. It’s not about eliminating foods you love, but about appreciating them more. It’s one of the eating strategies I

When It Rains, It Pours...
More news in the world of the husband of Cheaty McCheater:1) Okay. I keep forgetting all the shit I have to put up with when my current wife cheats on me.For example, Saturday we went to Wal-Mart. (I was going to get my ears pierced, but the people who do that weren't there, but that has little to do with the story.)As we were getting groceries, we heard giggling behind us. Two girls in a larger group of girls told my wife hi and then continued on.It turned out that they are related to The Other Guy. (Kind of like Dark Helmet's father's brother's nephew's cousin's former roommate.I forgot exactly how much I hated meeting the other people involved in this crap. It makes me scared to even go out with her.What makes it worse is The Other Guy was there too. He said he waved to her, but she says she didn't see him.2) Friday (I know it came before Saturday, but Saturday's thing was more important), I finally decided I had to tell my current wife that, as of right now, I don't love he

When You Love A Women
In my life I see where I've been I said that I'd never fall again Within myself I was wrong My searchin' ain't over...over I know that When you love a woman You see your world inside her eyes When you love a woman You know she's standin' by your side A joy that lasts forever There's a band of gold that shines waiting Somewhere..Oh yeah If I can't believe that someone is true To fall in love is so hard to do I hope and pray tonight Somewhere you're thinkin' of me girl Yes I know...I know that When you love a woman You see your world inside her eyes When you love a woman You know she's standing by your side A joy that lasts forever There's a band of gold that shines, waiting Somewhere...OH... It's enough to make you cry When you see her walkin' by And you look into her eyes Whoa.... When you love a woman You see your world inside her eyes When you love a woman Well you know she's standing by your side A joy that lasts forever There's a band of

When I Am Ever Going To Give Up
ANYONE KNOW A ANGELA WAGNER? ADOPTED OUT IN OHIO IN 1999. We were young this I know. But till the day I die I will search for you. you know me and I know you. That makes things alittle eaiser. I will not stop and I will pause one mintue till you are found once again. You are my sister, you were my friend. The took you away in just one night, but I will contuine this fight. I wrote them you know in 2004 when you turn 18. They sayed the papers have been closed and I will have to wait till you turn 21. The time is comeing it almost here! But I wont wait, I still search every site, every school in a 25 mile radius I will find you. I hope you except my apology, and once again be apart of my life. I love yo my little sister ANGELA WAGNER!

When It Rains It Pours
Just when life cant get any worse something always comes along and knocks you completly down.Trying to keep a positive outlook is sometimes really hard when you keep recieving all the negative.Just once I would like to have the kind of life that doesnt overwhelm me at all angles.

When God Made Emt's And Paramedics......
When the Lord made EMT's and Paramedics, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one," And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? An EMT/Paramedic has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes a health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle their uniform." "He has to be able to lift three times his own weight, crawl into wrecked cars with barely enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breathe again." "He has to be in top mental conditionat all times, running on no sleep, black coffee, and half eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands....no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the Lord, "It's the three pairs of ey

When I Came To The Cherry Tap...
A friend told me of a great online pub that I just had to join! At first I was hesitant but I did take a look. Cherry tap looked ok, but wasn't sure if it was for me. I stayed with my good ol' Myspace.com, but soon I became really bored! So one day when I was sitting at my 'puter I decided to further my investigation... Not knowing how it would all turn out, I joined the Cherry! The first time I entered the bar... I was flooded with warm welcomes but I still had no clue as what I was doing. After I learned my way around... I felt compelled to welcome all the newbies! Here is my welcoming message: Welcome to the Cherry! To level up all you need to do is rates/comment other peeps pics/profiles! Have a great night! Tell me if you approve... by rating me a 10! God Bless all who read this! ~Libby ~Libby

When I Am An Old Woman
When I Am An Old Woman When I am an old woman, Older than I am now, I'll take time, then, To remember all the living I've never done. I'll recall all the fun things I never did With all the friends I never had! I will take the time to recall Dim details of faces Of lovers I never met, The touch of their lips, I never kissed, The words of passion, Never spoken! I will try hard, to recapture The memories I never made, With family, Who may deny My existance. When I am an old woman, Older than I am now, I'll be the grandmother I've never been, Because, I've been so busy Being the mother I'm not! I will sit in my rocking chair Telling tales, of happenings I've never experienced, Over and over again, To folks who don't Want to hear them, But, are too polite To say so, And I will watch Their eyes wander, And their teeth, grit and their heads, nod, And I will pause, Long enough for them To politely Check the time, And decry It's

When Your Hand Is In Mine
when your hand is in mine all paradise is with me when you're with me who needs the world? I want to get destroyed in your love let my breath find shelter in your heart let me get destroyed in your love as close as fragrance is to one's breath as close as melody is to one's lips like thoughts in the mind like arms entwined as close as dreams are to eyes stay as close to me my soulmate take me in your arms and drench yourself with my tears let the chained flood in my heart break free there's so much pain it'll flood your lap as close as secrets in a heart as close as raindrops in a cloud as close as the moon is to the night as close as kohl is to the eyes as close as the waves in the sea stay as close to me, my soul mate my breath was incomplete and so were my heartbeats I was incomplete but now the moon is full in the sky and now we are complete too.

When A Friend Is Not A Friend...
1. If you're going to offer to help someone, then don't talk shit about them behind their back. I have been going through a scenario with a now former friend, whom I used to carpool with, and occasionally would watch my daughter for me. This person OFFERED help, and I was greatful and took it. Later on I found out through another gf that she'd been going to this person and talking shit about me, saying how she is so glad she doesnt have to take me anywhere anymore, and I need to get a license etc. etc. (well no shit bitch), and just recently, well actually yesterday, I find out after I just came back from Coachella in Cali, that she was talking shit about me again, because I went to California. Basically my gf thought that me and said person were still carpooling, and told her I was in Cali, to which she responded "What's in Cali? Oh she can afford to go to Cali?" WTF? Yes it's called TAX REFUND and what's in Cali is my motherfucking business. Mind you I should inform you t

When I Say I Love You
I say I love u, I say it every night and everyday, When I say it to you, I m scared because I dont want to push things, I dont wanna rush you, I just want you to be happy, And when you say you are, I believe you because I love you, Maybe I am a sucker for love, But I cant help about the way I feel about you. When I talk to you I smile, And when youre gone I am sad, I trust you and everything you do, Because youre my everything, Youre not just my girlfriend, Youre my confidant and lover, And I wouldnt have it any other way, Because in my eyes youre beyond perfect, And Ill never be able to tell you how I feel in words, But I can always try and show you. I hope your feelings for me never change, Because that would shatter my world, And Ill do anything to keep you happy, And Ill do anything to make you smile, Because your happiness means a lot to me, And seeing you upset and sad would upset me, Youre a great person and you deserve the best, I hope I am the ma

When All Else Fails
When your life has been deprived of the one thing you had wished for since day one... 1 never think it can not happen later on in life 2 never give up thinking it will never be 3 never give in for that is giving up 4 never under estimate the power you hold inside 5 never let someone walk into your life and tell you that what you worked so hard to keep will be given up so easily but remember this... 1. there is always one thing or someone that will come with avengence and take back what is theres. 2. there will come a day when yes my friend it will happen when you least expect it to. 3. there will come a day when IT WILL BE. 4. there will come a day when the power you hold inside is shown in more ways than one and will surprise the unexpected. 5. there will come a day when someone walks into your life thinking they have taken what you worked so hard to keep and just when they thought...well lets just say you KNEW they never had a chance. As i would do...??? well if

When I Have Fears That I May Cease To Be
This just makes me happy inside When I Have Fears That I May Cease To Be by John Keats (1795 - 1821) When I have fears that I may cease to be Before my pen has glean'd my teeming brain, Before high-piled books, in charactery, Hold like rich garners the full ripen'd grain; When I behold, upon the night's starr'd face, Huge cloudy symbols of a high romance, And think that I may never live to trace Their shadows, with the magic hand of chance; And when I feel, fair creature of an hour, That I shall never look upon thee more, Never have relish in the faery power Of unreflecting love;--then on the shore Of the wide world I stand alone, and think Till love and fame to nothingness do sink.

When Will I Ever Learn?
(this is the same blog I just posted over on CherrRock . net I just wanted to make sure people that arent on there get a chance to read it too) Sometimes, no matter how well we should know better, we expect g00d things to happen to us, just because we're g00d people. This truly isn't the case. It is a lesson I've learned over and over again...so why doesnt it stick? Maybe it's because of all the things we are exposed to by society in general. Almost every movie has a happy ending, every fairytale ends in happily ever after, virtually every t.v. show we ever watched has some g00d moral issue and lesson to be taught and they all end up hugging in the end. Reality is harsh though. I'm so tired of being let down by life in general. It never fails, I finally get to take a step forward, and then it's 2 steps back. What I really need to ask myself, is, "why do I always let my feelings mislead me?". I mean, seriously, why do things that feel right at the time, feel so right if they aren't? I'

When ....
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile _________________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand _________________________________________________ When she wants a hug she will just stand there _________________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later _________________________________________________ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind _________________________________________________ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply _________________________________________________ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around _________________________________________________ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all

When And Where
Kiss me: under the stars under the eyes of my elders in the woods in the backseat on the couch on the floor walk through the dirt barefoot walk through my room and be dirty on the weekend after my homework after school in the parking lot in the movie theater in the movie theater lobby alone at the track meet behind the bleachers on my doorstep wherever whenever

When Love And Death Embrace
may 11th, 2007 6:50 pm when love and death embrace,,,, Current mood: sad when love and death embrace.... its the title of song by HIM, and yet it tell the story of my blog here today. my friend nell, has a daughter whos name is Ivory, and turned one on May 9th 2007. She turned one. This was also the same day a good man died, and I will miss him very dearly. I had just found out today though that he had passed. His name was Marcus Meis, but everyone called him Wayne. He was 68 years old. He died in his sleep at a Hopsice facility, where his daughert, Candace Lee, vivisted him faithfully and stayed by his side. She is one of my best friends, and is suffering. At the same time I was so happy for my Friend Nell because she was celebrating a milestone in her life, her daughters 1st birthday, and those are truly special. One of the most important moments in anyone life. the day you are born, your fist steps, words, walking, first birthdays, and everything else, and then the

When I Look Into Your Eyes
I look into your eyes and know what I see? I see myself loving you for eternity. I look at you and I know I'm loved. You're an angel sent to me from above. I look in your eyes and know all is well. I'll stand beside you, even thru the fires of Hell. I look into your eyes and my heart skips a beat. Standing beside you, I'll never know defeat. I'll succeed at everything I try to do. I know all this just by looking at you. You are the keeper of the key to my heart. No matter the distance, we'll never really be apart. When I look into your eyes I'm safe and at ease. In this life it is you I want to please. I look at you and my heart sings a million love songs. The power of love can right all of the wrongs. When I look into your eyes I find the strength to be who I am. The world may disagree with me, but I don't give a damn. 5/12/07

When Your Hands Go Out
When your hands go out, love, toward mine, what do they bring me flying? Why did they stop at my mouth, suddenly, why do I recognize them as if then, before, I had touched them, as if before they existed they had passed over my forehead, my waist? Their softness came flying over time, over the sea, over the smoke, over the spring, and when you placed your hands on my chest, I recognized those golden dove wings, I recognized that clay and that color of wheat. All the years of my life I walked around looking for them. I went up the stairs, I crossed the roads, trains carried me, waters brought me, and in the skin of the grapes I thought I touched you. The wood suddenly brought me your touch, the almond announced to me your secret softness, until your hands closed on my chest and there like two wings they ended their journey

When Does The Smile Come Back
When does the happiness come back from the broken heart.They say it takes time but who knows when the smile comes back.Just know that one day it will an that there is always someone better to fill the void.

When Cops Go Bad The Revenge
WELL HELL WERE IN FOR IT NOW.THATS WHAT ALL MY FRIENDS THOUGHT. WE SURE MADE THEM MAD.THATS OK WELL GET THEM.MY MIND ON THAT NEW CAR THEY WERE GOING TO GET. O YEAH EVERY ONE KNEW THIS WAS GOING TO BE GOOD. MY COSINS HOUSE WAS ON THE LEFT SIDE OF THE ROAD.ACROSS FROM THERE WAS DONNAS HOUSE ALSO ONE OF US.UP THE STREET ON THE LEFT WAS FILDS WITH HIGH WEEDS.ON THE RIGHT NEXT DOOR TO DONNAS WAS DEBBRAS HOUSE. NOW DONNAS HOUSE WAS HIGH ON A HILL THAT OVER LOOKED THE ROAD.DEBS HOUSE WAS AT THE FOOT OF THIS HILL.BEHIND ALL THAT WAS WOODS WITH LOTS OF TRAILS.ONE OF THESE TRAILS LEAD FROM DEBS HOUSE TO DONNAS HOUSE. GOT A PLAN I TOLD EVERY ONE.LETS GO LOOK AT THE TRAILS IN THE WOODS. WOW THE ONE WE NEED NEEDS A LOT WORK FOR THIS TO HAPPEN. EVERY ONE WANTS TO KNOW WHATS THE PLAN BUT I WANT TELL BUT I DID TELL THEM WE WERE GOING TO HAVE TO RUN THIS TRAIL IN THE DARK.ITS OK HE ALWAYS HAS GOOD PLANS. BY GOOD PLANS THEY MENT A STUNT THAT WOULDNT LAND US IN JAIL.HELL E

When Your Lonely
When the camera stops And the lights go out When the set is dark An the extras are clocked out It's a feeling we share A feeling we all know is there One we hide from of friends Though our friends are the cure That feeling I get after all is over That feeling I get when everythings done No matter where you go it haunts you No matter what you do it's upon you When the work is done and your ready to break That's when I feel it most That's when I see it coming There is no rhyme I find to share this It's empty, and longing It's lonely

.when I Need U.
When I need you....... Just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so want to give you Its only a heart beat away **** When I need love..... I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day **** Miles and miles of empty space in between us A telephone can't take the place of your smile But you know I won't be traveling forever Its cold out, but hold out and do like I do **** When I need you..... Just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so want to give you babe Its only a heartbeat away... **** It's not easy when the road is your driver Honey, that's a heavy load that we bear But you know I wont be traveling a lifetime It's cold out but hold out and do like I do Oh I need you. **** When I need you..... I hold out my hands and I touch love I never knew there was so much love Keeping me warm night and day **** When I need you..... Just close my eyes and I'm with you And all that I so wa

When Friends Go Too Far
When Friends Go Too Far Why did we cross the line? Everything would be fine - One moment of pleasure For all this pain; Can you tell me now what did we gain? Everything would be OK - Normal as it was, But no - we had to go to far - We had to cross that line I would never turn back time, For every moment I learn. It's just things are so different now - Things between you and me. Why didn't I open my eyes? Why didn't I only see That what we were accomplishing Would be the end to you and me?

When You Think Of Me
When you think of me Remember our first glance When I couldn't take my eyes off you and you couldn't look away And we glowed in that moment. When you remember me Think of the glow we both felt And how our kisses were electric There above the river currents in the soft mist beneath the leaves. When you think of me Remember how we struggled to wait Wanting each other, you took my breath away Our laughing like high school kids Caught in the policeman's flashlight glare. When you remember me Think of the songs we shared, Dancing close and poetry revealed. Never forget how you took my heart away With the heat of your glance. When you think of me Remember my arms, relive my kisses, never let go of my passion for you and relive our bliss in those moments simultaneous and rare. When you remember me Think of that connection How I saw your aura change and the glow upon your brow Remembering the power that was Real between us that night. When you think o

When The Day Comes....
When the day comes and I am not there to tell you hi, know that I am smiling down upon you waving and saying hi to you. When the day comes and I am not there to tell you I love you back, know that I will always love you and that you will always be in my heart. When the day comes and I am not there to wipe away your tears, know that I am there trying to hand you a tissue to wipe them away. When the day comes and I am no longer there to great you at the door with a great big hug and kiss, know that I am there in spirit and soul and holding you tight. When the day comes and I am not there when you have a bad day, know that I am the one that handed you the pillow to scream into because I was not there to lend you an ear. When the day comes and you have found a new love to be there for you, know that I will be smiling down at you and wishing you the best when you take his hand in marriage. When the day comes please just know this, I may not be there in person, but I will be there in y

When We Risk It All
We can't blame others when love dwindles away-for we knew from the start it never promised to stay It's just one of those things where the stakes are high-and sometimes it's forever, and sometimes it's good-bye When you love the right way, you will never lose- no matter what path life may force you to choose. You may end up with tears or a broken heart but you knew what you signed up for from the start. You can only give what you've got to give-and if that's not enough, then you must continue to live Life will go on and broken hearts will heal- you must contince on your quest, for that's the deal Throw your heart into life and never stall-for the greatest risk is to risk nothing at all. You see, love is the only thing that we know- the can be divided and divided but continues to grow and life isn't long enough to lock away our heart- just because life may have torn two people apart. We will continue to love and continue to lose- we will continue to pick and continue to ch

When Is It Time To Move On?
i know what i want to say, just not how to say it so bear with me. right now, the song on my page says a lot of what i want to say to him. so, there is this guy. some of you know who im talkin about and most of you dont. lets keep it that way. eventhough he has no idea, he is my biggest influence. there are things i do now that i didnt do before i met him. i never knew what love was and how it felt to be loved until i met him. yeah, i know what some of you are saying and believe me, im aware of what im saying. i know how i described our life together wasnt always pretty. i spent more years with him than some marriages last and i dont regret any of it. i love him with every ounce of my being. mind you, i said love him and not in love with him, there is a huge difference. even after we broke up, we were still great friends but he lied about some pretty important things and i told him that i never wanted to talk to him again. here it is, months later and he invades my every though

When Someone U Love Breaks Your Heart
WHEN U MEET SOMEONE SPECIAL AND U TRY NOT TO FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM AND WHEN U DO AND HE BREAKS YOUR HEART HOW DO U FIX AND COPE WITH A BROKEN HEART THAT HURT SO MUCH DO U MOVE ON OR DO U GIVE UP ON ALL MEN THINKING THE ONLY WAY TO PROCECT YOUR HEART IS TO NOT FALL IN LOVE AGAIN THATS FEELS LIKE SOMEONE REACH IN YOUR CHEST AND PULLS YOUR HEART OUT THAT IS A BAD KIND OF HURT AND HE STILL CALLS AND COMES FOR VIST MAKES IT WORSE TO

When U Lose Someone Close
when u lose someone close to your heart and u must learn to move on without them in your life but always remember they are not really gone because they are in your heart always and always remember how much they loved you and the memories that u cheerios is a good feeling to have yes they are gone but will always be with u always thought the love u shared the stories and mommies and that u will always have to pass down to your kids and remember them as they were not as they was and remember they are always with u.

When I Look
WHEN I LOOK UP IN THE DARK BLUE SKY AND I HOPE I CAN SEE YOU THERE LOOKING BACK AT ME BUT I DON'T SEE YOU THERE WHEN I GO TO BED AT NIGHT I LOOK OUT MY WINDOW HOPING YOU ARE THERE LOOKING BACK AT ME AND I HOPE YOU WILL NEVER FADE AWAY FROM ME TONIGHT SO I LOOK OUT MY WINDOW EVERY NIGHT HOPING YOU ARE THERE LOOKING BACK AT ME AND I DONT WHAT YOU TO FADE AWAY FROM ME TONIGHT

When You Find
WHEN YOU FIND SOMEONE TO LOVE YOU NEVER WHAT TO LET THEM GO EVEN WHEN YOUR HEART IS BREAKEN EVEN WHEN YOU LOVE THEM SO MUCH TO TURN THEM LOSE SO THEY CAN BE HAPPY YOU NEED TO LET THEM GO IT IS HARD TO SAY GOODBYE TO THEM BUT YOU KNOW YOU MUST LET THEM GO AND YOU MUST SAY GOODBYE IT IS BETTER TO HAVE LOVED SOMEONE THEN NEVER LOVED ANYONE AT ALL LOVE IS THE HARDEST THING BECAUSE SOMEONE BREAKS YOUR HEART AND YOUR TRUST

When Someone You Love
when someone you love passes away and they leave you all broken hearted and all u can do is mis them each day and you don't want to move on without in your life but you know in your heart you have to move on that is want they would what you to do and you cry all the time you mis them just rember how much they loved you and they didn't what to leave you but it was their time to go and be with god when he calls on someone they must go to him and that hurts when u lose someone like that but they are in a better place now they are in gods world and that is a better place one day we all will be together again.

When Love Really Arrives
When True Love stays aside of any human 's life... loneliness takes the place prolonging nights and days. When True Love is not near, what song you use to hear? what means time and space? which are the special days? When Love remains so far and you resemble tire, to whom you will require? where will be your desire? When True Love is abide with whom you can comply? Who will respond your call and hear you at all? When True Love stays inside the soul enjoys it's truthfulness you hear Her voice reply; your heart remains rely. When True Love overflows something makes your face glows; Love enjoys your free soul looking at the Great Goal. When True Love states His kingdom you recover the reason; you retrieve your lost smile; yours becomes a new life. When True Love really arrives never you will be abide; you will live in Victory since you are seeing His Glory. © By ‹.·´¯`·.·´`·._Ðèvî£î§h ÐÐ_.·´`·.·´¯`·.› 5-01-07

When The Fuck Are Folks Gonna Realize?
Right so this guy is calling me white Trash and telling me all people who are white try to act black so hes not only being Racist towards me Hes Discriminating against his own skin color by saying They are different fuck WE ALL BLEED THE SAME FUCKING COLOR....MEXICAN RICAN DOMINICAN...OH YEAH HE SAID BLACKS DOMINATE EVERY SPORT EVEN GOLF...WOODS IS ONLY HALF BLACK U CAN ONLY COUNT HALF HIM SORRY....AND AS FOR BASEBALL...FUCK HALF THE BLACK GUYS IN BASEBALL ARE ON CRACK AND GRIFFY WAS GOOD 10 YEARS AGO..AND JETER IS ONLY HALF BLACK AGAIN...AND HOCKEY THERES LIKE WHAT 3 BLACK GUYS IN THE ENTIRE NHL...AND FOOTBALL IS A HALF SPORT HALF DOMINATED BY BLACK HALF DOMINATED BY WHITE.....BASKETBALL IS THE ONLY BLACK DOMINATED SPORT AND FUCK LETS COUNT THE DRUGGIES AND RAPPIST..but this is what im saying...I dont give a shit what people think of me the sooner people learn that the sooner they will stop picking a fight

When Does It Stop Being Worth It?
Sometimes I look at my life and what it has become and I wonder if it is really worth all the bullshit I have been though in the past few months. From losing my daughter, to taking the most awesome job and losing it, to having to make some really difficult decisions...it has all been too much. I have wonderful friends, some much better than others but all of whom bring something amazing and different to the table and yet I feel very alone and very scared of my own thoughts. Nothing in life is supposed to be so difficult to overcome yet I am just having such a difficult time with all that right now. I made a promise to not hurt myself and I have always been true to my promises... I just don't know that I can be when it comes to this one and it scares the shit outta me....badly. So for now I close my eyes and wonder if I will make it through another night to see tomorrow.

When Love And Hate Collide
You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind Instead of slamming down the phone girl, for the hundredth time I got your number on my wall, but I ain't gonna make that call When divided we stand baby, united we fall Got the time got a chance gonna make it Got my hands on your heart gonna take it All I know I can't fight this flame You could have a change of heart, if you would only change your mind Cause I'm crazy 'bout you baby, time after time Without you One night alone Is like a year without you baby Do you have a heart of stone Without you Can't stop the hurt inside When love and hate collide I don't wanna fight no more, I don't know what we're fighting for When we treat each other baby, like an act of war I could tell a million lies and it would come as no surprise When the truth is like a stranger, hits you right between the eyes There's a time and a place and a reason And I know I got a love to believe in All I know got to win

When Life Seems To Much To Handle
She closed her eyes and slid to the floor of the bathroom, tears streaming down her face. Thoughts of how her life once was danced through her head as she gazed into the distance. She looked to the side and then picked up the picture in the frame sitting beside her. She reached for the phone on the other side of her legs and dialed her mother, the one person who loved her when everyone else didn’t. She took deep breathes as she spoke with her, telling her everything was okay. Before she hung up she told her mom how much she loved her…how thankful she was to have a mom that loved her like she did. She ran her hand across her belly, sobbing as she did so. The life she had once known had come crashing down before her. She tried so hard to put the pieces back together but something seemed to be missing. You can’t complete a puzzle when there is even just one piece out of line. She stared down at the knife and then up at the bottle of pills, wondering which one would hurt less. She decide

When Someone Comes
When someone comes into your life Do your treasure everytime you talk with them? Do you miss their voice everyday that u dont speak? Do you feel sad when they find the one person they have wanted all along? if none of these apply to you then it wasnt love to begin with. I have first hand felt this and it sucks the 1 I really care for knows who she is

When God Made The Emt
When the Lord made the EMT, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel approched and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "have you read the specs on this order"? An EMT has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkel his uniform." "He has to beable to lift 3 times his own weight, crawl into wet cars with barly enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breath again." " he has to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee and half eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel sook her head slowly and said, "six pairs of hands...no way. "its not the hands that is causing me the problems," said the Lord, "Its the three pairs of eyes an EMT has to have". "Thats on a standard model?" ask

When Feelings Take Place
When Feelings take place you know When your stomach jumps, and your toes begin to tingle. When your eye twitches, and your cheeks begin to turn red. When a smile crosses your face and your body melts below you. When your heart skips a beat, and you begin to think oh god what is he thinking. You know he is there. However, when you stomach churns, and your toes stop tingling. When you close your eyes just to see him, and your cheeks are pale. When a frown crosses your face and your body feels cold below you. When your heartaches, and you begin to think oh god where is he. You know he is gone. However, when your ears begin to ring and your nose tickles. And You feel warm at night you know he is thinking about you. However, when the tickle is gone. The ring has faded, and your body is cold and sleepless. You know he has forgotten.

When We Risk It All..
When We Risk It All... We can't blame others when love dwindles away- For we knew from the start it never promised to stay. It's just one of those things where the stakes are high- And sometimes it's forever, and sometimes it's good-bye. When you love the right way, you will never lose- No matter what path life may force you to choose. You may end up with tears or a broken heart- But you knew what you signed up for from the start. You can only give what you've got to give- And if that's not enough, then you must continue to live. Life will go on and broken hearts will heal- You must continue on your quest, for that's the deal. Throw your heart into life and never stall- For the greatest risk is to risk nothing at all. You see, love is the only thing that we know- That can be divided and divided but continue to grow. And life isn't long enough to lock away our heart- Just because life may have forced two people apart. We will continue to love and

When You Left
We were once really close and together for awhile. Everyone said we were the perfect couple. And there I knew everything was great Because I saw your eyes the love But then one night everything went wrong you left me feeling utterly alone You wanted to end the beautiful love that we had. You will never know how much I wanted to die That night. You hurt me and all I could do was cry The pain you caused is almost too much to bear but I refuse to give you the satisfaction Of seeing me hurt. I went on with my life knowing you Were with another. I still hear from our friends how much you are in love And each passing day it gets better and better. But I can’t turn my back on a promise that I made To you so I will forever keep on loving you.

When We Were Together
WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER OUR LOVE SHOWN THUR SO WHY IS IT NOW I FEEL SO BLUE WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER YOU SHOWED YOU CARED I REALLY THOUGHT THE LOVE BETWEEN US WAS SHARED THEN YOU SAID WE WE WERE NO MORE THERE HAS TO BE SOME WAY I CAN EVEN THE SCORE.

When We Make Love
I Light a candle, build a fire, chill the wine, for just awhile, my every thought, is of only you, I know it's hell that, we been through, all the time, we spent apart, all the aching, deep in our hearts, it will all feel, like just a dream, when your finally, here in my arms, all the hurt, will fade away, and everything, will be ok, When We Make Love...

When Life Hands You Lemons...
I've adapted a wonderful life motto: "When life hands you lemons, slit your wrists and start squeezing..." Am I bitter? Yes. LOL... but I admit it, right? Okay, okay...now that I'm over my dramatic shpill for the day, let me just explain to you the insurmountable, overwhelming chaos that has just entered my life lately. I don't understand the pattern, but it's certainly chaotic. But I'm still happy, so I guess it can't be too bad. Well, upon my adventures outward, I decided to stop by the acoustic cofeehouse to see a friend of mine. No big deal, right? I do this like, several times...and it never turns out TOO crazy. I found my exception. I began to walk out to the patio, AKA "the smoker's lounge," still on the prowl for my friend. I reach for the screen door... and this is where the camera begins to slow down just a tad. My eyes slowly shift from my feet, to the door handle...and from the door handle, upward. Upward to the open square of black

When Name Calling Isn't Swearing
Subject: Fwd: When Name Calling isn't Swearing When Name Calling Isn't Swearing Keep reading..... If condoms had sponsors, you might find them packaged like these: l ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ One morning a husband took a pair of underwear out of the drawer. "What the ? ? ?" he said to himself as a little "dust" cloud appeared when he shook them out. "Nancy," he hollered into the bathroom, "why did you put talcum powder in my underwear?" She shot back: "It's not talcum powder. It's 'Miracle Grow'." I'm not suffering from Insanity, I'm enjoying every minute of it!! LMAO!

When I Remember You
Golden wishes of childhood gone by Of all the things i couldn't make up my mind. Thought's of friends long since gone' And childhood dreams that never came true This is what i think of when I remember you. Old lover's who broke my hart oh so ture And all the thing's we never had time to do. Us living life like crazy fool's. This is what i think of when I remember you. Now your just a memory in my mind, Deth took you away too soon in time. But this is what i think of when I remember you............ Of love's golden touches And time And you

When The Lights Went Out
Tonight I aspire to love you my way To love you with utmost passion Through your eyes I feel warmth penetrating into my spirit I see my youth dancing on your lips And smell the attar of your skin emanating the air... I feel a biting thirst for the wine of your beauty, Fire raging intensely in my soul Whilst the fruits of my garden are ripe, Waiting to be eaten The dream that we share Is fraught with colors of delight. So darling, let me drink the wine of love Take me to the bosom of desire Where you will plant me A tree in its soil My love, the strings of my soul play The melody of desire on the harp of eternity

When A Guy Calls You
WHEN A GUY CALLS YOU........... When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a break-up she wants you back, but shes scared she

When All Else Fails
Ok at first I wasn't surprised that Steve got pneumonia. What's the point. I know he's bound to get it at least once a year (which as I was told he was susceptible to it as he has been for a very long time) and so Friday night I was beginning to realize that he was in fact coming down with it. We had our twin nieces graduation last Friday and I was saying we shouldn't go because he was sick. He kept saying it was a cold. But that night we got home then he starts running a temperature. So, Saturday came along and I had woke up with coughing and a sore throat (so much for wearing a dressy tank top for our nieces graduation to look nice) and so I knew I wasn't feeling up to doing a whole lot and he of course started burning up. By 5 pm he called his mother to come and take him to an urgent care clinic close to the house and she takes him and the diagnosis was as figured. So, that was not a lot of fun. I ended up sleeping alone for two nights until Sunday night and then again I didn't

When You Get Old //this Is Funny
Just before the funeral services, the undertaker came up to the very elderly widow and asked, "How old was your husband?" "98," She replied. "Two years older than me." "So you're 96," the undertaker commented. She responded, "Hardly worth going home, is it?" Reporters interviewing a 104-year-old woman: "And what do you think is the best thing about being 104?" the reporter asked. She simply replied, "No peer pressure." The nice thing about being senile is you can hide your own Easter eggs. I've sure gotten old! I've had two bypass surgeries, a hip replacement, new knees, fought prostate cancer and diabetes. I'm half blind, can't hear anything quieter than a jet engine, take 40 diffe rent medications that make me dizzy, winded, and subject to blackouts. Have bouts with dementia. Have poor circulation; hardly feel my hands and feet anymore. Can't remembe r if I'm 85 or 92. Have lost all my friends. But, thank God, I still have my driver's license. I feel like my body

When You Left
Not my work, but fully expresses my feelings at the recent passing of my Father. Dad, when you left to go home to God, You took a big part of my heart. I see you and feel you will all that I do. Will this broken heart ever mend? I hope that some day I willbe with you again. For I still cry those tears and Still want you to hold me and make it better. Life isn't the same without you here. The family is pulling apart. Don't they care any more? Only you could hold it together, Because you WAS the glue that held us together! Dad, I love you and miss you so much. Please watch over Mom, as you have always done, I know how she misses you, For I have heard her crying in the night. I tried to tell her that everything will be alright. Copyright 2004, Juanita Hutchinson I got a certificate saying that I had won in a poetry contest for this poem. As I read it now, I can see where it needs improvement. Please tell me what you think, but be gentle. Juanita

When Are Ya'll Gonna Get It ?
When are ya'll gonna get it ? OUTLAWS AINT GANGSTERS ! True Outlaws choose to live outside both the Rule *and* Protection of etablished society, and instead live by their own stricter code. It does not include acting like punk gangsters preying on the weak and uninvolved. Instead standing up and taking care of things the old school way.

When Trouble Comes To Life~~for Everyone
This was a post on a yahoo group I am in. Though it seems to be directed toward ONE belief, read it closely and see your belief in it, for you are never alone in your time of Need. Look to the Earth, the Trees, the Moon, the Sun, the Sky, to your own heart and Listen carefully, see in the eyes of those who care for you deeply and you will see you are never alone. When Trouble Comes to a Witch's Life There is a storm here. The Sea roils and churns and becomes what many may call a fearful place. The gulls wheel and spin and head for places only they know. The salty sea air becomes crisp and the wind whips the sands and Sea up into the air and rains confusion and mystery upon the shore. Where is the peaceful solace of the Goddess of my heart? My Ocean Mother. Has she gone from my life? Am I alone? Is my power drained away with the wrenching turmoil that is taking place in my life, just like the storm here at Sea? The ocean of life has its many tempests and storms. Our lives are

When A Girl/when A Guy
IF YOUR A GUY When you catch a girl >glancing at you, >she wants you to look >back and smile > >When a girl bumps into your arm >while walking with you >she wants >you to hold her hand > >When she wants a hug >she will just stand there > >When u break a girls heart >she still feels it when >you run into each other 3 years later > >When a girl is quiet, >millions of things are running through her >mind > >When a girl is not arguing, >she is thinking deeply > >When a girl looks at you with eyes full of >questions, >she is wondering how long you will >be >around > >When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a >few seconds, >she is not at all fine > >When a girl stares at you, >she is wondering why you are playing games > >When a girl lays her head on your chest, >she is wishing for you to be hers forever > >When a girl says she can't live >without you, >she has made up her mind that you are >her future > >When a girl says, "I miss you," >no one in

When Disaster Strikes:
When Disaster Strikes: It was a cold morning in June, usually cold. Bobby and Jen were in the barn doing their morning chores. Their dad, Mr. Simmons came into check on them. "Its about time to milk the cows." He said. Bobby and Jen looked up and grinned. Bobby replied "Ok, dad, we are all most done here." Mr. Simmons went out of the barn to start to fetch the cows. He opened the gate to the pasture and walked threw it and locked the gate. He then went to the side of the barn and opened the side doors there to herd the cows in the barn. Bobby and Jen followed their dad into the pasture calling to the cows to bring them in. "Here bossy, here bossies!!" They all chimed in. Mr. Simmons knelt down and frowned. Bobby knelt down beside him and asked "What’s wrong dad?" Mr. Simmons said, "Well Bobby I think we need to go back to the house and call the sheriff, Our cows have been stolen. Jen exclaimed "How can anyone steal 700 cows? Esp. in one night?" As they were walkin

When You Are Away
When you are away It is impossible for me to concentrate When you are away I think about you When you are away I hope my dreams come true When you are away I want to feel your warmth on my skin When you are away I don’t know what to do When you are away It makes me crazy not seeing you When you are away I hope, long, think and dream of you

When Is It Enough?
When your wife says she loves you, then goes out till 3 a.m. , do you question it? When she says she hasn't lied to you, but you can point out several times that she has, do you call her out on it? When sh says she would not do anything to defy he vows, that she "holds dear to her heart", an then floats down the river with god know who, what then?? .....When do you stand up and say enough is enough ?? You always want to trust her, but you know is like trusting a rattle snake. Only she wont tell you when she's going to strike like that snake will. I have ha enough of being walked on, and taken advantage of. I'm too young to have to deal with this shit again. If she wants her freedom. then I'll give it to her, and all that it comes with......her bills, paying for her own gas, buying her own food, and worrying about someone breaking into the house in the middle of the night to kill her. Every bit of security she has taken for granted is now gone....Mabee she'll open her eyes and see the r

When The Going Gets Tough
I cant even sleep anymore with out tossing and turning.No matter how much i try to lie to everyone i know.. i am feeling worse and worse. So what do you do when you cant explain to the people in your life.. you blog. Its not like he will read this anyways.. so it will be all ok..or will it. Every day i fight with demons. Just like everyone does. Jealousy, wanting, needing, lonliness.. its all there. Seems like since this has all happened i feel even more alone now than i did before. I try to say everything is ok.. smile. But inside my heart is breaking. If i was smart i would have never gotten envolved. But no one ever said i was the bright one of the bunch. lol. It just stings you know. To love someone so much... that you are willing to go through hell and back again. Just to be with them again. And i hate taht i get mad at him everytime i get upset. And i cant stop being upset. Because of him.. no because of us.. i cry everyday. I had a great night tonight.. went out with some ol

When A Girl Missies U!!!
girl facts: When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in thi

When A Girl Misses You!!!! This Is Soooo True
This is very true, so pay attention girl facts: When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this w

When Choosing A Partner
When choosing a partner, dont go for looks, they can deceive. Dont look for wealth, even that fades away. Find someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright

"when That Day Comes" By The Diesel
When that day comes. I’m not the one that’s going to break the silence, nor the first to mend. I’m finally letting it all go now, no longer will I have to pretend. There was a time when songs reminded me of you and everything we meant. Now I hear the melodies of hurtful memories and wish we never meet. Now only painful unanswered questions and re-construction remain. Now I’m seeking brighter, beautiful days with now such thing as rain. I got to thank you for leaving me alone, at least you had the decency of leaving a fool be. Fool or not, its funny you left me busted, did I not show you compassion? Now these days are coming and with you no longer around. You know you don’t have to look far, you know where I can be found. I just hope you remember me for who I used to be up until death. What your selfishness had to take from me and choked me from every breath. No longer will do I wake up in the morning in hopes that it was bad dreams. Hopping out bed has not been swee

When You Look At Me
My heart melts My hands sweat My eyes fill with tears From the joy I feel When You look at me I start to shake So much is at stake How much more can I take From the look that you gave When you looked at me Sitting here Just the two of us Our eyes meet Our hearts skip a beat Your arms wrapped around me As you look at me Soft kisses you steal Sweet loving you give Holding me tight Can this last all night I get chills When you look at me Burning desires I start to feel It's hard to believe Is this real You hold me close Oh how it feels so right When you look at me © Sarah O'

When Alone - Poem
When alone in the dark All I can do is think of you Thinking about he fun we used to have Taking strolls in the darkest of nights Sharing so many secrets Making promises we would never break When alone, I cry Missing all those wonderfull things Living with the heartache Almost wishing I could forget Feeling the darkness aproaching Trying not to remember Even though it's hard when the memories creep up in my dreams When alone, sometimes I can hear you When alone, so many things tend to dwell in my mind

+44 - When Your Heart Stops Beating
Turn it up, I never wanna go home I only wanna be part of your breakdown She got caught by the fool on the floor Who picked her up and she'll never get let down And now I cant stop thinkin' about it All you people have to talk, Don't know nothin' about it We dont give a f**k what the price is So just leave us to our own devices and we'll leave you alone I'll be there when your heart stops beating I'll be there when your last breath's taken away In the dark, When there's no-one listening In the times when we both get carried away She says it all without a thought in her head She says it all and she's pressed up against me A little something just to take it off the edge A little more and I'll fall off the planet entirely I'll be there when your heart stops beating I'll be there when your last breath's taken away In the dark, When there's no-one listening In the times when we both get carried away I'll be there when your heart stops beating I'll be there when

When A Girl Misses You"
Girl facts: When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games!!!!!!!!!!! When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than

When The One You Love
when the one you love,, turns their back on you,, what else is there to do,, but sit and be blue.. when they say they care,, they should always be there,, no matter the time,, at the drop of a dime... so why is it so hard,, as the time goes by,, not a single word,, for weeks at a time... why does good things come,, to those who wait,, but yet the wait,, seems to never end.. we wait forever,, for true love to come,, our destiny to be,, seems forever prolong.. Why does it seem,, like its only you,, who wants this love,, to forever be prolonged... this I know,, for a love so true,, I would do most anything,, to be with you..

When Life Gets You Down.... Remember...
WELL TODAY IS A BEAUTIFUL DAY... MY HEAD IS SPINNING WITH THOUGHTS, MOST OF THEM AREN'T GOOD ONES... BUT WHAT I'M FOCUSING ON NOW.. ARE THE GOOD ONES, NO MATTER HOW FEW THEY ARE. MY SHINING STAR, WILL FOREVER SHINE BRIGHT IN THE DEPTHS OF MY HEART AND SOUL AND HAS REMINDED ME THAT, I'M NOT AS ALONE AS I FEEL. I THOUGHT TO MYSELF YESTERDAY "I COULD BE IN A ROOM FULL OF PEOPLE AND I'D STILL FEEL ALONE." WAS I DESTINED TO BE ALONE FOR THE REST OF MY YEARS? WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE ALL THIS DRAMA, HEARTACHE AND HURT? WAS THERE SOMETHING I DID IN MY PAST OR A PAST LIFE TIME, THAT MADE ME DESERVE EVERYTHING I WAS GETTING. BECAUSE I FIRMLY BELIEVE IN KARMA!! SO.. IT'S GOT ME THINKING... WHAT WAS IT I DID SO BAD... TO DESERVE ALL THIS... CAME TO THE CONCLUSION THAT I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING TO DESERVE THIS... IT'S APART OF LIFE.. YESTERDAY, I FELT LIKE I WAS IN A ROOM WITH NO WINDOWS, NO LIGHT AND NO DOOR.... ALONE.. WHEN I REACHED FOR YOUR HAND, I THOUGHT YOU WEREN'T THERE FOR ME TO FIND... REALIZ

When Should A Handfasting Take Place?
Season/Month Although Beltane is becoming a popular time to hold Handfasting rites, May has traditionally been considered an unlucky month in which to wed, since that is the Gods' sacred marriage month. (It seems kind of like upstaging the Goddess on Her wedding day). This custom predates the Christianization of Pagan rites. It explains why June is such a popular month for weddings. I suggest you wait until the waxing moon in June. Samhain is also becoming a popular time for Handfasting Rites. Day/Hour The best day and time of the week to perform a Handfasting rite is either Monday or Friday at the first hour after sunrise or the first hour after sunset (but do cross reference this with the placement of the Moon and other astrological factors.) The worst days are Tuesday and Saturday, any time. If you can't make a Monday or Friday wedding, then at least try to perform the rite during the Magickal hour of Venus or the Moon. If you don't know how to figure out the hour of the Moon

When Will You Notice?
You feel the goosebumps on my skin But you have no idea why they're there You feel me shiver when we kiss But you havent a clue why I do I tremble when I hear your voice And it makes me wish you were near I feel an ache in my heart That I wish wasnt there I try to lie To make it seem like nothing I cannot cry When I know you're listening I want to tell you But I havent a clue how You need to know I....

When Friendship Turns Into Love
True Tears I take a deep breath, say four words and let my true tears fall, when you answer me maybe this wont work at all, friends we can still remain, but since then no longer have I heard you speak my name, felt your hand touch my palm, heard your thoughts, your deepest secrets that you hide, I close my eyes as a tear rolls down my cheek, and I imagine the words you speak, the words you say, the games you played, the options I've tried, to attempt to keep our friendship alive, as I've failed in all of the above, I admit by chance maybe I just fell in love, my heart brakes and it aches, I've never felt so depressed, and yet all the time I wish for only the best, I wish for love, I wish for everything to go my way, I wish that all this hurt and all this pain would all just fade away, I feel alone, So unloved, And yet I wonder is this how its meant to be? I wish I meant to you what you so surely mean to me, I close my eyes as a

When I Get U On My Mind
when you text and i get you on my mind, i think i am going to go crazy for the want of you. god how i would like to hold you at this moment. it is rather difficult to describe how empty you can feel without someone. but you know that you mentally keep reaching for them and just seem to grab space. what bliss we do enjoy sometimez and fail to appreciate the fact that it is happiness! you know sweet, all great deedz are inspired by the emotionz of sex. that is the power of attraction and love for a woman is manifested in the actz and accomplishmentz of the doer. in every single instance of men who have done worthwhile thingz, you will find the stimulating influence of a woman. i really believe that. with your love i should become a mental marvel!

When All Seems Lost
When all seems lost and there seems to be no light at the end of the tunnel....stop a moment and take a breath. Look back and see what you may have chosen not to see before. There is a reason for the sense of loss...can you see what it is? You may see yourself in the same situation as many years before, although it may be differant now and you have brought with you the lessons of the past, have you really learned the lesson? Days seem to run together, and everything may seem hopeless, but even in feeling hopelessness can you still find the many gifts and blessings of each day. So stop and take a look.....choose to move forward and to let go of the past.....to heal from it and move forward. Your path is chosen long before even you are aware....and there will be many paths that you branch out on.....but always come back to the "trunk", it is the foundation and core of who you are....find it, keep it, and you will always learn the lessons you are here to learn...If You Choose To. Bl

When I Say I Am Broke!!
A little old lady answered a knock on the door one day, only to be confronted by a well-dressed young man carrying a vacuum cleaner. "Good morning," said the young man. "If I could take a couple of minutes of your time, I would like to demonstrate the very latest in high-powered vacuum cleaners." "Go away!" said the old lady. "I haven't got any money!" and she proceeded to close the door. Quick as a flash, the young man wedged his foot in the door and pushed the door wide open. "Don't be too hasty!" he said. "Not until you have at least seen my demonstration." And with that, he emptied a bucket of horse shit onto her hallway carpet. "If this vacuum cleaner does not remove all traces of this horse shit from your carpet, Madam, I will personally eat the remainder. The old lady stepped back and said, "Well I hope you've got a darned good appetite, because they cut off my electricity this morning."

When It's Your Time
When it’s Your Time I watch you in your house I watch you on the street I even watch you as you sleep I’m always here I’m always there Though you may not see me I always leave you a message Stating that I was there You start to run You start to hide So you keep your boyfriend by your side He still doesn’t keep me From watching you For you I am your stalker And a message I bring to you When it’s your time, you’re mine.

When I Wish Upon A Star
Are those stars listening I whispered to many Wishes in which I send Have they heard any Twinkling clusters gather Assemble and shine I counted upon the stars With wishes of mine While sparkling up above All brightly glistening When I wish upon a star Can they be listening Will messages reach afar Upon the stars above Nightly I send my wishes In conveying my love

When Life Gets You Down.. Pick Yourself Up Again.
TODAY, I'VE BEEN DEALING WITH A PRETTY BIG ISSUE. I HAD SOMEONE STEAL FROM ME TODAY. I'LL ADMIT THAT I WAS REALLY CHOKED ABOUT IT THIS MORNING. I LET MY ANGER GET THE BEST OF ME. I ALLOWED MY ANGER TO CLOUD MY JUDGEMENT. AND THAT'S JUST NOT RIGHT. WHEN ANGER TAKES OVER, YOU DON'T THINK RIGHT AT ALL. TODAY I LEARNED MY LESSON. YES, OK HE STOLE FROM ME. BUT THAT DOESN'T CHANGE THE FACT THAT HE'S PART OF MY FAMILY. IT REALLY OPENED UP MY EYES. WHEN PEOPLE ARE AT THEIR LOWEST OF THEIR LOW...WHY CAN'T FAMILY BE THERE FOR THEM. ISN'T THAT WHAT FAMILY IS FOR? WHY COULDN'T WE SEE HE NEEDED HELP TO GET BACK ON HIS FEET? MAKES YOU THINK ABOUT THINGS LIKE... WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT ONLY YOUR PROBLEMS, IT MAKES IT HARD TO SEE YOUR FAMILIES PROBLEMS TOO. I'M A PRETTY HELPFUL PERSON. ESPECIALLY MY FAMILY, I'VE ALWAYS BEEN LIKE THAT... BUT ONE THING I'VE LEARNED, IS YOU CAN'T HELP PEOPLE WHO DON'T WANT TO BE HELPED. BUT WHAT IF HE WANTED HELP, BUT DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO ASK. ANOTHER CONFUSING THOUGHT... MY

When Doves Cry
How can you just leave me standing Alone in a world that's so cold? Maybe I'm just to demanding, Maybe I'm just like my father, to bold? Maybe you're just like my mother, She's never satisfied, Why do we scream at each other? This is what it sounds like when doves cry. Yes, they cry, oh they cry. How can you just leave me standing Alone in a world that's so cold? Maybe I'm just to demanding, Maybe I'm just like my father, to bold, Maybe you're just like my mother, She's never satisfied, Why do we scream at each other? This is what it sounds like when doves cry. This is what it sounds like This is what it sounds like This is what it sounds like Dream, if you can, a courtyard, An ocean of violets in bloom, Animals strike curious poses, They feel the heat, the heat between me and you. Maybe you're just like my mother, She's never satisfied, Why do we scream at each other? This is what it sounds like when doves cry. Doves cry You know that they cry Yo

When A Guy Walks Out On You On Your First Date
WELL I HAVE BEEN TALKING TO THIS GUY FOR A WHILE NOW , AND HE FOUND ME ON A PERSONALS SITE, BUT ABOUT 2 YRS BEFORE THAT WE WHERE TALKING ALSO ABOUT MEETING SO WE BOTH KINDA KNEW A LITTLE MORE THEN MOST PEOPLE DO ABOUT MEETING A PERSON FROM A PERSONAL SITE, AND RECENTLY WE HAVE BEEN TALKING ON THE PHONE , EVERYTHING SEEMED FINE. WELL THIS ISA FRIDAY SO THINGS WHERE KIND OF CRAZY AND BUSY, SO HE GOT AT MY HOUSE I THINK AROUND 3:45 OR A LITTLE EARLIER, HE WAS WAITING ON MY FRONT PORCH AND I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW IT, MY DOORBELL HE SAID HE RANG I NEVER HEARD IT RING, I WAS ON THE 2ND STORY OF MY HOME, SO THEN I WAS ON MY REGULAR PHONE FOR A QUICK CALL AND MY CELL PHONE RINGS, AND THERE WHERE LATER I FOUND OUT SOME MESSAGES MY RINGER WASN'T WORKING RIGHT, SO THEN I CALLED HIS NUMBER BACK , AND HE CAME IN THE HOUSE TO MAKE A LONG STORY SHORT I HAD HIM COME IN MY HOUSE, I SAID I WILL BE RIGHT BACK , I WENT TO THE BATHROOM QUICK AND BRUSHED MY TEETH AGAIN, AND BY ACCIDENT I SPRAYED THE HAIRSPRAY IN

When I Was Half Alive Online...
I'm only messing around, actually I was part truthful as my computer keyboard has been out of commission and I have had to resort on using WINDOWS patented own digital keyboard. (for the computer illiterate, I had to use the mouse to click on a digital representation of the keyboard in order to type words on the computer.) Can you even begin to imagine how irritating surfing the web can be using only the mouse. AND HOW LONG EVEN THE SIMPLEST THINGS TAKE! I swear to god I was within a day of putting my fist throw this computer. LUCKILY, some people kick ass and mysteriously leave a brand new keyboard on my computer desk, thanks bro. Okay, that's all I really got and I only typed it because it involved typing and I can do that with a BRAND NEW FREAKING KEYBOARD! But I did learn that people are crippled by technology...brainstorm that one... PEACE!

When You Look At Me......
When you look at at tell me what you see.... am i just the picture that you see? or do you see there is more to me???? When you look at me. what do you really see? do you see the person looking back at you? am i just a pound os flesh to you? When you look at me,, am i a person you could trust or am i some one you just lust?????? when you look at me,,,what i want you to see, is a person, not just a picture or an other pretty face i am a woman who has a resectful place.... i have a heart ,and feellings.just like you... so when you look at me remember i am human and more than what the eye can see..cause when i look at you ,i see you for the person you are and not a mear object to be played with.... when i look at you i see some one as real as me.....

When I'm With You
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

When Will They Stop Asking?!
Okay so how many times am I going to get asked to see my NSFW folders?! They're closed, right? So then that means you can't see them... stop asking! The more I get asked the longer they're staying closed!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *END RANT*

When A Cowboy Looses Control
At the end of the workday, one cowboy tells another, "That new bull nearly did me in today, pardner." "Oh yeah, what happened?" asked the other cowboy. "I was putting out the feed, when the sucker came charging at me like a locomotive from hell. He damn near got me!" replied the first cowboy. "So, how'd you get away?" asked the other cowboy. "The bull kept slipping. He slipped three times, and that gave me a chance to make it to the fence and jump over," replied the first cowboy. "Man, that's scary! If it'd been me, I would probably have crapped all over the place," remarked the second cowboy. The first cowboy replied, "I DID! What do you think that bull was slipping in ?

When We're Not Together
When we're not together ... My thoughts drift alongside Memories of you; Things we've done, The way you smile so brightly. That helps me forget my worries And celebrate our wonders. When we're not together ... My moods come into play more often, And make me yearn for the strength I feel in you ... The security I find in your eyes. When we're not together ... I sometimes feel so very alone, For myself and you ... Imagining you being without My loving feelings As I am without yours. When we're not together ... My best wishes still go with you always, Wishing to share in your excitements. Wanting to comfort your hurts. Needing to be reassured that You're keeping warm and well. When we're not together ... I seem to Spend my time Wishing that we were.

When Is The Big Day?
Well we were going to get hitched this summer, but we've decided to put it off till May 16th, 2008. Hopefully our finances will turn for the better and we will be able to keep this date! I'm looking at invitations now! We just have to make a decision!

When I'm On My Treo !!!!! ( Please Read !!!!)
Wuz Up PPL Sorry If I dont shout you back, Thats because I'm Logged in with my Mobile Treo & It won't let me use my Shoutbox Nor I can't Rate your photos But I will Comment & Leave a user Comment Cherry needs to configure the ste for People that uses Mobile Devices like Messenger has....Much LuV Thanks for stoppin thru....Image Wuz Up PPL Sorry If I dont shout you back, Thats because I'm Logged in with my Mobile Treo & It won't let me use my Shoutbox Nor I can't Rate your photos But I will Comment & Leave a user Comment Cherry needs to configure the ste for People that uses Mobile Devices like Messenger has....Much LuV Thanks for stoppin thru..... Image

When I Think Of You My Butterfly
When I think of you my little butterfly I think of how you fluttered casually ever so carefully and alighted on me you tenderly eased my heart out of hiding I was ready to spend the rest of my life without a partner too many women too much time I didn't think I would ever find someone like you when I first set eyes on you you never even knew I existed I watched your figure walk away from me your hips gently moving you walked sleek like a cat a tiger on the prowl slim, slender a wisp of a woman I longed to get to know you I would watch you from afar and ask myself how come I couldn't get a woman like that I knew nothing about you you always wore a sweet smile you spoke quietly shyly, your dark eyes gazing into mine before lowering onto the ground we met from time to time I always hoped to accidentally bump into you we chatted I talked and detained you from work more than I should have but you didn't seem to notice Smiling and saying good-bye I

When I Grow Up I Wanna Be Wynonna !!!!
No One Else on Earth Wynonna Judd Ive been a rock and Ive got my fences I never let them down When it comes to love, I keep my senses I dont get kicked around I shivered once you broke into my soul The damage is done now Im out of control How did you get to me? (chorus) No one else on earth could ever hurt me Break my heart the way you do No one else on earth was ever worth it No one can love me like No one can love me like you You can make me want you any time you want to Youre burnin? me alive I cant deny you even when I catch you Weavin? a weak alibi cause when the night falls you make me forget Your love is killing me and it aint over yet How did you get to me? (repeat chorus) I shivered once you broke into my soul The damage is done now Im out of control How did you get to me? (repeat chorus twice)

When I Must Leave
(just a little poem that i like) When i must leave you for a little while Please do not grieve and shed wild tears And hug your sorrow to you through the years But start out bravely with a gallant smile; Reach out your hand in comfort and in cheer And i in turn will omfort you and hold you near; And never, never be afraid to die, For i am waiting for you in the sky.

When Dreamers Meet
Through words of sizzling interlude two sultry strangers intertwine and melt within a scorching trip, embarking deep into the mind where fantasies of lust unwind upon a playground filled with rides that tantalize and tease the drive as fabricated senses thrive inside this stimulating dream where sensual verses come to life. The touch, the taste, erotic sounds created by licentious thought evolve into vitality as dreams are mingled with the truth and loneliness controls the night when words are penned romancing time, displacing space as souls combine within their secret realm of light without restraints and free to find the magic held inside their minds to make their dreams reality. They'll tear the fantasy apart, release the power within their hearts.

When A Girl Misses You !!!!!
This is very true, so pay attention but there are more facts that this bulliten is not listing, & if u don't know em, learn em.... Girl facts: When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games!!!!!!!!!!! When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live withou

When Heaven's Not Far Away
Artist: Cold Song: When Heaven's Not Far Away Album: A Different Kind Of Pain if you slip away in dark ness do you fall and if god created love, did he make it for everyone is there solitude and hope can you still dream if the devil makes you cry do you change? in my own shame when heavens not far away do the lil things in life stay with you soul does an angel hold a sign with directions for everyone is there someone there to have and hold for me if the stars refuse to shine do you change?

When I Asked God
When I asked God for strength...He gave me some difficult situations to face....When asked God for brain and brawn....He gave me some puzzles in life to solve....When I asked God for happiness...He showed me some unhappy people....When I asked god for wealth....He showed me how to work hard....When I asked God for favor...He gave me some opportunities to work upon....When asked God for peace...He showed me how to help others....God gave me nothing I wanted...He gave me all I needed.

When I Think Of You......
When i think of you baby i am no longer blue.. and i hope you feel it too....... when i think of you i know my love is true....... and i desire all you do............... when i think of you,,,,it put's a smile on my face i know in my heart you feel the same when i think of you,in your arms is where i belong for me there is no other place..... so baby when you think of me remeber, some day we will be together....... and when i get there it will be forever....

When Stimulated :)
The 6th grade science teacher, Mrs. Parks, asked her class, "Which human body part increases to ten times its size when stimulated?" No one answered until little Mary stood up, angry, and said, "You should not be asking sixth-graders a question like that!" "I'm going to tell my parents, and they will go and tell the principal, who will then fire you!" With a sneer on her face, she then sat back down. Mrs. Parks ignored her and asked the question again, "Which body part increases to 10 times its size when stimulated?" Little Mary's mouth fell open; then she said to those around her, "Boy, is she going to get in big trouble!" The teacher continued to ignore her and said to the class, "Anybody?" Finally, Billy stood up, looked around nervously, and said, "The body part that increases 10 times its size when stimulated is the pupil of the eye." Mrs. Parks said, "Very good, Billy," then turned to Mary and continued, "As for you, young lady, I have three things to say:

When U Cant Get Him Off Ur Mind
I GUESS IM WRITIN THIS BECAUE THEIRS THIS MAN I MET ON HERE AND I TALK TO HIM EVERY TIME I CAN BUT HES CHERRY MARRIED AND IM KINDA A SPOILED PERSON I DONT WANNA SHARE HIM.I WANT TO BE A PART OF HIS LIFE MY THOUGHTS ARE OF HIM EVERY TIME I TURN AROUND IM THINKIN OF HO HIS WORDS MAKE ME FEEL LIKE ITHEIR ISNT ANOTHER WOMAN ON EARTH EXCEPT ME I JUST WISH I HAD THE GUTS TO TELL HIM THT IVE FELT THIS WAY SINCE THE FIRST TIME I TALKED TO HIM.HE SEXY SWEET AND HE HAS THIS AWESOME BODY WITH SOME SEXY ASS TATS ONE DAY ILL MAKE HIM MINE AND WHEN THAT DAY COMES ILL BE HAPPY TILL THEN ILL SPEND MY DAYS GETTIN TO KNOW HIM BETTER.MUAZ BABY HOPEFULLY YOULL FIGURE OUT THIS IS BOUT YOU

When The Storm Subsides
I've been driving through these nights This road reminding me of all I am As time drags on, these windows fade Reality starts slipping from my mind All i know is this all fades, The second that I'm by your side Can this be real, Can this be fate Just say you'll be there for me Please say you'll be there for me Just say that you'll be my side When the storm subsides All these years beneath my skin Everything inside me turning to the shame I was lost, but now i can see This fate is turning deep inside of me All i know is this all fades, the second that I'm by your side Can this be real, can this be fate

When Woman Drink To Much
This was just too funny not to share, I hope ya enjoy it also 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. (hell I don't have to drink to lose that) 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. (What? It isn't?.. Damn) 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. (you better believe it... ) 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. (just the opposite of beer goggles) 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. (but we do...) 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" (of course... and we can sing every damn word!!) 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. (Hell yes! I love geeks!!)

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WHEN YOU WALK DOWN THE ROAD HEAVY BURDEN, HEAVY LOAD AND YOU FEEL LIKE YOU WANNA JUST GIVE UP ON THE FORGET I WILL COME AND I WILL WALK WITH YOU EACH AND EVEYDAY UNTIL THE CLOUDS FADE AWAY I WILL WALK WITH YOU.

When Is It More Then Friends
You came in to my life when everything was slow nothing complete but nothing a wreck I have big dreams and big goals that is a must and need to obtain. We started as friends and that we still are but it could become more who knows so far I am not perfect and never will be as long as you except me i will always be just me I will be here no matter cause like i said friends we are so if you ever need me i will not be to far i am dedicated to those in my life now and forever i always strive i hope more will come in our lives together but friends we will stay always and forever slow and easy it will go until the day it will show if we are destined to be that we will have to see Until that day may come feel free to always tell me how you feel with ease once my friendship love and dedication is earned forever it will yern So be true to how you feel dont let fear stand in your way hurt is not always there if you let happiness apear

When Were Drinkin....we All Need A "d.d".....
One night a police officer was staking out a particularly rowdy bar for possible DUI violations. At closing time, he saw a fellow stumble out of the bar, trip on the curb and try his keys on five different cars before he found his. The man sat in the front seat fumbling around with his keys for several minutes. Meanwhile, all the other patrons left the bar and drove off. Finally he started his engine and began to pull away. The police officer was waiting for him. As soon as he pulled onto the street, the officer stopped him, read him his rights and administered the breathalyzer test to determine his blood-alcohol content. The results showed a reading of 0.0. The puzzled officer demanded to know how that could be. The driver replied, "Tonight I'm the designated decoy."

When Twilight Fades
Darkness falls. Lying in my bed I hear noises. Noises of the night. Images form on walls creating shapes For which only the imagination can depict. Shadows lurk somewhere in the darkness Away from the eyes of those who worship reality, And sounds that cannot be understood become objects of fear For those of us who must have an explanation for everything. The blissful hush (which some call peace) Is not the result of the night hours work, But is merely a beginning for a new way of life Which only the people of the night can understand; While the people of reality are ignorant of anything That lies beyond the sun.

When?
When? I used to think you loved me; your gentle hands and softened eyes, But now I see differently from the bruises on my thighs. Now everyday I feel your anger I see the hate behind your eyes, When I wake up I feel sick, and when I go to bed I cry. I used to think you loved me in your smile and all your charm, But now I see through you, because of the bite marks on my arm. Now I see clearly that what I thought was not quite real. Now I know you never cared about the way you made me feel. What happened to the loving man that I once thought I had? When did you become this awful man, when did you become so mad?

When Is My Power Hour
As the sun climbs in the sky so do you. Morning is your go time, when the day seems filled with possibilities. You're fresh as the dew on the grass, powerful as the smell of freshly brewed coffee, and at your most inspiring in the mornings! And that's good news because being charged-up in the a.m. gives you an edge — especially with all the zombies on the street who don't wake up until afternoon. While they're nodding off or taking their time getting into the rhythm of the day, you're coming up with creative ideas, spurring conversations, or adding your personal punch to otherwise stale situations. Of course, even masterful morning people crash once in a while. Maybe you slow down in the afternoon, or have a hard time staying up past 8 p.m. but no worries. Not with these tricks. There are times you need to be up for events in the evening so don't forget how easy it can be to rejuvenate yourself. A shot of caffeine, a little exercise, and even a power shower can energize you more tha

When Technology Fails
so my 1000 dollar software is on the fritz... my brilliant german audio recording suite ist kaput... fuck... and i get to wait until tomorrow to find out why... FUCK...this sux just sayin... *heading off to play acoustic guitar, cuz it doesn't need anything but me*

When I Am Not Around!
To everyone i look forward to meeting new people as friends you can get a hold of me on myspace.com/LilKymQueenBee1, or i am also on face book under Kymberly ! thanks for checking me out and have a very hot and sexy day! Muah!!!

When I First Joined Ct
Let me say yesterday was a interesting day, I was shown alot of love by alot of people, I had one that was pretty harsh on me and I have pretty well figured out what happend was obviously Guilt by association. When I first joined CT a couble of brothers befreinded me right off the bat and said they would show me the ropes , they were Git-R-Done bombing or something like that. I satred gitting hit from a Git-R Done family and downrated. then tyrone later changed the name to The Bandits but the hate still kept comming. Him and I had words about it and I found out he waz stirin it up with the real Git-R-Done people and I am not sure about where the bandit name come from. I was looking at profiles yesterday evening and ran on to The Helping Hands Family and was browsing around and seen a Guy Named Jokes Wild and asked him what to do about people down rating me and stuff. He told me the name had something to do with it and told me to talk to a guy named Archillies. and thats

When I Feel The Most Beautiful
I feel most beautiful...when i just wake up and my hair is messy and my eyes are the most green. I feel most beautiful when my friends and I are taking pics and making our silly faces.I feel most beautiful when i just get outta the shower and the beads of water are dripping down my tanned body..and i feel how soft my body feels and it reminds me of how wonderful the human body really is and why i love skin to skin touch.I feel most beautiful when i put on that dress that i have been dying to wear and it lays on my curves like the curves on a winding road..and it reminds me why i am so passionate and why i love to be a woman!I feel most beautiful when i am cracking up and my abs and cheeks hurt so much from laughing so hard! I feel most beautiful right after i work out..cause i am taking care of my body and it feels so tight and in shape.I feel most beautiful when i make someone smile or laugh, when i bring them happiness. I feel most beautiful knowing i have a big heart and i am caring

When I Turn Away
when i turn away have the heart to forgive and forget me for i don't know what to say just close your eyes if i cause you pain for the pain inside me is more than yours maybe you will never understand why i turned my back there's nothing i can explain, why? the feeling will always be there sad to say our time together were futile to work we'll just keep on hurting each other i don't want to pretend that there's something left for us

When I Am Mobile...
I mostly use my phone to access CherryTAP. I wish that all the features of CherryTAP were available to mobile users. When I am mobile, I CAN NOT: rate anything read mail reply to mail read photo comments When I am mobile, I CAN: read profile comments comment on profiles look at photos comment on photos accept friend requests

When Will It End?
Please Repost I posted this because I do not believe in violence towards other people due to thier differnces. We are all the same, humans. We are supposed to be the smart ones on the planet but we are the most violent and destructive. Whether you are homosexual or not, you should repost this in support of your friends and loved ones who are. Love is not defined by color, creed, or gender. I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman. I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman. I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights. We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

When You Kiss Me
This could be it, I think I'm in love It's love this time It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love This love is mine I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely night are finally over You took the weight of the world off my shoulders (the world just goes away) Chorus: Oh, when you kiss me I know you miss me -- and when you're with me The world just goes away The way you hold me The way you show me that you adore me -- oh, when you kiss me Oh, yeah You are the one, I think I'm in love Life has begun I can see the two of us together I know I'm gonna be with you forever Love couldn't be any better Repeat Chorus [Instrumental Solo] I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely nights are finally over You took the weight of the world off my shoulders (the world just goes away) Repeat Chorus And when you kiss me I know you miss me Oh, the world just goes away When you kiss me

When A Guy Misses You
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is me

When God Made Firefighters
When God Made Firefighters When God was creating firefighters, he was into the sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of extra work on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? A firefighter has to wake up to a fire alarm, go into burning buildings to rescue people and enter areas the normal person wouldn't go. "He has to be willing to leave his family and put his life on the line, work to exhaustion and beyond and be ready for the next call. "He has to have a strong commitment to a personal calling that places their lives in jeopardy every day. He has to be in top physical and mental condition at all times, function on black coffee and half-eaten meals, and have a heart big enough to love members of the 'brotherhood' world-wide, and a unity of purpose." The angel shook it's head slowly and said, "A heart that big... no way." "It's not the heart that is causing me problems," said the

When Four Of Santa's Elves Got Sick
When four of Santa's elves got sick, and the trainee elves did not produce the toys as fast as the regular ones, Santa was beginning to feel the pressure of being behind schedule. Then Mrs. Claus told Santa that her Mom was coming to visit. This stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two had jumped the fence and were out, heaven knows where. More stress. Then when he began to load the sleigh one of the boards cracked, and the toy bag fell to the ground and scattered the toys. So, frustrated, Santa went into the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered that the elves had hidden the liquor, and there was nothing to drink. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider pot, and it broke into hundreds of little pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found that mice had eaten the straw end of the broom.

When You Thought I Wasn't Lookin....
When You thought i wasn't lookin.... When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you hang my first painting on the refridgerator, and I wanted to paint another one; When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you feed a stray cat, and I thought it was good to be kind to animals; When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw you make my favorite cake just for me, and I knew that little things are special things; When you thought I wasn't looking, I heard you say a prayer, and I believed there is a God I could always talk to; When you thought I wasn't looking, I felt you kiss me goodnight, and I felt loved; When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw tears come from your eyes, and I learned that sometimes things hurt, but it's okay to cry; When you thought I wasn't looking, I saw that you cared, and I wanted to be everything that I could be; When you thought I wasn't looking, I looked.... and wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw when you thought I wasn't looking. T

When I Need U
WHEN I NEED U WHEN I NEED U TO HOLD ME UR NOT THERE WHEN I NEED U TO TALK TO UR NOT THERE WHEN I NEED LOVING UR NOT THERE WHEN I NEED A HUG UR NOT THERE WHEN I NEED TO CUDDLE UR NOT THERE TELL ME DO U REALLY CARE ????

When You Are Old
When you are old and grey and full of sleep, And nodding by the fire,take down this book, And slowly read and dream of the soft look, Your eyes had once and of their shadows deep. How many loved your moments of glad grace, And Love your beauty with false or true, But one woman loved the pilgrim soul in you, And loved the sorrows of your changing face, Bending down besides the glowing bars, Murmur,a litle sadly how love fled, And paced upon the mountains overhead, And hid his face amid a crowd of stars...

When I'm Gone
There's another world inside of me That you may never see There're secrets in this life That I can't hide Somewhere in this darkness There's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away... Or maybe I'm just blind... Or maybe I'm just blind... [Chorus] So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything in me Wants to be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone Love me when I'm gone... When your education X-Ray Cannot see under my skin I won't tell you a damn thing That I could not tell my friends Roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone Part of me is fighting this But part of me is gone [Chorus] Or maybe I'm just blind... [Chorus] Love m

When I Say Im Broke....i'm Broke!!!
A LITTLE OLD LADY ANSWERED A KNOCK ON THE DOOR ONE DAY, ONLY TO BE CONFRONTED BY A WELL-DRESSED YOUNG MAN CARRYING A VACUUM CLEANER. " GOOD MORNING " SAID THE YOUNG MAN. " IF I COULD TAKE A COUPLE OF MINUTES OF YOUR TIME, I WOULD LIKE TO DEMONSTRATE THE VERY LATEST IN HIGH-POWERED VACUUM CLEANERS." "GO AWAY!" SAID THE OLD LADY. "I HAVEN'T GOT ANY MONEY!" AND SHE PROCEEDED TO CLOSE THE DOOR. QUICK AS A FLASH, THE YOUNG MAN WEDGED HIS FOOT IN THE DOOR AND PUSHED IT WIDE OPEN. "DON'T BE TOO HASTY!" HE SAID. "NOT UNTIL YOU HAVE AT LEAST SEEN MY DEMONSTRATION." AND WITH THAT, HE EMPTIED A BUCKET OF HORSE MANURE ONTO HER HALLWAY CARPET. "IF THIS VACUUM CLEANER DOES NOT REMOVE ALL TRACES OF THIS HORSE MANURE FROM YOUR CARPET, MADAM, I WILL PERSONALLY EAT THE REMAINDER. THE OLD LADY STEPPED BACK AND SAID, "WELL I HOPE YOU'VE GOT A DARNED GOOD APPETITE, BECAUSE THEY CUT OFF MY ELECTRICITY THIS MORNING. WHAT PART OF BROKE DO YOU NOT UNDERSTAND?"

When I Was In Love..
When I was first in love with you, I was young, but bold, kind and brave. Then miles around the wonder grew, I became a person noone knew. All the fancy has passed by, Now nothing remains. For miles around they will all say, That I am quite myself again.

When You Come To The South
If you are going to live or visit in the South you will need a set of these rules: 1. That farm boy you see at the gas station did more work before breakfast than you do all week at the gym. 2. It's called a "gravel road." No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Navigator. Drive it or get out of the way. 3. The red dirt...it's called clay. Red clay. If you like the color don't wash your car for a couple weeks - it'll be permanent. 4. We all started hunting and fishing when we were seven years old. Yeah, we saw Bambi. We got over it. 5. Go ahead and bring your $600 Orvis Fly Rod. Don't cry to us if a flathead breaks it off at the handle. We have a name for those little 13-inch trout you fish for...bait. 6. Pull your pants up. You look like an idiot. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of mallards are making their final approach, we will shoot it. You might want to ensure it's not up to your ear at the time. 8. No, there's no "Vege

When I Dream.....
I lay in bed at night and wonder what you're dreaming of, is it me or someone else? Do you still think of me from time to time or do I even cross your mind? Is it just me, cause I do think of you and you do cross mind mind. I think of you all the time. Not a day goes by when I don't remember the good days. Hell even the bad days make me smile now. You have captured my dreams at night and my thoughts durning the day. Will these thoughts ever go away, I ask myself.

When Are These Things Actually True?
Daily Horoscope: Pisces For June 30,2007 Why are you trying so hard to make this work when all of the signs are saying there's another part of your fate that's falling into place? Learn to read the signs and put your energy where it can be most effective. well...with all the shit that hit the fan tonight i'm about to become a true believer in horoscopes.... if u were there for it, then u know what i'm talking about

When I Stop By Your Page
I will rate you. If I have rated you in the past I will fan you. If I have done both of those I will comment you. If I stop by your page and notice that we are already friends I will rate and fan you if not done so already. If thats all done I will comment. If I send a friend request I will be sure to fan first, since I ask that be done for myself has well. On certain days I run out of rates and if I do and I stop by your page I will most likely fan you... On to next part. If I fan you please fan me back.. If you send a freind request make sure to fan me or it will not be accepted. Sorry thats the way I work. Edited to add if you do not fan me with your request I will check to see if you have fanned me someother time. If you havent you friend request will be rejected.. People on my friends list already are excluded from this but it would be nice if you did fan me. after all your my friend shouldnt you be my fan? I am trying to get all my friends fanned but it

When Tomorrow Comes
When tomorrow comes and I don't wake up, will you love me just as much? Even though I can no longer speak, or caress you with a gentle, loving touch. Would you sometimes think you saw me in a crowd or heard me call your name? I guess what I'm asking is "Would our love for each other still be the same?" I would hope that you might shed a tear or maybe even two or three. In memory of all the love and tenderness that was shared between you and me. But please don't let your grief take over and completely rule your life. If you can find someone who loves you as much as I do, then take her to be your wife. For I don't want you to be lonely and I will understand that you need someone And it will not change the love we shared since the first day it all begun.

When Love Hits You...
when love hits you, will you know what to do... when love hits you, can you remain true... when love hits you, it feels brand new... love hit me smack in the face, i embraced it and it fell into place... love hit me out of the blue, i fell so hard for you it's true... love hit me so strong, that i know that it will carry on.. when love hits you, will you know what to do... when love hits you, can you remain true... when love hits you, it feels brand new... i found a love so strong and true, i'll fight to keep it forever with you... i found a love so giving and pure, i have your heart of that im sure... i found a love so deep i know, with each passing day i watch it grow... when love hits you, will you know what to do... when love hits you, can you remain true... when love hits you, it feels brand new... written by: angel

When A Guy Misses You
When a girl misses you, she's afraid to see how your new girl looks, she's dreading the fact that you're not hers anymore. When you break a girls heart, she still feels it when bumping heads 3 years later. When a girl just stares deep into your eyes, she's hoping that you're hers and only hers (it shows how much she cares: eyes never lie) When a girl is quiet, a million things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing you will be hers forever. When a girl calls you everyday, she is seeking for your attention. When a girl wants to see you everyday, she wants to be pampered. When a girl says, "I'll love you forever, " sh

When Tomorrow Starts W/out Me
When tomorrow stares without me And I'm not there to see If the sun should rise And find your eyes All filled with tears for me I wish so much you eouldn't cry The way you did today While thinking of the many things We did not get to say I know how much you lover me As much as I love you And each time that you think of me I know you will miss me too But when tomorrow start without me Please try to understand That an angel came and called my name And took me by my hand And said my place was ready In heaven far above And that I would have to leave behind All those I dearly love But as I turn to walk away A tear fell from my eye For all my life I'd always thought I didn't want to die I had so much to live for So much yet to do It seemed almost impossible That I was leaving you Thought of all the yesturday The good ones and the bad I thought of all the love we share And all the fun we had If I could believe yesturday Just even for a while I'd say goodbye

When You Have An "i Hate My Job" Day ....
When you have a "I Hate My Job" day, try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson. Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: "Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested". Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times,"I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control at Johnson & Johnson." HAVE A NICE DAY AND REMEMBER, THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE ELSE WITH A JOB THAT IS

When I Think Of You…
When I think of you… I think of you often…. Bet you had no idea I did Think that I am so simple Walk through life without a care I don’t, but who does? I have moments that you’re on my mind It’s crazy, how you flood my head Make it hard to do anything really I think of you eyes How perfect they are When you gaze at me.. I think of you hands… Their warmth when they touch me How soft my skin feels to them I think of you mouth Watching your lips form words Wanting you to shut up so I can taste them I think of your body Of how my fingers want to trace you Go over every inch of you I think of you voice How soothing it is to me How it calms me from the inside out. I think of your scent… How I bury myself in your cloths when you’re gone And wanting to bury myself in you when your here God, this is so hard to even breathe Simple mundane tastes are hard to maneuver Oh, why can’t you be right here in front of me Just let me get drunk off you So I can function

When
when do we consumate our love for one another the anticipation arising your body so exciting igniting my soul to a blaze so hot the room begins to fog like a car in a dark alley she said she's never done it before i told her i'll take it slowly and from then on out the sweat started to drip from our bodies she starts screaming out my name and said don't stop i want it to last forever she said because if we stay the way we are now things will never change but they already have

“when Death Tolls” By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 1997
“When Death Tolls” by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1997 Published 20 March 2004 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear Dark shadow I've walked your path Hunted your treasure But found no love What do you have to offer . . . Dark shadow I drew my knife As if it were your sweet psyche But found nothing upon your promise What do you have to offer . . . Dark Shadow I looked upon you And I lost my life But find a light; I did not What do you have to offer . . . Death Sweet death I searched through your darkness As well as my own I fell upon nothing Finding only my bones You promised me peace But instead I found My heart lies upon your tree What did you have to offer Was I just another victim Another willing suicide What was your offer What was the deal I rose my blade But now I want my life back Death Sweet death You render me unloved You stole my heart dark shadow But offered me Nothing...

“when An Angel Cries” By Jöseph Lee Foster-shumpert-lear, 1997
“When An Angel Cries” by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1997 Published 1 April 2004 :: Poetry Read more by Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear Written and dedicated to my daughter, Angela Hope Lear I heard you cry one night But when I looked at my arms But when I looked in your bed You were gone How am I to survive Without you If not having you there Feels like a knife To my heart How am I to survive With you If as a father I may only Fail Your image Plagues my thoughts How could I have created you When my heart holds So much darkness So much pain How am I to be a father If mine was never there To show me how If mine was the cause Of all my pain I heard you cry one night And when I found you gone My wrists were slit How can I ever hope to care for you If I cannot even care For myself

When We First Met
when we first met, i know i was lost when i looked into your eyes, an the first time we kissed i knew that i need you for all time, and i knew i wanted you all for myself, when i first held you in my lonely arms i felt like i was in heaven,and i knew when we first made love, i truely knew that i had died and went straight to heaven,laying there next to you i knew all of my dreams expectations had come true with you there by my side..... by lonelywhitewolf

When It's Over....
The time came and went like the seasons. You and I were once one. I was always warm and giving. You were the weather of texas always odd. I saw the light and knew I had to go there I knew I could not keep you I knew you needed to be let go. all of this freedom you deserve. And here I stand alone and trembling Not knowing when I'll be whole again. Left you in the wind Had to move on. So we will try to be friends We will try to move past this pain We will try to keep what we had in our hearts. I will never forget how your touch felt. Maybe this is just the beginning again for us. We will continue to live our lives We can move past this I know. I will love you to the core until I leave this earth.

When You Love Someone
when you love some one so much you know when its time to let go..well im letting go..i cant go on being in limbo..waiting...its time to move on and you know who you are and im not going to mention no names..because i have told you that this person will only come in your life time once and now she is gone....I know in time i will find the right man who loves me. Everyone has there so mate..i thought i had found mine..but i was wrong again...now that i said my peace..you can go on and i can go on....and dont look back...because what was meant to be was never meant to be....

When You Love Someone
When you love someone so deep inside, It seems like it's so easy to hide. You've loved him for so very long, You would think he could do no wrong. Every day you would hope and pray, That he would always stay this way. He treated you like you should be treated, You thought your life was finally completed. You thought your love was growing true, And then one day it was all so blue. He started putting you down and it hurt, You thought all you were to him was dirt. He started ignoring you and you wondered why, All you wanted to do was curl up and die. You thought your relationship would never end, But that was all so fake and pretend. One night he was so sweet to you, You thought all those things were maybe untrue, Two days later he was back the same, You thought you were the one to blame. He thought the relationship was getting too serious And that you had become a little too curious. By this time you knew it wouldn't last, All the nice things he said were

When I Say I'm A Christian
ONe of my all time favorite poems... it's perfect..~BJ Christians - By Maya Angelou When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not shouting "I'm clean livin'." I'm whispering "I was lost, Now I'm found and forgiven." When I say... "I am a Christian" I don't speak of this with pride. I'm confessing that I stumble and need Christ to be my guide. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not trying to be strong. I'm professing that I'm weak And need His strength to carry on. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not bragging of success. I'm admitting I have failed And need God to clean my mess. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not claiming to be perfect, My flaws are far too visible But, God believes I am worth it. When I say... "I am a Christian" I still feel the sting of pain. I have my share of heartaches So I call upon His name. When I say... "I am a Christian" I'm not holier than thou, I'm just a simple sinner Who received God's good grace, some

When Our Bodies Come To Meet
When Our Bodies Come To Meet When I see you I can Feel you In my soul - my heart takes flight. I can hardly wait to taste you In the darkness of the night. I feel your breath so hot and sweet Circling in my soul. When our bodies come to meet It's then that I feel whole.

When I Am Old
When I am old, shall I wonder where I have been? And wonder why I was as I was? Will I regret the whens and the wheres and the whos of my life And feel saddened that I didn't go more, do more, and see more Of the offerings in my universe? How will I know that I am old? My spirit feels sixteen--alive with reckless abandon. Why would I regret having been where I have been? Places are only places, after all. Should I have done more? Perhaps, but I emptied myself for others and kept little for me. And all those whom I have met enriched my life--each one teaching me more about myself and the world than I could learn on my own. When I am old? Never shall I be! Life is too good, the world is too wide, and you, my love, are all I need.

When I Think About You I Touch Myself
I love myself I want you to love me When I'm feelin' down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me Chorus: I don't want anybody else When I think about you I touch myself I don't want anybody else Oh no, oh no, oh no You're the one who makes me happy honey You're the sun who makes me shine When you're around I'm always laughing I want to make you mine I close my eyes And see you before me Think I would die If you were to ignore me A fool could see Just how much I adore you I get down on my knees I'd do anything for you Chorus I love myself I want you to love me When I'm feelin' down I want you above me I search myself I want you to find me I forget myself I want you to remind me Chorus I want you I don't want anybody else And when I think about you I touch myself Ooh, oooh, oooooh, aaaaaah Chorus

When To Run?
The Gas Men Two gas company servicemen, a senior training supervisor and a young trainee, were out checking meters in a suburban neighborhood. They parked their truck at the end of the alley and worked their way to the other end. At the last house a woman looking out her kitchen window watched the two men as they checked her gas meter. Finishing the meter check, the senior supervisor challenged his younger co-worker to a foot race down the alley back to the truck to prove that an older guy could outrun a younger one. As they came running up to the truck, they realized the lady from that last house was huffing and puffing right behind them. They stopped and asked her what was wrong. Gasping for breath, she replied, "When I see two gas men running as hard as you two were, I figured I'd better run too!"

When We Least Expect Things To Happen
In the past couple of weeks, we have had to realize that things have a way of making the least likely problems more relevant. Take my mother. She has had heart problems for over ten years, and still will most likely have them for the rest of her life. Then of course there is the fact that a good friend of my husband's passed away on the 4th, and he wasn't that much older than my husband. The problems we face in our lives is almost like unused wisdoms. I don't take my life like a joke. I can't. If I laughed at every little thing that was wrong with me (which right now if you could see my toes wrapped wtih medical tape you would understand the thoughts going through my head right now...) but then again I have had wonderful moments that amuse me more than I can ever have imagined. Luckily for me, I have my friend Colonel_Deckard here at least for a couple more hours before he heads hack to work, but he has been such a great help when it comes to questions I have for him about things I do.

When Darkness Surrounds My Soul
When darkness surrounds my soul and my heart is covered with endless fog, I see the light of your love break through all the darkness that is so thick around me. I follow your light as you lead me through the fog that is so thick and heavy as it presses so hard against my heart. But that weight is lifted from me as your light finally breaks through and completely surrounds me. Then your light becomes too bright, too warm. I start to panic. After a few moments I realize you have placed the armor of your love around me. Still I fight and struggle, trying so hard to find holes, flaws, rusted spots in this perfect armor that you have given so freely to me. Nothing could possibly be this good, this true. I see your patience, but how long will it last? I feel myself starting to grow, struggling with each growth pain that comes to my spirit. Then I see the many ugly jagged thorns that came with my very small growth spurt. They prick and hurt you so much. I wonder, will y

When You Love Someone
YOU DO EVERYTHING POSSIABLE TO MAKE THEM FEEL GOOD ABOUT THEMSELFS. I REALLY LOVE THIS GUY AND HES AMAZING BUT HE DONT SEE IT.I HAVE YET TO GET OUT THERE TO SEE HIM BUT ONE DAY I WILL AND I WILL BE SO HAPPY TO HOLD HIM IN MY ARMS FOR THE FIRST TIME>

When I'm With You
When I'm with you, You bring out the best in me, Make me feel so good, Give me everything I need. When I'm with you, Your all that I need, The hunger in your eyes, Sets me free. When I'm with you, My heart flys so high, I feel like I'm in heaven, True fascination I can't deny. When I'm with you, It's like a new start, For now and always, You'll have my heart.

When Will This End?
http://abclocal.go.com/wabc/story?section=local&id=5471960 Queens - WABC, July 11, 2007) - Le Ron Wilson was so eager to join the Army that for his 17th birthday, he asked his mother to sign enlistment papers. Less than two years later, the Queens teenager was dead, killed by an explosive on July 6 in Iraq. "I always said whatever he chose I would support him," Simona Francis said of her son. "That's what he truly wanted." Francis, who lives in the Brookville section of Queens, said she and her son were so close and open with each other that he was like a buddy to her. "We almost didn't have a mother-son relationship," she said. His mother said that Wilson, an Army private, had always been fascinated by weapons and camouflage, even trolling the Internet to learn as much as he could about guns. The teenager went into the military the day he graduated from high school. "He loved it," Francis said. "He lived for that. He told me, 'I'm living my dream.'" Wilso

When You Think
when you think you love some one and you think this person is the one for you i would re evaluate your true resoning why you think you lover her or him is it because your lonley ,or because you think you would never get anyone else what is the true reason,more power to you if you truely love her or him and hope it works but 9 out of 10 it wont because you rushed

When The Summer Is Over
You know after a few years had passed from my college years, I had given thought to writing a book about the trials and tribulations that we face once entering the real world. I was naive in so many ways back then, because what did I know about trials and tribulations. I was going to write the book in first person narrative and include interviews of people with whom I went to school. I even had a title --see subject line. It seemed like the summertime was the best time bar none. We learned from an early age that it was a time of no more pencils, no more books....well, you know the rest. When summer ended then it was back to the grind. However, we knew there would be an other summer next year, so we plodded foward with great expectations for next year. Unfortunately, there was for most of us a final summer. There would be no more periods of Calvinesque joy (fyi here I mean Calvin and Hobbes not the other guy). Is life really nasty, brutish, and short? The focus was going

When It Rains It Pours
ITS FUNNY THAT SAYING WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS AND OHH DID IT POUR.. THIS PAST SUNDAY A WOMAN WHO IS MY GRANNY AND WILL ALWAYS BE EVEN THOUGH SHE WASNT PASSED AWAY..SHE WAS A STRONG WOMAN BECAUSE THEY TOLD THE FAMILY 2 WEEKS AGO THAT SHE WOULD PASS THEN MY HUSBAND GETS THE WORD THAT SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HIS STEP FATHER WHILE WORKING IN IRAQ DOING WATER PURIFICATION..NOW I SIT HERE AND THINK WTF IS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT..EVERYTHING COMES IN THREE'S GRRRRRR

When We're Together
When we're together all my problems go to the back of my mind, all I can think of is you. You are the world to me, if you were to leave me my world would colaps. You are the reason I want to keep living, if you were to go I would rather die then have to live without you. When we're together you treat me like I'm on top of the world, and I do the same for you. I'm so happy when we're together, but when we are apart I feel like a part of me is missing. When we're together you make me feel loved and wanted, which I'm greatful. I know that you love me and forever will. I just want you to know that, I love when we're together. Written on: 6-21-94

When God Made Emts
When the Lord made EMT's and Paramedics, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one," And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? An EMT/Paramedic has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes a health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle their uniform." "He has to be able to lift three times his own weight, crawl into wrecked cars with barely enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as he is doing CPR on a baby he knows will never breathe again." "He has to be in top mental conditionat all times, running on no sleep, black coffee, and half eaten meals. And he has to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands....no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the Lord, "It's the three pairs of eyes an

When It Rains It Pours Pt 2
WELL HOLY SHIT REMEMBER WHEN I SAY THINGS COME IN 3 WELL FUCK ME IN THE ASS MY HUSBAND GOT LAID OFF TODAY FUCK TEXTRON FUCK THEM LOOSING CONTRACTS FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK..TO MAKE U LAUGH WELL THEY ARE NOT RACIST THEY FIRED MY HUSBAND WHO IS WHITE..A MEXICAN..A CHINESE..AND AN AFRICAN AMERICAN..DAMN I NEED TO GET DRUNK...

Whenwomen Drink
When women drink - sad but true 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR PILLOW

When Did You First Find Your Kink?
I have started to reflect on my life and I began to wonder when I really thought about being kinky or when should have I seen the warning signs. I decided that my kink really started to beg for my attention when I was a junior in high school. The Latin club, which mainly consisted of the preppy kids, had their yearly "slave" auction and I had a freind that was begging me to buy him so that his ex couldn't. The best part of that day was that you could make your slave do anything within reasonable limits. So me being the freak that I have become bought him and the next day he was made to dress in my prom dress and stand out in the middle of the pep rally and sing "Sweet Transvestite." I should have known but ignored it. DANGER WILL ROBINSON DANGER!!!! So I was wondering if anyone else has taken the walk down memory lane and found the warning signs.

When Morons Like To Write!
Having a profile online sometimes makes for so much fun!! Just the things that those morons write to Me are just amusing!!... I’m sure once they get My answer they stop smiling… LOL (this is from one of those meeting people website) From: newtonp1 Subject: secret affair Date: Jul 14, 2007 Age: 42 Location: hobart, IndianaUnited States Hi! babe! wanna have a nice dinner ? after the dinner u can have my big big hard cock for ur dessert.-Tom ****** What about this... You take Me to dinner, and after the dinner, I will take your big hard cock and step on it, grab you by the balls so hard that your eyeballs will jump out of your eye sockets!! and then I'll make you lick My boots clean on your fucking knees... how's that for a secret affair?? Pig! *********************************************** From: bruse2 Date: 7/14/07 Age: 61 Location: Gloversville, NY is that really your cock??? ****** Are you serious?? it's

When You Know
YOU KNOW YOUR IN LOVE WHEN AT THOSE TIMES YOUR APART YOU FIND YOURSELF GAZING AT THE SKY, IN THE DIRECTION THAT HE LIVES AND FEELING SOME PEACE KNOWING HE LIVES UNDER THE SAME SKY, HE IS A TRUE LOVE,A BESTFRIEND, THERE ARE TEARS OF LOVE, HE IS YOUR DREAM, HE IS YOUR HOPE IN THIS WORLD, WHEN YOU'VE GOT IT BAD, AND HEARTS FALL DOWN, ONE THOUGHT BECOMES A MILLION, JUST TO BE WITH YOU, MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT WHEN I SEE YOU, MY INSIDES FLUTTER, MY EYES GLOW, I SMILE, YOU SAVE ME,...

When You 'think' You Can
The difference between impossible and accomplished is in what you think. When you think you can, you will. Yes, there may be big obstacles standing in your path. Still, when you think you can, you'll find a way over them, under them, around them, or through those obstacles. If you're having trouble believing that you can accomplish some particular goal, break it into smaller, more believable steps. Once you see yourself in action, your confidence and belief will surely grow. Decide that you can make a tiny difference. When you think you can, you'll find a way. Once you've made a tiny difference, you'll find yourself knowing that you can do a little bit more and make a small difference. Then you can work your way up to making a medium difference, a large difference, and then an enormous positive difference in your world. Choose to think that you can do it. And you'll see how great you are at figuring out a way to make it happen. -- Ralph Marston

When Friends Are So Far Away
When all our hope is gone and we cant find away to get it back. When all our dreams seem to have past us by and we dont understand why or how they got by. When all our friends are so far away and we feel so alone. Remember I am not really that far away. Look up into the sky and know that I am looking to. When I say a prayer know that I am praying for you my friend. I am not praying for money or wealth, but love for you and happiness to. strength to keep going. An angel to hold you close when you close your eyes at night to protect you. A hand to wipe the tears away. I am close by yourside in my heart always and forever. The miles between can never make me forget the love and friendship that you have showed me and in return my friend I will always be here for you. so hold me close in your heart and remember I hold you close in mine. The road ahead may someday lead us on the same path, and maybe we can someday say thank you in person, but until then my f

When You Say Nothing At All...
It's amazing how you Can speak right to my heart Without saying a word You can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you Don't say a thing The smile on your face Lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes Sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says You'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best When you say nothing at all All day long I can hear People talking out loud But when you hold me near, You drown out the crowd Old mr. Webster could never define What's being said between Your heart and mine The smile on your face Lets me know that you need me There's a truth in your eyes Sayin' you'll never leave me The touch of your hand says You'll catch me if ever I fall You say it best When you say nothing at all

When Do You Give Up And Let Her Go?
Me and my wife have been married for 3 years off and on. She has left me three times. The first time she was sleeping with a guy she met at work a week after she left me to live with her parents. Two weeks after that she rolled our SUV cause she fell asleep after having sex with him and falling asleep at the wheel. I dropped everything to visit her in the hospital and she made me leave so he could see her. After 3 months of this, she came back. I went thru 3 months of lies. I gave her money for the kids and she used some of it to pay for a hotel so they could have sex. I took her back and loved her,and tried to forgive her. She never really seemed sorry. But my love is very forgiving and I tried to let it go. About 6 months later she left me again cause we were fighting alot. During this 3 week period she made out with a married guy at work. She came back again. This last time I found out she had called some guy she met on cherry tap when I was at work. Knowing her past, I s

When Will I Know
She wants to find love but doesn't know how. If she would give me a chance,I'd show her right now. She says she doesn't know,My answers are plain to see. My only question is the person she wants is that person me. If and when she gives me a chance,I'll prove myself to be true. To fill her heart with warmth and love instead of cold and blue. The answer to when only she can say. Until she tells me,I will wait for that day.

When Video Games And Bad Parenting Go Bad
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070716/ap_on_re_us/neglect_internet_addiction RENO, Nev. - A couple who authorities say were so obsessed with the Internet and video games that they left their babies starving and suffering other health problems have pleaded guilty to child neglect. The children of Michael and Iana Straw, a boy age 22 months and a girl age 11 months, were severely malnourished and near death last month when doctors saw them after social workers took them to a hospital, authorities said. Both children are doing well and gaining weight in foster care, prosecutor Kelli Ann Viloria told the Reno Gazette-Journal. Michael Straw, 25, and Iana Straw, 23, pleaded guilty Friday to two counts each of child neglect. Each faces a maximum 12-year prison sentence. Viloria said the Reno couple were too distracted by online video games, mainly the fantasy role-playing "Dungeons & Dragons" series, to give their children proper care. "They had food; they just chose not to give

When Girls Drink To Much
WHEN WE GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. WE DROP OUR 3:00 A.M. SUBMARINE SANDWICH ON THE FLOOR (WHICH WE'RE EATING EVEN THOUGH WE ARE NOT THE LEAST BIT HUNGRY), PICK IT UP AND CARRY ON EATING IT 6.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 7. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAYS BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 8. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 9. THE MAN WE'RE FLIRTING WITH USED TO BE OUR 5TH GRADE TEACHER. 10. THE URGE TO TAKE OFF ARTICLES

When You Lost A Love That You Can't Get Back
this is a letter to men and women that have that person that they love and want to share the rest of there life with....we spend so much time on the past that our future could be right there in our face and we don't even know it or better yet we take that for granted...no matter man or women!! I lost the women i was suppose to be with for the rest of my life cause of my lack of trust and faith in our love and believe that at the end of the day as long as we have one another nothing really matter in this world, but being a person as i was i though we would have all the time in the world and she wouldn't go anywhere, but i was wrong dead wrong....i can't blame a person for wanting more out of life and when there not getting it they will find it somewhere else....i look back and i think of all the times i was down and a call from her mademe smile like i just won the lottery when in fact i did when we got together and she became my women....so now if she ever read this i hope she understan

When Dreams Come
As I drift off to dream the dark takes its place. My mind fills with dreams and music floods my soul as I am swept away to a place thought long dead. My escape from a life of discontent, and a world that often is so unkind. Floating on the notes of a melody free from the prying eyes and judgments of others I can be myself. Here I can separate myself from all that pulls me down, and drains my soul. A world of my own making I invite you into and you can float on this melody with me and be free……….

When You Love Someone!
When you love someone you tell them when you love someone you show them when you love someone your every though is of them When you love someone your life is filled with purpose When you love someone do they love you back when you love someone do they show you they care when you love someone do they think of you everyday when you love someone do they feel it deep down inside Longing for your embrace Longing for your kiss longign for your touch Longing for you How do i know you really care how do i know your realy there can i feel it deep inside burning like the fires of hell never to be extinguished The longin i feel will never falter no mater how you may see me no mater how you feel for me the love i feel is never ending and shal endure throughout all time!

When The Night Comes- Joe Cocker
(Adams/Vallence/Warren) Hold On I'll Be Back For You It Wont Be Long But For Now There's Something There That's Calling Me So Take Me Down That Lonesome Road Point Me East And Let Me Go This Suitcase Weighs Me Down With Memories I Just Want To Be The One You Run To I Just Want To Be The One You Come To I Just Want To Be There With Someone When The Night Comes Lets Put All Our Cares Behind Us And Go Where They'll Never Find Us I Just Want To Be There Beside You When The Night Comes When The Night Comes Two Spirits In The Nigh We Can Leave Before The Morning Light When Theirs Nothing Left To Lose Theirs Nothing Left To Fear So Meet Me On The Edge Of Town Won't Keep You Waiting I'll Be Around Then You And I Will Just Roll Right Out Of Here I Just Want To Be The One You Run To I Just Want To Be The One You Come To I Just Want To Be With Someone When The Night Comes Lets Put All Our Cares Behind Us And Go Where They'll Never Find Us I Just Want To Be There

When Hunger Grows
When the Hunger GrowsI dream of you when the hunger grows the times I laid you down, open wide filled till you cried "no more.. no" your wild wolf on fire in the dark of night I think of you and the hunger grows the times you held me deep inside milked me till I cried "no more.. no" your wild wolf on fire in the dark of night I dream of you and the hunger grows the times we wrestled flesh to flesh filled untill we cried "no more.. no" your wild wolf on fire in the dark of night

When Girls Drink Too Much
............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SE xIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S BUTT AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR PILLOW FEELS STRANGELY LIKE

When I Was Little
I used to believe in the concept of one best friend, and then I started to become a woman. And then I found out that if you allow your heart to open up, God would show you the best in many friends. One friend is needed when you're going through things with your man. Another friend is needed when you're going through things with your mom. Another when you want to shop, share, heal, hurt, joke, or just be. One friend will say, "Let's cry together," another, "Let's fight together,"another, "Let's walk away together." One friend will meet your spiritual need, another your shoe fetish,another your love for movies,another will be with you in your season of confusion,another will be your clarifier,another the wind beneath your wings. But whatever their assignment in your life, on whatever the occasion,on whatever the day, or wherever you need them to meet you with t heir gym shoes on and hair pulled back,or to hold you back from making a complete fool of yourself ..t

When Is Enough?
Good morning and Happy Anniversary to me and Bonnie of course…I couldn’t have done it without her. Whew the big 32… Ok now it’s time to state an opinion and this is the soul opinion of this boy and no other. When is enough? Oh, you have no idea what I am referring to…I can feel that blank stare into the computer screen. And no I am not talking about Anniversary issues or longevity of that or anything remotely close to me and Mrs B. What I am talking about is this. News casters breaking into regular TV programming and preempting that broadcast with weather updates on critical situations. Ok, I am no dummy and understand the importance of said issue. My objection is this. Break in yes, have a clue what you are about to say. Make sense and give crucial information so that those who view the telecast can inform those who do not know period! Plain and simple to the point and took me oh say 15 seconds to write. I still feel that blank stare into the computer screen and the scratching of the

When I Miss You...
I sit and listen to songs that remind me of you. I close my eyes and cling to a pillow and inside somewhere I smile at those memories of you and me. When I miss you, the silence becomes so bleak, that I have no choice but to chase it away with melodies we've sung together on numerous occasions, silly, or sweet. I know you'll be home soon, I've only a few more days to wait until you're in my arms again. I know I'll be here, waiting for you again, as I have many times before. The distance between us, the miles apart might as well be worlds apart. I miss you so much it hurts at times, but I imagine how it will be to have your arms gently pulling me against your warm embrace when we see each other again and I can't help but smile. We will love so deeply, touch tenderly, and sing to each other the songs we so desperately were waiting to hear once more. I love you dearling, my heart is yours for as long as you wish to hold it. May it still be for years to come.

When I Tell You......
WHEN I TELL YOU..... "I LOVE YOU," I WANT IT TO MEAN MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE IN THE WHOLE WORLD SAYS IT...... I WANT IT TO MEAN THAT YOUR HAPPINESS IS EVERYTHING TO ME AND THAT I WANT ONLY THE BEST FOR YOU ALWAYS, NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES..... I WANT IT TO MEAN THAT YOU'RE MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN MY LIFE..... WHEN I TELL YOU, "I LOVE YOU," I WANT IT TO MEAN YOU'RE A PART OF ME AND I'M A PART OF YOU, AND NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS IN THIS WORLD, WE'LL BE TOGETHER FOREVER, SHARING OUR LIVES AND OUR HAPPINESS. I LOVE YOU

When Did You Grow Up
You Know You Grew Up In The 80's or Early 90's If: 1. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "SIKE" 2. You watched the Pound Puppies. 3. You can sing the rap to the "Fresh Prince of Belair" ..and can do the "Carlton". 4. Girls wore biker shorts under their skirts and felt stylishly sexy. 5. You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own. 6. You owned those lil' Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls. 7. You know that "WOAH " comes from Joey on Blossom 8. Two words: Hammer Pants 9. If you ever watched "Fraggle Rock" 10. You had plastic streamers on your handle bars... and "spokey-dokes" or playing cards on your spokes for that incredible sound effect 11. You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales " (Woo ooh!) 12. It was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. 13. You wore a ponytail on the side of your head. 14. You saw the original "Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles " on the big screen...and

When Tears Fall
When the tears fall and my head is throbbing telling you everything i hate about myself wishing i could have been stronger to hold true to myself but lifes lessons would not have been learned and i would not be who i am now can you see through this too can you see me can you see the real me and not walk away can you handle the mistakes i have made the loss of self was the hardest to regain and although the past still breathes through me i am no longer lost to myself I have found my dreams again I have found the strength to become whom i am today with the love of family and few friends as i close my eyes and think of you my soul speaks to me in the softest voice singing through the tears through the pain the anger gone and the light of faith returning to what was once lost my heart is hungry for someone to love to hold, and cherish as a part of my life i no longer need someone to make me complete but to make my life complete someone to share the blessin

When You Are...
When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is my oath..... I pledge it to the end. "Why?" you may ask; "because you are my friend".

When Hubby Is Away, The Wife Will Play..
WHEN HUBBY IS AWAY, THE WIFE WILL PLAY... With my husband gone on business a few days, I am always feeling a bit scared being alone in the house...Nikki offers to give me company for a few days...Nikki has always been a great friend of mine, we do everything together, finish each others sentences and just know what each other are thinking...I look at NIkki sometimes and find her looking at me...sometimes with a look that I know she is having naughty thoughts in her mind...I do admit that I like playing with Nikki’s mind, by wearing sexy clothes and find myself in provocative situations, adding to her lust for me... The night begins with us visiting a local bar, me wearing my mini skirt that she loves with my crotchless panties...she watches me sip at my drink, running my tongue across the rim of the glass and my lips, i can tell she is wanting me, we add a few more friends to our table and one of them is you, Andre...I am watching you, wanting you, wondering how it would feel to f

When In Doubt Follow Your Hear T???is This A Good Choice To Follow?
Who came up with this one ? Wasnt me cause my heart is always wrong alot of the time. Some times instint is good or a gut feeling though. So if intution is telling you in your gut maybe you should follow that. Survival might depend on it> Well isnt that want animals do. Yeah where am I going with this , Just that ppl are always gona look for answers but there arent always an answer or a right answer or one you fell good to run with> so lay it on Our Lord he has all answers and will answer in his own time. Be patience and wait , he,ll send ay an answer when he time is right in your life.. He knows the over all picture , you dont see or know his plan or picture of your life. think about it. xoxoxox hugs diana

When Will I See You
...forgive me if I'm being sappy this a.m. I'm tired but content this morning... must get coffee into me and snap out of the sappy mood... :) ... When will I see you again? When will we share precious moments? Will I have to wait forever? Or will I have to suffer and cry the whole night through? When will I see you again? When will our hearts beat together? Are we in love or just friends? Is this my beginning or is this the end? When will I see you again? (When will I see you again?) When will I see you again? Are we in love or just friends? Is this my beginning or is this the end? When will I see you again? (When will I see you again?) When will I see you again? (When will I see you again?) When will I see you again? (When will I see you again?) When will I see you again?

When The World Ends
I think you'll feel it too That when the world ends Most likely it'll feel pretty blue We won't need a subtle clue People will wanna sue But that won't be anything new The sky will turn over and breathe it's last As the spectrum of colors cycle in one blast The limbs of existence beget a thick cast Laden with putrid decay and bleeding fast Just put me on my ship and sail me at half mast I won't need anything else when we get to the end When the world stops beating and seizes to pretend The illusion is over, step out of the curtain I grew out of that shit, so enough jerkin

When I See U
Hmmm.... don't suppose you notice me being nervous at first every time I see you? Damn my hands shake... I put your picture on my mirror Start to blush when somebody says your name In my stomach there's a pain See you walk in my direction, I go the other way I start to stutter when I speak Try to stand, but my knees go weak What's happening to me? In the Dark, can you tell me what it means? I lay my head on my pillow I'm starring out the window Wish on a star for a sign What's the reason why? ( oh Yeah) You're always on my mind (oh) When you come around I get shy Baby When I see you (see u) When I see you (see you) Never know when you might walk by So I gotta be right on time When I see you When I see you I scribble X's and O's in my notebook Checking how my hair and my nails look I feel myself in the zone I get nervous when you call, so I say I'm not home I see your face when I hear my favorite song Should I send an e-mail at home? You're the nu

When I Have Nothing To Say, I Close My Eyes...
i picture myself in a darkened theater... no lights... and the screen is blank... i close my eyes and clear my thoughts, (so hard to do for me sometimes) i hear no sound, i taste nothing in the air. when i have nothing to say, i close my eyes... and they are closed now. when i open them, i see you there... your black wings caress my face, your mastery of my soul completes this impossible task... you take my face up into your hands... you whisper something that i dont understand. a thousand times i would give my blood to have one moment with you... you feel the breath leave me as your nail digs into my cheek... a thousand more i would give my life, to spend one moment inside of you... to feel you pulse with the last moments of my being... to know that the last traces of my mortality was spent to live the moment that i longed for most... you visit me when i close my eyes, you leave me when i breathe again... if you only knew what you did to me...

When It Doubt Take A Test
When in Doubt take a test... 1. Where were you TWO hours ago? In the shower 2. What do you think of your LAST kiss? miss them 3. Are you wearing S0CKS right now? WHy ...yes, yes I am 4. When was the last time you went out of STATE? When I drove from Alaska to TX and back to Phx for my last christmas with family... 5. Have you been to the M0VIES in the last 5 days? Transformers...5 out of 10 7.Whats the last thing u had to drink? open container in the truck, the trooper ,took it away oops 8. What are you wearing right now? Blue collered shirt 9. What was your last purchase? Breakfast tacos 10. Last food you ate? pay attention to #9 11. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Da Boss 12. Have you bought any clothing items in the last week? Nope need to 13. Do you have any pets? just the wild ones 14. What did you do last night? Da Boys r back in town! 16. If you could be anywhere you want where would it be? my bed, cuddl

When Heroes Fall
You stood stronger than anyone has in this world. You soared in skies where even the bravest angels were scared to fly. You slayed demons that even the darkness feared. And journeyed down roads men were too scarred to admit existed. And you did all this for everyone but yourself. Why did you fight so hard for people who never cared as much about you? Why did you put trust in people who lied to you so much? Why did you make excuses for them? You were accused constantly for being heartless, but you had the biggest heart in the world. Everyone looked at you only when they needed your help They never looked at you and offered a helping hand. You were betrayed by the ones you loved the most. And you proved how much you loved them when you would get up and fight for them once more. The greatest evil in this world couldn't harm you; it was like you were impervious to it. You seemed to be immortal to everything. Everything except the constant betrayal

When I Close My Eyes
There's so many things I didn't say And even though It may be too late I want you to know I still love you so Every car I meet Looks like your car Every movie I see You play the leading part You're on my mind Can't leave you behind When I close my eyes You're all I see In the dark of night You're in my dreams Throughout the day You're easy to find You're always there When I close my eyes In my mind I know [ When I Close My Eyes lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ] You're far away But here in my heart Nothing has changed I'm still holdin' you Like I used to On a busy street In a crowded room Wherever I go It's just me and you Together again Girl it never ends When I close my eyes You're all I see In the dark of night You're in my dreams Throughout the day You're easy to find You're always there When I close my eyes You're always there When I close my eyes

When The Sun Doesn't Shine...
IF THE SON DON'T SHINE THEN THE SON DON'T SHINE. IT'S DARK OUTSIDE & A LITTLE COLD, BUT IT'LL BE ALRIGHT. I KEEP MY HEAD UP AND FIND REASONS TO GET UP. I THINK LIFE IS HARD YET I NEVER LET UP. I THINK OF THOSE WHO STOOD MY ME, NEVER BEHIND ME. IF EVER IN NEED YOU KNOW WHERE TO FIND ME. TRUE FRIENDS LAST EVEN LONG AFTER YOU'VE PASSED!

When I Am With You
Knowing within you I am home. In your embrace, That is my place, The look of pure love and adoration on my face As your hands begin reaching for mine as your arms encircle me to Pull me to your strong chest as your lips cover my face With kisses soft and sweet As your lips melt with mine Lips made only for each other as our love begins to entwine Your hands caressing me As your mouth devours my body The heat rising in both of us Our passion growing wildly The hardness of your manhood pressing against my soft flesh Insistent demanding to be taken Into my soft folds To be enveloped in the sweetness of my womanhood The two of us bound together Bodies, hearts ,soul Locked together in love and hunger reaching untold heights of pleasure As I look in your eyes, a sight to behold. Knowing that I am crossing the line, Becoming yours for all time.

When ‘one’ -breaks- Three…
A rose without thorns… Blinded…your body – my Braille . A letter with no stamp… Deaf…your words – my Novocain . A promise taken back… Obtuse …I am – for opening Pandora ’s Pithos . The Spear of Destiny Is a fallacy of the heart As told by a love’s secret deceit. . The heart… Is my cup of kings With a thorn-splintered rim The deceit Is our lives intertwined Because of your lies on vellum . And your “Goodbye” is a ploy With a two-way hinge. By: Jay Bird Copyright ©2007

When I Die, Remember This
glitter-graphics.com Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. I am in a thousand winds that blow, I am the softly falling snow. I am the gentle showers of rain, I am the fields of ripening grain. I am in the morning hush, I am in the graceful rush Of beautiful birds in circling flight, I am the star-shine of the night. I am in the flowers that bloom, I am in a quiet room. I am in the birds that sing, I am in each lovely thing. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there. I do not die.

When Darkness Falls
As you walk the path of least resistance Is it as simple as you claim it to be? Your tongue, your eyes Your lies, they do decieve you I stand firm in my solidarity The path I walk, I walk it with my own resolve When darkness falls we are reborn Our dream since the fall of man We are reborn My beliefs are not antiquated We are the hope Silence them all with not just words Let resolution be our voice I stand firm in my solidarity The path I walk, I walk it with my own resolve When darkness falls we are reborn Our dream since the fall of man We are reborn

When You Feel Life Sucks
I KNOW EVERYONE ON THIS ENTIRE EARTH, AT LEAST ONCE IN THEIR LIFETIME HAVE FELT THAT WAY.... OR SAY THAT THEIR LIFE SUCKS.... YADA YADA... WELL, THAT'S LIFE.... WE ARE ALL SENT HERE TO EXPERIENCE THIS THING WE CALL 'LIFE'..... WITH ITS UPS AND DOWNS.... AND I HAVE NOTICED IN MY LIFE THAT SOME PEOPLE (LIKE MYSELF) WILL EXPERIENCE MORE DOWNS THEN THE UPS.... WHY???? TO LEARN, MAYBE..... SO YOU KNOW AND REMEMBER WHAT YOU DID WRONG, HOW IT HAPPENED, AND TO TRY NOT TO DO THE SAME DAMN THING AGAIN. AND TO PAY ATTENTION .... DUH.... BUT SOMETIMES WE DON'T..... AND MAYBE THAT IS THE BAD THING..... NOT PAYING ATTENTION.... SO RIGHT NOW, I AM TRYING TO TELL MYSELF, THAT GOD ONLY GIVES YOU WHAT YOU CAN HANDLE..... GOODNESS, HE MUST THINK I CAN HANDLE A WHOLE LOT OF SHIT....... AAARRGGGGGGH!

When Fascism...
When fascism comes to America, it will not be in brown and black shirts. It will not be with jack-boots. It will be Nike sneakers and Smiley shirts...Germany lost the Second World War. Fascism won it. Believe me, my friend. -George Carlin

When A Friends Feelings Become More
When friends become more... When you least expect it. Your a friend and some how feelings on one end or the other move to another level. Do you stay best friends. You made a pact when you first met. Friends always. But the pain then it becomes more. There's pain , how do deal with it. How can you talk about it, because the one that was your best friend , your confidant. Is the one that has you all messed up. What do you do then? They want to walk out your life forever , because of the pain of the feelings they have for you. You don't want to lose them, but in your heart you know you got to let go, you can't be selfish.

When Your Scared And Lonely
Take a deep breath,.....cause it all go's down when you pull the fucking pin......this is the dark.....your laying on the ground..praying you don't fall asleep. praying you will awake. waiting for the next doomed person to cross my path......wish he would have walked another path......so....i shot him in the head.....then 15 or 20 others shot at me....then you think...fuck...am i hit...shit....gotta run now. running....shit...there is one of my guys dead. shit..i'll cry later...gotta run now,

When
when i look at you i see a beautiful, pure soul when i kiss your lips i feel tenderness, life full of strength, takes my breath away when i touch your heart it over whelms me with love when you hold me in your arms my body trembles, ive never felt all this at once when i you say i love you im speechless, my body feels with joy.

When You Say Nothing At All
You touch... I talk... I know I talk too much... :) It's a lovely song... oh and don't read into the color... I mean words. ;) It’s amazing how you can speak right to my heart Without saying a word you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain What I hear when you don’t say a thing The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There’s a truth in your eyes sayin’ you’ll never leave me The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all All day long I can hear people talking out loud But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd Old Mr. Webster could never define What’s being said between your heart and mine The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There’s a truth in your eyes sayin’ you’ll never leave me The touch of your hand says you’ll catch me if ever I fall You say it best when you say nothing at all The smile on your face lets me know that you need me There’s

When The Night Ends
On the prowl day and night….., But even more in the pale moonlight……, The Sexual And Romantic Vulture….., It's passion is on a roll….., So its libido is hard to control……, The Sexual And Romantic Vulture….., Now beware of the evil moves….., Cause you'll get more than the blues…., From the Sexual And Romantic Vulture…., Yes, its totally invaded our culture……, The Sexual And Romantic Vulture…..! ! !

When I Get High
So.William and I have been together again for a week and some odd days. I love him so fuckin much. I was remembering back when I was so fuckin high that I couldnt even tell what was going on. It felt so freakin good.

When All This Started
So God calls to Adam and says, "Adam, I have some good news and some bad news. What do you want to hear first?" Adam replies, "The good news." God answers, "Well, the good news is I gave you a penis and a brain." Then Adam says, "OK, so what's the bad news?" And God says, "I only gave you enough blood to operate one at time."

When Angry Unemploed White Men Go Bad. . . .
New Jersey Police Track Down Toe-Sucking Suspect Posted: July 30th, 2007 11:32 AM EDT Story by nbc10.com OCEAN CITY, N.J. -- The bizarre case of the toe-sucker may be closed. On Friday at around 6 p.m., the Ocean City Police Department went to the Gardens area to investigate a sighting of a man who matched the description of the person wanted for harassing a juvenile on June 25. When officers arrived, they saw a man who matched the description of the alleged toe-sucker. When the man saw the police officers, he fled on foot toward the Longport Bridge. After a short chase, Sgt. Dave Hall and Det. Steve Sullivan took the suspect into custody. The man was charged with obstructing the administration of law and harassment. Bail was set at $2,500 full cash. They also learned that he had an active warrant for contempt of court in Palmyra, N.J., for $2,500. He was remanded to the Cape May County Correctional Facility. The suspect's name is Kevin L. Massaro. He is a white, unemploye

When The Smoke Clears??
so everything i have been through in the past 5 years has taught me wonderous lessons.. i lost myself for soo long, that sometimes thought that death was only possible escape.. the only thing that ever kept me goin was the thought that the one person that almost destroyed me would raise my lil boys to be men like him.. that will not happen in my lifetime!! After the constant harrassment, claiming it was all becase he wanted to know how his boys are doin.. well now he is free and has he made even one attempt to call to check on them...NO... so now i know it was all just fucking head games.. tryin to make ME feel guilty for the way HE treated me!!! well one thing i have to say to him on that.. Go Fuck Yourself!!! I can honestly believe now in my heart that i tried to work past things, i tried to make things work for the sake of my boys having a family, but when the unit as a whole is diminishing on your beliefs and teaching your children the wrong way to treat people it is time to let go

When They Lose They Innocense
Ment to write this the other day but yep I forgot. I was thinking about how when your kids everything is just happy, everything looks up and nothing seems wrong...When does that stop? When does reality hit you? When does life become so damn complicated. Wanna know the answer? You lose your innocence the day you stop playing in the rain. When I was a kid I would beg my moms to let me go play in the rain. I could spend an hour jumpin in a puddle or riding my bike down the driveway. It was fun, and I have no idea why. The rain just made me feel free, like the world was okay. It plainy just made me happy as a kid. Don't know when it happened though, all of a sudden one day I didn't have the urge to play in the rain. I guess I had more important things to do, or had to much on my mind. Maybe I was in school, who knows. I didn't realize it till the other day I was walking down time, and I started cussing because I was getting poured on..then I was like why is everybody hiding from the

When Life Hands You Lemons, Make Lemonade!!
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5 . Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get

When Is Enough? Enough?
I personally believe things happen for a reason. In some past life I must have been or done unspeakable, unmentionable things to someone or a whole lot of someones. Because if it doesn't happen how I believe it does. Then. Well. Can't life just give me a break? Isn't 25 years of hassles, heartache, terror, fear, loneliness, problems, fights, tears .. more than one person should have? It's likely just the emotions talking, but on the other hand I so know that it isn't. Feels like every single time I turn around. Something is going wrong. Is happening and I have utterly no control what so ever over it occuring. I'm not the type to give true details. But life hasn't been nice these 25 years of living. I feel lucky to have survived it all, and that I still want to continue on. Of cause. I have someone else to think of now. Just not myself. Perhaps that's my greatest worry. In a way. That for all my hoping and wondering that I'll do good by this baby once it's born, that I won't

When The Storm Clouds Are Rolling
When the storm clouds are rolling and the tears are falling, and you feel like your life is over Remember I love you my friend. I can't be there to hold you or tell you that I care, but in my heart I tell you everyday. In my thoughts I will always think of you, and I will never forget the love you have showed me throught the tough times in my life, you have always been there. When the storm clouds are rolling and the tears are falling know that in my heart I hold you close. I wish I could be there to wipe away the tears. I will always love you my friend and in my heart I will never forget. You have proved your friendship time and again and in return I send you my love.

When I Come Home....
Blood cradles my every movement allowing me absolute suffocation barely breathing, just to get by smiles fade around me, tears start to shed uniforms surround me, all I see is blurred questions arise, but sounds seem impossible asking myself why, only to be denied an answer trying so hard to believe you are happy now an end that floats to begin, following you home One day I hope to see you but nothing in the near your decisions hurt, scarcely understood by me I have felt your way at one way or another my strength kept me from following you day by day you grace my thoughts your smiling days keep me at a solemn brink in the end I will find your hand again capturing all that you chose to miss I will bring to you, when I come home..... ~Always Someone's Angel~

When I'm Hurting
It's easier for you to walk away, than it is for you to reach out to me. It's easier for you to look away, than it is for you to see the depth of my despair. It's easier for you to look through me, than it is for you to see "me." It's easier for you to distance yourself, than it is for you to really care. It's easier for you to hear, than it is for you to listen. It's easier for you to judge, than it is for you to understand. It's easier for you to label, than it is to get acquainted. It's easier for you to bask in your joy, than it is for you to feel my pain. It's easier for you to bewilder at my mysteries, than it is for you to probe deeply into the depths of my soul. It's easier for me to look away, than it is to let you see the feelings betrayed through my eyes. It's easier for me to cry, than it is for me to talk. It's easier for me to walk alone, than it is to risk rejection. It's easier for me to push you away, than it is for me to be held. It's easier for me to

When, You Load Is Heavy
"WHEN YOU'RE DOWN TO NOTHING AND NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE" "CLOSE YOUR EYES AND BOW YOUR HEAD AND TAKE IT UP IN PRAYER'' "BELIEVE WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT, YOU'LL FIND COMFORT THERE" "WHEN YOUR BLESSINGS SEEM TO FAR AND FEW" "OPEN YOUR EYES AND TAKE A LOOK THERE'S A LOT WORSE THEN YOU" "COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS IN EVERYTHING YOU DO" "IF YOUR LOAD SEEMS HEAVY, AND HARD FOR YOU TO TAKE" "GIVE IT UP TO THE LORD , HE'LL TAKE AWAY YOUR ACHE" "GIVE IT UP TO THE LORD AT SUNSET AND DAYBREAK" "WHEN YOUR ROAD IS FULL OF WOE" "AND IT SEEMS YOU'VE SO FAR TO GO" "TELL IT TO THE MAN UPSTAIRS CAUSE HE LOVES YOU SO" "THE DAYS CAN MAKE YOU WEARY" "TELL IT THE ONE THAT LOVES YOU DEARLY" "AND IN THE MORNING LIGHT, YOU'LL SEE THINGS A LOT MORE CLEARLY" chris

When Enough Is Enough
i believe that it is time for me to move on now.. i have two jobs and i am trying to get out on my own. and i really don't need anyone holding me down and i think that is what i was letting happen. i love that boy to dealth but i can't deal with the stress and all the drama that goes with it.. so io guess you can say this is a big eye opener....

When Visiting The Library...
When visiting the library one thing you mustn’t do Is ask for a specific book and take it home with you The Librarian has told me he wouldn’t mind the least If anyone who takes his books is nabbed by the police He also told me something else, but I don’t think it’s true He says he thinks the magistrate would throw the book at you!

When God Made Truck Drivers!
WHEN GOD MADE TRUCK DRIVERS! When the Lord was creating Truck Drivers, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the spec on this order?" " A truck driver has to be able to drive 10-12 hours per day, through any type of weather, on any type of road, know the highway traffic laws of 48 states and 10 provinces, he has to be ready and able to unload 40,000 lbs of cargo after driving thru the night and sleep in areas of cities and towns that the police refuse to patrol." " He has to be able to live in his truck 24 hours a day 7 days a week for weeks on end, offer first aid and motorist assistance to his fellow travelers , meet just in time schedules, and still maintain an even and controlled composure when all around him appear to have gone mad." " He has to be in top physical condition at all times, running on black coffee and half-eaten meals; he has to hav

When Insults Had Class...
"He has all the virtues I dislike and none of the vices I admire." -- Winston Churchill "I have never killed a man, but I have read many obituaries with great pleasure." -- Clarence Darrow "He has never been known to use a word that might send a reader to the dictionary." -- William Faulkner (about ErnestHemingway) "I've had a perfectly wonderful evening. But this wasn't it." -- Groucho Marx "I didn't attend the funeral, but I sent a nice letter saying I approved of it." - MarkTwain "He has no enemies, but is intensely disliked by his friends." ----Oscar Wilde "I am enclosing two tickets to the first night of my new play; bring a friend... If you have one." -- George Bernard Shaw to Winston Churchill...followed by Churchill's response: "Cannot possibly attend first night, will attend second, if there is one." -- Winston Churchill "I feel so miserable without you; it's almost like having you here."-- Stephen Bishop "He

When Pain Grows
They told me I was special They said I was the best Then why, now, are these people Saying I'm a pest? They put me down They yell at me I can't take this, don't they see? I feel the sadness growing The situation's getting worse Don't they see they kill me, just with all these words "Think before you speak" is what I'd like to say But they no longer listen They do everything their way I need to feel some comfort I can't bare the pain Someone please do something Take away my strife No one wants to help me I think I'll take my life

When Girls Don't Put Out!!
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Have a sense of humor! One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big, big unnamed department store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She cou

When God Seems Far Away
"When God Seems Far Away" At times when God seems far away, It is because I have gone astray. Even in the midst of my despair, I know Jesus is always there. My emotions go through many changes. In my heart, there is a battle that rages. Then I hear Him whisper my name. "My child, I love you just the same." He beckons me back to His throne, Reminding me I am still His own. He tenderly hears my every cry. He listens, even when I ask why. As I spend time with Him and on His Word feed, My soul finds renewed strength in time of need. I know there will be challenges that lie ahead, But I can rest assured that by His hand I will be led. God never promised me an easy road, But that He will carry my heavy load. When the trials of life come crashing in, He gives me hope and peace within. I do not know what tomorrow will bring, But God has given me a new song to sing. As I strive to focus on Him more and more, My soul will find what it has been longing for. by Carol Salt

When Ww Iii Began!!!!
When WW III Started ~~~ 1979 ! US Navy Captain Ouimette is the Executive Officer at Naval Air Station, Pensacola, Florida. Here is a copy of the speech he gave last month. It is an accurate account of why we are in so much trouble today and why this action is so necessary. AMERICA NEEDS TO WAKE UP! That's what we think we heard on the 11th of September 2001 (When more than 3,000 Americans were killed -AD) and maybe it was, but I think it should have been "Get Out of Bed!" In fact, I think the alarm clock has been buzzing since 1979 and we have continued to hit the snooze button and roll over for a few more minutes of peaceful sleep since then. It was a cool fall day in November 1979 in a country going through a religious and political upheaval when a group of Iranian students attacked and seized the American Embassy in Tehran. This seizure was an outright attack on American soil; it was an attack that held the world's most powerful country hostage and paralyzed a

When Ww Iii Started
When WW III Started ~~~ 1979 ! US Navy Captain Ouimette is the Executive Officer at Naval Air Station, Pensacola, Florida. Here is a copy of the speech he gave last month. It is an accurate account of why we are in so much trouble today and why this action is so necessary. AMERICA NEEDS TO WAKE UP! That's what we think we heard on the 11th of September 2001 (When more than 3,000 Americans were killed -AD) and maybe it was, but I think it should have been "Get Out of Bed!" In fact, I think the alarm clock has been buzzing since 1979 and we have continued to hit the snooze button and roll over for a few more minutes of peaceful sleep since then. It was a cool fall day in November 1979 in a country going through a religious and political upheaval when a group of Iranian students attacked and seized the American Embassy in Tehran. This seizure was an outright attack on American soil; it was an attack that held the world's most powerful country hostage and paralyzed a

When Love Left You For Dead....
If you love them set them free, if they come back its meant to be.... thats the old fable, its tried and true.. But when they dont come back what the fuck do you do? Do you sit there hoping, praying and dreaming? Letting life pass you by while u sit there believing? And what do you do after a long times passed, when you finally decide to get up off your ass? You start partying teasing playing and taunting but in the back of your mind the memorys haunting so you try to move forward but still you digress. back to their perfect Kiss and caress. Back before they put love to the test... Back in their arms in the morning. after making love in the evening.. back before all the tears when they said they were leaving So what the fuck do you do when you cant stop hoping? U just look down at the stash of shit you've been smoking... And what the fuck do you do when you cant stop praying? U think of the game of russian roulette u were playing... u look at the scars on your legs and

When History Repeats Itself
I always wonder why do we commit the same mistakes during our life?Why do we get in the same trap?And we always let in just a lil bit of light in our darkness,then we just let it fill our heart when we kno for sure itz not safe,cuz with the joy comes everythin' else we don't want in our life. But the main line seems to understand as I see people sufferin' and still strenght in their eyes against the major pain they feel, I just start to feel how lucky I am and that I should shut up and do what I need to do,and finish what I started,and thankx to my friends and their parents who replaced my parents and kept pushin me to fight fo what I supposed to..they are older and wiser,different life experience,just trying to teach somethin' to our generation,but instead of bein' all ears we ignore their advice thinkin' that we can do better,exactly the way they did when they where in our shoes.So go on Lord,keep punchin' me 'till I learn to accomplish each goal each duty.Just help me stand up,help

When Cyberbullying Hits Teens
When cyberbullying hits teens By Eric J. Sinrod http://news.com.com/When+cyberbullying+hits+teens/20-×1030_3-6201365.html Story last modified Wed Aug 08 05:29:35 PDT 2007 I recently covered a report that indicates that teenagers generally are taking some privacy steps to protect themselves from online risks. Nevertheless, a recent data memo from the Pew Internet & American Life Project suggests that cyberbullying truly is a problem for teens. Indeed, approximately one-third of teenagers on the Internet report that they have been targets of "menacing" online activities, such as receiving threatening messages, having their private e-mails or instant and text messages forwarded without consent, having an embarrassing photo posted without permission, or having rumors spread about them online. On top of this, girls are more likely than boys to be targets. In terms of raw numbers, 15 percent of teenagers state that they have had private e-mail, instant messages or text m

When It's Over
i wonder why it is that every time I get fed up and decide that I cannot bear to be around someone any more that they just can't let go... especially where relationships are concerned..I mean I already know that I tolerate more than I should for way too long, I give more chances than I should and I forgive (though never forget).. it's insane!!! You know, you try to make the damn thing work because starting over sucks, but ENOUGH is ENOUGH!!!!! and after enduring this nowhere relationship for so long, you've finally had your fill and you reach down deep to recover the tattered and soiled shards of your self-esteem and move on... Now rehabilitation from a failed attempt at forever is hard enough to heal from by itself, but when you factor in the fact that there are children involved and that the asshole that gave you those beautiful little pieces of heaven is the loser that you're leaving... it becomes more complicated. I listened to him for a long time play this guarded game that enable

When Will I Learn
When will I learn September 06/06 ~written @ work on a scrap of paper~ When will I learn When will I learn? My heart is weaker than my soul, My will to give is underappreciated My strength only shines thru in the darkest moments. When can I trust again How do I even trust? My mind never stops, its ever running... like a waterfall of thoughts pouring down into a pool of doubt. I have confidence in myself but not in others. I know who I am and who I want to be but I dont have faith in many around me. Abandonment has left me insecure From a young age I have had to fend for myself and my loved ones and my body is ready to rest but not my soul. I constantly search for something more, something substantial. I sometimes wish my thoughts were numbed. Drown out the doubt and stress that is crushing my esteem. Seeking some other form of confidence, I end up hurting myself more than I deserve. Solitude seems welcoming but I know it would only drive me crazy w

When A Cop Sleeps
"When a Cop Sleeps" Sometimes when a cop sleeps, the demons come. The demons bring all the things you want to forget. The demons bring the tears and sweat, the spit and the blood, Oh God the blood. The demons bring the broken bodies from the wrecks the sickening smell of death and the kids...Oh God please, not the kids. Mainly the demons bring the eyes... the hatred and desperation in the eyes of the people you fight, the pleading and pain of the people you try to help, and the quiet and blankness in death of the ones you couldn't. The demons bring sounds too.... the sounds of tires skidding and metal crunching from the wrecks, the gunshots that seem so loud on TV yet so muffled on the street, the screams and crying that all blend together after a while. The demons won't leave... Alcohol and sleeping pills work for a while but they come back. Some have used their own deaths to flee from them, but most of us are scared that in causing our own deat

When People Like Me
Im writing this to the person or people that think i dont help anyone. Somehow along the line I think you lost sight in something. To make a statement when people like you help me ill help others. Why should people help you if you arent going to help others. I rate and help level as many people as i can. Don't throw something in my face about helping people. If anyone can honestly say that on every level I have started it hasnt been completed please speak up. But when you got 2,000,000 points to level..DOn't come at me with harsh words about helping you..Oh and by the way where was you when I was actually God Fathering..Nowhere to be found..Oh yeah im venting..Im sorry but we all help alot of people to be told I don't help makes me mad.I deleted the ccomment so noone can go looking to see where it came from....Peace to all and Good Night...

When Is Enough Really Enough
WHEN A MOTHER CAN TELL HER DAUGHTER THAT SHE IS A "FUCKIN SORRY ASS LOW LIFE WORTHLESS DEADBEAT ABUSIVE ,USE PEOPLE PIECE OF SHIT. " THAN TURNS AROUND AND TELL HER DAUGHTER THAN " WE DON'T WANT YOU HERE AND YOU ARE NOT ALLOW OR WELCOME HERE AT ALL ANYMORE. YOU CANNOT COME IN OUR APT." DRUGS REALLY ARE BAD AND CAUSE PEOPLE TO SAY AND DO HURTFUL THINGS...APPEARENTLY THE LACK OF DRUGS DOES THE SAME THING.... WHAT WOULD U DO? HOW WOULD U FEEL? HOW R U SUPPOST TO REACT TO THAT? WRITTEN BY THE DAUGHTER! (ME)

When The World Seems All Against Ya
Where to begin....Recently moved from Grand Junction, CO just to get my self in trouble with the law, about to be homeless....Ugggh, why do I have to place myself between a rock and a hard place....Am fightin reallll hard not to lose it, that's all I need a one way ticket to the loony bin. Well, I dug this pit of hell for myself, guess I will just have to figure a way out of it....well If I do become fully homeless, I can always sell the last of my stuff and go wandering the ol us of a.....and re-learn how it is to be completely broke and down on one's luck as I did when I was a kid....livin on the floor of some ex-girlfriend of my dad's and no friends.....

When Is Daddy Coming Home
When is Daddy coming home I miss him every day He went to work in the desert And he has no place to play Can I send my baseball Since he can't play catch with me Then we can play together No matter where he may be Maybe I'll tell a story About the time we spent together About the days we fished and played In fine and stormy weather Does he have our pictures One of me and you I really miss my Daddy I bet he misses me too When he comes home again We can be together You and me Daddy A happy family together

When It All Falls Down
When It All Falls Down. What am I to do when it all falls down? When the very entity of my life no longer exists to me now. Im left gasping for the object of my enchantment It digusts me so greatly Yet, if i don't have this affection I begin to panic. I hold so firm to it when it comes Knowing it will only kill me when its done. The ambivalence of this emotion is so ample That I pray a thousand times for it to be overcome. I look to see better days When this love crazed emotion ascends some time And I no longer feel this way. ~YOURS TRULY~ Salvador Bishop Renteria.

When I Am An Old Woman
When I am an old woman, Older than I am now, I'll take time, then, To remember all the living I've never done. I'll recall all the fun things I never did With all the friends I never had! I will take the time to recall Dim details of faces Of lovers I never met, The touch of their lips, I never kissed, The words of passion, Never spoken! I will try hard, to recapture The memories I never made, With family, Who may deny My existance. When I am an old woman, Older than I am now, I'll be the grandmother I've never been, Because, I've been so busy Being the mother I'm not! I will sit in my rocking chair Telling tales, of happenings I've never experienced, Over and over again, To folks who don't Want to hear them, But, are too polite To say so, And I will watch Their eyes wander, And their teeth, grit and their heads, nod, And I will pause, Long enough for them To politely Check the time, And decry It's time to leave! When I am

"when A Guy Misses You"
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

When A Girl Misses You
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

When You Meet A Friend...
When You Meet A Friend To meet a friend is to open a book there is no need to rush take your time read the pages one by one let the plot unfold as it will each page adds a nuance, a gesture, a word, a scene what will happen next you need to know your lips begin to move you suddenly realize you've become one of the characters in an enthralling life story you can not help yourself the heroine's dreams have become your dreams your lives have become completely intertwined then suddenly you realize with a deep sense of dread you're coming to the end of that wonderful volume but wait do not fear see over there -- stacked up on those shelves -- an infinite number of books by the very same author waiting, ready more stories to be read when you meet a friend…

When Shit Hits The Fan.
Well, you all know I moved recently and was staying with people who I thought were friends. Friday night, those supposed friends get arrested and now I am stuck at this place with their kids and their 93 year old grandmother. Now,as of Monday,I have a court officer telling me that they want me to take temporary custody of these two kids or they will be placed in foster care.I have no clue when the parents will be getting out of jail or anything.Apparently this whole new situation that I was put in turned out to be a fucking sham. Turns out that these supposed friends were stealing money from the grandmother to do with whatever they pleased,trashed this place we are staying out beyond repair,and I find out that they cant hook internet up there at all. I am royally boned on this one.Im basically taking care of 2 kids that are no relation to me,playing caregiver to their grandma and trying to repair and fix everything that my supposed friends have done to this poor woman. W

When Furry Things, Grow Bad...
soooo, i think i should move to France or something... like, seriously... i haven't had the chance to take a "relaxing 'me' shower" in quite a while, so I haven't had time to SHAVE>... and holy hell, Chewbacca 'aint' got nothin on me!!' like, literally... lol ok not that bad, but it's not cool.... and i injured my knee in my car wreck, which BW SUCKS!!!! my poor blue car... shall be fixed soon though... and, um, other than that, things are good... tash is enrolled in Pre K.... i'm going to cry... she starts Thursday, so I'll blog about how I cried like a baby lol Well, other than that, things are going great.... the girls are doing great, i'm doing great, Tash thinks Sarah is a lesbian, but she totally isn't lol hmmm, not sure what elseo to say, so i think i'm gonna go SHAVE.... seriously... lol much love to you all

When I'm 64
When I get older losing my hair many years from now will you still be sending me a valentine birthday greeting, bottle of wine If I'd been out till quarter to three would you lock the door Will you still need me Will you still feed me When I'm sixty-four You'll be older too And if you say the word I could stay with you I could be handy mending a fuse when your light have gone You can knit a sweater by the fireside Sunday mornings, go for a ride Doing the garden, digging the weeds Who could ask for more Will you still need me Will you still feed me When I'm sixty-four Every summer we can rent a cottage on the Isle of Wight, if it's not too dear We shall scrimp and save Grandchildren on your knee Vera, Chuck, and Dave Send me a postcard, drop me a line stating point of view indicate precisely what you mean to say yours sincerely wasting away Give me your answer fill in a form mine forever more Will you still need me Will you still feed me When I'

When They Ask To See Your Goddess
When they ask to see your Goddess, tell them how you have seen, The heavens starry display, Caught in blades of grass, On moonlit winters nights. Or rainbows of light, From dragonflies wings, On a golden summer day. Swans like pale white ghosts, Dissolve from the nebulous haze, Of early spring mornings. When they ask to see your Goddess, tell them how you have heard, The fall of winter snow, Like glittering butterflies On fields white with frost. The notes of distant thunder, Like divine symphonies, Roll across the drum of the sky. The song of owls, Like haunting melodies, Resonate through the still of night. When they ask to see your Goddess, tell them how you have tasted, The bitter tang of salt, Caught in sea spray, On a stormed tossed winter's day. Or the taste of the coming storm, In air thick with ozone, During the sultry heat of summer. Of water from mountain streams, As pure and cold as ice, More efficacious than wine itself.

When I Die
Title: When I Die By: me Don't cry Be happy for me when I die Look up and see me in the sky And think of me when you're high Don't worry I'll be around I won't get lost I'll be found I'll be six feet in the ground I'll be quiet, I won't make a sound But you can see me And I'll be free You can see the man, I used to be But I'll be still, something like a tree I'll be cold and I won't breathe I'll be lost in insanity It'll just be me I'll go in the ground And they'll lower me down But I don't know where I'll go Heaven or hell Only time will tell And only god knows But I'll be ok either way it goes Because I'll be free Free from this drug induced reality So, don't cry Be happy for me when I die

When I Kiss Your Cheek
You call, im guessing the water in your eyes makes them look like jewels at this point....and you have me in a submission....crushing every joint.. And i wish you would actually try and tell me i dont understand again.....cuz you couldnt tell me where i havent and when. And if you tell me one more time that i dont care....i might just scream....even if thats how it seems... But how do I act like I give a damn,....when everytime ive cared my dreams got slammed. Every secret you tell me...ill keep it a secret.... Last night you sounded so high...its cool that you took your medicine....but it wasnt when a i love you is what you were trying to send. Telling me how we cant do this again... Then why are you doing this again? Im sorry if it hurts your feelings that im not telling you all of my feelings...but im a little immune....to getting caught up in you sweeping me up with your broom. Everyday....i missed you...my dues where payed... Still everyday with him y

When It Comes To Love (i’ll Walk Alone)
When It Comes To Love (I’ll Walk Alone) In the shadows of the night, you'll find my hands are raised as melodies of pain and fright sweep across a moonlight gaze and love's monsters bring to light the paths taken by evil ways. In the center of the room, locking in heartache and despair, you'll find me warding off love's gloom and pretending I don't care that loving reigns with death and doom and there's no hope to share. Within the hate that builds and grows you'll find my shattered heart; broken like heartache's all it knows because cruel hands tore it apart and the tears it no longer shows when it knows not where to start. You see, I'm lost within my mind, too scared to even shout because in darkness you will find my veins run with my doubt as the world upon its axis grinds and I beg my heart to let me out. For I'm the one who gives too much; I promise myself away as upon my heart is left hate's touch with bitter words

When Girls Don't Put Out!!
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Please have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very n

When You Meet A Friend
When You Meet A Friend To meet a friend is to open a book there is no need to rush take your time read the pages one by one let the plot unfold as it will each page adds a nuance, a gesture, a word, a scene what will happen next you need to know your lips begin to move you suddenly realize you've become one of the characters in an enthralling life story you can not help yourself the heroine's dreams have become your dreams your lives have become completely intertwined then suddenly you realize with a deep sense of dread you're coming to the end of that wonderful volume but wait do not fear see over there -- stacked up on those shelves -- an infinite number of books by the very same author waiting, ready more stories to be read when you meet a friend…

When I'm 100, If I Lean A Little, Let Me!
The family wheeled Grandma out on the lawn, in her wheelchair, Where the activities for her 100th birthday were taking place. Grandma couldn't speak very well, but she could write notes when she needed to communicate. After a short time out on the lawn, Grandma started leaning off to the right, so some family members grabbed her, straightened her up, and stuffed pillows on her right. A short time later, she started leaning off to her left, so again the family grabbed her and stuffed pillows on her left. Soon she started leaning forward, so the family members again grabbed her, then tied a pillowcase around her waist to hold her up. A nephew who arrived late came up to Grandma and said, "Hi, Grandma, you're looking good! How are they treating you?" Grandma took out her little notepad and slowly wrote a note to the nephew.............. "They won't let me fart."

When Friends Meet
WHEN FRIENDS MEET, HEARTS WARM A friend keeps the heart healthy. We are not old friends because of the laughs we spend, but the tears we save. Friends stick together in sunshine and in shade. A friend is someone who knows all about you and loves you just the same. A faithful friend is a strong defence, and he who has found such a friend has found a treasure. The ultimate lesson we all must learn is unconditional love,

When I Look Into Your Eyes
When I Look Into Your Eyes Verse 1 When I look into your eyes That is when I realize That I want you and I need you And I hope that you want me too When I look into your eyes Suddenly, it comes as no surprise That you want me too As much as I need you Chorus I will climb the highest mountain I will swim the deepest sea Just for you to understand That you’re the one for me! Verse 2 When I look into your eyes It takes me to paradise On a desert where I’m struggling for life When I look into your eyes When I look into your eyes Suddenly, I am hypnotized And my love for you is now unblind When I look into your eyes (RC) Verse 3 When I look into your eyes My love for you is now undisguised And I am a different girl When I look into your eyes When I look into your eyes Even when it is cold outside My temperature starts to rise When I look into your eyes (RC) x2

When You're Gone....
Avril Lavigne - When you're gone I always needed time on my own I never thought I'd need you there when I cry And the days feel like years when I'm alone And the bed where you lie is made up on your side When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too When you're gone All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day And make it OK I miss you I've never felt this way before Everything that I do Reminds me of you And the clothes you left they lie on my floor And they smell just like you I love the things that you do When you walk away I count the steps that you take Do you see how much I need you right now? When you're gone The pieces of my heart are missing you When you're gone The face I came to know is missing too And when you're gone The words I need to hear to always

When I Think Of You
Original Poetry - Do not rip When I think of you…. When I think of you, many things come to mind… Your voice so soft, so sweet and kind… Your intelligence is beyond measure… Talking with you is always a pleasure… Your lips…your touch…your eyes full of fire… Being with you ignites my desire… Kisses as sweet as a ripened peach… Caresses as soft as the breeze on the beach… Your hair, your fragrance, your desire to please… All make me weak in the knees…. When I think of you, many things come to mind… And I realize that you are a very special find… -Brian 2007

When The Night Comes
As the sun retires from the day and darkness fills the sky, I close my eyes and drift away and dream of you and I. In my dreams, I take your hand and slowly guide your way up the stairs to Heaven, in the clouds is where we lie. You take your hand and touch my face as you look into my eyes. My body begins to shake and my stomach feels with butterflies. I look up at you and you look at me, your eyes are wide and bright. I arch my back and guide you in and you make love to me all night. Suddenly I wake up, the sun is up by then. But I can't wait until the night so I can see you once again.

When I Rule The World
As you may already know I plan to take over the world and mold it into a more ... suitable place to live. This is what awaits the world when I come to power: 1) Public summary execution of all celebrities, past and present, whose continued respiration annoys me like the constant sound of dripping water. Celebrities condemned to death include but are not limited to Pauly Shore (take that, weas-le), anyone desperate enough to appear on American Idol, Britney Spears (that nasty ham-shot you gave us was enough to mark you as a corpse in my book), Conan O'Brien and the entire cast of The View. Particular emphasis will be placed on pop icon from the 80's, the ones that aren't already in retirement homes, anyway. A pardon will be given to Madonna assuming she agrees to be my personal advisor. I think I can learn a thing or two from her about running a tyrannical regime. If you are on my friends list you may request an invitation to witness the silencing of the leaky faucet of your choice

When You Believe
Many nights we prayed With no proof anyone could hear In our hearts a hope for a song We barely understood Now we are not afraid Although we know there’s much to fear We were moving mountains Long before we knew we could, whoa, yes There can be miracles When you believe Though hope is frail It’s hard to kill Who knows what miracles You can achieve When you believe somehow you will You will when you believe [Mmm…mmm…mmm…yeah] Mmm…yeah… In this time of fear When prayer so often proves in vain Hope seems like the summer bird Too swiftly flown away Yet now I’m standing here My heart’s so full, I can’t explain Seeking faith and speakin’ words I never thought I’d say There can be miracles When you believe (When you believe) Though hope is frail It’s hard to kill (Mmm) Who knows what miracles You can achieve (You can achieve) When you believe somehow you will You will when you believe [Hey…] [Ooh…] They don't always happen when you ask

When You Love Someone
When you love someone - you'll do anything you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone you'll deny the truth - believe a lie there'll be times that you'll believe you can really fly but your lonely nights - have just begun when you love someone when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside and nothin else can ever change your mind when you want someone - when you need someone when you need someone... when you love someone - you'll sacrifice you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice you'd risk it all - no matter what may come when you love someone you'll shoot the moon - put out the sun when you love someone

When I Die
"WHEN I DIE" WHEN I DIE, DON'T MORN MY DEATH. FOR IN THIS LIFE, I TRIED MY BEST. WHEN I DIE, TRY TO SMILE. AT LEAST WE KNEW, FOR ALITTLE WHILE. WHEN I DIE, I FORGET MY PAIN. I HOPE YOU ALL, WILL DO THE SAME. WHEN I DIE, I'LL BE AT PEACE. FINALLY FINDING, WHAT I SEEK. WHEN I DIE, I'LL MISS YOU ALL. SO DRY THOSE TEAR'S, I'VE CRIED THEM ALL.. I SAY GOODNIGHT, FOR WHEN I DIE. IT'LL BE MY FINAL "GOOD-BYE".......... by;Paul A. 8-16-7

When The Time Is Right
WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT Everynight I miss you more- I long to feel you hold me tight- As I dream of the morning light. Soon we will be together again- That's when it will all begin. I take your smile everywhere I go- Because it makes me glow. When the time is right- You will hold me tight- All through the night- Until then... Everyday and Everynight- I will miss you more. Everytime you tease me- I feel you really want me. That makes me feel secure- I Love You- I know that for sure- When the time is right- You will hold me tight- And shower me with tender kisses- All through the night. Until then... I will miss you and love you more and more- Every Day and Every Night.

When You Know You Have Too Many Friends On Your List When...
Some guy added me to his family last night & I have no freaking clue who he was :|. I think that's a sign you have too many friends. I just went through and deleted about 20 people or so & I'm not even under 200 LOL. Am I officially a FUBAR whore?

When You Lose The One You Love...
Whether it's because of death or because of the relationship coming to a close, when you lose the one you have given your heart to, it always hurts. I just recently watched the movie City of Angels and I can NOT believe the impact this movie had on my heart! I have a great friend who is going thru loss right now and this blog goes out to him. I love ya Trev!!! "I would rather have had one breath of her hair, one kiss from her mouth, one touch of her hand, than eternity without it. One." Just sit and think about that for one moment... When love is so great that just ONE experience with that person is enough to satisfy you than having never had it, would it be worth it? So many times we grieve so hard for the person we lost that we don't realize how much they touched our lives and that our lives wouldn't be any different had they never come in... We put up walls, some of us vow NEVER to love again, some of us are stuck living everyday thinking about how we want th

When He Was On The Cross...i Was On His Mind!
I'm not on an ego trip, I'm nothing on my own, I make mistakes, (Lord knows I do) I often slip, just common flesh and bone; but I'll prove someday just what I say, I'm of a special kind. For when HE was on the cross..I was on HIS mind. The look of love was on his face. Thorns were on his head, blood was on HIS scarlet robe-stained a crimson red; Though his eyes were on the crowd that day..he looked a-head in time. And when HE was on the cross..I was on HIS mind. For HE knew me, yet HE loved me. HE whose glory makes the heavens shine. So unworthy of such mercy. Yet when HE was on the cross, I WAS ON HIS MIND!

When Sorry Isn't Enough
A question is running through my mind as I write this. How do you apologize when sorry isn't a enough. I've come to the conclusion sometimes words just can't make up for the thoughtless actions of a foolish man in love. It's not about mending a broken heart if I was the one who broke it..it's about tryin to pick up the shards of shattered trust and forging them into a stronger form of trust and hoping that if I prove myself worthy of what was lost..in turn that something can be gained again. And most importantly I most accept the fact that all that has happened is the result of my own actions despite what the motivation for said acts was, because it all boils down to one simple fact I fucked up

When I'm Gone..... 3 Doors Down
There's another world inside of me That you may never see There're secrets in this life That I can't hide Somewhere in this darkness There's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away... Or maybe I'm just blind... Or maybe I'm just blind... So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything in me Wants to be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone Love me when I'm gone... When your education X-Ray Cannot see under my skin I won't tell you a damn thing That I could not tell my friends Roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone Part of me is fighting this But part of me is gone So hold me when I'm here Right me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm

When Will It All Stop?
I've been inspired to write another blog about my misery. I know that I always make fun of people for "raising awareness" for certain things that are blatantly obvious. Like OJ wants you to think that you believe he is looking for his wife's murderer. Like Michael Jackson is a shining example of Boy Scout leadership and people who have experienced his touchy feely craziness...do we believe they did not receive millions of dollars in hush money. Like the war in Iraq. I don't know about you, but I was a little annoyed by the endless blah blah blah of Cindy Sheehan. However, I feel that I need to clarify something. These people that say things like, "SUPPORT THE TROOPS!" and "You know, they're dying for YOU!" No. They aren't. They're dying for the lies and deceit of corporate America. I'm sorry. We're already a free nation, people. I'm sorry but the troops are not dying for our freedom. BUT GUESS WHAT!? I support the troops. But I don't like to word it that way bec

When
When your reasons to move forward outweigh your excuses for staying put, you will move forward. When your thirst for success is more powerful than the desire to stay within your comfort zone, you will succeed. When the reward is meaningful enough, you will act. When you connect your deepest purpose with the goals you set, those goals will be achieved. When you understand that there is a real and accessible pathway to the most magnificent dreams you can dream, you'll get yourself on that path. When you know without a doubt that every action has a consequence, you'll focus all your actions in a positive and valuable direction. When you love what you do, you'll do it with grace and ease and excellence. When you do what you love, you'll provide a steady stream of unique and extraordinary gifts to life. When you are completely clear about why, you'll be able to figure out how. When you let go of the need to need, you'll fall into a massive sea of beautiful abundance. When you a

When The Walls Stay Up...
When the wall stays up... To be able to give all that you have...to show love, respect and trust. To have it all fall to pieces time after time... Never wanting to open up again.. until you think that you found the one that brings a smile to your face... Yet after the years go by and you discovered ...that the love wasn't there... The love was your fantasy...one that wasn't meant to be shared. Life is to short not to be honest...if you can't share your feelings... then there is no love,respect or trust.... And then the walls stay up...

When Someone Does You Wrong
"Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you." (Luke 10:19) Somebody's done you wrong! Sooner or later it happens to all of us. Somewhere along the way, we all get hurt or cheated or lied to or abused. It's as predictable as it is painful. Yet when it happens most of us find ourselves strangely unprepared. In our outrage, we often cry out to God against the one who wronged us. We ask for justice, or even vengeance, and end up making things tougher on everyone involved--including ourselves. If that's been true of you, it's time you found out how you can put the power of God to work for you the next time somebody does you wrong. Step one: Identify the enemy! Right here's where the majority of us make our biggest blunder. We mistakenly identify our enemy as the person who hurts us. Don't waste your energy ranting and raving or plotting and scheming against people who cause y

When The Sky Turns Black
When the Sky Turns Black (Graveworm Lyrics) Eyes of pain - eyes of death Death has come - life is gone Humanity in the sphere of death The world falls down... When the sky turns black When the sky turns black - black Desperate cry (in the) infinity of life The world destroyed by humanity itself Life ended as the world falls down The death is the door of life God forgot their mistakes of life The nature burned in time Heaven fell silently down The world went black when the war... Death is the way You find the life Your mind will die And you will cry Your god shouted down The punish of time The angel of death Will now come Seeing days like the time of eternal night The world burns now the end of life has come for me Insanity, infinity in this life of pain Flames of sorrow deepest hate destroyed the life Stand alone in the night Sorrow in your mind Tears in your eyes Destroy your inner faith Faces of death before your mind Insanity for all the time God

When You're Down To Nothing, God Is Up To Something.
When you're down to nothing, God is up to something. She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the Univers

When God Made Ems Providers...
When God Made EMS Providers... When the Lord made EMTs and Paramedics, he was into his sixth day of overtime when an angel appeared and said, "You're doing a lot of fiddling around on this one." And the Lord said, "Have you read the specs on this order? An EMS provider has to be able to carry an injured person up a wet, grassy hill in the dark, dodge stray bullets to reach a dying child unarmed, enter homes the health inspector wouldn't touch, and not wrinkle their uniform." "They have to be able to lift 3 times their own weight, crawl into wrecked cars with barely enough room to move, and console a grieving mother as they are doing CPR on a baby they know will never breathe again." "They have to be in top mental condition at all times, running on no sleep, black coffee and half-eaten meals. And they have to have six pairs of hands." The angel shook her head slowly and said, "Six pairs of hands...no way." "It's not the hands that are causing me problems," said the

When U Think Of Me
When you think, In your quiet moments, Do you think of me? Am I in your mind more constantly? Or, is it just the image of me, that runs through your head instead? I want to be the one you turn you to; when you need comfort and love. I want to be your joy in bed. I want to be everything that you need. The one you always turn to; Your partner in love. Your partner in life. Not just an image running thru your head, but in your life by your side. And when you cry I want to hear your screams and dry your eyes from deep inside to hug an hold and console your soul

When A Girl Misses A Guy
When a girl bumps into your arm while walking she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart, she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind. When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply. When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around. When a girl answers, "I'm fine, " after a few seconds, she is not at all fine. When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are so wonderful. When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a girl says that she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future. When a girl says, "I miss you, " no one in this world can miss you more than that When a girl is mean to you after a breakup she wants you back, but she's scared she'll get hur

When Life Is Good
"When life is too good, we think too highly of ourselves and our blessings. Then we decide we are the wisest and the favored ones, and we don't think we need Wakan-Tanka and the Helpers anymore." t is sometimes easy to get off track when times are good. We start to take the credit and start to think we are in control. We start to think we are smart. Then we quit praying or pray only with lip service. We say the words but don't mean them. Sometimes our head is our greatest enemy. We start acting like a foolish child. We must develop the discipline to be humble during the good times. We need to remember how honorable it is each day to come into the presence of the Creator. How happy we should be to talk to the Grandfathers, to have the choice to start each day on the Sacred Spot - our place of communion with the Great Spirit. Oh Great Spirit, first let me thank You for the honor of talking to You today. To have the insight of Your love, that only You can love me when I do

When I Close My Eyes
When I Close My Eyes When I close my eyes all I hear is your sweet voice telling me that I’m going to be ok. When I close my eyes I feel your hand on my shoulder and the other on my face caressing me and making me feel so good. When I close my eyes I feel your lips on mine and your breath on my skin. When I close my eyes I hear your heart beating with mine every beat drawing us nearer. When I close my eyes I dream about what our first time will be and if we will have another. When I close my eyes I feel you inside me making me feel more and more like a woman. When I close my eyes I think about what if we were single would we be together. When I close my eyes I see everything I want and need from you. When I close my eyes I see you and I alone making each other happy in that moment and time.

When You Pray To Our Lord Ask Beliving >and Ask Knowing> Read On> Mark ; 24 ; Verses 24 - 26
24 ;There fore I say TO you ; What ever things you ask; when you pray , belive that you will recieve., and that you will have them. 25 ;And when ever you stand praying, if you hvae anything against anyone, Forgive him that your Father in Heaven may also forgive you and your trespasses. 26 ;But if you do not forgive ;even the Father in Heaven will not forgive you. Amen!!! Oh Lord Thy Father Amen!!!! If We ask in Thy name we will reciever , such beatiulf words too ; God Almighty is Great and has the greatest love for all... allehejeua!!!!!Amen!!!Praise God .>>>>> Praise Jesus Christ >>>Amen !!!may he come quickly Reign Forver and Forever>>>>>>>>>>Amen!!!!!!!!!!!1

When You're Evil
Not sure why this song has been going through my head for a few weeks now so yeah it should go through yours too When the Devil is too busy And Death's a bit too much They call me by name you see, For my special touch. To the Gentlemen I'm Miss Fortune To the Ladies I'm Sir Prize But call me by any name Any way it's all the same I'm the fly in your soup I'm the pebble in your shoe I'm the pea beneath your bed I'm a bump on every head I'm the peel on which you slip I'm a pin in every hip I'm the thorn in your side Makes you wriggle and writhe And it's so easy when you're evil This is the life, you see The Devil tips his hat to me I do it all because I'm evil And I do it all for free Your tears are all the pay I'll ever need While there's children to make sad While there's candy to be had while there's pockets left to pick While there's grannies left to trip down the stairs I'll be there, I'll be waiting 'round the corner It's a game. I'm glad I'm in it

When It Rains, It Pours
Yet again life's toll is taking me down. I am very thankful for the things I have in my life. I realize things could be much worse. However, in the last five years (almost six) I have never in my life had to deal with such financial problems and such struggles... My AC unit seems to have dead yesterday, my roof leaks, and the lack of money is killing me. As most know I am a single parent of two. Even lately with them things between us seem rocky...My son started sixth grade and all of a sudden he's this smartass kids with a chip on his shoulder. My daughter started thrid and talk about freakin attitude from hell! She is the spawn of satan I tell you! I have the devil's kids! eeeek! Don't get me wrong, I love my two monsters with every last breath in my body but what happened to my kids lol Not often to I break down, usually Im pretty good and keeping things inside - for the most part because of not really having anyone to talk to. Well because I don't let people get close

When We Make Love
ALabama WHen We Make Love There's a light, in your eyes tonight. You know I know that look anywhere. You got plans, and I'm one lucky man. Before we get so carried away, Theres just something I've been wanting to say. When we make love Its more to me than just an affair I want you to know how much I care When we make love Oh its such a precious time We share our hearts, our souls and our minds... When we make love Oh yea..... Watching you, make your little moves Well I can tell its gonna be a long night All day long, we keep holding on It couldn't be any better than this I got it all in my fingertips When we make love Oh, its more than just an affair I want you to know how much I care. When we make love Oh, its such a precious time We share our hearts our souls and our minds... These moments..these feelings..mmmmmm When we make love Its more to me than just an affair I want you to know how much I care When we make love Oh, its

When A Man Loves A Woman
When she says margarita she means daiquiri. When she says quixotic she means mercurial. And when she says, "I'll never speak to you again," she means, "Put your arms around me from behind as I stand disconsolate at the window." He's supposed to know that. When a man loves a woman he is in New York and she is in Virginia or he is in Boston, writing, and she is in New York, reading, or she is wearing a sweater and sunglasses in Balboa Park and he is raking leaves in Ithaca or he is driving to East Hampton and she is standing disconsolate at the window overlooking the bay where a regatta of many-colored sails is going on while he is stuck in traffic on the Long Island Expressway. When a woman loves a man it is one ten in the morning she is asleep he is watching the ball scores and eating pretzels drinking lemonade and two hours later he wakes up and staggers into bed where she remains asleep and very warm. When she says tomorrow she means in three or four weeks.